just you* and me (:

Monday, April 25, 2005
`broke

it's the end of the story.
sighs.
wells,nth much i can do.
sighs.
MISS YOU.

yours truly`
Anonymous
9:08 PM

Saturday, April 23, 2005
`life.

whats with life nowadays?
i just wonder wtf is going on.
i seriously think there's a big communitcation breakdown between all the human beings.
sheesh.

IS STARING THAT INTERSTING?
what the fcuk she wants, and i seriously want to know what the hell is wrong with her.
like MISS i never offended you in ANY SENSE
why would i even bother to find trouble with you?
come on, your looks simply turns me off.
i dont have good impression about you neither do you have good impression about me
but it doesnt gives you THE RIGHT to show me attitude.
i may just seems to be a lil' boy to you,
but just dont take me for granted that i will not take any actions against you.
if you ever dare to fcuking touch MY GRRLFRIEND thats the end of the story.
i will not hesitate to look for you, just wait and see(:
to you, finding trouble is very fun yeah?
just let me tell you once and for all.
it will never be fun to find trouble with me (:

yours truly`
Anonymous
2:02 PM

`towning

after 1month 3weeks and 4days.
we are finally towning again.
darls is having tution now.
im suppose to wait for her to end at 2.3o rush to town afterwards for the 3.1o show.
just wonder is it the updates on Cathy Website is having problems or is it just me.

this month is quite a boring month in some sense.
no holis and fcuking stuffs all happening.
wonder what the fcuk is going on.

having NDP DINNER with all my wonderful ones later at night.
well just wish the next time round we having dinner will be some
HIGH-CLASS CAFE or something like that.
im a lil over-wearing today.
oh wells,
i cant think of what to wear.
THEREFORE.
i shall stick to what aint appropiate for the dinner.
LOLS.

skipped gb yst.
was ill and dont feel like attending school and yeah.
no mc no nth.
practically, im not going to get my service award this year.
and is expected.
sighhs.
wtvr la.
not gonna let it spoil my day.

am so bored please.
WHEN WILL 2.3o ever come.
KABOOOM KAPOOF.
im BORED.
laalalalalals.

yours truly`
Anonymous
1:44 PM

Wednesday, April 20, 2005
`being ill

had fever in the morning.
was coughing badly.
slept for 2hours, 4periods of class.
somehow missed social studies class.
dont want to go school tmr thou.
a lil bored out by all the exams stuffs.
sighs.
am just so bored in class nowadays.
being unable to msg darls,
sighhs.
i dont know whats going on but all i know is,
life aint going on well.
sighs.
i miss you terribly somehow.
ilu*

yours truly`
Anonymous
2:46 PM

Tuesday, April 19, 2005
`studies.

was suppose to come here at TP lib to study today.
SOMEONE dont want to study in this small lil Digital library cubical.
SHE IS VERY lazy in some sense.
-raise brow.
SHE just POINTED her finger at me telling me,
"I WANT TO STUDY OKAYY!"
she is flaring up anyway.
hahs.
shall not blog futher about her before she screams at me and slice me into HAM SLICES?
wells.
i love you even thou you are holding the bottle against my ear which is so damm bloody cold.
ILU* (:

yours truly`
Anonymous
3:17 PM

Sunday, April 17, 2005
`unchangeable changes

tears flowed like a fountain,
blood flowed as quickly as a flowing tap,
punches blowed as hard as it could be delivered.

all these could never be compared with the hurt,
that was cause INSIDE the one.

it was a HARSH decision that hurted one so much.
one's greatest fear arise, the fear of the one.
with just a sentence, "...will just end with a full-stop, forget everything"
this sentence has brought her greatest fear to one.

tears flowing,
wound bleeding,
punches delivered,
and the little fragile heart, broken into pieces.

one tried to persuade,
one tried to beg,
one tried to sought help.
one was all left all alone in the lonely night, crying, all alone.

tears just seems to talk on the phone,
it moved one,
tears soften the heart,
it just seems to cry out.
"...it hurts, the pain i'm going through, all for you.You're the only one I love, no one else."
the full-stop floated away with the tears.
wanting the one back badly,
placing one's pride behind,
begged to have the one back.

the hurt that one have gone through in the heart,
can never be expressed phsycially.
Hence, all will never know, how much it have hurted.
just letting it to heal now,
even though there is just one scar that's existing.
needing to know this is just enough;
Sorry for the hurt, never will thou leave ever again.

I'm really sorry for what have happened.
the tears that was shed,
the blood that was gushing out,
the punches that was delievered;
I will never want that to happen again.
I know the pain in the heart can not be healed totally.
All I want you to know,
I'll never want to leave you behind all alone;
AGAIN.
It will never happen.
ilu*

yours truly`
Anonymous
7:52 PM

Friday, April 15, 2005
`6years.

all the services all these years,
all gone with just only one sentence.

slogged like a cow, went off with the wind.
never fail to beg when help is needed,
never fail to chuck aside when everything is neatly done.

it never fail to arise whenever things are to be done.
it's just a game that only gives only one understanding;
Once Bitten, Twice Shy.

all these has just cause me to be so ashamed of what my company is right now,
all in chaos.
hypocrites are seen, liars are seen, double-faced people existing and more.
somehow i just wonder whether this company is in good condition to function well.

this has just turn out to be a point of Emotional Breakdown for me once again.
it never fail to come to me whenever it's about GB.

wells,
it's just them
i'm not gg to learn to love them for who they are, for they dont deserve my love.
(:

yours truly`
Anonymous
11:20 PM

Thursday, April 14, 2005
`Exams

soon mid-year are coming.
in like weeks time.
it's just seems like in a wink of eye everything is just gone like that.
schooling life just seems so carefree.
ever so relaxing.
just a lil more boring when K.Singh comes into the class and nag.

my silly lil grrlfriend is suffering so much now.
sighs.
nothing much i can do?
weak stomach.

yours truly`
`van
6:12 PM