I just sent him to the airport at around 5, where he's going back to his usual working days in KL... Tried so hard not to cry but I still did... I'm sorry, I didn't mean to... You know I'm a crybaby... It ain't your fault either, because I'm just weak.... Like every other girl, I'm made out of water droplets...
It all started on a lazy Friday, and I woke up late as usual. I got an sms from honey as usual, and I thought he's late to work again. I even gave myself a mental note 'Set alarm at 9.45am every working day to wake him up'. Well, in a blurry mode, I switched on the computer, went to brush my teeth, sms honey, change my clothes and I got an mms.
"... Isn't this the Taman Joo Hwa sign?"
Honey, where did you get that? ... I freaked out mentally... Erm, if I have a picture of my face that time, I probably looked like I've seen a ghost float by in front of me. And the next mms freaked me out practically.
"ISN'T THIS MY HOUSE!?!?!?!?"
Something smells really fishy that moment and I took a peek through the bathroom window. There's that familiar back view of a very familiar person, wearing green button up shirt, jeans and holding the handle of a black-colored luggage, trying to hide himself by my neighbor's gate pillar. I couldn't believe what I saw... I couldn't believe this was reality back then. And I rushed down to open the door...
That's right, he gave me a big surprise that I lost my soul. XD He was standing right in front of me, in person. It wasn't a dream (Heck, I dreamed about us the morning before this). I had a hard time convincing myself. How should I describe myself? Like a child who's fallen into Candyland? XD I could've glomped him on the spot if the ground wasn't cement...
We spent one afternoon walking around in town area for his work, went a little shopping in the evening and then watch him play MGS2 at night. I couldn't sleep that night, probably because I'm too happy then. The next day, we stayed at home as I watched him play MGS2. Told ya, it's better to watch him play that game instead of playing it myself. It's too complicated for me. Then at night, we watched Ip Man 1 and 2 and went to sleep.
Today, we spent time with each other for a while, had lunch late afternoon and then sent him to the airport.
感觉真的很幸福很幸福,好像在发美梦。
这三天根本难以相信这些都是事实。
可是你跟我说 “傻瓜,你还以为你在发梦吗?”
原来事实也可以是美丽的。
这三天是我在修养的4个月里最开心的3天。
谢谢你为我做的一切
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