i'm beginning to lose my understanding...
why are people changing?
or have i changed?
we all want a day back.
we can't ever take it.
we can't pick and choose who we dart back through time to help.
we go forward.
we stop it the next time.
sumtimes i wonder if i shld one day indulge in alcohol, cigarettes, clubbing, drugs etc...
so that perhaps my parents could realise that i've tried my best to be a good child.
and so that perhaps they could understand that looks doesnt count for all.
hmmm an exact one year has passed. and life isnt the same anymore. even though disappointment fills me, i am happy to say that at least what's brimming over is gladness that things have turned out this way as well...
merry christmas!
yozyoz!! juz came back frm xmas camp and i felt it was quite fun! hahhaa oh well frm 20-22nd tues to thurs. yeapz. hardly slept so im like... bushed right now. oh wells. hmm first day went out wif celine b4 the camp. met her at serangoon mrt and den travelled down to town and we had marche lunch! haha 2nd in a week larh. haha 1st time was wif khailin. hmmm we sat at the table nxt to the table me n khai had ate on. oh well hmm celine is right... the ice cream realli very nice. haha oh well went on to havaianas to look for celine's flip flops and she took quite some time to decide. haha oh well. the smart girl refuse to lemme wish her a complete HAPPY BIRTHDAY can?? onli lemme pay 1/4 for the flip flops. TSK. well went on to meet regina and evynn and den we travelled down to pasir ris mrt. hmm when everyone gathered we walked to aranda and we began our camp! haha started off wif naming our grps and coming up wif grp cheers. we were called CCLAXSSYA! haha its the initials of all our grp members put tgt to form an incomprehensible name. haha oh well hmm went out for dinner and den came back to play water games at costa sands pool! haha it was quite fun i guess. alotta shouting. and wrestling wif jasper of course. haha hmm went back and went to watch tv and all. until 12am struck den we "surprised" celine and evynn on their bday! haha surprise is in inverted commas cos it wasnt any surprise at all. hahaha poor planning. REGINA SEE LARH!! haha ooops well gave her her other presents which were chip n dale plushies and oso a letter! haha she claims dat means i wish her HAPPY BIRTHDAY liao but i sae nooooo! hahaha its still HA_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ 87 ppl were talking outside abt hahaha SOME stuff but we were called in to sleep. so... i went to sleep...
nxt day woke up for QT and den we prepared for cycling! haha in the end onli me n evynn rent bike. the rest all took van down to the park. hmm we had some free time so we went for abit of cycling. quite boring actually. hahaha den we had lunch where aaron injured his toe the exact same way i injured mine last yr. bled alot i guess. hmm after lunch which was quite good we went to the beach to play games. hahaha i had ard 4 tower kills but i din haf a single hero kill. oh well so sad. hahaha hmm well after the beach games (in which i insisted every single person gets wet) haha we went on to the relay games. wow u see the athleticism in everyone sial. hahaha jovan and ernest are monkeys i swear. hmm unfortunately both of em got injured. jovan had serious rope burn on his foot. ernest felt giddy and his hands oso kena burned. so we put a stop to everything and left for back home. juz when we were thinking wah thank God got xinghui the first aider attend to em, on our way to the costa sands pool abel fell off his bike and onto the road. scratches everywhere and his chin had a super deep cut. went for the life guard who applied antiseptic for him. den he was sent to a clinic and then changi hospital for xray and stitches. meanwhile went to the pool to look out for the 4 girls swimming wif evynn. den travelled back to the chalet and prepared for bbq. it rained! so sad. but we got approval to do indoor bbq! haha so shiok. den we cooked while eating right at our doorstep. quite cool. hmm had some praise session at the end. had some discussion abit of sermon abit of reflection. den we watched movie. haha movie ended wifout me knowing cos i was snoring away liao. den we all went over to watch mahjong. haha chun yim did well sial. he won three times while i was there. oh well den i juz went back to sleep.
this morn had QT again and den cleared up the place. checked out and went to food court for breakfast. den went home. slept. woke up watch tv. haha dota-ed a bad game. den now gonna sleep liao. so tired... shall blog again soon!
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haha guess where i am now?? haha im at mrlai's office. to those who dunno who mr lai is, hes my church pastor. oh well. cos im bored and i dun feel like going home alone so i guess im gonna wait till everyone has finished practising for choir den i hitch a ride home on celine's.
well the last time i blogged it was abt prom. haha well a good 6 days haf passed but nuttin much has been interesting. except for ppl gawking at my head when i dun wear a cap. the vegetable rice auntie dun dare look at me when i order frm her. quite saddening. hmm ytd went out wif yangling n jingmin, to watch perhaps love. smart dey got free tix i dun haf. was out wif yangling at first cos jingmin, besides being prom queen, is also a reknowned latecoming queen. haha she onli came in 15 min after the show started. SIANZ but think it was an ok film. a tad to artistic, a whole lot too cheem but think i enjoyed it. tho yangling n jingmin were laffing at their fashion instead. and takeshi has this fetish for jumping into the swimming pool wif his coat on. oh well den we walked ard abit den i went home lorh.
today was pretty boring at the start. cos nel n i were gaying ard in orchard. guan got interview marc slept in late left two of us. haha we were half wary when stepping into newurbanmale. oh well decided not to buy the fcuk shirt. think jingmin n yangling were rite. 29 bucks for the plain black shirt, not worth it at all. oh wells hmm den went to meet church peeps to go recce at aranda to check out the stuff and get some idea as to wat we can do. left and returned to church. whole buncha us were rushing down to orchard but sms turned us all back to dota. well it was both GGs for me tho i lost one won one. play game most impt fun wad. lose can be fun too. dats wat korn always saes. hahaha korn's wise words. hmm den tapao dinner for celine n isaac den got this bitch of an auntie cut my queue. tmd. i was queueing at the shorter queue den she kaobei me sae: xiao3 di4 ah, wo3 men2 dou1 zai4 pai2 dui4 lei. den i was like: oh sorry and went to the longer queue thinking there was onli one. den the tmd *)(&_%#&()!@!_ auntie cut my went on to queue at the short queue where i was standing. SMART. as ngee poo wld sae, GEI3 TA1 YI4 GE4 CU1 HUA1! ji dan but i din larh. im a kindly young man. so now here i end up. nuttin much to do. waiting for mr lai's meeting to end so mebbe we can talk for abit.
hmm ppl keep asking me y i nv go find job. well guess the hair is a prob. but i oso abit lazy. haven heard of realli good lobangs yet. but think two good ideas wld both involve teaching. tuition or relief teaching. both earn pretty good money. haha me n nel thot of setting up tuition centre. shiok? hahaha oh well it sounds workable, but lotsa effort has to be put in lorh. hmm but seriously, im gonna find a job soon. any lobangs ppl? kaihong's one sounds good. haha but later everyday got alcoholics come bug me how???
since i can't carry it for you... let me carry you
floating nowhere near. saddest thing that could happen to a piece of driftwood don't you think?
heyhey! well haven blogged since monday. hmm tuesday went to find joy at her prom and she looked gorgeous! woohoo! incredible sial. hahaha but it was short-lived excitement as she had to leave soon after we met her so celine n i went to eat gelare and den went home lorh...
wednesday supposed to go m'sia but trip was cancelled cos some guys cldnt make it. so ended up goin to eat dimsum wif ahma b4 goin to meet korn n nel in town. well we went ard looking for shades, pendants and shirts and by evening we were done and den went home.
thursday! prom day! haha woke up at 730am and cldnt get back to sleep. too much of excitement i guess. hmm so prepared my stuff and den travelled down to roots for this haircut of mine. haha dyed it ash brown and crop patterns were shaved onto the right side of my head. yea i was shocked when i first saw the final effect. but i guess im gettin used to it now... yepz hmm jialing had come down to take a look at my hair and so cabbed down tgt to international plaza where she went to do her makeup and hairdo, while i continued cabbing down to city hall mrt. for a moment i forgot abt my hair and din understand y qian pearl n wei were staring lidat. haha qian said it was ugly. so sad. walked down to marina mandarin where i was the onli guy for abt an hr or so until yonghui n bumin came. soon ppl were arriving. dressed up n met my parents for a picture. haha mum nearly fainted. dad cld onli laff. hmm soon all the hunks n babes were done n we, being fashionably late, decided to travel down by cab. but after 4 of us had left on a cab, we realised dere was a van who was willing to pick us up. haha 13 ppl 10 bucks onli. so it was all good. hahaha reached the place and went in. haha took pictures wif seemingly endless ppl and den suddenly i got a call frm celine n joy! hahaha rushed up wif the absolutely beautiful ling to take a pic wif em: the three most impt women of my life! (aside frm mum dat is) haha as i told all of em, it wld be a rare chance to take fotos wif all 3 of em at the same time. so muz carpe diem. haha celine took a pic wif pms, n joy found her sec sch mate to take a pic wif too. yeapz. among others who came to surprise us was mingjie! haha it was shocking cos no one had told us dat dey were coming. shocking. haha too bad lilian khailin n yangling nv come! all said dey wld wan lorh... so sad... but oh well took pics wif my councillor juniors and of cuz everybody else. haha i onli ate 4 courses outta 8 larh... so saddening. haiz but was partially full larh, cos of the bottomless pit contest. ate like 3/4 a loaf of bread. heong. won dat one... and also the entertainer award. marcus made me do numa numa dance. smart. i cldnt even rmb the moves. jingmin was screaming. finally her dream came true. too bad for yangling haha she still hasnt seen it. eh... won the entertainer as well. yepz thanx for all votes! eh... prom king was kianyong! woohoo! but i din get to take a pic wif him. so sad... but prom queen was as expected LOOCY JINGMIN! hahaha took pics wif her. haha gorgeous gal dat nite eh. haha deserved the award larh. hmm took pics wif as many ppl as i cld larh. numbered 184 in total. haha after the whole prom event travelled down to marina mandarin and threw our excess baggage there b4 heading down to indochine for a nite of clubbing. unfortunately after not having slept for sucha long time, i was tired soon after rounds of dancing. so i began to bum ard. and i cant believe i rejected a beautiful girl's offer to dance!!! no matter how tired i am i shld haf taken the chance hor... regret... IM SORRY!! u noe who u are larh... nxt time can...? sorry... hmm after clubbing went down to lau pasat for supper which i din eat anything. haha after the others left, marc was still eating, so pms stayed back and den we went back wif him lorh. had abit of chatting bah.
soon we were back in the room. i bathed and gradually fell to sleep. not much tho. we all packed up n left the room at 930 and went for breakfast. mcdonald's filet-o-fish for me. hmm left for home and fell to sleep immediately but it was short lived. cos i had to wake up n go to church for xmas camp meeting. met up wif celine and travelled down. we were late by a whole half hr... ooops. hmm think the xmas camp shld turn out quite well. yepz went to plaza sing for dinner, den went home lorh. think my com is more or less stable now. juz hope it wldnt crash b4 i save this entry. hahaha ciaoz!
im sorry i haven been blogging since 21st nov. my com was down. oh how i miss you my poor blog... dun worry daddy's here. shit i sound psycho
well alot has happened. i went to bintan for 4 days 3 nites. well nuttin much day to play cos everything needs hellotta $$. haha eh... but i was allowed to drive a buggy there! hahaha or at least i juz drove it on my own. well drove onto the big road where 40 seater buses zoomed past me. hahaha kena chua tio but the feeling pretty damn shiok. hmm oh yah im wearing a miracle on my face now. my specs. hahaha i went body-boarding wif my bro and my specs gonna washed off into the sea. we spent lik 15 min searching b4 deciding it was like HAI DI LAO ZHEN literally so went back to the aparment half blind... haiz but amazingly the nxt day when my parents went on a romantic walk by the beach they found my specs washed up on the beach! hahaha it's realli a miracle! THANK GOD! so i regained my sight. yea came back to singapore and den had a class dinner at once apollo hotel now furama waterfront. it was kinda a farewell dinner for kankan cos she left last thursday. yea really wish her all the best back in China!
hmm den nxt day began work at standard chartered marathon. for 5 days. all i can sae it wasnt much fun, the work itself. but the ppl i work wif hahaha hilarious. all damn mother jokers. cant stand em. well we did shit work larh, mainly coolie like labour. severely underpaid larh... 150 for 5 days lehz. less than 3 bucks per hr. sian. but wth we got plenty of FRINGE BENEFITS. such as er... WORK EXPERIENCE. MAKING NEW FRIENDS. GETTING TO KNOW MORE ABOUT NIKE FREE AND HONGKONG DISNEYLAND. KNOWING HOW WONDERFUL A SIMPLE RUBBER DOORSTOPPER CAN BE. yes. dats abt all. almost.
well it's been a long search for my prom clothes and i have finally settled everything except for perhaps a pair of wat marcus would call PAI XI shoes. yes. found my stuff at queensway and flash n splash. yepz ytd went town whole day well watched potter finally wif my class ytd. well cant sae it was good... din live up to expectations... hmm and we saw felicia chin!!!!!!!!! hahaha SO CHIO! i took a pic wif her yay!! oh so chio... we also saw olinda cho! haha her purple hair quite cool sial. hung ard wif class peeps at mos burger for awhile b4 leaving to collect my bros jeans and den meeting joy to go meet celine! oh my she was gorgeous for prom! haha in a way its a gd thing she din get the chinese clothes and jeans thingy. think she looks fantastic in a dress! haha i've finally seen the woman in you celine! hahaha jkjk. took a pic wif her den proceeded home. well later gonna meet ling to shop for her shoes and den meet celine perhaps to go meet joy at her prom! haha well gonna be a tiring day... adios!
