damn long nv blog le. sux... cant rmb anything now oso...

hmm left off on sunday which is... CHURCH DAY! hmm... went church... cant rmb wat happened. oh i was the worship leader. it was quite ok larh. den after church went tuition. den went home. haha sian

monday. was a holiday i think. went chem tuition early in the morn. hahaha anti climax. realli cant rmb wad happened le larh... sickening.

tuesday went sch. quite boring

wednesday. went to watch netball finals. we lost... haiz... one gold onli... sian diao

thursday. went sch. den aft sch went to dota. haha had a not bad game. we played ar and i switched com to use razor. but... haiz the game ended wif everyone slightly pissed. oh well toked abit wif the gals b4 moving on home.

friday... er... went sch. den went home. den slept. den left for econs tuition. den came back for a dota game. haha AR. i used razor of cuz. my stats were damn high. had a stygian, soul booster, power treads, butterfly, dagon 3rd upgrade. but... haha onli 1 kill. i juz walked ard threatening everyone wif my staff. sian... i shall be more offensive nxt time. hahaha amos gave me a tip. i shall buy a new item nxt time. muahahaha

saturday. ah... my memory is comin back to me. eh... went econs tuition in the morn. had a make up. quite sian diao. cos the make up for my 50 bucks was two sets of notes. u go read urself. sian... den met up wif khai and we walked ard lookin for qianyi's bday present and chattin. ate dinner at cine foodcourt until 6pm. den went to watch madagascar. hahaha damn funny. its lame kids humour. but i enjoyed it. kid in me. i like to move it move it, u like to move it move it, she likes to move it move it. we like to MOVE IT! hahaha i absolutely love the penguins. my fav characters. oh well after the show we walked abit and went to heeren den plaza sing. wah biang the entire day we like met millions of ppl larh. met zhanwei and his sister, many hwachong ppl, and ppl frm the snr class! got lilian, charlene, charb. think dey were celebrating shipings bday... yeapz haha waited for khais bus. once she got on i cheonged to meet charlene and lilian. miss tokin to lilian!!!!!!!!! haha we chatted for 5 min b4 my train came n i had to leave. yeapz... den came home. fell asleep.

sunday... CHURCH DAY!! eh... sermon was fine. i sat in front for once. hahaha shiok well den after church went to haf lunch wif harry songxian celine n my bro. and it was abt to start raining so we rushed back to church. who noes, my mum was still at tanco, so i had to brave the torrential rains to go shelter her back frm tanco. den took yongjian's car wif celine to novena. walked her there, and we took a look ard adidas factory outlet. nuttin new... sian diao. den she went to meet joan while i went for tuition. den went home b4 setting out almost immediately again for meritus mandarin. uncle juz got his pension and he treated the entire family to dinner. the food was ok i guess... hahaha den came home and conked out.

today... monday. eh... bro drove me to sch in the morn. studied 4 hrs straight before breaking down. waited for the rest to meet me for lunch and right after lunch went home. rested awhile b4 leaving for bukit timah again for chem tuition. dead tired. now home already blogging. im like so shagged... waiting for joy to send me the infamous russell peters. heard hes damn funny. oh well ciaoz. till nxt time!

Your #1 Match: ENFP

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Your #2 Match: INFP

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i don't need to be anything other than a prison guard's son
i don't need to be anything other than a specialist's son
i don't have to be anyone other than a birth of two souls in one
part of where i'm going is knowing where i'm coming from

i don't want to be anything other than what i've been trying to be lately
all i have to do is think of me and i have peace of mind
i'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what i gotta do
or who i'm supposed to be
i don't want to be anything other than me

i'm surrounded by liars
everywhere i turn
i'm surrounded by imposters
everywhere i turn
i'm surrounded by idenity crisis
everywhere I turn
am i the only one to notice?
i can't be the only one concerned

i don't want to be anything other than what i've been trying to be lately
all i have to do is think of me and i have peace of mind
i'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what i gotta do
or who i'm supposed to be
i don't want to be anything other than me

can i have everyone's attention please
if you're not like this and that
you're gonna have to leave
i came from the mountain
the crust of creation
my whole situation made from clay to stone
and now I'm telling everybody

i don't want to be anything other than what i've been trying to be lately
all i have to do is think of me and i have peace of mind
i'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what i gotta do
or who i'm supposed to be
i don't want to be anything other than me

I DON'T WANT TO BE... HEYYYY!
I DON'T WANT TO BE... NOOOO!
I DON'T WANT TO BE....
I DON'T WANT TO BE ANYTHING OTHER THAN ME!




lonely
i'm mr lonely
i have nobody
for my own
i'm so lonely
i'm mr. lonely
i have nobody
for my own
i'm so lonely

yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got that one good girl whose always been there like ya noe took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave

i woke up in the middle of the night and i noticed my girl wasn't by my side
coulda sworn i was dreamin for her i was feenin so i had to take a little ride
back tracking over these few years, trying to figure out wat I do to make it go bad
cuz ever since my girl left me my whole life came crashin

i'm so lonely (so lonely)
i'm mr.lonely (mr.lonely)
i have nobody (i have nobody)
to call my own (to call my own)
girl
i'm so lonely (so lonely)
i'm mr.lonely (mr.lonely)
i have nobody (i have nobody)
to call my own (to call my own)

girl

cant belive i had a girl like you and i just let you walk right outta my life
after all i put you thru you still stuck around and stayed by my side
what really hurt me is i broke your heart baby you were a good girl and I had no right
i really wanna make things right cuz without you in my life girl

i'm so lonely (so lonely)
i'm mr.lonely (mr.lonely)
i have nobody (i have nobody)
to call my own (to call my own)
girl
i'm so lonely (so lonely)
i'm mr.lonely (mr.lonely)
i have nobody (i have nobody)
to call my own (to call my own)

girl

been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
cuz aint nowhere in the globe i'd rather be
aint no one in the globe i'd rather see
then the girl of my dreams that made me
so happy but now so lonely

i'm so lonely (so lonely)
i'm mr.lonely (mr.lonely)
i have nobody (i have nobody)
to call my own (to call my own)
girl
i'm so lonely (so lonely)
i'm mr.lonely (mr.lonely)
i have nobody (i have nobody)
to call my own (to call my own)

girl

never thought that i'd be alone
i didnt hope you'd be gone this long
i just want you to call my phone
so stop playing girl and come on home (come on home)
baby girl I didn't mean to shout
i want me and you to work it out
i never wished i'd ever hurt my baby
and its drivin me crazy cuz

i'm so lonely (so lonely)
i'm mr.lonely (mr.lonely)
i have nobody (i have nobody)
to call my own (to call my own)
girl
i'm so lonely (so lonely)
i'm mr.lonely (mr.lonely)
i have nobody (i have nobody)
to call my own (to call my own)
girl

lonely
so lonely
so lonely (so lonely)
mr lonely
so lonely
so lonely
so lonely (so lonely)
mr lonely




somewhere there's speaking
it's already coming in
oh and it's rising at the back of your mind
you never could get it
unless you were fed it
now you're here and you don't know why

but under skinned knees and the skid marks
past the places where you used to learn
you howl and listen
listen and wait for the
echoes of angels who won't return

he's everything you want
he's everything you need
he's everything inside of you
that you wish you could be
he says all the right things
at exactly the right time
but he means nothing to you
and you don't know why

you're waiting for someone
to put you together
you're waiting for someone to push you away
there's always another wound to discover
there's always something more you wish he'd say

he's everything you want
he's everything you need
he's everything inside of you
that you wish you could be
he says all the right things
at exactly the right time
but he means nothing to you
and you don't know why

but you'll just sit tight
and watch it unwind
it's only what you're asking for
and you'll be just fine
with all of your time
it's only what you're waiting for

out of the island
into the highway
past the places where you might have turned
you never did notice
but you still hide away
the anger of angels who won't return

i am everything you want
i am everything you need
i am everything inside of you
that you wish you could be
i say all the right things
at exactly the right time
but i mean nothing to you and i don't know why
and i don't know why
why
I DON'T KNOW

ironical dat i heard this song for the first time today




well had a realli crazy week. woohoo had its ups n downs...

last saturday... er... cant rmb no shit. onli rmb goin tuition n comin back home

sunday... CHURCH DAY! had a realli good sermon. the speaker was great but... i dunno sumhow i already forgot abt it le... haiz... guess dat speaks of how much attention i paid to him. sad. oh well... after church got physics tuition den came home

monday went sch quite a boring day. oh well dun even rmb it larh

tuesday went sch had some dota to appease myself. used razor. hahaha now i keep thinking of his red lightning. den came home. i think

wednesday. went to watch bowling quartet. support nel n andrew and the other hc bowling ppl. well i guess we did not bad. but juz not good enuff. sad... haiz. and andrew din qualify for masters. think he was rather disappointed. yea den went out wif jnr class to plaza sing walk walk buy tse wei's bday presents. den came home.

ahh my memory is coming to me...

thursday. woohoo at chem lect it was announced dat s paper lect was cancelled so our class immediately made the decision to watch star wars on the opening day!! so shiok we managed to get middle row tickets summore. woohoo. den we idled at some mind games shop while waiting for zhan diyang n diyan. dey came when dey were having a meal and soon we were in the theatre. woohoo it rox my ass. realli action packed but abit too much to swallow tho... think the earlier parts cld haf gone into episode II. but im not george lucas so i shall shaddup. and diyan is damn funny. his antics after the show left me laffing my balls off down the escalator in cine. went home straight after. i am darth triglyceride. lord of saturated fat.

friday. eh... after sch went to watch bball finals. gals won 68-34 it was pretty much a thrashing. guys lost 73-65. it was so so so near. haiz... we lost towards the end. guess we broke down. understandable larh... haiz. very sad for em. tho we haf finally seen our first drop of gold rain after suffering a gold drought this year, hwachong guys haf not won anything. sad. went tuition after dat. den home. played dota alone. wasnt feeling too good.

sat which is today. woke up early and set off for bukit batok. did some flag day stuff at jurong east and bukit batok until afternoon 330pm den went off to meet celine. oh yah realised dat u can nv expect who to donate to u. and u can nv expect the ways ppl can avoid u. hahaha oh well lesson learnt. stuff happened. realli depressing. sumhow i wasnt dat miserable then. but now i am. oh well watched star wars again wif celine since it was the onli show left and we had free ticks. felt intense jealousy... mebbe im falling to the dark side of the force. sumhow. but thank God... celine made me feel betta. alot betta. thanx alot gal!! den had crap for dinner and came home. now blogging gonna work on my church stuff for tmr nxt. ciaoz...




sial lah. another week wifout blogging. sian cant rmb anything

hmm... saturday. eh... woke up and went to watch jnr class at sports day. so sian. left once it ended to meet deryl teo for a one on one. my leshrac lost to his sand king. damn sad. pawned larh. 6-2 sadded. haiz oh well den went for econs tuition. after dat had lunch and den went home. study sleep nxt day

sunday... CHURCH DAY! went church. had breakfast king as usual. den had cell grp which pretty much ended in listening to music. den had sermon which i fell asleep in. ooops. physics tuition was ok i guess. den went to haf dinner wif ah ma. it was so so larh. den went to carry stuff home for my bro frm his hostel. damn heavy. studied chem. slept

monday. eh... cant rmb le. sch was ok i guess. felt like dota-ing. hahaha den end sch i stayed back to meet ling den we went j8 watch the interpreter. its quite a gd show yeapz. den went walk walk abit den went home le

tuesday. let off early at 12pm. went to table tennis finals. guys 3rd 4th ajc won tjc. 1st 2nd njc won rjc. girls 3rd 4th hcjc won sajc. 1st 2nd rjc won vjc. oh well after dat guowei treat at copthorne orchid. wah biang damn shiok. ate until damn full. den cabbed home

wednesday. physics spa in the morn. did ok i guess. den rest of day was boring. came home aft sch to sleep and den go for maths tuition. did hw at nite

thursday. eh... cant rmb lehz. shit its onli ytd. er... oh yah went to dota wif everyone after sch. had a gg. haven had one for a long time. den went home and had duck rice for dinner. sumhow duck rice always brings back certain memories.

friday which is today. eh... after sch had lunch wif parents. yea den came back to sch went coro buy flowers for body lang ppl. yea den went back sch slacked ard abit den went to audi. well... i muz sae rouge was the best i think. but all in general cant compare to mad dances. den the nyp foreign bodies are damn zai oso. passed the ppl their flowers and i went to haf dinner wif woon miah and zhiyin den went for tuition. den came home. dey juz started a dota game wifout me after telling me to hurry up. tmd im damn pissed. if u dun wanna wait juz sae larh




i wish the way i was living could stop serving rocks
knowing the cops is hot when i'm on the block
and i
wish my brother woulda made bail
so i won't have to travel 6 hours to see him in jail
and i
wish that my grandmother wasn't sick
or that we would just come up on some stacks and hit a lick
and i (i wish)
wish my homies wouldn't have to suffer
when the streets get the upper hand on us and we lose a brother
and i
wish i could go deep in a zone
and lift the spirits of the world with the words with in this song
and i (i wish)
wish i could teach a could teach a soul to fly
take away the pain out your hands and help you hold them high
and i
wish my hommie Butch was still alive
and on the day of his death we had never took that ride
and i (i wish)
wish God could protect us from the wrong
so that all the soldiers that were sent over seas come home
we will never break
though they devastate
we shall motivate
and we gotta pray
all we got is faith
instead of thinking about who gonna die today
the Lord is gonna help you feel better
sso you ain't gotta cry today
sit at the light so long
and then we gotta move straight forward
cuz we fight so strong
so when right go wrong
just say a little prayer
get ya money man
life go on
let's HOPE

cuz i'm hopeful
yes i am
hopeful for today
take this music and use it
let it take you away
and be hopeful, hopeful
and He'll make a way
i know it ain't easy but that's okay
cuz we're hopeful

i wish that you could show some love
instead of hating so much when you see some other people coming up
(i wish)
i wish i could teach the world to sing
watch the music and have 'em trippin of the joy i bring
(shit)
i wish that we could hold hands
listen instead of dissing lessons from a grown man
and i (i wish)
wish the families that lack
but got love
get some stacks
brand new shack and a lack that's on dubs
and i wish we could keep achieving wonders
see the vision of the world through the eyes of Stevie Wonder
(you feel me)
(i wish)
and i hope all the kids eat
and don't nobody in my family see six feet
(ya dig)
i hope them mothers staying strong
you can make it whether you with him or your man's gone
and i (i wish)
wish i could give every celly some commissary
and the po po bring the heat on them priest like they did R. Kelly
and i wish that Doc could scream again
and bullets could reverse so Pac and Biggie breath again
(shit)
(i wish)
then one day they could speak again
i wish that we only saw good news every time we look at CNN
i wish that we could never get the blues
wish i could bring back the people that died
eddy too
i wish that we could walk a path
stay doin the right thing
hustle hard so the kids maintain up in the game
let's HOPE

cuz i'm hopeful
yes i am
hopeful for today
take this music and use it
let it take you away
and be hopeful, hopeful
and He'll make a way
i know it ain't easy but that's okay
cuz we're hopeful

wish the earth wasn't so apocalyptic
i try to spread my message to the world the best way i can give it
we can make it always so optimistic
if you don't listen gotta live my life the best way i can live it
i pray for justice when we go to court
(i wish)
wish it was all good so the country never even went to war
why can't we kick it and just get em on
and in the famous words of Mr. King "why can't we all just get along?"
or we can find a better way to shop and please
and i
hope we find a better way to cop a keys
and i (i wish)
wish everybody would just stop and freeze
and ask why are we fulfilling these downfalls and prophecies
you can be wrong if it's you doubting
with the faith of a mustard seed you can move mountains
and only the heavenly Father can ease the hurt
just let it go and keep prayin on your knees in church
and let's HOPE

cuz i'm hopeful
yes i amhopeful for today
take this music and use it
let it take you away
and be hopeful, hopeful
and He'll make a way
i know it ain't easy but that's okay
cuz we're hopeful




left off on monday.

tuesday... hmm er... went to sch... came home straight after. hahaha dats all i rmb

wednesday. eh... went to sch. boring talk in sch. after sch went to watch squash finals. support my angel khai lin! well... by the time nel n i reached the place, we were already trailing 1-0. den 2-0. den 3-0... haiz so we lost the championship yet again. its so saddening. but 4th match was khai lin playing, so i stayed to watch. she plays damn well larh. won back 1 point for hwachong. den i left to watch netball.. not realising i was bringing a whole buncha supporters along wif me away frm the squash courts. ooops... shimmie was last player... heard she lost. not too sure... sigh... yea watched netball. won by merely 4 points. 42-38 damn tight match. yea vjc has been knocked out as a result. think dey damn sad. den went kfc eat wif chris n guan and the jnr class peeps. den went home frm there...

thursday. hmm went to sch. resisted the urge to dota. hahaha good! oh well den after sch went to watch vball guys play ajc in 3rd 4th fight. they were the defending champs but unfortunately, we whacked em 3-1. hahaha so hwachong gets a bronze to our medal tally. no gold yet... haiz. den came back to sch and slacked ard. until lik 530pm. den went to train. wasnt too serious abt it. juz played ard. den after training guowei treated us to currywok. wah biang the curry fish head lagi best... damn shiok. den took his car to bishan to take bus home

friday which is today. hmm maths lect yonghui earned us 3 bars of ritter sport chocs. hahaha damn shuang dao. den played bball which i got very exhausted in and played very badly in. onli 3 shots in. damn sad. oh well den had GP den chem den physics. alamak say extra 5 min end up 25. went wif nel guan marc n jz to cute chicken to haf lunch. hahaha it was a chilli lunch. ate laksa and rice wif sambal on it. but wasnt too bad i guess. hmm den travelled home, took a nap and went out straight after again to econs tuition. well today was ok i guess. had two chicken wings. hahaha den came home after dat... yea now at home. warming up to dota le..... UNLEASH




saturday... er... went for econs tuition which had damn lotsa ppl in it. den came home. had the worst dota game in my life.

sunday... CHURCH DAY! well church was not bad. sermon was good. loved the poem the speaker challenged us wif. its up there or down there. gonna post it later. den went for physics tuition. and came home.

monday which is today. stayed home whole day except for 2 hrs for maths tuition. den mugged abit i guess. finished some hw. hopefully it wld pacify the teachers for some time to come...

tay lide.
looking to revive a dead blog and renew dead thoughts.

if i rise on the wings of the dawn, if i settle on the far side of the sea, even there Your right hand will guide me, Your right hand will hold me fast.
psalms 139:9-10