Arena(known to self and others) cheerful, extroverted, logical | Blind Spot(known only to others) confident, dependable, friendly, giving, kind, mature, sensible, sentimental, silly, trustworthy, witty |
Façade(known only to self) energetic, proud, self-conscious | Unknown(known to nobody) able, accepting, adaptable, bold, brave, calm, caring, clever, complex, dignified, happy, helpful, idealistic, independent, ingenious, intelligent, introverted, knowledgeable, loving, modest, nervous, observant, organised, patient, powerful, quiet, reflective, relaxed, religious, responsive, searching, self-assertive, shy, spontaneous, sympathetic, tense, warm, wise |
Dominant Traits
66% of people agree that superlide is extroverted
66% of people think that superlide is friendly
66% of people think that superlide is sentimental
66% of people think that superlide is trustworthy
All Percentages
able (0%) accepting (0%) adaptable (0%) bold (0%) brave (0%) calm (0%) caring (0%) cheerful (33%) clever (0%) complex (0%) confident (33%) dependable (33%) dignified (0%) energetic (0%) extroverted (66%) friendly (66%) giving (33%) happy (0%) helpful (0%) idealistic (0%) independent (0%) ingenious (0%) intelligent (0%) introverted (0%) kind (33%) knowledgeable (0%) logical (33%) loving (0%) mature (33%) modest (0%) nervous (0%) observant (0%) organised (0%) patient (0%) powerful (0%) proud (0%) quiet (0%) reflective (0%) relaxed (0%) religious (0%) responsive (0%) searching (0%) self-assertive (0%) self-conscious (0%) sensible (33%) sentimental (66%) shy (0%) silly (33%) spontaneous (0%) sympathetic (0%) tense (0%) trustworthy (66%) warm (0%) wise (0%) witty (33%)
well this is called a johari's window. do help me do if u haf time. hahaha and leave ur name behind bah hahaha no anons k.
Arena(known to self and others) intolerant, insecure, impatient, loud | Blind Spot(known only to others) inflexible, vulgar, unhappy, brash |
Façade(known only to self) aloof, boastful | Unknown(known to nobody) incompetent, timid, cowardly, violent, glum, stupid, simple, irresponsible, lethargic, withdrawn, hostile, selfish, unhelpful, cynical, needy, unimaginative, inane, cruel, ignorant, irrational, distant, childish, blasé, imperceptive, chaotic, weak, embarrassed, vacuous, panicky, unethical, insensitive, self-satisfied, passive, smug, rash, dispassionate, overdramatic, dull, predictable, callous, inattentive, unreliable, cold, foolish, humourless |
Dominant Traits
100% of people agree that superlide is intolerant
100% of people agree that superlide is loud
All Percentages
incompetent (0%) intolerant (100%) inflexible (50%) timid (0%) cowardly (0%) violent (0%) aloof (0%) glum (0%) stupid (0%) simple (0%) insecure (50%) irresponsible (0%) vulgar (50%) lethargic (0%) withdrawn (0%) hostile (0%) selfish (0%) unhappy (50%) unhelpful (0%) cynical (0%) needy (0%) unimaginative (0%) inane (0%) brash (50%) cruel (0%) ignorant (0%) irrational (0%) distant (0%) childish (0%) boastful (0%) blasé (0%) imperceptive (0%) chaotic (0%) impatient (50%) weak (0%) embarrassed (0%) loud (100%) vacuous (0%) panicky (0%) unethical (0%) insensitive (0%) self-satisfied (0%) passive (0%) smug (0%) rash (0%) dispassionate (0%) overdramatic (0%) dull (0%) predictable (0%) callous (0%) inattentive (0%) unreliable (0%) cold (0%) foolish (0%) humourless (0%)
and this is a nohari window. hahaha note the difference between Johari and Nohari. yeapz do it as well! hahaha
rmb sihan telling me abt lucky plaza selling milo for 1.50 per packet. n sihan actually asked the shopkeeper: are you joking?
sumtimes i think whether i actually mind paying 1.50. whether i mind loogi-ing as aaron n amos wld put it. somehow to me, im beginning to realise i really dun mind throwing down the one dollar fifty cents. but as i sip the milo, only then do i realise its only 70 cents worth and that im being shortchanged. get all frustrated about it.
and then i realise... tmd get the f over it. at least u helped that person earn abit more money. loogi is loogi. but too late. look on the brighter side bah
and sumtimes i juz wonder... where is my place in this world...? there are so many other places that i could be, that could make me happier, make my life more fulfilling.
and then i realise... theres no other place God wld want me to be, to put me in, than the very space that my butt is planted on.
and then i realise im really superficial, all the way from the start. and that the ppl ard me sooner or later wld get sick of everything and juz ignore me totally.
get the f outta it larh. tmd.
and then i realise how stupid i must sound scolding myself.
well its been almost a full week since i blogged. well i dunno how to describe. its been agonisingly tiring i suppose. wif the daily driving as well as daily working, im reduced to shambles easily by each friday. yet sumhow weekends seem to haf a perk i nv experienced b4 so i guess i always get energised again for another round of torture. well i really dunno wad to blog abt... hmmm... maybe i shall blog when i noe wad to talk abt. haha
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well nuttin much to talk about. the internet is screwed up on my connection so i can view the 141 website. and my camera batts are flat as well so i cant upload my fotos. so i guess work will hafta begin only tmr morn at 7am
shiok?
well work has been utterly boring. really losing my willpower to go on day by day. only the start of the day i feel more energetic. once i reach like 20th shop i really feel like calling it a day. but oh well... jobs cant be loved. so i gotta hold on. LIDE HOLD ON!
its especially boring after u haf had a few fun moments during the weekend. like friday i juz stayed and talk cocked online. hahaha strange... when talking cock online becomes fun u noe ur tortured. hmm den sat korn came my hse for an art project. haha we worked for quite a while b4 leaving the hse to meet khailin. yea meet her to celebrate her belated bday. hmm met mingjie again at far east. i delivered some POS items and den went out wif khai. went to take neoprints hahaha den went to eat at suntec. den we had a loooong talk which was really nice. i miss talking to her. in fact i miss talking to everyone. hahaha like jialing. she was right when she said dat dis is the longest period of time within these few years dat we haf not met each other at all. hahaha almost 2.5 weeks liaoz. hmm yea den khailin was nice enuff to walk me back to church where we had our church meeting. after dat went to look for wallet alone. quite sad cos i cldnt decide, wanted to ask my usual fashion consultants, but all said i shld haf made the decision myself... :( hahaha oh well wad to do. fickle me. went home wif nuttin even tho i wanted to buy 3 things. hahaha
well but no worries. bought my wallet and belt liao. so left the puma bag dat i wanna buy haven buy. hmm... im currently quite quite broke. think i shall buy it when i get my pay. but scared gone le... HOW?? oh wells.
met up wif joy for lunch today. well im kinda sorry for my lack of conversation. wasnt feeling too... upbeat u noe? yea but managed to surprise her all the same. hahaha juz hope u like it! u chose it aniwae. haha well went back to work. pia-ed a decent amount b4 heading down for driving. dinner sucked. driving lesson was my worst as well. nearly got into 2 accidents. and 2 ppl horned me. and i stalled twice. and my instructor was in a bad mood i think. kept shouting at me. oh wells... haiz bad bad bad. today is a bad day.
think tmr wld be too.
haha no date. but i guess dats normal. nv really went out on vday b4 i juz realised. but sumhow tmr feels especially lonely... hahaha me myself n i. but nvm. shall work my brains out at mount E tmr. try to pia some excess. so dat i can get an offday in future. oh wells.
u promised.
haha the irony of it all. this is probably my longest post in quite a while. and yet i started off the entry wif "eh nuttin much to talk abt" hahahaha
well another few days haf passed. same shit different day. think dat was lionel's nick. hahaha everyday still pia visa den at nite upload lorh. den ard 8pm go learn driving. everyday feel more confident. but getting more n more tired. i mean i've nv had black eye rings b4. dey r coming out now... oh wells.
heres sumthin interesting abt my life these days. hahaha today i got a new driving instructor. i mean he's good and everything, really taught me alot and let me drive wif confidence in myself, but he juz has this thing abt speaking in hokkien, and thinkings its damn funny, laffs at himself. den sumtimes when he laffs too loud he snorts. dats the true reason y i laff wif him sumtimes... oh well. this is bad. bad mouthing ppl behind their backs... bet hes sneezing now.
yeapz. bought the new robbie williams cd too. which is pretty damn good. juz a LITTLE vulgar. nv knew his album wld be lidat. hahaha guess i grew up in the innocent world of rock dj, feel, shes the one. hahaha i love advertising space. i think its a song abt elvis presley, like written for him. im not too sure. think i shall go n find out.
life tmr is gonna be the same. and day after tmr as well. and the day after tmr's tmr. oh well wat the shit. hahaha ciaoz.
well work's been fun in the daytimes. get to meet all sorts of ppl. certain ppl who cant speak english properly. come n tell me jokes dat i cant understand due to his poor language, den complain dat i haf a lack of humour. wth. oh well. there are also aunties who refuse to accept the info i hafta give em unless i sit down for two minutes to take a rest, drink their water, eat their pineapple tarts, kueh bangkit, everything else. oso got ppl who gimme hell lots of trouble, keep me in his shop for bloody half hr which really doesnt sell anything nice at all so i wonder who wld use credit cards in ur shop. well all in all,. really interesting experiences.
but work at nite is horrendous. gotta upload all the shit which takes me more time den on the field itself. kinda ridiculous.so nowadays u wld see me online till 230am juz trying to complete my work, sianz. but the upside is dat i get to talk to alotta ppl. online i mean. yea. the last time i could talk to em lidat was like j1.
hmm another interesting thing going on in my life is car driving lessons. got this instructor, quite nice. but abit draggy. now on the road le, haha and my gear changing sux. beginning to wonder if learning and passing within a month is possible for me.
well today was kinda fun. tho i had to wake up early to go to work, but managed to chop chop finish everything and go down to meet the rest of the church peeps at somerset. damn stupid i waited at control station for 40 min when everyone else was waiting for me outside. oh wells. went for lunch, whihc i wasnt too keen for. sumhow wasnt hungry. hmm den we travelled down to marina for bowling. hahaha few things we saw today. blue green and purple balls getting strikes. the ugliest pairs of bowling shoes i have ever seen. and of cuz dun think ayone can ever forget seeing pink balls fly and smash unto the lane b4 rolling towards the pins. haha we muz be a bowling boss's worst nightmare. was supposed to eat at carl's jnr wif the rest, which i had been looking forward to. cos i wanna try their mushroom burger. but realised i hadnt the appetite. and i had to rush home for work as well. so i left earlier. went home alone, came home pia work. until now still cant finish. sianz!!!
oh well. looks like i wld need more determination on every front.
it's time to pick myself up. hahaha afterall ranting on my blog isnt welcome by most readers i can see. only vince responded. whoever u are. hahaha yea i haf my shit days too. juz dat i've been having a shit load of shit days. shit month.
hmm ytd was a do nuttin day. hahaha 3rd day of new year and i was lazing ard at home. decided to go out wif the class peeps for a session of dota. we played at irc peninsular. me korn nel marc lk sihan jonny. it was fun tho i was pawned like laosai. haha too long nv play le. or i no skill in the first place. hahaha after dota went to get the developed fotos. sumhow celine was sleeping inside her shop and so marc n nel din get to see her. or rather she din get to see em. hahaha she wants to see em botak i guess. hahaha well we talked to her for a while, me n korn. yea den we left for river angpow. where we found sophie who was doin sum kinda airbrush tattoo. temporary wan, 5 days only. haha so i got one. kinda looks like the wala wala logo dat kinda style. juz dat its a totally random thingy. haha nv show my parents. think dey wld flip. hmm yea so my day ended like that. was supposed to be there for a fren, physically and mentally. but i broke my promise... sorry.
well back to work today. it was ok i suppose. did a fair number of cases. had dota wif korn n daniel. haha den went back to take stock den back home loh. work is tiring, but get to talk to all kinds of ppl. so i guess its interesting. and of cuz, the pay rocks.
well gonna haf my first car driving lesson later :) so exciting. hahaha den after dat meeting up wif the rest of the church ppl and qingliang laoshi at chomp chomp for supper. im prepared to be stuffed till i explode. hahaha POOF!
