i know that there is a layer of dust covering my blog now. but at least i changed the outlook. hahaha i will try to get the content updated soon. :)




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wad i wanted to say was:

maybe its not up to me say this... but
please take care of her
and treasure her
she may throw tantrums
she may be difficult to handle
but wifout the pressure
however would u find the diamond within?

take good care of her :)




well its been two weeks since i blogged so i guess its abt time. forgot many things liao tho... so instead of blogging on a day-to-day format, i shall go on about the different aspects of my life

well work. it has been really a standstill until a last friday. a last minute major project was thrown at us. and i guess the feeling of pending failure really crushed me. i lashed out. and incurred a hoo haa. but in the end i completed it way b4 deadline.

working in a uniformed organisation isnt really wad i am used to. i guess im more accustomed to breaking down all the barriers between those younger and those older or more senior than i am. over here, i can't do things that way anymore. so i guess joy is rite. i'll hafta swallow it.

today was the most exceptional day i guess. i had so much stuff i really cldnt finish it all. the meeting lasted a tad too long as well. had to really pia to settle 80% of the stuff by the end of the day. tired sial. the next few days shld be about the same. so... i hope i can tahan. in a way i think im alot happier when im busy. i really cant stand the boredom when there is nuttin to do at all.

next wld be... church i guess. had a long meeting two saturdays ago. i guess more or less my proposal had been taken into action, as well as ernest's leadership model. now its really about how we take it along, and God's purpose behind this. kinda agree wif joy as well, that theres pretty alot of changes all at one go. but i guess it boils down to our determination, and most importantly, God's grace. if it doesnt go as well as we hope, perhaps we shld drop a thing or two as we go along i guess... but hopefully all goes well. and it wld be as perfect as in theory.

guess over these few weeks i also began to interact with many other ppl in church other than just the 87-ers. its all good. i suppose its something i shld haf done all along, but haven gotten down to doing it. hopefully everyone would be able to begin these interactions, and 1520 can soon become a united body in Christ.

a certain memorable experience was when i had supper wif abel and ernest at chomp chomp. beside us at the table were three guys eating together, apparently frenz. one was huge. the other was scrawny and short. and the last just looked weird. so we were speculating... what if 30 years down the road, im the huge one, ernest was the scrawny one, and abel just looked weird. and den we said, wad if i became the scrawny one, ernest the one who just looked weird, and joy the...

after supper we took abel's car home. but since the back seats were piled full of abel's mum's kindergarten props, all 3 of us had to sit in front. and since the trip to my house was pretty short, we decided that ernest would juz sit on my lap. it looked pretty damn gay, and we made pretty damn gay noises as well, with two or three fotos taken by abel. haven gotten em, but im positive its for private enjoyment only. and the face of the security guard when he saw ernest on my lap was hilarious.

another memorable thing was the conversation wif joy late one night. we were talking about the future as well. when all of us get married, maybe we wld be like the parents of most of the 87-ers. dat meaning we try to get all our kids to be born within one year. and i came up with a suggestion... wad if we try to squeeze all into one month?!?!?!

went out wif kasster, jitsin richard and jonathan two thursdays ago, and we watched the covenant. the show was quite cool i guess. but abit act cool. hahaha had some starbucks after that b4 i sped home.

met up wif korn n marc two saturdays ago as well. had a simple dinner and a really long talk.

and had dinner wif regina last friday. supposed to watch a movie, but due to the lack of a proper show, and showtime AND ALSO COS OF AHEM AHEM the wait for her to come down to town, we settled for a nice dinner and chat. it was nice. been awhile since we really talked. :)

haf started to learn drums frm taizi. i guess its kinda difficult to get my legs and hands to move in synchronised rhythms. but i shall work doubly hard. i cant sing, i gave up on guitar. it's my last chance at learning sumthin to do wif the music i love. driving has been quite good as well. but im juz wondering when my parents wld actually allow me to take the car out all by myself. as i complained b4, got license no use. muz haf car.

have you ever heard about the story of the guy who loved this particular chicken rice stall's chicken rice? it was near his home, so he enjoyed it almost every day. the chicken rice stall auntie knew him very well due to his frequent visits, and she trusted him as her best customer.

however one day, due to the high rent, the chicken rice auntie decided to move her stall elsewhere, somewhere cheaper so that she cld keep up a living. it was sumthin inevitable, and soon that familiar stall was gone, from ang mo kio to tuas. the man was sad. and missed the chicken rice every single day.

initially the chicken rice auntie was sad due to the fact that she had lost her best customer to the distance. however, her chicken rice being so XIANG1 PEN1 PEN1, she managed to establish a reputation in tuas soon enough. and another guy came to know and appreciate her delicious chicken rice. my guess is the auntie soon had the best customer of AMK outta her mind, and no longer missed his company as much. afterall, the best customer of tuas was alot better.

somehow or another the bcot (best customer of tuas) decided to move house somewhere due to obligations to his mum. and not just anywhere. he had to move to ang mo kio! fear of losing bcot seems to be too much for the chicken rice stall auntie. and she is a sad sad auntie.

so u ask me. what is the moral of this story? theres no moral! and u ask me, wad kinda story is that? im sorry u had to read it. but at least u read a piece of my heart.

tay lide.
looking to revive a dead blog and renew dead thoughts.

if i rise on the wings of the dawn, if i settle on the far side of the sea, even there Your right hand will guide me, Your right hand will hold me fast.
psalms 139:9-10