Wednesday, December 01, 2004
juz came back from the sec4 prom nite... wa this is my first time attending it... quite fun... the lucky draw prizes walau damn zai.. got ipod, palmone pda, e800c... ya u did nt see wrongly... quite surprised... this time the school is very willing to hua qian loh... haiz but this time is also one very heartbreaking time... i wish i was nt there... its nt becoz they leaving loh... they leave i happy... okay i nt so heartless la... a little sad la... but then the heartbreaking is refering to another different thing loh... haiz... next time then say la... no mood to say...
i decided to close down me-n-her becoz of some personal reasons... aft i finish sorting out that problems and when i m much more ready to write, i will reopen it again
Saturday, November 27, 2004
juz came back from sitex.. phew alot of ppl... hmm... this year's sitex shows quite a few things...
1. Creative is out to get Apple.... man creative's booth is juz rite opposite apple... then they were like ard 6 ipods testing booth n ard 8 creative zen's booth.. apple has a big screen infront showing the apple logo , creative have a 43" plasma screen showcasing a micro zen commercial. it is so obvious! with recent reports that creative is contesting with apple the 'mp3 pie', its not surprising to see tt... but i did nt expect it to be so heiong... u noe...they even offer to trade in IPODS for Zen!... confirm out to get them... the onli difference betw them is tt apple got G5, creative got onli P4 coms there...
2. Microsoft is really kan bu shuang Sony le... they offer to take in PS2 and pay additional 99dollars to get a brand new Xbox with dvd controller n 3 games... juz like creative... but then it kinds of surprise me that for all this years, Sony did nt showcase their booth in all the sitex shows... strange...
Friday, November 26, 2004
This entry is dedicated to KL,WT,BH
Its official, the group is withdrawing from SVA 2004.
It is neither a easy nor happy decision but I think it is for the best.
Many reasons were taken into consideration while making this decision.
I wanted to carry on till the last, I just do not have the strength to carry on.
Neither kl,wt,bh is at fault. Its me.
I think I owe you guys a explaination
I am sorry if I let you guys down.
I am sorry if I let you guys down.
1. SVA is all about teamwork. I have failed to arrange a time when all is free to film and plan. Everytime, I always tried to minize the number of people not coming to the meeting. But then in the end, definitely someone cannot make it. Either is it A B or C. With this situation, teamwork is obviously not present. I don't want the product to come out and either A don't know whats the plot or B don't know what is it about.
2. The deadline is nearing. Everyday as I see the other group film, I get more worried. When is my group going to film? Where is the filming? Everyday as the deadline closes in, stress gets build up in me. I cannot handle it anymore. Everytime we have a timeframe, we are always not sticking to it. Everytime we rearrange the timeframe, it is always not kept.
3. SVA is a very time-consuming project. Its not like you can finish it in 1 day or week. It can spread over a few months. I don't want SVA to eat into their private lives. I feel very guilty everytime they have to sacrifice their time for it. SVA is only meant for those who is really free during the holidays.
4. Project management also plays a huge role in filming. Looking at the group, actors are presumed not informed. Even I forgot the dates for filming. With this kind of leader, the group is really not going to succeed.
5. Lastly, I failed to bring out the team spirit. In a successful group, the teammates will believe in their leader. But I have failed that aspect. Though my group members have potientials,1 I have failed to bring my group together which contributed the most to the failure of the group.
With this I shall end. God Bless.
Thursday, November 25, 2004
hmm dun really feel like blogging this few days.... heng lei... been plaing halo2 online until ard 2plus every nite... then have to wake up so early... haha but luckily no panda eyes... so still handsome as usual ... hahawell by the way, welcome to my old blog with a new design... ORanGe!!! haha recently really fall in love with tt colour.. dunno y la... n dun ask mi y... gonna edit the code later alittle problem...today gt that sec4 bye-bye lunch... walau ordered food for 80 ppl... in the end, ard 40 turn up... walau very leng chang... but well i m glad its over... dun need to wei tt thingy fan... my sva is nt looking good... seriously i see the other group so nu li, my group leh, i dunno where all go... but our filming next week, lets hope i can still make it ba...those ppl from geog class coming back from perth today.... haiz i miss the days when they r gone, peace... haha jkjk... confirm kanna beating one if they read thishaiz up till today, k still treat as if nothing happened.. its like we still tok like before, suanning each other like before... its juz like we r still frenz... though thats not wat i hope, but it beats ignoring me...
Monday, November 08, 2004
wahaha long time no blog le... better update or else all my readers will go away... well at least i hope there is one reader.... sian this 2 weeks got extension program... kinda of getting sick of it... everyday go school listen to craps... i rather stay at home n do my ten years series. haiz wan to pon also cannot, nt say i dun dare... as a chairman muz set example loh... haiz... sianz... seriously having thots of stepping down next year..
this few days also got lots of videos to edit n export... too many le.. luckily my com can make it or else i m gonna stay in school until 6... this yr becoz of cca, i think i really hu yue a few of my friends... esp leon n joel... i m so sorry to both of u... i seriously have many things to finish up esp my sva which is sad to say.. i seriously have very little hope to finish it... everyone is so busy... haiz... well all in all after 15.12.04 i will be super free...
today went out with alvin n my two meis... watch the shark tale... actually nt tt nice la... but still enjoyable... then going home tt time got these three gers, triples... very cute one... haha i make funny faces at them ...can consider stupid faces too... they laugh until very loud... haha thy from hongkong...
recently got rather hooked on to S.E.N.S... wt la... put this song on her blog.. then i listen kanna hook... downloaded quite alot of them but i still personally perfer WISH.. very sweet n nice...
tml jiu shi HALO2 release le... hahahaha been waiting for this moment... preorder my kit 2mths ago... finally it arrive... haha... my sofa n coffee prepare le... i wanna choing the whole game... haha.... dun noe why, the theme song also sounded very nice to me today... haha
a few more days n its K's special day. seriously i m having second thots bout my feelings for her. Deep down in my heart, i still have this special feelings for sp.. i dunno... maybe it is my xin li zuo yong... but the feeling is still there... i told myself, i muz control it... but it is too hard... i miss her... but what can i do??? there nothing i can do except to pray for wisdom.
Monday, November 01, 2004
once again, ladies and gentlemen... i am having my regular sleepless nite... juz can't get to sleep somehow.. so well guess i come online n blog juz a little, considering the fact that i heng jiu jiu haven blog le... a quick little summary of my week...
mon - watched two movies... the fang xue hou and hui jia... quite nice la both the shows... but i dun see any relations between both of them... was suppose to sit in the hall and watch the shows till 9.50 but then aft recess, mr koh let us finish the first movie... then we carry on watching the second one.. sianz man... but spent most of them time crapping with the PAs peeps at the gallery... basically juz wasted the whole day at school man...
tues - sianz nothing to do on tt day.. basically spent the whole day slacking in class except for maths lessons.. talking talking talkiing....
wed - toopid school... call us to sing the school song over n over again... now i close my eyes also can sing le... sat in the hall for dunno how long..sec4s zui suan de... dun need to sing... but they need to study la... then go back to class, also nothing to do... so nvm loh.. in the end i n alvin went down to the video room to do our video presentation...
thurs - spent basically the whole day in the video room, doing editing burning our video presentation... had 5 cups of coffee with 4 teasspoon of sugar... in the morning had a hard time begging mdm teo to let us go n do... in the end, she gave in... well the results turned out quite well... the video, under my rating is quite well done... infact i think is the second video i n alvin accomplised together... usually we seldom produce any one...
fri - went back to school for the prize presentation.. there was this communication breakdown betw the teachers i think... is like our video, was supposed to be 'preimered' at the event... but ms marati say dun have... had a bit of time agruing with her... we did this video juz for this event... n in the end, she tells mi she was not told... i dun care man, muz fight until the very end!... haha but in the end it was shown.... heard yvonne say at first no body clap then she start to clap... then slowly everyone was clapping... was not at the hall... downstairs preparing for my equipment... then the event went out with wendy to cp to makan...711 fastfoods... aft tt stayewd in school to collect report cbook n do it club thingy...wa my results this time a little too shocking man... first i did very badly... no As at all :'( but i did nt fail any subs!!!! i was so happy, i dun need to retake any exams... next year muz work hard le...
sat - which is yest, went back to school for the IT club gathering had quite a bit of fun with water bombs... and the food haha... then wendy ys n me went out... first to tp, then hm, then bugis aft meeting ys at tp... then at bugis makan teppanyaki... burnt my tongue... then carry on walking walking... saw this cute little doll with the words ' iluvu' in a bottle... i wanna buy one for k but did nt bring out enough bucks...
sun - today wenjt to church then went home.. ben lai wanna go bugis to buy the doll but wendy cannot go... i also dun wanna go alone... well i m having seriously some second thots botu my feelings for k.. the feeling is juz like i still like sp in my heart... i wanna be fair to both of them... i dun wanna two time them too... haiz... maybe i juz wasn't ready to accept k into my luv life...
Friday, October 22, 2004
haiz si ren blogger, delete off my whole template!!! had to spent around an hour or two to do a new skin for my blog last nite... hope u guys like it...titanic... it is sho romantic!!!
haha... this morning, yi da qing zhao got ppl call mi.. lazy to listen but i listen to the third one.. turn out to be xin ni ask mi whether wan to go spca anot... haha in the end i drag myself out n bathe... wa go spca inside so many dogs... all barking... got one dog hor keep on barking... haha.. luckily he cute or i complain.. wa see them all inside so poor thing... sort of pity them.. then we went to serangoon. had our lunch there.. then that trevour throw xiao hai zi pi qi haha... very cute one... lastly we went to kovan and take neoprint... wa see alot of our school one haha..
recently i straightened all my thoughts out le.. n at least i know what is my goal now..
1. Know God better and Have a better relationship with Him!
2. Must buck up on my studies.. failed chem by 0.7 and the rest of the subject the results not tt li xiang la...
3. Revive the friendship with sp (mind u friendship not relationship... i have to accept the fact that i n her, we are really impossible to be together de...it is juz like putting a bird and a dog together... one will fly while the other can only walk)
4. Have a closer friendship with all my friends... i been like sacrificing a lot of friends becoz of love for sp... hope it is not too late...
lets hope everything will go well bah
Sunday, October 17, 2004
haiz so late le... i cannot get to slp.. so well maybe come online n blog alittle... at least it beats lazing on the bed.. the exams are finally over... we had 2 days exam marking days.. i recap alittle
thurs - early in the morning woke up n went to school coz we got filming for moe... sianz... came back at around 12 then change bathe relax then went out again this time to gv@ps.. ben lai wan to watch white chicks one but no more... so in the end watch wimberdon... it is so boring!!!! but the fx are sort of coollll... wan to learn tt in future... at first got a number of ppl going but inthe end onli left mi,colin, weijiat, trevor haha... actually it was quite fun la... threw popcorns in the cinema... reach home at ard 8... sianz... reach home i went to koon already... i was so tired...
fri - again woke up in the morning... took a cab down to school *lazy-to-walk symdrone* sianz man.. we went to sentosa and after the whole filming, we played waterbomb... i was the target of the gers!!! no choice we guys 6 bombs , the gers 10 bombs... aiyo how can like tt?!!! the bus leave there at around 11am... i decided to alight at habourfront instead of school... zhi jie take the nel home... easiler... when i reach home, no one at home... so quiet... boring!!! well went straight to sleep... woke up ard 7pm... juz in time for my dinner... then use the com until 12 to 1 plus...
sat a.k.a today - went back to school again.. this time for decorating the multimedia noticeboard... quite enjoyable... but while packing up tt time, my whole body suddenly went numb!!! maybe becoz i too hungry bah... did nt have a bite since 1am last nite...well managed to pack up everything n leave... cooped back a few dozens of dv tapes n firewires... drop by rm to get dvd-rs and went to alvin's hse to get the dv recorder... planning to edit some video clips today aiya no mood la...
juz now talk to my veru first crush... y2.. i had a crush on her in pri 4..tt time our form teacher say she too noisy, so shift her to the front with mi... we always talk one loh... tt time i still innocent so i thot it is like a very special friend... but actually is a crush la... i rmb tt time we even attempted to cheat in a science test... ended up got 0 for it... haiz regret regret.. aiya past le.. dun bring up old waters... haha these memories are really very valueable...
yesterday i smsed her 2 times!!! u noe!!! 2 times!!! n she replied mi onli this morning... haiz wat is this man... i really cannot stand it anymore... yes i maybe impatient with her or wat... but i can;t help it... i wan to let her go but it is hard... u noe it is hard... i already tried my best to make her happy but i failed... tt is y letting her go is the onli way.....
Sunday, October 10, 2004
today is my turn to lead.. so nervous... my hands shaking the whole time... haha but its over le.... sang you're my all in all , shout to the lord and above all.. thnks to abby n alan for playing the music :)... today we continue with last week's book... the book of colossians... learn quite alot of stuff esp this verse
Col 2 : 28-29 KJV... "Him we preach, warning every man and reaching every man in all wisdom, that we may present every man perfect in Christ Jesus. To this end I also labor, striving accordingto His Working which works in me mightily."
this is a letter from Paul...
haiz sian man still got 3 more papers.. and the exam period is going to be gone... i miss the exams!!!! ok let mi make this clear, i m not crazy except that i miss the challenge during examinations where u crack ur brains over sums set by ppl of 'high' iq.. who proclaim it as easy... sometimes after u solve these 'easy' have a sense of satisfation one... so i like tt feeling... i always have tt feeling anywaz..while for others, hard to say....
haiz i did nt talk to her as in verbally for around 1 mth or so le.. we did sms but usually a few onli like 2 to 3.. usually these smses are without any emotion or feeling one.. the tone is so dead.. haiz.. heard from wen di, shes stressed out... haiz i dunno told her how many times le dun stress herself too much... see la... dun listen to my advise... haiz wat to do? i m not even her stead... i have no rite to say her or force her to listen to me..
Saturday, October 09, 2004
a neoprint i took with the nai jia after the extravaganza
