YOU asked ME last night for additions. so i dug out this a5 notepad paper...

you: where you wanna change to? where can you change to? wanna go gardens? coffee bean? i feel like drinking hot chocolate :)

me: hmm walk there? or take 315? i anything oso ok wan. but lidat... no $$ for lunch haha

you: haha... yah lar hor... then how?

me: hmm... we can go dere, i eat Mac, can use EZ-link

you: ok :) you roc lars. so, you wanna exercise or be a pig? haha

me: up 2 yoo

you: so you think you like that say damn funky lar... haha let's be pig :)

me: ok. i follow wateva mother pig says. go now?

you: you hungry? hungry then let's go

me: not very. but i can get hungry quite fast

you: haha. so is hungry a not?

me: err... u leh?

you: i anything one!! eh, i asking you lei why you ask me e same qn huh?!

me: haha i nice let u make decision wad... ur studies can have a break now? if can let's go.

...

me: WHAT'S DAT NOISE??

you: some noise lar. so kp for wad huh?! huh?! huh? haha okie let's go! go! go!




well been another week. five days of work have passed. the additional workload frm the absence of a colleague is kinda pressing. but think... actually one SA enuff le. no nid two. cos i cld handle it. oh wells. juz dat it's tiring and makes me really irritable. well think it was a boring week. cos i din go out the whole week again. except for wednesdays and todays driving lessons dat is. and thurs i went to shangri-la to take fotos for the part-time staff. thank goodness two girls were there to help me. or else i drown le. hahaha and finally i got to make new FEMALE frens! hahaha its been a while since. hmms i really dunno wad to talk abt. hahaha i shall blog when my life gets interesting bah...









well its been yet another week. usually i blog on friday nights, so to those who actually bother to decipher my blogging patterns and ardently follow my entries, which i doubt there are any, im sorry for the delay. haha been experiencing some sickening problem which refused me internet connection of any sort. but sumhow my dad solved it laz nite. so... here i am. deterred but not defeated. (can you hear the trumpets of triumph playing yet?)

well guess its been a normal week. saturday was... ok. stayed home the whole day and went out at 4pm. khailin decided to come down and meet me, so i wasnt dat lonely afterall. we managed to talk quite abit, and the crazy wait for her bus allowed even more time for chit chatting. it was good, even tho she was tired and so we din get to go watch fireworks... :( but oh wells. theres always other times when i'll get to go watch... sunday was quite fun. cos we found a new activity. that is to watch movies at the chambers in e2max. its pretty cheap: if u get enuff ppl to squeeze in. hahaha the trick is to let 5 ppl go in fiirst, and any excess you have, cheong in after the security personnel walk out. haha it cld be squeezy, doesnt mean it aint cosy. we watched emily rose, which wasnt dat scary i think. but i was awfully pissed dat dey cut our electricity cos our time was up, and we din get to watch the critical last moments of the show. i had a huge reaction. ooops. haha but i got over the trauma. after dat i went to newton life church for rev tong's lessons. hmms learnt qt a bit i wld sae.

the whole weekday span was really boring. cos i din go out a single nite. and work juz toned down abit, so there are moments when im doing completely nuttin inside the office. i wld rather be busy den not. and trust me. i really feel dat way. at least when im busy, time passes faster. yea...

then it was ytd. saturday. went to library and den church, and had abit of praise prac. after dat went to dota wif the guys for abit, b4 i slowly walked down orchard rd alone... yea den went to the kopitiam outside celines hse for dinner. b4 trooping home. got a pleasant surprise at 1013pm. and it lasted for a good 3 hrs 45 min and 56 secs. i cldnt stop smiling. and dun u call me bai chi. :P

due to the lack of sleep, i guess i was kinda slow the whole day. i mean not as slow as yoj of course, but was still pretty wols. one thing to note: kena slapped by chuantin!!!!!!!!! so sad... :( im heartbroken. shattered. destroyed. cui. hahaha oh wells. had lunch, went wif ern to pick up his new specs, and i came home already. had a good nap b4 waking up for dinner and national day rally. yeaps so im gonna... blog again nxt week. :)




you tried so hard to be someone
that you forgot who you are

you to tried to fill some emptiness
till all you have spilled over

now everything's far away
that you don't know where you are




inspired by marc n loocy the ah lian (jkjk pls dun kill me jm) i haf changed my blogskin as well. think it isnt as class as the previous one. but i like the colour. black and orange. hahaha do tag everybody!




i guess thats another week for you. i mean for me. yea. 4 days of toil. one day of not enuff rest. haha monday and tuesday were slogging my ass off for NDP and NDR. of which i had overtime... yea den tuesday nite went over to zhan's for a nite of free drinks and some fun. haha diyang is hilarious wth. he shld haf won entertainer instead. hmms nxt day went for nasi lemak brunch. and i had nasi lemak yet again for dinner. but there was this bakerzinn strawberry pie which is absolutely MMM MMMMMMMMMMM! damn sexay. eat until can lau strawberry sai. and really appreciated NDP this yr. haha firstly cos i noe my work is floating sumwhere ard there. and oso cos i understand how difficult it is for the contingents to march so well. and the police contingent were full of ppl i noe! hahaha quite exciting. went out dat nite to haf a chat wif ling. sorry... i was abit untalkative. mebbe not abit. very. yea... thursday had istana duty for the first time. it was quite ok i guess. many predicted it wld be a bad experience for me, but it seemed quite smooth. hmms today was boring. cos all the major events are over. and there is this sudden drop in activity level. so slow-paced i nearly fell aslp in work. but after work was quite fun. finally back to driving again. glad to sae i haven lost everything. so im hoping i can get my license real quick... yeap yeap. well dats abt it. ciaoz




another summer day
has come and gone away
in paris and rome
but i wanna go home

mmmmmmmm

may be surrounded by
a million people i
still feel alone
i just wanna go home
oh i miss you, you know

and i've been keeping all the letters that i wrote to you
each one a line or two
i'm fine baby
how are you
well i would send them but i know that it's just not enough
my words were cold and flat
and you deserve more than that

another aeroplane
another sunny place
i'm lucky i know
but i wanna go home
mmmm
i've got to go home

let me go home
i'm just too far from where you are
i wanna come home

and i feel just like i'm living someone else's life
it's like i just stepped outside
when everything was going right
and i know just why you could not come along with me
that this is not your dream
but you always believed in me

another winter day has come
and gone away
in even paris and rome
and i wanna go home
let me go home

and i'm surrounded by
a million people i
still feel alone
oh let me go home
oh i miss you you know

let me go home
i've had my run
baby i'm done
i gotta go home
let me go home
it will all be all right
i'll be home tonight
i'm coming back home




if you
if you could return
don't let it burn
don't let it fade
i'm sure
i'm not being rude
but it's just your attitude
it's tearing me apart
it's ruining everything
and i swore
i swore
i would be true
and honey so did you
so why were you holding her hand
is that the way we stand
were you lying all the time
was it just a game

to you?

but i'm in so deep
you know i'm such a fool for you
you got me wrapped around your finger
do you have to let it linger
do you have to
do you have to
do you have to let it linger

oh i thought the world of you
i thought nothing could go wrong
but i was wrong
i was wrong
if you
if you could get by
trying not to lie
things wouldn't be so confused
and i wouldn't feel so used
but you always really knew
i just wanna be with you

but i'm in so deep
you know i'm such a fool for you
you got me wrapped around your finger
do you have to let it linger
do you have to
do you have to
do you have to let it linger

but i'm in so deep
you know i'm such a fool for you
you got me wrapped around your finger
do you have to let it linger
do you have to
do you have to

you know i'm such a fool for you
you got me wrapped around your finger
do you have to let it linger
do you have to
do you have to
do you have to let it

linger...?




well its been yet another week gone and past. first two days were juz plain work at the office. did nuttin much except work. and sumhow im beginning to feel the politics in play. juz hope i dun show my true colours too soon hahaha. or else the coming 1 yr+++++ will be very hard for everyone to go by.

well wednesday till today was first aid course in HTA. i wldnt say im a fully trained and confident first aider... after all the training was... juz sufficient... but yea. had great fun. being outta echo and back wif my ol squadmates is certainly refreshing. alot of laffter and shit jokes. things u dun get back in ur division... at least not much. yea wednesday nite met up wif joy for a movie. we watched click. which was pretty good i wld sae. its funny, its touching. i din even realise joy was crying. hahaha i did notice abit of sniffing tho. hahaha but i was sniffing harder frm my cold. and sumone had a special blanket eh...? haha after dat we sat down to talk at the food court. for qt a long while. as i said... we talked frm eye candy to my grandmother. hahaha after dat took a mrt down to home... and i overslept my station. had to take back again. felt so stupid. hahaha

and thurs nite was spent watching tokyo drift wif my squadmates. haha now everyone loves the 350z. so cool hahaha especially the one wif the yellow vinyls. hmms went to kasster's hse after dat. hahaha kinda frenster-ed again and we... really had our eyes opened to the wide wild world. haha cycled out to meet lilian for the first time in a really really long while. haha everytime meet her very tiring. cos nid to relate to her wad has happened to me since the last time we met. hahaha and since the gap is always so big, i run dry on saliva sial. cycled back. damn song. wish i had a bike like dat too. went back to kass's to sleep. yea

den it was today. which was highly exciting. cos we realised dere was a huge sale of levi's at jurong point. hahaha we cheonged dere during lunch hr and joined in the fray. bought a pair myself. 45 bucks onli. shiok?? haha

these few days kinda miss guanhow. sumhow even tho we haven really talked alot ever since my enlistment, but... there is this void.

and of cuz not to mention u.

hmm had the weirdest dream ever. or rather wildest. hahaha cant believe i actually dreamt of sumthin lidat. but rmb marc n nel telling me b4, haha dat wad u dream wld nv happen. SO SAD!

tay lide.
looking to revive a dead blog and renew dead thoughts.

if i rise on the wings of the dawn, if i settle on the far side of the sea, even there Your right hand will guide me, Your right hand will hold me fast.
psalms 139:9-10