Currently location: Bangkok The Twin Towers Hotel
Time check: 8.07am (bangkok's time)

firstly... ah~~ even bangkok's computer is much better than mine~~ I can download the post entry page from blogger but not from my home!! ah~~ haha. sick manz. but anyway.. definitely did not just pay to use their com so can blog lahz.. not so stupid..haha but.. NUS started their bidding thingy.. no choice.. gotta check if i've got my modules or not.. if not.. next sem would be super slack again.. after checking... haha. i'm going to start my next semester with 6 modules.. i hope can do well for all.. hopeful the "stress" method works for germaine. lol.

Bangkok is like a shopping and eating paradise.. everywhere is food.. everywhere is clothes.. shoes... bags... jeans.. accessories! wah! haha. their favourite price is like 199B.. which convert to be like 8 bucks in s'pore.. haha. quite cool right.. but will usually ask for lower price. haha! anyway thinking what to get for my dearest bbrs.. haha. sms me what u want ba..*something with reasonable price lahz.. :p.. anyway sms is free.. haha!lolx.

okok.. that's all.. enjoy your school reopen kids.. :ppp

hohoho.
woah~ finally i've got the time and computer to blog those happenings in my life! heh heh! my com is still unable to load the "post entry" page.. so i can't blog anything.. but I was pretty busy recently.. from last thurs to sat I had a kids camp to go for.. which most of the youths do have as well.. yeah! learnt a very cool cheer from GINA! GINA ROCKS. haha. then went for quite a few bowling session already.. COOL! my mum gotten me a super nice bowling ball which is orangy red.. and it comes in a package with a pair of bowling shoes and bag! COOL yea~? and that's my christmas prezzie.. hee. really very blessed!

yday some of us went East Coast for some beach air.. so.. huiyu,Teresa and I met at Cherry Hill bus stop and headed to East Coast block 57 bus stop to meet Suzanne, (sorry suz, we were late!)and while telling shaun the bus stop to alight, we met Joel.. lolz. and 5 of us walked to East Coast Mac to have our MAC breakfast! ;D then... Gina came...... then shaun.... (finally after 1hour or so.. and he told us that he bypassed 40 bus stops!! lol) and.. finally Joanne. For edwin and clement who said they were coming.. we din got to see them at all, and after calling them.. they were slping.. together. -_-''' LOLX.

so here's a few pix to enjoy.. :)

Arrggh. Can't study~~
My mood is like super down... no motivation.. no energy.
Think i've over use.. lolx.

Yday's paper was a killer for me. I din do well. about 5 questions blank, and near half I wrote rubbish. super jialat. Honestly, I din study hard enough for this paper.. plus it was my dad's bday celebration the night before.. so like.. gotta go home early etc. ok.. shan't blame anything.. but myself. super low morale..

i'm going out with deb and yu to PS.. let me relieve some stress ba..

I've embarked on my exam week!!!
yeahyeah. Quite surprising... the paper was easy!
yupzyupz.. or rather should i say... I have peace in my heart to do my paper.
In fact, I was pretty scared i'll be distracted in the midst of my paper.. and started thinking etc, however, it was really peaceful and smooth,
Because I sincerely prayed to the God Almighty up there. :)

Thank you Father.. You gave me peace. :)

Mugging again.. 3 more papers to go! :D

i'm getting really tired after so many days of mugging.
but i'm glad it's fruitful and good..yea.
when we are tired, we'll go into the band room with weifeng's permission to play piano, and drums at low volume. lolx.haha.

not just tired with studying, but tired with that not-worth treasuring incident. Just tired.. been going home late to avoid all conversation with my mum. lots of my own reasons. :X

tml's first paper.. a little scared! but I can do it!!! I'll try k! :) jiayou!!

Lunch with weijie, all the way from Auzzie... yeahyeah. see you laopa later! :)

Have u ever intend to play a game,
and without even started playing it,
you discovered that you have lost the game?
I'm feeling this way.
Defeated.

I always stand strong, telling myself that no matter how hard the situation is, even when things are on the negative forces towards me, I shall not surrender and cry.

But this time round, I got upset and cried.

It's probably the first and the last time.

Where's our agreement of being as per normal? you did not keep it.

hohoho... i survived! i'm the only survivor!! lol. everyone's down.. huiyu and jz started having their breaqkfast since 4plus. gina got just knocked out. lolx. yes.. any award for being the only survivor?? lolx.

I see my bed~~~~ (dreaming huh)

hee.. my dad just called me.. he's coming to fetch me.. wooaahh. cool! no need to wait for first bus!! heeeeee. :)

i really see my bed..... zzzz :p

barely awake~~

home is making me breathless. I felt like a chess seed, everyone wants to control the direction of the seed and making themselves part of the chess game. is it needed? concern I know.. but I prefer them just MYOB (mind your own business)?

Am i leading you on or you too leading me on? seriously, I dunno what's up. your normal doing or it's my wrong interpretation? is it just your simple nice intention. I dun like to be lead on yet ppl view me as I leading ppl on. Disappointed. Upset. Very distracted.. Why din things happen normally? why must ppl interfere and make things complicated? what's up? human nature? hello~~MYOB.

studying at Kovan Mac with Gina, Yu, and Jingzhi. Planned to study till next day morning 6am. I can do it. trying not to think anything else, but study.. you can say i'm escaping from home, escaping from all weird looking eyes and sudden conversations which hurts me right into my heart. hello~~ telling me not to be distracted, yet telling me all sort of nonsensical stuff. it's enough..

okok.. study study now.. anyway welcome back Joel and Weijie Lao pa..
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Jingzhi (who is sitting just right in front of me) :)

MUG MUG!!

Finally I managed to post some stuff up.. think my com got some problem.. after changing my blogger account to beta, it got slowed down, and I just can't post anything up! pissed. Now in school..

Think I've been playing alot.. went bowling for the almost everyday since i'm back from genting and KL Think it's a trend in my family. haha. so kinda got a hang of it.. but defintely there is still room for more improvement. yupz. this week is going to be my mugging week.. no more meeting up with friends, unless for studying, no more bowling, no more supper..... no more no more! lol.

sometimes just wonder if things should happen this way. a little upset.. dissapointed in fact.. not abt the situation, but of the response.. nvm, it's hard to explain... maybe when i have the mood i'll blog it down.. wait till there's time then..

arrggh. dun get distracted! :X

Reflection.
Who's this gal I see?
She's a stranger.
She doesn't look like this previously.
Where is that gal who held strong in many situations?
Where is that gal who had so much dreams
& visions of her life?
That beautiful image has been blurred,
she's vanishing.
No, don't let that gal vanish.
Pondered, yet there are so many "forget it" to those that
she tot she can depend on.

Ministry - Forget it.
Mentor-Forget it.
Core-Forget it.

Why did she enter to see these?
Depend on these stumbling blocks?
Useless. Forget it.

Let her walk out of her past.

Perhaps, hope is lost in seeing that image back again, or maybe u are right to say that there wasn't any hope pinned at all right from the start.

I've just added a flash slideshow..
just simply click "profile" and u'll see it.. hee.
More likely the BBRS will enJOy it..
cos it contains our memories... :)