when she walks
all the wind blows
and the angels sing
she'll never know it's me
see the stone set in your eyes
see the thorn twist in your side
i wait for you
sleight of hand and twist of fate
on a bed of nails she makes me wait
and i wait without you
with or without you
with or without you
through the storm we reach the shore
you give it all but i want more
and i'm waiting for you
with or without you
with or without you
i can't live
with or without you
and you give yourself away
and you give yourself away
and you give
and you give
and you give yourself away
my hands are tied
my body bruised
she's got me with
nothing to win and
nothing left to lose
and you give yourself away
and you give yourself away
and you give
and you give
and you give yourself away
with or without you
with or without you
i can't live
with or without you
with or without you
with or without you
i can't live
with or without you
with or without you
well its time to blog. well i guess its merry christmas to everybody! but for the first time i felt the sacrifice of a man whose call to the nation comes before his own enjoyment. i worked frm the eve of christmas 6pm to the christmas day 6am. so it kinda... sucked. commander suddenly wished us merry xmas like at 0003 hrs. i was like kao. work until forget time oso. which was quite sian.
orchard road with the xmas lights at 530am is sweet. nobody squeeze u. no cars. hahaha walk wif a bunch of cool frenz down the lanes, cool breeze blowing by. awesome. if only i cld do it.
hmms. work was really busy since a counterpart had gone on leave. seems to me much politics goin on in the office. which im finding hard to step away from. juz dun wanna get embroiled in all dat. im simply there to serve my NS and leave. dun wanna make enemies or pseudo enemies for dat sake wif anyone.
hmmms. church plans are underway. many things are all churned out now. its time to do it. one year. juz pray dat its blessed.
a few bdays haf passed since i last blogged. signficantly nelson, celine and evynns. so HAPPY BIRTHDAYS!!!!!!!
hmms got a new phone as well. finally a fone bought wif my money. so i cld get my dream fone. the k800i. i think i made a wise choice. hahahaha i love it. hahaha
ehs... i realised i got nuttin much to blog. cos everytime i haf stuff to talk abt, i procrastinate. den i end up forgetting wad i wanted to blog abt. ooops.
yea so... i guess till next time.
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im sure many of you have read this before.
one day a monkey came across a hole in a tree.
peering in, he saw an incredible collection of the tastiest acorns and nuts assortment ever.
reaching in, he grabbed a handfull of nuts and acorns and prepared to have the feast of his life.
until he realised that his hand was unable to come out of the hole.
now u wonder, how come hand can go in cannot come out?
simply cos his hand is all full, holding on to the acorns.
is it time to let go?
well its been quite a while since i blogged. a few things i've learnt over the past few days or past many days
it pays to wave and say hi to your security guards everytime you walk past em. wad happened was one day i reach my house busstop and it started pouring cats and dogs and i was stuck under a hdb flat wifout an umbrella. and so happens so one of the security guards frm my condo saw me and offered me shelter. all the way back home. hahaha nice rite? but on the other hand, if your security guards are like those at joy's condo, from parc palais, u might wanna reconsider. you can refer to her blog for further details.
huan4 nan4 jian4 zhen1 qing2. i guess its in crisis when you see who's truly your friends.
attended marcus' and of course many many many other guys commissioning parade. it was quite funny. cos we arrived late and sat so far frm his contingent dat we were running across the parade square trying to look for him. makes my NS seems very boring. hahaha wad to do. and one year 4 more months to go seems very very long indeed. but wad to do, discussion wif kass jon tee and rich only made me realise dat sumtimes, we juz gotta shut our eyelids and bash thru.
that we have to encourage and strengthen one another. dats wad bros and sis are for, wad family is for, wad friends are for.
and there are also things i still dun understand.
many in fact. realised i'm severely affected. and i'm losing my right sense of mind.
wad haf i ever done dat anyone can be proud of me for?
till next time
high time i blogged. it's been a whole three weeks man.
well im gonna adopt the new method. which is not day by day. simply cos i dun haf such extensive memory. haha
eh family. my bro is back! woohoo! it's great havin him ard again. sumone to talk cock to and all dat. we get alot more homecooked food as a result too hahaha.
work. been pretty plain. but the sudden operations that have arised has led to a few late nights for me so far. and also a morning duty. but i guess dats part and parcel of NS life in Echo Division. as i always insist, got work better than no work and waste ur life away. i bring my gameboy to work nowadays. sumtimes i play pokemon. and i haf so much time certain days that i can level up my pokemon from level 25 to level 70+ if u've played pokemon b4 u wld noe dat is amazing. if not, lemme tell u. im amazing.
church. well had a few practices for CCIS. internal joke abt SATBJ. really cracked me up. had a major meeting and major decisions made as well. hopefully everything wld go smoothly for the coming year by God's grace. volunteered for the promotion and sales of our CD as well. hopefully i can make it a success.
friends. well had a long talk wif celine last thurs. my bladder nearly burst tho. SPLOOSH! hahaha im nuts. i sound like i want my bladder to burst. celebrated jialing's bday too, even tho the bad weather spoilt my surprise plan. now its no longer a surprise... :( so lousy of me hor. hai hai. oh wells went to visit khai at her prom also. haha this year they started really early. i rmb our prom started like 8pm. joy n i reached at 740pm and dey were all seated inside already larh... hahaha well joy n i went for pasta and abit of shopping, and we met benjamin n regina. hahaha so heng hor. so i sent em home.
driving a car is damn shiok. no nid to stand dere and wait for mrt, wait for bus. den walk long distances home. but if i had to pay for the cashcard expenditure or the fuel, i wld juz flip larh. hahaha DAMN EX.
well i guess basically dats it. the longer i take to blog between each entry, the less i seem to be able to write. forget everything le. hahaha if theres anything interesting which i left out, do tag. hahaha den i'll add in annexes. hahaha
