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happy birthday! :D

to me! :D

HAHAHAH {:

thank you for all your nice little sms-es! at 12 midnight, i couldnt stop smiling like some happy idiot (: hahah this year's birthday's abit drab, im all alone at home now - -" but still, thank you thank you and thank you {: dont rack your brains to think of what to get! i've already gotten all your gifts and it's already more than enough :D

hoorah! (:

and i know there's one little soul in china celebrating too, thank you! you know who you are ;D

on a sidenote, i had horrible dream - -"

it must be because of the phone call from you know who you are, was laughing and laughing and laughing and laughing. you know my mom always tells me that if you laugh too much before you sleep, you'll get nightmares. 

i dreamt that there was some terrorist/robber/whatever lah, and he was planning to attack, then i overheard his telephone conversation and confronted him. then he took out his knife and held me as hostage! ohmygoose, eh but but you know what? i remember there was this charming guy in my dream ohmygoose! dont know lah, but there was this super handsome person, was he a policeman? aiyah zong zhi at the end of my dream i died as a heroine. :D (albeit in a pool of blood and whatnot O: ) i think i was in the charming guy's arms. *swoons*

WHOO~ :D

eh i wanna die as a heroine in real life too! like someone who will appear in the newspapers and have the entire nation mourning for (: wow, that'll be awesomely cool :D

hahaha actually im not really fifteen yet, considering i was born at 10:51pm. [:

you know, my mom was admitted to hospital on friday afternoon for contractions, but i was delivered only on sunday night? HAHAHAH im the best. and i entered this world by caesarian(sp?!) my mom's a hero. ohman can you imagine being in labour for 3 days? O: goose! 

i wish we could all stop growing up for a bit (:

eeeks can you imagine being an adult?! O: 

(i think i'll burst out laughing when i read this entry ten years down the road.)

okay that's about it for now :D

the end.

:D

've been having alot of internal wars lately.
internal as in, within me.
not the devil angel kind, but alot of contradicting thoughts.

ohman this sucks.

we shouldnt think too much, it makes life too complicated. it's easier to accept things the way they are. (and try to change some stuff?) (but sometimes it doesnt work.)

never mind. (:

i do not want to study. :D

haha! aiyah.

tag replies:
sarah- you're in the "We are Old and Deaf Club"! HAHAHAH! [x

lover- C-H-E-A-T-E-R! we compete again muhahahah i sure win one lah, cheater.

yanquan- i know ;D

wenny <3333333333333- save the best for the last :D i miss you too! but it's okay, absence makes the heart grow fonder! :D ya alright over there? (: sorry i wasnt online yesterday (: im so happy you can still visit blogs and go online! hooray for the power of technology!!! LA paper tmrw, not really bothered :D haha! i love you! (ps, surprise for you when you come back ;))


i love this photo! it's so jing dian!!!

eh do juniors read my blog? hahahha just wondering. hello junior! if you're reading this, leave a tag okay! :D whoo~ (besides you, gladys.)

my maximum hearing range is 19,600Hz whoo ohman i rock! :D

best hearing in class haha! [:

(the max a human can go is 22,000Hz :))

yesterday was a happy day (:

sorry rachel, im still working on the proposal! ohman i suck ):

just contradicted myself ._.

okay byebye {:

c.o.u.n.t.d.o.w.n.

count your little blessings!

i love the people in my life. (:

on another note, math retest was great today. if there arent mistakes or calculation errors, should be able to do quite well. really really wna do well.

and injection was ahrahgah but ohwell thank God it's over (:

life is a funny thang.

xiaoen, breathe.

ps- im okay, dont worry too much {: teenage angst!

i am upset with - 

):

very very.

urgh!

"think of Me"

actually... there are still alot more in life that we havent seen or experienced ourselves, but this doesnt mean they are non-existent.

i want to stop and ponder about life. 

but for now, time permits me to.

things are piling in fast and furious, i choose to believe in 'slow and steady wins the race'. (:

thank God for friends, family and the little happy things that come by now and then. we need to learn how not to take them for granted (: 

've been thinking a bit about how ugly the world is actually. this very world we live in. sigh ): sometimes, the Lord gets blurred out and twisted and tattered by all these hoohahs in our world, it's quite scary. it's difficult to fix your eyes on the final line, many people live for the present. 

life is alot about letting go of things, and letting go of yourself to be able to accept certain stuff and people. i think putting ourselves in others' shoes is really important. our world would be a much better place if everyone can wear everyone else's shoes. (: pardon the wierd expression. sometimes it's quite life-shortening to think about people/stuff that you dont like. but then if you really just do nothing but open up all the doors of your brain and your heart to think about them, sometimes you'd wonder what would happen if you were involved/you were the person too. we need empathy in our lives.

letting go, letting go, letting go...

let go.

but it's quite hard to, isnt it. especially when people hurt you so badly, and you seem to be the only one in pain. 

El Shaddai, El Shaddai, 
El-Elyon na Adonia, 
Age to age You're still the same, 
By the power of the name. 
El Shaddai, El Shaddai, 
Erkamka na Adonai, 
We will praise and lift You high, 
El Shaddai.

but you dont bear the pain alone.

Jesus' is whispering softly and tenderly, "think of Me."

think of Him.

i hate viruses ):

COMPUTER VIRUSES ARE BECOMING CLEVERER AND CLEVERER EACH DAY.
I DONT LIKE YOU STUPID VIRUSES/MEAN PEOPLE WHO CREATE VIRUSES!
PFFT! ):

computer dont die please? i love you very very much please dont die ):
i want to cry already lah ):

on another note, friday with sandy and sharlene was really fruitful (: hooray for eoy study partner :D and hooray for wonderful conversation at long john's (: even though shar was absolutely -.-ed by us. i dont mind moving house to toa payoh actually, to think about it (: important point to declare is that sandy and i now have O: hair and i really cant imagine going to school on monday. ohman we dont want to be lians ): eh wear wig lah! i insist i like your hair more! :D woots next time go cut with sharlene :D hahahah cant wait! {:

oh yes and i remember what i wanted to say. it's super important okay da jia men. i was so disappointed when i was looking for connie talbot's album in toa payoh central popular lah! ): how can they put her in the children's section!!! !!! !!! it's an insult to connie ): roar connie talbot (: <3

sidenote- yay we're all now certified first aiders!! (yours truly included) so dont worry about fainting/choking/heart attacks my friends! xiaoen will surely save you, fang xin ba! :D hereby declare that batchmates are pigs O: hahahah aurelia has seen the unglamorous/horrifying/crazy side of her wonderful sec 3 seniors ohman O: aurelia's muscles are so cool! you can totally see the lines lah O:

okay the virus is getting on my nerves. urgh the pop-ups!!! computer experts out there, anyone? ):

Happy Birthday, Ariel Guo!

Happy Birthday

to the most special friend in my life (:

Typed a paragraph of words, ended up deleting everything away;

No words can describe how precious our friendship is to me.

Just want to let you know,

Blessed Birthday,

I truly thank God for you. <3

Big big hug, Ariel Guo Yan Yi!