wowee! hahaha i wld like to sae ladies and gentlemen
A LEVELS ARE OVER BABY!
hahaha its incredible. so fast and 2 yrs haf passed. of cuz deres all the missing the sch, missing my frenz, missing the.... teachers.... part yea but theres realli this tinge of regret. dat i wasted my first year. din study well. so much so dat i had to drop chem, and 3 As arent even a guarantee. yea its all sad and all... but wth. its over. hahaha im a free man!
but sumhow being a free man... like nuttin much to do. very sian. cos too much time at hand. perhaps we too used to going home and mug non stop. which was wat we had done for almost 3 months since preparations for prelims. yea its like everyday is dota at home, workout abit, go out wif frenz, wif no proper purpose. hahaha sumhow life is boring. quite a turnoff.
cant rmb exactly wat has happened the past few days since liberation on 515pm 16th november 2005. but mainly it has been relaxing. haha well today guan came over and we worked out. he taught me how to JIAN FEI. hahaha i nid to be determined man. do the exercises everyday. hmm den went to church to do some work for the kindergarten. wah biang its realli sai garng. damn heavy. damn ridiculous. cos everything cld haf been loaded on the church van and transported much faster. in the end i one person cheong all the shit. smart. haiz but oh well its over. at least it was exercise. i nid to JIAN FEI. hmm after dat went wif celine to look for my prom stuff. haha wun sae where. din see much for myself but we found the perfect thing for celine!!!!!!! hahaha at least now we think its the perfect thing. hahaha wun sae where we found it oso. later got ppl copy. so now its a secret between us. i realli hope she can get to wear it to her prom. think its fantastic. realli the perfect thing. hahaha oh well. den dilly dallied ard b4 coming back home...
well tmr is a new day. i think i shld try to blog more often. back to my daily basis. haha sorry to all blog readers! i will try to update aoap. haha as often as possible!
well half of a levels have passed. as sid phrases it, think this yr cambridge bad mood. dio f*** for maths. i haf a strong feeling its a B liao. den GP dunno come out wat kinda GL format. nv see b4. i was still looking for passage b larh smart. oh well lifes lidat.
n sumhow i realli hate ppl who dun keep their promises. even though they haf delayed wif excuse after excuse. if u cant do it or dun wanna do it, can juz tell me larh. at least it denies me hope and becoming a naggy person.
sumone say i cute!!!! this is her nick:
"Lethal Child likes t tormend emo kids. - LIDE DAMN CUTE LUHHH!"
hahaha i muz seem so despo. but hey its not everyday i get this kinda thing! hahahaha
n oh btw. she said dat after she saw my baby pic...
it's amazing
how you make your face just like a wall
how you take your heart and turn it off
how i turn my head and lose it all
it's unnerving
how just one move puts me by myself
there you go just trusting someone else
now i know i put us both through hell
i'm not saying there wasn't nothing wrong
i just didn't think you'd ever get tired of me
i'm now saying we ever had the right to hold on
i just didn't wanna let it get away from me
but if that's how it's gonna leave
straight out from underneath
then we'll see who's sorry now
if that's how it's gonna stand
when you know you've been depending on
the one you're leaving now
the one you're leaving out
it's aggravating
how you threw me on and you tore me out
how your good intentions turn to doubt
the way you needed time to sort it out
i'm not saying there wasn't nothing wrong
i just didn't think you'd ever get tired of me
i'm now saying we ever had the right to hold on
i just didn't wanna let it get away from me
but if that's how it's gonna leave
straight out from underneath
then we'll see who's sorry now
if that's how it's gonna stand
when you know you've been depending on
the one you're leaving now
the one you're leaving out
the one you're leaving now
the one you're leaving out
i'm not saying there wasn't nothing wrong
i just didn't think you'd ever get tired of me
but if that's how it's gonna leave
straight out from underneath
then we'll see who's sorry now
if that's how it's gonna stand
when you know you've been depending on
the one you're leaving now
the one you're leaving out
tell me is that how it's going to end
when you know you've been depending on
the one you're leaving now
and the one you're leaving out
the one you're leaving now
the one you're leaving out
well apparently im the only one online at this crazy time. haha its 1056am on tues morn. right b4 a levels. shit my results so kanasai yet im so relaxed. this is bad.
but aniwae dats not the pt im here to wish all those who still come online and possibly read my blog....
ALL THE BEST FOR YA 'A' LEVELS! AND GOD BLESS YA ALL!
words left unsaid
can hurt
bad
