daylight on my shoulders
makes me feel alive
you kept me standing in your shadow
and it's a cold cold place to hide
i'm running away from this messed up place
i'm breaking free yeah yeah
i'm tired of staring at the sun
can't stand the way you put my eyes so i can't see
stealing every breath i breathe
you push me into overdrive
and i don't need this kind of light coz now i'm done
you took everything while i was staring at the sun
i know you won't leave me
but just turn and walk away
i'm tired of when you kick me around
trying to kill my dreams and break me down
but I won't hang around
i'm running away from this messed up place
i'm breaking free yeah yeah
i'm tired of staring at the sun
can't stand the way you put my eyes so i can't see
stealing every breath i breathe
you push me into overdrive
and i don't need this kind of light coz now i'm done
you took everything while i was staring at the sun
daylight on my shoulders
i know its time to run
yes i know its time to run
i'm tired of staring at the sun
can't stand the way you put my eyes so i can't see
stealing every breath i breathe
you push me into overdrive
and i don't need this kind of light coz now i'm done
you took everything while i was staring at the sun
yeah yeah staring at the sun
you took everything while i was staring at the sun
wouldn't it be nice if we were older
then we wouldn't have to wait so long
and wouldn't it be nice to live together
in the kind of world where we belong
you know it's gonna make it that much better
when we can say goodnight and stay together
wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
in the morning when the day is new
and after having spent the day together
hold each other close the whole night through
happy times together we've been spending
i wish that every kiss was neverending
wouldn't it be nice
maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do
we could be married
and then we'd be happy
wouldn't it be nice
you know it seems the more we talk about it
it only makes it worse to live without itbut lets talk about it
wouldn't it be nice
well this is gonna be a boring entry...
24th june mugged
25th june mugged
26th june today which is... CHURCH DAY!! well after church i mugged.
sorry im all bored and tired and i dun feel like blogging much. the onli thing im gonna sae is
DU YE FAIL BU DU YE FAIL
tmr is the start of BT2. i sompa, BTs make the world a lot more cruel
was away since laz friday. so its been almost a week since i blogged so now i update abit.
well heres a brief account of our church camp. well 17th june i met jialing earlier for abit of shopping (hers not mine, as usual) den went for econs tuition. yepz after dat i cheonged down to church thinking 65 wld take me there. but it took me to racecourse rd instead. so i was late and the whole bus (39 other ppl) was waiting for me to go. damn paiseh larh. my dad came down wif some cab driver to pick me up n we raced down racecourse rd to church. pun intended. hmm... den boarded the bus and soon the 11 hr journey began. listened to mp3s, tried to sleep and nxt day 18th june 10am we reached the place. had breakfast and discovered the place was absolutely fly-infested. reached for the koko crunch and abt 40 flies zoomed away frm the bowl. i ate fried eggs for breakfast. den we had plenty of free time for the day so i stayed in my room, den went celines room, den came back to my room, den went her room again. damn sian. den had fellowship in the evening b4 goin to ernest's room to watch em dota. den went to sleep
19th june well cant rmb much. there was service in the morn. den went for fellowship n all dat stuff. played hell lots of polo in the small pool. in the end suffered frm serious cramps or muscle ache at nite. cldnt sleep at all n felt like crying like a baby. fell aslp after tearing for a few hrs
20th june. went pangkor island. it sucked. hahhaa damn hot and nuttin much to see. ate three ice creams. dats the onli good part. went back and prepared for talentime. den performed for talentime. 1520 got third of 5 participating grps. dats not bad. hahaha means we dun rock, but at least we din suck. hahahaha
21st june well early in the morn woke up did final packing and left for kl. reached midvalley shopping centre. its huge. but the prices are all the same. and nuttin much to buy. but i got this cup of citrus presse frm a domé there and it completely rox. tastes damn good. aniwae continued travelling and reached singapore at 940pm. went to church toked to celine for a few minuted b4 leaving on auntie li na's car for home. unpacked came online to clear my mail and went to sleep
22nd june. well... had tuition in the aftnn. den either studied, ate or slept.
23rd june which is today. went killiney for mee rebus breakfast. den went for chem tuition. den went for lunch at beauty world. den went home. den slept. den studied. den went for maths tuition. den came home. slacked after dinner. now blogging lorh... haiz im tired. realli sick of studying. and the fact dat im not gettin much done is not a plus factor at all
怎么隐藏
我的悲伤
失去你的地方
你的发香
散的匆忙
我已经跟不上
闭上眼睛
还能看见
你离去的痕迹
在月光下
一直找寻
那想念的身影
如果说分手是苦痛的起点
那在终点之前
我愿意再爱一遍
想要对你说的不敢说的爱
会不会有人可以明白
我会发着呆
然后忘记你
接着紧紧闭上眼
想着那一天
会有人代替
让我不再想念你
我会发着呆
然后微微笑
接着紧紧闭上眼
又想了一遍
你温柔的脸
在我忘记之前
心里的眼泪
模糊了视线
你已快看不见
tmd damn sad song. reminds me of...
btw if u haf probs seeing the lyrics, u can click on view above, and den go encoding, den choose unicode. u'll see it :)
shall blog abt my church camp when i haf time bah. ciaoz
well here goes my account of my wonderful 18th birthday!
well wednesday nite qianyi msged me: hey i cant make it for ur bday tmr nite cos i promised my fren to go attend her concert.
sian diao
but oh well it was still ok. juz no daughter wif me wad. hahaha i still haf the class!!
this morn pearlyn msged me: hey i cant make it for ur bday tonite cos i hafta go watch a concert. im like wat the. hahaha asked her and she replied oh we going for the same concert. har... oh well. den since i cldnt contact pearlyn and qianyi animore, i had to contact the take 3 yrs to reply sotong, aka huishan. hahaha and guess wad: hey sorry i cant go for ur bday tonite. i haf a council stepping down thingy i hafta attend. and im like
JI DAN CANCEL LIAO LARH!
hahaha but little did our dear huishan realise it was my plot to uncover the truth. hahaha i had begun suspicions that this was all a scam. and thanx to my ONLI TRUTHFUL FREN RUNI i managed to find out dat huishan wasnt having anything on tonite at all. haha so i cracked the code. hahahaha den i asked everybody else weder dey cld come. end up onli got nel n wei confirm meeting me. so i was like cancel larh cancel larh. hahaha n dey were like nonono we make gd company too. other ppl pangseh u den u pangseh us meh. u go out wif lings and khai whole dae den dun come out wif us. hahaha oh well so i said lets go
met lings!!! we were both early. hahaha met at 1240. 20 min b4 the arranged 1pm. hahaha so we walked ard, bought the tickets for the 245pm show for mr and mrs smith. so we walked ard, showed my fashion consultant the zinc bag i wanted to buy and attained her approval. YES! haha and den she bought a new white top b4 we walked ard abit more. took neoprints!! haha unlimited time to design larh. hahaha so sian... no excitement tho it was well designed. haha den went to cold storage to buy drinks. the minute maid lemonade i sompa is damn good. hahaha i love it can!!??! oh well den we sat ard the cinema level waiting for the show to start. well soon it started and i guess it was quite good. quite a nice show
TMD BLOGSPOT ATE UP MY ENTIRE ENTRY. NOW I HAFTA RETYPE EVERYTHING ALL OVER AGAIN JI DAN argh hell im pissed seriously no mood. but i muz do this.
well juz aside the fact dat it was slightly unreal. hahaha impenetrable to bullets lehz. juz wun die. hahaha but angelina jolie is damn hot. woohoo! hahaha oh well ooops hmm... came out of the theatre and told jialing dat i shld pluck down one of those batman stuff hanging ard and stuck onto the walls and she realli went to pluck down one!! hahaha a guy on duty caught her and reprimanded her, ordering her to stick it back haha so paiseh we both ran off into the toilet. we escaped safe and sound. haha but im realli touched that she tried juz cos i said i wanted it. man... thanx gal!! appreciated! hmm after dat brought her thru bugis street (see the fake puma shoes, and we both agreed original looks nicer but wat the heck original is 109 bucks fake is 35) haha den went to ice monster to haf dessert. haha it was small and not as good as b4 but i guess still quite refreshing. hahaha after dat took a 65 down to town and walked ard heeren for abit. it was already nearing 6pm, the time im supposed to meet khai so we quickly walked to orchard mrt. hahaha lings waited wif me and played ji gor pah wif me. hahaha we waited and waited and waited. meanwhile we spotted zhanwei in the distance and i began to suspect le. hahaha oh well den finally khai arrived but it was already... DAMN 640pm!! hahaha well no choice we juz walked ard abit and sat down to tok and take pics. and she juz had to hit me cos she cldnt finish her bday card to me. sianz dunno wat kinda logic is dat. hahaha so we walked back to taka wifout my bday card and met weiwei. haha khai left us to finish the card to pass to me later while i set off wif onli weiwei cos nel was supposedly late and goin straight to swensens. hahaha well weiwei started telling me abt her stitch which causes her to walk slower den usual. and den she goes on abt her dreams of getting a car by 25 and how shes gonna work and earn money to get a laptop b4 she goes into uni. hahaha i thought i saw huishan and jialing in the distance outside swensens, but weiwei distracted me abt the laptop so i juz... got distracted. hahaha well we arrived to find not onli huishan and lings, but also pearlyn. hahahaha and when we were abt to walk in, suddenly 4 guys appeared behind me. hahaha zhan marc guan and nel, each wearing a tshirt dat has L, I, D, E respectively on it. haha it was hilarious i tell u. den we stepped in and had a great dinner and a few good laffs... den qianyi appeared! hahaha my dear daughter was here. gave me a beard papa cream puff... hahaha PAPA?!?! den had ice cream and an oreo cheesecake which was my bday present. hahaha and soon we took a grp foto and it was all over. we went our seperate ways and it was time to go home.
well i realli wanna thank the all of u who made my 18th birthday so so special. the extra effort u all put in, i realli appreciate it. will nv forget this day for the rest of my life. one of the best days in my whole 18 yrs of life... thanx alot! as i looked ard at u all seated ard me at the dinner table tonite, i realli felt like crying. hahaha but being the father and the pillar of bravery manhood and valiance of the class i juz had to withhold it all back. as i said in my sms thanx to the all of u, my life is a whole lot more colourful. meaningful. yea and my best birthday present this birthday is the frenship and memories u ppl haf given into my hands. i treasure it. ppl say the 18th bday is always special. i sae HELL YEA! and if i may... today is a SEXAE DAY!
heres my dedication list. to all those who made this day realli special for me:
lilian
zhiyin
chun yim (fellow june 16th bday-er)
lionel (fellow june 16th bday-er frm church)
serena
yings
huifoon
daryl
sheila
yiwen
tienyuan
cynli
shiping
liping
mindy (my mortal!)
wenjie
eugene
oliver
kathlene
tsewei
sihan
chris (for suddenly popping outta nowhere to wish me happy bday! thanx coolios)
joy
huijie
thanx to all of u for sending me smses of best wishes or msn messages of good will or tags of sweet messages! realli appreciate it all!
heres the list of the more special ppl for today:
runi! haha the 1st to msg me. 12am sharp and ur sweet msg came in. thanx alot!!! hahaha and also thanx for helping me break the "everybody lets all pangseh lide tgt" code. hahaha ur the onli trusted fren today. hahaha and dun worry if huishan angry. she chase after u come and find me. i settle for u! hahaha thanx again!
khailin! 2nd to msg me!! haha1230am lidat i think. well thanx for ur nice msg and trying to meet me on time. haha 40 min not alot larh especially since u advocate the goodness of punctuality (to think u tell me its not nice to make guys wait!!) hahaha oh well ur excused. thanx for the foto tho we both look horrendously fat in it (mebbe not so much for me) and the nice card. hahaha and the bracelet too!! thanx!!
jing min!! haha 3rd person to msg me. haha thanx for ur msg man. and thanx for chipping in for my shirt!! its realli nice. hahaha i like it alot!! haha nv thot u wld get me a present! haha thanx alot and God bless ya too!
celine!! haha tho u smsed me u had actually been wif me the nite b4 my bday! hahaha thanx for studying wif me these few days or i wld juz die of boredom. hahaha and tho it was a tempting offer u gave me for my bday present... hahaha i shall not say anything more. hahaha all i can sae is Y NV OFFER ME EARLIER???? hahaha thanx aniwae gal!
weiwei!! hahaha the person sent by the masterminds to slow down my advance to swensens. hahaha tho ur crap was realli interesting and thot provoking... it was still crap. hahaha jkjk im sure u wld get ur car by age 25 and a brand new laptop b4 u get into uni! juz work hard and u'll acheive it! hahaha i shld start setting targets for myself too! hahaha thanx weiwei! nxt time got car drive me ard hor!
qianyi!! haha im realli sorry u had to skip ur concert juz to come celebrate my bday wif me! im realli touched!! seriously... makes me feel kinda guilty... 15 bucks down the drain lehz... thanx alot daughter!! the sacrifices u make for the family reminds me of... HUA MULAN LEHS!! hahaha u were a great surprise as u said urself! happy family! and thanx for ya letter and beard papa! nice shirt btw hahaha puma's kinda my favourite brand now... ooops!
huishan!! hahaha im sorry i uncovered ur secret first!! hahaha sorry larh. but thanx for the realli cool star! haha nice foto and bday msg! hahaha best pals eh??? hahaha well... i guess animals juz belong in the same grp. u noe... sotong... pork...? we both taste good on the bbq. shit lame. hahaha thanx alot for planning all this!! cant believe u said u felt shuang cos i was being tricked... tsktsk haha. and seriously u shld stop hiding behind the menu wif other ppl. TUO DIAO wateva is unnecessary for ur fashion!! hahaha thanx alot!
pearlyn!! hahaha trick me sae u goin to concert oso jianmama. hahaha oh well realli glad u came!! spiced up the nite wif ur jokes man! hahaha and dun scare me wif ur specs can??? hahaha i seriously thot it was for me larh. hahahahaha oh well fellow neighbour thanx for everything! haha u always lend me ur notes to study when mine are blank and lend me tutorials to copy when... im juz too lazy. hahaha u will hafta bear wif me sending u home for a long time to come!! unless justin... hahaha thanx gal!!!
well the last girl nv came... my dear wife... ETHEL KOH!!! Y????
hahaha onto the guys. zhanwei!! hahaha thanx for bearing all humiliation in the L shirt! hahaha it was cool man. hahaha and stop giving me the crap abt bribing the guy in m'sia to get a license and dat u've been betrothed to a columbian girl. hahahaha but other than that, thanx dude! u made this bday special!
marcus!! hahaha the guy in the I shirt. hahaha dunno y it started out wif a toilet door male sign and it ended up a super pig wif tatoos of his intestines and nervous system. hahaha aniwae thanx alot for coming down despite ur... many... comMEHtments!! hahaha having u in PMS has always been a pride! hahaha onwards forever!! and get us a gold medal wld u pls?
guanhow!! haha the man in the D shirt. hahaha nice hairstyle. or rather nice... scalp. hahaha thanx for coming down despite having pissed ur mum off. realli appreciate it dat u come against all odds and possibilities of ur mum raping u tonite. and thanx for hosting all those dota games which made me the better man i am today. hahaha realli cool to haf had u ard! thanx dude!
nelson!! the dude in the E shirt. hahaha E for Ethel uhhhhhhh hahaha aniwae thanx for being one of those whos nv "pangseh" me. hahahaha oh well now i noe y u noe my entire day's schedule. hahaha jianbaba. oh well. thanx for coming down tho u had a headache or sumthin ard those lines. hahaha think BT2 pms average results all depends on u le!! thanx for making today memorable!
and thanx to all those who chipped in for my new pair of slippers! hahaha its cool! im currently into brown... hahaha makes me look more mature. so juz nice! hahaha and my old slippers and so slippery... they deserve to be called slippers. i nearly died running in the rain recently. hahaha oh well thanx!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and last but not least my dear girl....
JIALING!!! hahaha the girl who was wif me frm 1240pm to 1020pm! hahahaha u realli spent this bday wif me lehz... hahaha thanx for everything girl!! haha how cld i live wifout u??!?!? u made this day special man... hahaha i wld nv haf imagined u organised this entire scam!! hahaha and i was still telling u abt all my suspicions can!!?? hahaha jianmama bet u were shioking until lao sai. hahaha spending my day wif u babes was absolutely worthwhile and fun! haha running away frm the cinema guy and approving my bag. hahaha ur my everything rolled into one!! hahaha best fren, fashion consultant, bitching associate, confidant, love advisor, study partner etc etc... juz everything! haha im still damn touched dat u went into all dat effort to plan all this surprise for me! hahaha tho it kinda flopped... but nvm!! i enjoyed my day! seriously! it wldnt haf been this happy if it wasnt for u!!!! and thanx for the slacker shirt!! hahaha saw that sparkle in ur eyes when u saw me trying on dat shirt. hahaha oh well its cool! brown is a mature colour and it goes wif my slippers (and possibly my new bag!!) hahaha mushy stuff comin up... (Children below the age of 16 are advised to seek parents' guidance in the following content) HUGGGGGGSSS!!! MUACKZZZZZZZZ!!! thanx gal!! u realli realli dunno how much i love u!!! THANX!!!
and once again juz cant stop emphasising on how great a day i had man. thanx all ye guys and girls!! i love the all of ya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 16th june 2005 this day is going down into history! happy birthday to ME!!
well heres the 1st half of my blogging for today. this is to catch up wif things.
er... monday. went to meet lings to study in bishan in the aftnn. den studied till ard 6pm went to haf dinner and shopped ard for awhile. den came back home.
hahaha i cant wait to get to today.
tuesday went to serangoon cc to study wif celine. she came in the aftnn and i fell aslp at ard 4pm. den walked her home b4 coming home for abit of dota.
wednesday stayed at home in the morning. den oso in the aftnn. den at nite went to serangoon cc to study wif celine again. took a few pics wif her and den walked her home. den came home fell asleep. hahaha YAY ITS THURSDAY ALREADY!! COMING UP IN NXT ENTRY...
HOW CLD I HAVE FORGOTTEN??? i juz rmbed this morn wat i did laz monday!!
after tuition i travelled down to sentosa wif nelson. met alan on the way haha well we made it there without much hassle and found guan leaving. hahaha found the bucha them ambushed qian and shouted happy bday but she seemed more sian diao den excited... erpz. well it was basically volleyball and all. hahaha went into the sea wif zhan n nel while the girls remained... relatively dry. swam onto this platform in the distance and den started posing there for fotos. hahaha lame shit. den after dat went to bathe in the toilet onli to hear this mad guys keep going bang!!!!!!! bang!!!!!!!! ji dan damn irritating. n zhan told him bang wat bang. hahahaha well travelled down to orchard taka breeks to haf our dinner. hahaha food was slow portions were small but we enjoyed ourselves. hahaha primarily due to the fact there was another guy of age 17 who has the same bday as qian. haha things happened man. his frenz shouted out his number and yonghui wif the megabrain memorised it and chris wif the megaballs called him up. got him to come back and take fotos wif qian. hahaha its on her display pic folks. hahaha oh well. sorry daughter!!!!!!!!! dun mean to forget. i was bushed dat day larh... cant rmb everything can i??? hahaha dun worry i love u!!
so fast and a week has passed.
sunday was... CHURCH DAY! din haf tuition for once so i was like shuang dao. but had to go and buy stuff to prepare for 69 bbq on thursday. so reached home like 430pm. hahaha was planning to go out and study wif celine, so we set to meet at my hse b4 we went out to coffeebean or summat. but turned out joy had stuff to tok to me abt, so while i was on the fone she walked abt in my room, ate durians at my hse, scared my brother, and became on the verge of becoming a daughter of the tay family. soon it was 630pm so we decided aiyah heck larh. might as well study at my hse. so we were in study room mugging till 9pm came. we had our dinner in front of the tv watching waterboys. den 11pm her parents came over to pick her up and i went to sleep.
monday was... sian. GP tuition 9-11am physics tuition 12-2pm. hai after dat went home i think. cant even rmb wat happened since everyday was like monotonous.
tuesday was... sian. GP tuition 9-11am physics tuition 12-2pm. hai cheonged home and went for a maths tuition frm 530-730pm. soon it was the end of the day n i conked out.
wednesday was... sian. GP tuition 9-11am physics tuition 12-2pm. hai cheonged home and went for a maths tuition frm 530-730pm. soon it was the end of the day n i conked out. (theres no typo. these two days sucked to the core)
thursday was FUN!!!! tho i had GP tuition 9-11am physics tuition 12-2pm i had the 69 bbq to look forward to!!! hahaha was in a way pang-seh-ed and din get to watch mr and mrs smith... sian diao. haiz den met guan at dhoby ghaut to come my hse. dey watched nba all star game (including andrew tsewei n lawrence who came later, den mj and sihan even later) while i prepared the stingray. hell there was damn lotsa stingray. and im glad it tasted quite good. hahaha den managed to get them downstairs. started the fire wif the sheer pro-ness of guan andrew and tsewei. soon the bbq was underway. we had way too much food i think. oh yah lotsa ppl din come in the end. so we shrunk frm expected 45 to 30 odd lidat. sian diao. oh well but it was still fun i guess. played bball and soccer. hahaha home ground i performed quite well i think *smug* hahaha den soon everyone went home after clearing up the place and i tried to sleep. but ended up smsing deep into the nite. hahaha and huishan smsed me at 120am saying: hey blah blah blah blah. i bet you're asleep now. me: so wad do i win for the bet? huishan: oh i gtg sleep le! gdnite sleep tite!
tsktsk
friday was... sian. GP tuition 9-11am physics tuition 12-2pm. hai cheonged home and got a quick nap. b4 coming out again to meet jialing at her hse b4 heading for orchard. went far east and she bought a top and a bracelet. hahaha sumhow... i juz dunno how to shop. mebbe its cos im male. but i realli feel like spending some serious money. perhaps when i go malaysia bah. yea den went for econs tuition which was ok i guess. den went home. dota-ed alone learnt how to use troll warlord. den was shoo-ed off to bed.
saturday which is today... was sian. GP tuition 9-11am physics tuition 12-2pm. but it was for the last time today so it was sumthin worth looking forward to. hahaha it all soon ended and i cheonged down to church. attended the realli brief meeting which ended by 330pm. went down to simlim to buy me new earphones!! they arent realli fantastic but quite good i wld sae. oh well satisfaction... den went for a kanasai dinner b4 coming home. juz played a little of bball. realli drained. gonna plan out my study plan for the week. im realli unable to finish everything by end of hols. die le
coming out of my cage
and i've been doing just fine
gotta gotta be down
because i want it all
it started out with a kiss
how did it end up like this?
it was only a kiss
it was only a kiss
now i'm falling asleep
and she's calling a cab
while he's having a smoke
and she's taking the drag
now they're going to bed
and my stomach is sick
and it's all in my head
but she's touching his chest now
he takes off her dress now
let me go
and i just can't look
it's killing me
and taking control
jealousy
turning saints into the sea
turning through sick lullaby
joking on your alibi
but it's just the price i pay
destiny is calling me
open up my eager eyes
i'm mr brightside
well left off at tuesday. er... bro drove me to sch to study oso. studied for 4 hardcore hrs b4 burning out. went coro for awhile b4 coming back and den goin home for maths tuition.
wednesday. went to sch study for awhile b4 leaving wif pearlyn for orchard. went to buy qianyi's bday present. sumhow i ended up as the alpha male. the buncha us were me pearlyn weiwei ethel and huishan. ERPZ oh well. walked ard felt kinda left out hahaha got her present and ethel left. den we started thinking abt wat to get for ethels bday. den i realised the girls are slightly sadistic. hahahaha ooops den we went down to cine to meet guan n zhan. we played dota for awhile. learnt dat razor cant play 2v2. will get raped. hahaha den left for home for yet another session of maths tuition.
thursday. went to sch to study oso. cant rmb wat happened... er... think same things happened larh. go home maths tuition again.
ytd friday. eh... went sch study. khai came shortly after so we studied for awhile tgt b4 leaving for coro for lunch. came back and i continued on studying myself until i started tokin to lak and den diyang. hahaha quite funny. oh well den left for chem tuition at 2pm+ and den after dat cheonged down for econs tuition at 6pm. after econs went walking ard wif ling jm esmond n zhiyin. walked ard paragon, the place where we cant afford any shit. den went home. played pest invasion den abit of dota. den went to sleep.
saturday which is today. went for haircut in the morning. sian like nv cut anything lidat. den came home prepared for maths tuition. den after tuition went yiyi's hse to celebrate mavis' bday. it was quite boring. haha tried to advertise the fone dat i want to my mum wif my cousin's help. but wasnt realli successful i think. SIAN DIAO
so boring. im mugging, but it seems dat im not doin alotta constructive stuff... haiz... block test sux
