oh my i haven blogged for a week!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! shit! where is my diehard attitude towards blogging???? oh well probably down hiding sumwhere under the pile of homework.
eh... cant rmb no shit. shall give highlights.
eh... tuesday. went wif yenzhi to watch huangcheng. it was fun i guess. tried to teach some ppl kaisheng but dey looked terrified of me. do i look dat scary? huh? HUH??! aniwae yea, left for training at 530pm. news dat dawn was leaving for australia made known to all of us. girls team in desperate situation now.
wednesday. eh... cant rmb aft sch went home. den went tuition. den went home. den went to sleep.
thursday. ended 120pm. went to azhar for lunch and hung ard during jamming. think we're getting better! i mean they are getting better! yea left at 5 for training. hancong gave us the wakeup call. think its abt time. we nid to fight to keep the championship liaoz. we can still win it!!! PT after training was shit. i nearly died there. lost the function of both my arms from the pushups. went for dinner wif everyone at adam rd. siongqun asked me a fundamental question circling my life right now. if u cant play in the lineup 7, y still stay on in table tennis? well... i guess its juz the game. love for the game... dunno i always lose the match as well as my temper... but still... the sound of the ball bouncing. the way i can get the ball over to the other side. juz love for the game. hahaha think to me i dun nid to be pro to like it. but mebbe under training circumstances, it pretty much sux. haiz... but i dun nid to be up there playing for the glory of hwa chong larh. i juz nid to be there on the bench cheering it out for hwa chong. if dats my role, im satisfied doing my part.
yea friday. totally lost the function of my arms. cldnt even blow my nose. brush teeth i shake my head instead of moving my arms. suffered greatly. went home aft sch took a nap den went econs tuition. started late by an hr n reached home like dunno wat time liaoz. sian diao.
saturday. woke up at 730am to haf sharing wif the family. den went to some hawker centre for breakfast. ate kway chap. damn shuang. den went home to slack ard until 1pm left for azhar. met nel there for lunch. den went jamming. supposed to go wif PMS to shop at orchard, turned out marc at canoeing, guan at lanning, me n nel at jamming, so nv meet up. went wif nel to queensway. looked at shoes but to no avail. mebbe nxt month den go got more choices. asics new shoes popping up liaoz. hmm den cheong back to sch on 961. turned out haven start yet. haiz well think the CJC band was realli good as well as nameless. but... i beginning to dislike punk music. heavy rock oso. prefer my seal songs. hahaha love songs. more soothing. after the thing took bus home wif jialing. din send her all the way home cos it was late. hahaha ironical. oh well reached home real late, slept real late.
sunday... CHURCH DAY! went to church and had a prayer walk ard little india. think it was good. at least its a start. and the concept was good. particularly like the pic of LOVE. yea went back for breakfast den service. the speaker was pretty good i think. abit boring but still good. hmm went to lunch wif love and den had dessert at ice monster. aft dat walked ard abit wif joy. showed her the bag galore at bugis village and she bought an 18 bucks black backpack. looks pretty nice for a girl. got hibiscus prints on it. hmm walked ard bugis junction. found ideas for vday gifts. den went for tuition while joy went home. tuition was fine. den walked ard united sq and novena sq looking for shoes but to no avail. oh well went home n studied for chem test. fell asleep.
monday. today. oh well nuttin much. recieved lays frm my angel and we had a jolly good time eating it. chem test sucked totally. went to cut my hair straight aft sch. was supposed to watch movie wif the jnrs but turned out the time din fit n dun think dey watched a movie in the end oso larh. came home had dinner wrote reply to my angel now blogging.
boring life... wheres the excitement???
wanted to type something philosophical here, but cldnt bear to. afraid of insulting those involved. oh well...
today was quite farni. hmm went to sch in the morn. disappointed not to see my angel's reply. but siqi gave me a pack of famous amos cookies!! hahaha so nice of her. but no nid to gimme one k!! if got a nxt time, i wun accept wan. haiz oh well den had lessons n all. den physics lect dey invited this speaker to tok abt why physics is so interesting. well... i guess the lect wasnt interesting at all so i was juz dozing abt tokin n all. den we kena scolded like lau sai and were made to sit and remain silent for 14 min. song boh. oh well den wenqing left her helium balloon on the ceiling of audi n we went for physics tutorial, which i kept falling asleep in. haiz den after dat went to audi to retrieve the balloon. i haf the full video of the entire process. hahaha throwing the scotch tape, den masking tape up in hope of sticking it on and pulling it down din realli work. in the end pearlyn n weiwei got the lion dance poles and wif marcus extreme height we got it down wif ease. hahaha happy birthday to wenqing!!!! it wld be a memorable experience. wenqing's birthday and marcus experience wif the pole. misleading? heh heh eh... den went to lunch like wif 5 min left on the clock. cheonged thru like nobody's business. eh... rest of the day was pretty sian. den end of sch den wq told me of this great astounding find. there was ramly burger in canteen!!!!!! shuang or not????? hahaha cheonged to buy and instigated huishan to eat one too. hahaha i made her fat twice today. oh well soon she wld be plump enough to eat.... MUAHAHAHA er... ooops. digressed. guan cldnt take the smell and bought one himself too. oh well aft the snack went to huangcheng. helped out abit at kaisheng and watched alvin hailing and hoi fai's drama ppl try on the clothes n all. den left for home. had dinner b4 at serangoon central b4 heading home. did abit of chem tutorial to realise i noe no shit n i gave up. tmr is a whole new day!
its time to blog again!!!! alamak left off at thursday. which is like so damn long ago. er... thurs lessons ended 120pm den we went to ntuc to help guan buy stuff. dunno where he went to tho. hmm den went to meet the rest of the class at opp beauty world. hmm den dey had lunch there. i resisted eating!! haha so proud of myself. ooops er... den went to alvron where dey jammed. well i left early but b4 i left dun think anything was very fruitful. hmm den left early for training. reached sch and trained till abt 645pm. den went for PT. think my fitness realli damn suck now. i was so tired out i felt like puking and cldnt move. dey did arm exercises which i did not do. haiz i MUZ DO SUMTHIN ABT IT MAN... haiz den aft dat went to prince for dinner. den went home.
hmm den it was friday. eh... public hols. early in the morn went to taka coffee club wif family to do sharing over a breakfast. woh... the breakfast totally rocked. swiss mushroom sandwich. wah biang damn shuang lah. tasty like dunno wat. hmm den aft dat walked ard shopping wif my bro. i onli had to look for one shirt so my shopping pretty much ended by the first half hr. first shop we visited i chose this slightly pink shirt. hahaha it has this sweat terminator "technology" which says on the label: DOCKERS (copyright sign) Sweat Terminator fabric dries body sweat up to 30% faster than cotton with no trace of salt residue , and keeps sweat away from your body leaving you feeling cool and comfortable throughout --> Because Your Comfort Matters Most! oh well it seems to be the perfect thing for me so i din realli bother abt the colour. come to think of it... hahaha oh well no choice. not dat pink oso larh so dun worry! er... den aft buying my shirt i went to meet ling. hahaha din go for the class outing at sentosa. oh well hmm den we walked ard shopping n all. looked for a gift for her sis, looked for my wallet, looked here n there for stuff. oh well din buy alotta stuff. she bought a pair of earrings, a hair clip and a shirt for her sis. den i bought... nuttin. wanted to get my topman white wallet but met up wif extreme disapproval from jialing. oh well we had plenty of time to catch up n talk. unfortunately my mind was preoccupied twice which pretty much pissed her off. im sorry!! hmm soon enough it was 730pm n i had to for tuition. same class as zhiyin n wenjie so it was pretty funny. managed to keep myself awake despite all odds and completed the class. took mrt home.
den it was sat. morn wake up go training. training was bad. realli bad day. lost to lawrence 5 times b4 winning back once. but lost 4 packet drinks to him. oh well hmm den we left early. he had some stuff to attend to while i had to go meet the church peeps. well met at plaza sing and conversed over lunch n all waiting for late ppl to arrive . there was i ernest isaac xinhua meifeng celine sophia n weiling. aft dat we went to k-ster. wah biang it looks so sleazy larh!! its completely red and had the smell of smoke all ard. wah kao den got some portraits of beer girls hung outside. realli din seem like a karaoke place for youngsters. oh well but turned out it was pretty all right larh. well dey sang i din cos i was coughing n all dat. went to play a game of pool wif isaac. lost! sian the table and cue sux. hahaha but i guess i cant blame anyone but myself. no skill. hmm dere was this old crankpot singing by himself. like ard 40+ yrs old? n singing SHE songs. wah biang can laff until die man... hmm den soon celine n i had to leave so we packed up left. went to church to put down my shoe bag and pick up her bible b4 we left for bugis mrt. walked thru bugis village and looked for my wallet at topman so i cld ask for celines opinion but cldnt find it. celine said i shld buy wat i like n no nid bother abt ling. hahahahaha ooops hmm den pei-ed her till outram b4 coming back to city hall. met up wif everyone from 69 b4 walking towards suntec. but at the end of city link our ambassadors eugene n pearlyn called back saying no seats n dey were making a reservation for us at glasshse 8pm. it was 630 pm then. oh well so in the end we took a bus over (initial plan was to walk wat the hell!) to plaza sing. well went to the zone X in NEL station and played abit o arcade. hmm the chinese drums game very funny. hahaha soon enuff it was 8 n we left for glasshse. hmm den we waited outside for like 45 min. wat the hell... sian diao larh oh well ling came out to tok for awhile b4 going back in n coming back out again to help us take class foto. OH NO my class foto no flash damn sian larh!!!!! dark dark cant see no shit. oh well den finally we got to get in. shared seafood platter for two wif yonghui. den played truth or dare n all dat stuff. haha it was pretty funny. RUNI N JUSTIN!! two girls out there pls dun be jealous. u noe who u are... hmm den celebrated birthdays n all... spread a few rumours abt mingjian n wenqing n dat was the end of my day. well went back wif royston weiwei siqi yvonne and jz. walked siqi home b4 cheonging home myself. conked out real soon...
den its today... CHURCH DAY! hmm went to church n was suffering frm severe cough. had bit of time of sharing wif peiwei b4 celine joy xinhua n xinyi arrived. den it pretty much became my joy n celine toking. ooops but we werent prepared for this larh... sian diao. haiz hmm den we went up for breakfast n praise. n thank God... WE GOT OUR LONG AWAITED DRUMS!!!!!!! tho its old n all... but at least we got a set now. hahaha damn shuang praise wif the drums is more exciting. but think it stole the limelight today... which isnt realli a gd thing. hmm we shall see as time goes. hmm love grp's prayer meeting... din realli pray wif each other. ooops we discussed abt the nxt outing. shall be going to ice monster nxt week. lunch wif each other dat is. hmm den we went to hotspot for lunch. den i left for wisma to buy my topman white wallet (heh heh jialing...) den went to gradebuilders. fell asleep occassionally but at least today wasnt dat bad larh. hmm went to kovan for dinner b4 coming back home. chatted wif my bro n den did some hw. mainly GP larh. den now blogging lorh. i wanted to do econs but i see liao sian diao. oh well... loooooooong entry. hahaha i shld realli try to be more regular. hahaha den my readers will get nice long entries everyday. oh well dats impossible
well nv blog for three days le. cant realli rmb wats going on... went for first PT of the year ytd n i realised how unfit i am. sian. oh well ran 2.4 at own pace and my pace is absolutely abysmal. er... well juz recall dat the past 3 days passed realli quick. haiz im losing interest in bloggin!! how????? i used to be the most enthu blogger on earth larh. oh well hmm my angel nv write to me yet!!!! WRITE TO ME!!!!!!! i waiting larh sian diao. oh yea juz realised got alotta ppl reading my blog. even runi and mindy haf started reading my blog. can i please request all readers to like... tag??? its creepy to noe ppl are reading but wifout my knowledge...
http://www.todayonline.com/articles/32771.asp
heres a website intro-ed to me by jialing. its hell funny and here's wat it wrote
On page one of yesterday's edition of Today, there was a story about a jilted woman who ripped off one of her former lover's testicles with her bare hands after he refused to have sex with her.
Wince.
This was not the kind of news I wanted to read when I sat down for breakfast with my wife.
I was eating fishball noodles at the time and I could not bring myself to eat my second-last fishball. Not after I read the part where the woman tried to hide the testicle in her mouth.
Wince.
Big mouth that I am, I couldn't resist telling my wife: "Eh, dear. News got this woman ripped off her ex-lovers testicle, leh."
Shudder.
My wife had to ask awkward questions such as: "Isn't the whole thing inside one, er, bag? How did she remove just one?"
"She unscrewed it with a screwdriver, lah," I wanted to tell her, wincing again, struggling with my last fishball. That's it, tomorrow I eat bee hoon with taupok, I told myself.
Ah, taupok. Everyone's favourite beancurd. It is also the term used to describe the ragging that takes place during junior college orientation.
Someone shouts, "Taupok!" and as many guys as possible will pile on top of the target, or the "taupokee". In Western countries, it is called a pile-on.
This is a dangerous and silly game, of course (which adolescent game is not?). And a parent whose son was studying "in a premier junior college in the Bishan-Ang Mo Kio area", where this game took place, complained to the press, calling for an end to "taupok-ing".
The Education Ministry made a statement. The school principal made a statement. A consultant orthopaedic surgeon was interviewed to ensure that everyone understood how dangerous taupok-ing can be.
So now, students from the premier junior college in the Bishan-Ang Mo Kio area have been banned from taupok-ing.
I hear there are plans to create labels, not unlike those on cigarette packets, to warn of the dangers of taupok-ing. One label will show a student with fractured ribs and another will feature a chap with broken arms.
The worst one will show the student whose father complained to the press about taupok-ing. He'll be pictured alone since he no longer has friends at school. That last one will be the most frightening.
Taupok-ing is hazardous to your health, says the Surgeon General. Your father complaining to the press is hazardous to your social life, says mr brown.
I am told that most of the time, only guys taupok. I am not sure if the girls do it but I heard from a source that he has seen at least two all-girl taupoks.
So, pardon my middle-aged ignorance, but if it is an all-girl taupok, is it called a tauhuay?
And if it is a mixed taupok — God forbid — is it known as a taunee?
What if the guys taupok-ing are of an alternative persuasion? Taugay?
And if a Singapore Idol is taupok-ed, would we call it a Taufik?
Some would argue that this generation of young people is too soft to taupok. That overprotective parents are creating a generation of taufu.
Others argue that we must not encourage young people to pursue dangerous activities, especially under peer pressure (if you have seven guys on top of you, that's peer pressure).
I think we need to go further to discourage such things. Make that one label with the guy who just lost one ball. That will make any bloke stop taupok-ing.
It is somewhat hard to explain to a Westerner what a taupok looks like, I have found. I mean the real one.
I tried using Google to find one, but there are very few photos of taupoks. The ones I found showed taupoks together with other vegetables, like in a rojak. Very few shots of taupoks alone.
Taupoks can be quite shy when it comes to having their pictures taken, I think.
So being the hard-working columnist that I am, I queued up to have yong tau fu for lunch, even though the queue was long.
And when the stallholder was not looking, I used my camera-phone to snap some taupoks in their untainted glory. All this to help my readers better understand the difference between a regular taupok and a JC Student one.
I think that we should also start looking into other ways of minimising the dangers to our young people. Like National Service training.
There are a lot of potentially dangerous activities and peer pressures there (the boys carry guns, for goodness sake!).
What if they are doing the Standard Obstacle Course and my son falls from the monkey bar?
What if he is crawling through the jungles of Brunei and some nasty insect bites him (enter the consultant insect-bite surgeon to make a statement)? What if the other recruits use peer pressure to make my son say bad words and smoke?
Better start writing letters to Mindef now. National Service is just two years away for most Junior College guys. Even for the ones from a premier junior college in the Bishan-Ang Mo Kio area.
mr brown is the accidental author of a popular website that has been documenting the dysfunctional side of Singapore life since 1997. He wants to know what the name of that other orientation game is, the one where they grab a guy and slam him, legs open, against a big pillar.
*i noe dat one!! ITS CALLED POLE!*
The mr brown Bean Curd Dictionary
taupok: dried bean curd, usually in a compressed state
tauhuay: sweet soya bean dessert (huay is also "flower" or "girlfriend of an uncouth guy, i.e., Ah Beng's gerfren")
taunee: soya bean milk drink (nee is also, er, a female source of milk)
taugay: bean sprouts (gay is also "happy")
Taufik: Singapore Idol (you may need to vote via sms or phone to taupok him)
hmm today is sunday so its... CHURCH DAY!! hmm went to church in the morn n slipped off to tanco for a mee pok breakfast. heard lawrence had three plates of hokkien mee himself. nutter. den went back to church n settled down for sunday sch. wasnt too smooth i guess but elder ng summed it up nicely. went to service n did sounds system. was in a flurry n had to fetch harry frm downstairs oso. dat pretty much made me frustrated. hmm den the speaker ended her sermon real quick. amazing. den after dat we had half hr cell grp n we arranged an outing nxt sat. woohoo! finally love outing! lotsa laffter during dat discussion. hahaha to get everybody found on dat day, either celine wears a mickey mouse costume, everybody jumps up n down, or everyone does sumthin stupid so dat security guards wld bring us all to one common place. den we left for lunch. dere was onli lionel kevin celine n bryan. ate at tanco. den aft lunch left me n lionel n celine so we walked to bugis village. walked abit ard topshop b4 leaving for taka. lionel left for home. we went to buy a cake frm swissbake n took us quite a while to get the cake due to lack of arrangements. er... happy birthday joanna tho i dun think u wld see this... not dat i noe her aniwae. hmm so we walked back all the way to orchard mrt n i went to tuition while she left for home. kept falling asleep during tuition. sux... wasted lesson. den aft dat nel mj n i walked ard looking at sports stuff. hahaha still love adidas factory outlet. damn cheap lah. oh well den nel n i left. decided to stop by at j8. was a gd decision cos tse wei cld onli meet us at 7 so we had our dinner there. den we left asap for amk to meet eddie n tw. travelled to my home. den my bro came, guan how, n den celine. qianyi n pearlyn pang seh us. HRMMPH! we watched the match. haha singapore won 2-1 tonite and 5-2 on aggregate! WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS!! its been a long while since singapore has won anything in the soccer arena. its damn shuang dat we can finally make our mark. woohoo!! today shld be declared a public holiday lah. Tiger Day. good rite?? hmm den dey left n i juz bathed. now blogging. i haven written to my angel yet!! not to mention not having finished my chem hw n studying for my physics test. oh shit n i juz realised hrs ago dat i shld haf done permutations combinations for maths n not first order differentials. so i practically did nuttin this weekend. die larh...
well morn woke up n went to sch for training. walked ard hcjc (or some wld call the college section now) for awhile. saw councilors at work already for cny. admirable man... the preparation work involved. its incredible. hmm den trained. started off wif freddie. wah biang his la qiu realli zhuan. think my rubber gone liaoz. den was nicky n dickson n den i left early for gh. hahaha reason undisclosed. can onli say the nurse was disappointed. severely. eh den went to marc's hse. hahaha was constantly looking at the surroundings to spot landmarks. oh well den had lunch there. lunch was great. mebbe cos i was juz plain hungry. bought some xtra food n a packet of twistie fries for em to haf. hmm marc's hse damn nice. surroundings very quiet even tho damn near the central area. shuang lorh. i wish my hse was nearer the bus stop. hmm den dey practiced the song while i played need 4 speed undergrd 2 n ate sandwiches. hahaha no musical talent watsoeva. pretty much explains everything. hmm den we left for orchard. din take too long in my opinion since we were playing around the world in eighty days. hahahaha er... den reached cine to the music of tata young's sexy naughty bitchy me. urgh. den walked in to some local band. urgh urgh. nearly went deaf. den we juz waited ard for jnrs. hmm after meeting em we stoned inside cine, outside cine and inside marche. oh well we started toking soon enuff n there was lotsa laffter. wat a relief. hmm den we went out n stoned outside heeren. hahaha n crossed the road after the green man had come on thrice. nearly left but realised a missed call frm celine. she was supposed to come my hse to do ppt. but turned out i was backstabbed. in a way larh. den she cldnt come lorh. oh well went to play arcade. the devastating combination of eugene n i thrashed khai lin and andy the tall combo 13-8. incredible. absolutely too qiang liao. hahaha ooops hmm den went to lido to buy tix. me and andrew cheong all the way there then turn out aviator at 8pm sold out. so we bought tix to alfie instead. its m18 tho. hahaha onli andrew was legal. the others were me lawrence eddie andy tsewei n khailin. lucky dey nv check. well brought my free sub in. hahaha and filled my water bottle wif sprite frm free refills courtesy of kfc. hmm the movie was boring. but it invokes thots. at different pts of time they show different words. desire. wish. search. hahaha ends off wif search. i think to me its like... asking me to go search the meaning of my life. hmm after movie some of em wanted to chat at mc cafe but i left wif andy n tse wei to meet wei2 eugene qy n pearl at orchard mrt to go home. hmm chatted our way to ang mo kio n took bus home. rode my bike home while leaving pearlyn to walk. ooops. now at home. real tired.... tmr is a whole new day!!
hmm. left off at wed. thurs... dats ytd. how come seems so distant...? my memory is failing me... old age... erpz im crapping again. er... ytd short day so damn shuang. econs lect wrote letter. den had lessons n all dat. den aft sch i went to ntuc to buy stuff for my angel n mortal... haiz due to unforeseen cirumstances, part of it is now in lawrence's n guanhow's stomachs. mebbe even faeces. oh well played bball wif em. damn heong. i nid to slim down man... er... went to cine to meet jnr guys n snr girls n some guys at cafe cartel. played zhong ji mi ma n did crap stuff. den left at 5 wif marc for bus back to sch for training. trained quite slackly. but was very tired dunno y. den had dinner at prince met some huangcheng ppl... hahaha i cld haf been in either buncha ppl... oh well. den went home.
eh den its friday. sch was fine. din do too much. aft sch dey stayed back to select songs so we missed out on our chance to haf lunch wif the jnrs. went for a realli late lunch wif snr class members, nel guan marc wei2 qy n sh. den left for home cos i had to go for tuition. went for a short nap den cycled over to tuition. now back at home. juz now did some maths now very tired. tmr still got training. siao eh...
oh no... juz realised i haven blogged since sunday...
sunday... CHURCH DAY! went to church fetched harry up. went to english service which was pretty boring. bad music. wheeled harry to the albert court hotel room. watched the sharing den left. had our disciplers meeting. ate lunch at tanco wif liping enmei n my bro. soph was wif us but she left halfway. den went ice monster for dessert. hmm den cant rmb wat happened. er... shit. realli cant rmb.
den monday. er... wrote angel mortal letters n all. went to ntu for frenly den came back home real late to a meal of maggi mee. won one match lost one match. damn shagged juz conked out.
tuesday. er... wrote angel mortal letters. found dat i guessed the wrong person to be my angel. sian diao. den went out wif joy. was late. nel told me this method of goin to tiong bahru plaza which i din manage to figure out in the end n i ended up walking 20 min to the shopping centre. sian diao. treated her venezia ice cream which she din believe was fat free. had a great lunch there. omg 5 bucks for hell lotta food. hmm den watched meet the fockers. it was quite funny but realli few ppl in the cinema so nobody realli laughed out loud. oh well. den took NEL home.
today is wednesday! yay im so tired i dun realli feel like writing alot tho i haf quite a fresh memory. ponned physics lect to play bball wif the jnrs. wah biang dey r damn qiang lah. especially eddie. wah biang. we lost 7-6 sadly... haiz tmr got rematch!!!!! we muz do better. n i onli scored one!! all the wide open chances i missed larh! so sian diao. hmm den went to act in LT3. laz yr's huang cheng script. oh well was so bushed by the end of it i juz walked ard alone trying to relax myself. den met nel n mj to go bugis village. wah kao... got new bags there larh!!!!!!!! damn sian diao. but none of em bought the new one dat i took a fancy to. but mj bought the one i wanted laz time... juz dat he bought blue instead of the red i wanted. haiz. damn sian diao..... i guess i was in too much of a hurry... my bag now pales in comparison... sian larh. hahaha nvm. im gonna need to buy a wallet soon... mine now the zip spoil. damn sian diao. oh well. i shall try to blog abit more often now. realli busy. sorry all readers!
woohoo!! im suffering frm a real bad sore throat now but i feel so so so shiok!
well left off previously on wednesday. hmm thursday... cant realli rmb. juz recall watching jnrs running ard playing station games. er... cant rmb no shit den went training. onli 6 ppl appeared. n hancong nv come i was damn sian diao so i suggested cancelling training for the first time eva. haiz left at 7pm lidat to go find my jnr class. dey were doin their class flag which is damn swee. the white wash version already so zai, the coloured one takes my breath away. hahahaha wonderful description for a1 gp. den ate dinner wif em. hahaha apparently they all feel dat i eat alot n all gimme their excess food. FAT. den watched them practice their item n all b4 finally leaving at 10pm. i was shagged n juz conked out.
which pretty much leads to friday. was stuck in maths lect n pe lesson while the jnrs played war games. so jealous. watched quite abit of it so much so dat i forgot to eat lunch. threw a starch bomb at jnrs sibei song. den aft sch went to eat lunch wif marcus. met woon zhiyin n siong kiat at cute chicken. played bball b4 watching jnrs perform in lt4. think our class item n flag rox big time but... pity dey din get chosen to go thru haiz... hmm den went back to play another round of bball b4 changing into my ultra tight fit tchs uniform. hahaha my butt was gonna bust thru larh. oh well went to look for places for dinner to find dat few ppl wanted to eat anything oh well... campfire was real fun! we were juz sitting ard toking n all dat. den went to hall cos of risk of raining but turned out nuttin came down larh. so we went back out again. n den it was crazy. we formed a ring wif the jnr class n sang huangcheng songs n all dat. damn shuang. hahaha everyone was jumping n screaming or else zao-xia-ing like me. den we formed train to run ard like laz yr tho laz yr was worse. hmm den went to do mass dance for awhile b4 i decided i was shagged n wet enuff so i went to sit at class bench. oh well den after it ended we went to zhan's place. onli 6 jnr guys. n 4 snr ppl. 7 guys were mark bernard tsewei andrew lawrence eddie andy. no girls cos khai lin cld stay, but decided not to after hearing the girls cldnt. oh well wldnt sae it was real fun at his hse. i din play cards, i din play mahjong, i din play murderer but i juz toked cock watched tv n slept. hahaha well woke up occassionally. once was dey put whipped cream on andrew. oh well woke up nxt morn at 830am. went to burn cd n sat ard basketball houston vs los angeles. lakers won by 7 pts. siao eh dey were leading 55-31 when i left his hse larh. houston rox my sox. but they lost jianbaba oh well den went to dental b4 coming back to meet em for lunch at cute chicken again. met the table tennis team. hmm den went home half dead. went to sleep. wake up go church n both my contacts came out. sux den came home. argh now im tired. like real tired
well today was quite quite ok. ongjy was late for physics prac cos he was caught in the jam. den cldnt keep myself awake in the morn for physics pract. den we had econs tutorial which was pretty boring. she was pissed wif chris, but i was even more pissed. haiz y cant she juz continue. not like chris isnt gonna be the one taking the a levels himself. siao haiz den went wif marc n nel to see jnrs. hahaha apparently dey were afraid of us. alamak dunno y. den went for lunch den physics lect b4 finally meeting our jnrs once n for all. hahaha dey are quite a fun bunch lah. noe a few names liao. mainly girls cos we spent more time tgt. the guys very blur. i noe got mud, royston, eddie, andy, ah seng, mark, lawrence den cannot rmb liaoz. ooops den slacked ard watching telematch n all. went to support our jnr class n shouted myself hoarse. den went to watch huangcheng auditions. very few ppl!! huangcheng ppl pls egg ur jnrs to join!!!!!!!! we nid more ppl! junkai joined the auditions. hahaha quite popular. oh well den cheonged home by bus now damn shagged. tmrs another day!!
well today was fine. had chem prac lesson firz den maths test. wah biang left alot blank n dunno if i got those which i did correct. sian den break went chinese high eat wif pms b4 coming back for econs tutorial, which turned out chong din come. so watched the j1s play games n all dat b4 having physics tutorial n all dat. oh yea we played mega pingpong. used the plank as a net marker n basketball as the ping pong ball. our hands were the racquets. farni. den sch ended n met zhan to play bball. wah kao he damn qiang now. keep shooting over me. sian n my performance not half as good as ytd. oh well den we sat ard class bench trying to do GP onli to realise we din hafta do. argh den saw the class lists being put up so i cheonged to see. well lawrence is in my jnr class. hahaha dat wld be farni. nicky in 61, freddie in 63, zp in 65, dickson in 67. hahaha all of us in artemis! oh well den went training. went back to hcjc to look in at huangcheng auditions to find dat it was already over. den went back to tchs n den went forture for dinner. juz reached home damn tired tmr gonna meet jnr class. excited!
who am i?
that the Lord of all the earth
will care to know my name?
will care to feel my hurt?
who am i?
that the bright and morning star
would choose to light the way?
for my ever wandering heart?
not because of who i am
but because what You've done
not because of what i've done
but because of who You are
i am a flower quickly fading
here today and gone tomorrow
a wave tossed in the ocean
a vapor in the wind
still You hear me when i'm calling
Lord You catch me when i'm falling
and You've told me who i am
i am Yours
who am i?
that the eyes that see my sin
would look on me with love?
would watch me rise again?
who am i?
that the voice that calmed the sea
would call out through the rain?
and calm the storm in me?
not because of who i am
but because what You've done
not because of what i've done
but because of who You are
i am a flower quickly fading
here today and gone tomorrow
a wave tossed in the ocean
a vapor in the wind
still You hear me when i'm calling
Lord You catch me when i'm falling
and You've told me who i am
i am Yours
i am Yours
i am Yours
whom shall i fear?
whom shall i fear?
'cause i am Yours
i am Yours
well today is first day of sch. dunno how to describe it.
firstly sch din sell mint flavoured mentos today. sian diao. well went to tchs terraces for flag raising. ended up laffing at our juniors. we're called year sixers. smart. went back to learn how to sing sumthin i sang for 4 yrs. den went for ct session n all dat. yea aft dat went mcdonald's for breakfast n met ernest. haha wat a coincidence. oh well den went back to sch for physics tutorial b4 goin to play bball wif the snrs wif chris. turned out we lost track of time n overshot our break so i went into classroom all sweaty. den aft dat went econs lect. changed LT. smart i was sitting on a chair wif no table. oh yea first time i wasnt too badly distracted during econs lect. i muz study hard dis yr liaoz. hmm den went to econs tutorial, but chong nv did appear so we left. sat ard at class bench as pms had decided to study tgt. but in the end marc n nel cldnt so we went to coro to haf lunch b4 goin home. well returned to sch aft the lunch, b4 leaving for home dat is, n toked to jj n tsai. den zhan came back to sch so we went to hall to look at mass dance b4 i left for home. reached home n started mugging for maths test. but i gave up at integration 2. sian. die lah i cant cram anything anymore. sickening. so here i am blogging.
hmm today is sunday so its... CHURCH DAY!! well went to church n it was totally different. we were at kindergarten first floor cos container haven come yet. we had our big grp there, n we introduced each other. den had cell grp for a few min b4 i went to fetch harry. hes this guy frm spastic school n is half paralysed so i had to wheelchair him thru the rain n all. den the lift spoilt. shiok. sian. den got enping to carry him up. den after enping left, this wheelchair-bound ahma needed to get to 2nd floor so i fireman-carried her up b4 running wif harry's wheelchair up to 5th floor. dat pretty much killed me. toked to harry n all dat. hes a nice guy lah. den did sounds system n was in a flurry cos i din noe how to get the pulpit on. sian got andre to help us in the end. well guess praise n sermon was pretty good. i mean its a new environment n all. den we had prayer meeting. din go too well. nearly flared. haiz swallowed it. well den had to keep up all the wires n mikes n all wif help frm chuantin n jovan. amazingly the praise team disappeared wifout doin anything. harry wanted to go toilet so i had to wheel him down all the way to first floor n wait for him outside. den we went for lunch. joy had left cos she din see me ard. we went to hotspot. treated harry lunch. he had black pepper beef on rice n kopi. haha he loves his kopi. well wheeled him back to church where mr lai sent him home on church van. realised how difficult it is to take care of such disabled ppl. but i think if norse is my bro's boy, harry is my man. i cld realli open up to him n all dat. well aft dat went wif celine to jovan to burlington b4 i ran back to get umbrellas. turned out celine doesnt need an umbrella cos she had to go home. haha we struggled wif dat for awhile b4 we left. so jovan n i went to look at bags. well wanted to change a design n was contemplating to swap my old design for a new one at another shop saying i had bought frm em. but din haf my bag wif me so went home. slacked ard b4 cycling out to bus stop n going back to bugis. in the end i went back to the shop i bought my bag frm to change. a smaller but nicer n more usable wan i think. den met ling at bugis we walked ard n stuff tokin drinking b4 heading down to somerset. well we went OG orchard n she went to buy her stuff while i went to buy a ramly burger. woohoo damn shuang. den mum demanded i go home so i went back. yea juz watched sg vs myanmar. signapore won 4-2 n 9-5 on aggregate. shuang not???? FINALS LEH. but i think myanmar realli sux. no sportsmanship. kick sand at referee, throw waterbottle at sg player who wanted to stop the fight between the players. wah kao. siao thank God we won. dat showed em sumthin. well yea my parents are nagging at me to go sleep. yea so dats all ciaoz!
the sch year is gonna start liaoz!! MUG-MY-ASS-OFF-TIME!
wah biang.... i juz dunno how to put things across anymore. im pissing everyone off. tmdknn. basket lah... even my concern looks like criticism liao lah TAMADE
haven blogged for two days. im beginning to lose interest. ever since it happened i keep feeling lidat. haiz... den everyday oso will haf periods of extremely bad mood. argh i shldnt be lidat larh. things are going fine on the other side lah... y am i taking it so badly?????? dunno lah... mebbe its cos i think everything i've stood for n hoped for has gone down the drain. dunno. mebbe i nid some more reassurance. mebbe reassurance dat i still haf hope. i dunno i shldnt be so weak. haiz... superlide aint so super eh? i even shouted today. felt so guilty. i shldnt be so irritable anymore lah. so unfair to everyone ard me. sian.
well ytd cant rmb wat i did in the morn. er... argh its been happening to me. if u haven noticed these few days i cant seem to recall anything. juz living my life as it is. well all i can rmb is 2pm plus celine came over to my hse to do the booklets for sunday. well we dilly-dallied n i think we screwed up quite a number of designs. IM SORRY! well den we toppled over a tom yam cup noodles n idled ard till 7pm plus. den i started playing com games b4 joy called me up for a chat n all dat. den the onli person i actually said happy new yr to was joy so... oh well
den dis morn woke up bro drove to fetch celine b4 goin down to church. packed up all the clothes n all dat b4 slacking, having lunch den going to praise team. tried to learn sounds system but din get complete insight. den left for bugis village. bought my dcshoecousa bag. red. den went for dinner b4 coming home.
im not even excited abt my new bag. hahaha usually i wld. dunno if i wld see sumone getting the same bag. mebbe dat might cheer me up. sheesh... im so cheap thrill. argh
dunno y today so damn bad mood. SO DAMN BAD.
