Hmm, why do I feel that I am surrounded by non-Science people (i.e. Arts, Business). The close friends (not many to start with and maybe not extremely close to start with) are not doing Science. Sometimes I feel like I'm living in my own world while they are living in their integrated and interconnected world. Well some people says it's good to be different, but it doesn't seem to be so in my case. And sometimes I even begin to doubt if I am doing the right course. But then again, I am doing fairly well in my studies and it's interesting! To me. I always can't help but think how amazing God is to figure out all the nitty gritty details of our body. Without a certain molecule, our body can just go haywire and dysfunction. It also amazes me how lucky I am to be where I am now, normal and healthy. It's like everything and anything can just go wrong and your life would be entirely different. Anyways, back to my point, I really wonder where do I belong. Can someone give me an answer? Or maybe just a hint.

I always wonder who will understand, and then, so what if you do? You can't provide me with solutions.

Gosh, i think Science has driven me to be so solution based. Always wanting an answer.

Feels alone.

Ten reasons why i want to go back to London right now

Ten reasons why i want to go back to London right now:
1. Singapore is so super hot.
2. I don't get pimples in London.
3. I can do my own things in peace, whenever i want, at my own pace.
4. My floormates cook nice food.
5. It's nicer to be alone there. (coz you somehow expected it)
6. I am not ordered around/nagged at/expected to do anything.
7. I don't see any difference between me being in Singapore now and in London.
8. Education there is less competitive and stressful. ( i got As for all my core mods!)
9. I have my own room and i can decorate it anyway i want. (it's not messy to start with and it doesn't get dusty or dirty easily)
10. I can start everything anew and make sure everything's that wrong right now would be made right.

limingsan, ganbattene!
one week and 2 days to go!
i'm really very very tired of studying.

わたしはちょっとへんと思う。最近私はわたしをだんだんわからない。ときどきさびしいと思う。もうしけんがある。よくべんきょしなくちゃ。リミン、がんばってください！どくりつにならたい！勉強はとてもおもしろい。でも、しかたがない。残念ですね！