ouch its been a long time since anyone has seen a proper entry frm me. hahaha strange cos everyone seemed to blog right after prelims ended. n yet i had nuttin much to say. well it cld be cos im not very excited abt the possible outcomes of this exam so... can prepare to eat shit. well since the last time i blogged, lifes been kinda boring. it was mugging all the way till exams ended, den after dat been going to town realli often, as well as church for two days. yepz so bored of town dat today after watching the myth wif ling we went down to ang mo kio to walk ard instead. hahaha oh well. dota-ed abit. realli back to a noob man. laz time at least not sooooo noob. now realli buay tahan myself sumtimes. oh well hmm sian den i started on need for speed underground 2 at home. cos i dun wanna install dota in fear of severe poisoning again. haha oh well. tmr getting back GP paper. perhaps after i receive my screwed up results i might find some source of inspiration to blog properly. ciaoz
open your bible. to john chapter 11:25. and the heading is "Jesus Comforts the Sisters". "Jesus said to her, "I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in me will live, even though he dies; and whoever lives and believes in me will never die."
"do you believe this?"
life is temporal. dat was the way God made it. it wasn't mean to last forever. and so lives pass by us each day and go to another place. and for some, it is a place far far better. the Bible tells us in Philippians 1:23, "... to depart and be with Christ, which is better by far..." trust in God, as His Word tells us, that a brother has left to be in a more comforting place than we have ever experienced. and there he is gonna enjoy the love of God in a more intimate basis than we have felt. he is in a far better place. in Job 13:15, "Though he slay me, yet will I hope in him..." im sure this is how he feels.and life goes on. for the rest of us here, life has gotta go on. find comfort in the Lord our God, for He is our source of peace. in Psalms 94:19, "When anxiety was great within me, your consolation brought joy to my soul." cry but no more, as we must trust in that God has the best arrangement for everyone of us here. and this is what had to face us.
and life goes on. think to me, its a calling for the all of us. we are glad for him that he had become a christian before he left, and losing a brother is merely temporary for we shall see him again one day. but there are many of those around us whom have not found hearing of the gospel. that is our mission. that we spread and urgently at that. and that we live our lives as if each moment were our last. cos if this was our last, or their last, it may be a loss forever.
Luke 8:8 "He who has ears to hear, let him hear."
Luke 8:16 "No one lights the lamp and hides it in a jar or puts it under a bed. Instead, he puts in on a stand, so that those who come in can see the light."
let us remember this for Jasper. in his loving memory.
agape,
lide
coming out of my base
and i've been doing just fine
gotta gotta be down
because i want bottom lane
it started out with a game
how did it end up like this
it was only a game
it was only a game
now i'm falling asleep
and she's singing song of the siren
while he summons out wards
and she's taking the gold
now they're going to rax
and my stomach is sick
and it's all in my head
but he's pawning my...
teammate now
he takes his divine rapier
let me go
i just can't move
it's shackling me
and taking control
jealousy
turning clinkz into a sheep
on my way to secret shop
roshan starts to kick my bum
but it's just the price I pay
soul booster is calling me
open up my eager eyes
i'm mr DOTA
well so time has flown since i laz blogged. properly at least. the below spoofs seem to be attracting a fair amount of attention. but allow me to introduce u to a piece of good work done by a fren. hahaa its by nelson and can be found frm the link to the 04s69 blog which is found in my EVERYONE as well. yepz he spoofed we believe. quite good.
aniwae yea time has passed so quickly. half of the torture is gone liaoz. been mugging everyday juz stare at notes dun go online and all dat shit. quite stressed. well since its been a long time here are the downs n ups of these few days.
downs:
attended lilian's dad's wake
felt damn stressed after studying at cartel
cant finish mugging everything
did badly for maths
did badly for econs
did SO SO BADLY for chem
did badly for physics
ups:
went to MAF
been getting plenty of good naps
listening to plenty of good music
bought my new ipod mini (actually its 2ndhand)
lifes been good to me
might buy birkenstocks!
half of prelims over already!
met DENISE KELLER AT FAR EAST! got to tok to her and oso take a pic wif her! SHUANG DAO CAN?????
well... guess dats it. gonna spoof another song i think. nuttin against studies this time. i think.
whenever I am feeling low
i look around me and I know
there's a place that will stay within me
wherever I may choose to go
i will always recall the tables
know every chair and corner
sail down the studies which brings us death
winding through my reading room
this is reading room truly
where I know I must be
where my notes wait for me
where the knowledge always flows
this is reading room surely
as my senses tell me
this is where I won't mug alone
for this is where I know it's reading room
when there are mcqs to go through
we'll find a way to start anew
there is comfort in the knowledge
that reading room's about its students too
so we'll build our daydreams together
just like we've done before
just like the exams which brings us death
there'll always be reading room
this is reading room truly
where I know I must be
where my notes wait for me
where the knowledge always flows
this is reading room surely
as my senses tell me
this is where I won't mug alone
for this is where I know it's reading room
for this is where
i know
i'm HOOOOOOOOOME
what's wrong with the school mama?
people mugging like aint got no mamas
i think the whole worlds addicted to the drama
only attracted to exams that bring you trauma
overseas yeah we tryin to stop terrorism
but we still got terrorists here livin
in the HCI, the Chem Department, the Maths and Physics and the KKKeynes
but if you only have love for your DOTA
then you only leave blanks throughout your paper
and to leave blanks doesn't generate grades
and if you failing you're bound to get an ASS WHOOPING FRM UR MUM
yeah mugging is what you demonstrate
and that's exactly how studying works and operates
you gotta have *A* just to set it straight
take control of your mind and meditate
let your grades gravitate to the *A* y'all
students mugging
students dying
i am hurtin
can you hear me crying?
can you practice what you preach
would you mark more leniently?
teacher teacher teacher help us
send some sympathy from above
cause people got me got me questioning
where is my *A*?
where is my *A*?
where is my *A*?
where is my *A*?
my *A*?
my *A*?
it just ain't the same
school life has changed
exam periods are strange is the world insane?
if love and peace so strong
why are there pieces of info that don't belong
physics dropping stuff from the sky and den ask u to calculate the distance whereby it travels using 2-dimensional kinematics
chemical gases filling lungs of little ones
with ongoing calculation
as the students die young
so ask yourself is the loving really strong?
so i can ask myself really what is going wrong
with this hall that we're tested in
people keep on giving in
writing wrong answers
only visions of them passing and
not respecting each other
deny thy brother
the essays going on but the reasons' undercover
the truth is kept secret
swept under the rug
if you never know truth
then you never know *A*
where's my *A* y'all?
I DON'T KNOW
where's the truth y'all?
I DON'T KNOW
where's my *A* y'all?
students mugging
students dying
i am hurtin
can you hear me crying?
can you practice what you preach
would you mark more leniently?
teacher teacher teacher help us
send some sympathy from above
cause people got me got me questioning
where is my *A*?
where is my *A*?
where is my *A*?
where is my *A*?
my *A*?
my *A*?
i feel the weight of my notes on my shoulders
as i'm getting dumber y'all people get colder
most of us only care about hardcore studying
selfishness got us followin the wrong direction
wrong information always shown by a certain teacher
negative remarks is the main criteria
infecting their damned minds faster than bacteria
kids wanna mug like what the see in the reading room
whatever happened to the values of fun-learning
whatever happened to the trigo and inequalities
instead of spreading love, we're spreading nutella
lack of understanding, leading us away from a decent pass
that's the reason why sometimes I'm feeling under
that's the reason why sometimes I'm feeling down
it's no wonder why sometimes I'm feeling under
i gotta keep my grades alive, until *A* is found
students mugging
students dying
i am hurtin
can you hear me crying?
can you practice what you preach
would you mark more leniently?
teacher teacher teacher help us
send some sympathy from above
cause people got me got me questioning
where is my *A*?
where is my *A*?
where is my *A*?
where is my *A*?
my *A*?
my *A*?
exams have come and passed
those who slacked can never last
wake me up when the prelims end
like my seniors come to pass
two damn years have gone so fast
wake me up when the prelims end
here comes the notes again
falling from mrs tham
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we aren't
as my memory bursts
but always forgets what i had learnt
wake me up when the prelims end
exams have come and passed
those who slacked can never last
wake me up when the prelims end
bring out DOTA again
like we did when JC began
wake me up when the prelims end
here comes my results again
nowhere near a pass
drenched in sian-ness again
becoming who we aren't
as my memory rests
but never forgets what i failed
wake me up when the prelims end
like my seniors come to pass
prelims weeks is going so TMD DAMN SLOW
wake me up when the prelims end
wake me up when the prelims end
wake me up when the prelims end...
*coincidentally, our prelims end in september!!*
well yet another week has passed wifout much progress in my mugging. i mean i've been working hard at it almost everyday but im now lagging in my schedule. haiz hmm well these few days either go sch or mug outside. when its outside of sch mugging doesnt realli work. cos i wld be tempted to go n haf a walk ard n all dat. sian oh well lifes beginning to realli realli suck. studying is making me sick. its like everyday i wake up n first thing i do is pack my bag n prepare to mug. den its all the stuff i've read b4 but sumhow cant master n get it into my brain. den cannot play alot. cannot dota. cannot play pool. cannot juz relac one corner. every day counts. left one week onli. im damn bloody sian. hai... oh well heres abit of interesting stuff. might buy an ipod mini 2nd hand. think i'll get the notice if hes selling it by tmr. so... hahaha quite excited. but means i cant buy new shoes which i wanted. hahaha n if he sae not selling i wld be abit sian diao oso. so betta not get my hopes too high. juz... take it as it comes. well... gonna sleep soon. so peace out
