1. i used up 9 packets (or more) of tissue today, blowing my nose.
2. my nose hurts like crap, cos i blew it too much.
3. my tailbone hurts too, from sneezing too much. (dont ask me why, i have no idea too D<)
4. i think i've sneezed at least 50 times in the past 16 hours.
5. if i was being assessed during chem SPA today, im quite confident of failing. :D
6. i spent $10.00 (or more) on food.
- prawn noodle
- vegetable rice
- egg tart
- barley drink
- sausage (CHEAT MY MONEY. ONE COLD FRIED CHICKEN FRANK COST 50CENTS D:)
- tuna sandwich
- milk
WHERE DID THE REST OF MY MONEY GO TO! D<
angry. ):
7. i dont feel like going to school tmrw, but my motivation is the chem car judging. praying really hard we'll make it perfect! :D spent so much effort on it (: will be disappointed if we dont get in, but yeahh :D it wont be worth crying about too, anyways, to think of it.
8. fellowship was refreshing today :D thank God!
9. cleaning the netball court was fun! hopefully it'll stay clean :D and people will learn to clean up after their own mess and not leave it to others!
10. cherynn and i will most probably make a large advertising poster to carry around during csm to help yen my find a potential husband. many men will surely flock to her cos she has endless qualities of an endearing wife.
11. i dont feel like posting photos.
12. this post ends here.
13. i think i'll wake up without my nose tomorrow. ): and sneeze my brain away ): ):
14. we are doing comprehension during chinese lesson tmrw. i dont want ): chinese lessons were just beginning to get fun. (this is a little whine-y ._.)
15. i hope the subjects arent too dry tmrw! :D
16. note to self- stop being so lethargic and stupid (: count your teeny happy things and find strength to ka-bish the big things! :D GOD LOVES ME! :D (AND YOU.) :D
17. hooray for happy smileys!
18. this post really ends here.
19. SANDY OWES ME A LETTER. (i think you'll see this.)
20. twenty is quite a nice number.
the end.
Monday, April 28, 2008
Sunday, April 27, 2008
extremely jumbled thoughts now, pardon me if the following sounds incoherent.
yd and message today was about personal motives for following Christ.
sometime during this week we discussed if we'd ever question our religion/beliefs.
read the book 'growing up Christian' about the dangers of being a 'church kid'.
talked about the concept of Evolution.
we'll be doing the topic of 'Science and God' for yd. of how 'Science can only exist without God' or how 'Science and God can exist together'.
just finished analysing the conflict of Catholics and Protestants in Northern Ireland.
i was pondering about why and how these two groups could be segregated so badly due to their religion, yet let their human nature overtake them when the conflict arises.
presented the poem 'centre of the universe' by paul durcan during language arts, 've been thinking quite a bit.
i was questioning myself if it was true that i was like the personna in the poem, but figured out the answer afterwards. im thankful for the gift to be able to listen and share, (and prayfully it will be put to good use!) i was feeling kindof funny, cos i realised im really not a person who is really frank with my feelings and opinions, as in, i'd rather keep them to myself. troubles will be suppressed and stored until they roll down as tears after too much is accumulated, which is often silent and wordless too, haha! but then again, i dont feel depressed or emotional deep inside me. (i mean it, honestly!)
figured out that i always had a listening ear beside me! ranting, giving thanks, sharing, crying, smiling, asking, talking to God! (: thank You for being my best friend, for always being there, at every single place and moment :D
shall try to pen down a short 3min testimonial, as challenged by pastor david. will post it when it's more complete.
hahah okay dont feel like posting anymoore! mm, abit incoherent but yeah :D
random ramblings:
- i got my first sunburn in my life! went to school for chem-car, experimented under the sun from around 9-4, i think. came home and discovered a sock line (which looks so funny) and red arms and legs! :D talk about skin cancer O:
- i just poured boiling water over my left hand while transferring water from the kettle to the thermo flask ._.
- there's combined sports meet this week! :D
- my hair is long! ):
ah okay that's it, i shall sleep at a normal time tonight! it's 11:06pm already [;
aah and i digressed and it's now 12:06am ._.
hokay morning! night :D
yd and message today was about personal motives for following Christ.
sometime during this week we discussed if we'd ever question our religion/beliefs.
read the book 'growing up Christian' about the dangers of being a 'church kid'.
talked about the concept of Evolution.
we'll be doing the topic of 'Science and God' for yd. of how 'Science can only exist without God' or how 'Science and God can exist together'.
just finished analysing the conflict of Catholics and Protestants in Northern Ireland.
i was pondering about why and how these two groups could be segregated so badly due to their religion, yet let their human nature overtake them when the conflict arises.
presented the poem 'centre of the universe' by paul durcan during language arts, 've been thinking quite a bit.
i was questioning myself if it was true that i was like the personna in the poem, but figured out the answer afterwards. im thankful for the gift to be able to listen and share, (and prayfully it will be put to good use!) i was feeling kindof funny, cos i realised im really not a person who is really frank with my feelings and opinions, as in, i'd rather keep them to myself. troubles will be suppressed and stored until they roll down as tears after too much is accumulated, which is often silent and wordless too, haha! but then again, i dont feel depressed or emotional deep inside me. (i mean it, honestly!)
figured out that i always had a listening ear beside me! ranting, giving thanks, sharing, crying, smiling, asking, talking to God! (: thank You for being my best friend, for always being there, at every single place and moment :D
shall try to pen down a short 3min testimonial, as challenged by pastor david. will post it when it's more complete.
hahah okay dont feel like posting anymoore! mm, abit incoherent but yeah :D
random ramblings:
- i got my first sunburn in my life! went to school for chem-car, experimented under the sun from around 9-4, i think. came home and discovered a sock line (which looks so funny) and red arms and legs! :D talk about skin cancer O:
- i just poured boiling water over my left hand while transferring water from the kettle to the thermo flask ._.
- there's combined sports meet this week! :D
- my hair is long! ):
ah okay that's it, i shall sleep at a normal time tonight! it's 11:06pm already [;
aah and i digressed and it's now 12:06am ._.
hokay morning! night :D
Saturday, April 26, 2008
Sunday, April 20, 2008
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
:D
If I promise you that, will you promise me you wont deprive yourself of your sleep? :)
Time management man! Haha, okay mine sucks even more but ohwells xD Haha, I dont sleep like once I reach home then wake up at some weird time and start doing homework until 3 or 4 or 5 in the morning then sleep awhile and wake up again to prepare to go to school - -" Heh.
Oh, justa-lie says thank you to Lee Xiao En for putting such a meaningful post on her, and motivating her owner :)
(sunbeamm, quick say thank you to Gladys Koh for keeping you alive! Hurry up! >/ xD)
Mm, jiayou for 2.4km tmr jiejie! Meimei hui yong yuan zhi chi ni de! Whoo, xiang qi wo jiu xing le! Haha :D
Yay I love you <3
Mm, okay I shall continue doing my work heh! :D Byeee!
Time management man! Haha, okay mine sucks even more but ohwells xD Haha, I dont sleep like once I reach home then wake up at some weird time and start doing homework until 3 or 4 or 5 in the morning then sleep awhile and wake up again to prepare to go to school - -" Heh.
Oh, justa-lie says thank you to Lee Xiao En for putting such a meaningful post on her, and motivating her owner :)
(sunbeamm, quick say thank you to Gladys Koh for keeping you alive! Hurry up! >/ xD)
Mm, jiayou for 2.4km tmr jiejie! Meimei hui yong yuan zhi chi ni de! Whoo, xiang qi wo jiu xing le! Haha :D
Yay I love you <3
Mm, okay I shall continue doing my work heh! :D Byeee!
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
post reply :D
shucks this is so stoopid, cos i just posted 5 minutes ago. but this is a matter of grave importance :D
an excerpt from miss tyq's blog:
RECESS
so like was doing maths with xiaoen. then we went down to eat together. and met qingying and chreynn. i think it's always nice to eat with ppl, in the canteen. cos usu. (i took 10 seconds before i figured out what usu. meant ._.) you will just be like finish work. okay, go down and buy food. then you feel very alone cos you have nowhere to eat.
like everytime when xiaoen spends her time with me like that, i will feel quite bad. i dunno why. (i dont know why too O: ) like you can feel that 20% of the reason of why she is being with you is basically because she wanted to accompany you or something. but she will just be like, i need to do maths and eat too mah, so will do together lorh. (alamak! but really whattttt!!)
but she is a nice person. cos somehow, it's always better with her around. (thank you :D) dunno. but u feel quite bad cos it's like... growing dependence on her presence. (was abit shocked when i read this) cos when she is around, your mood just feel better. and if she's not... you just stone down there... like... that's quite relying on her to make yourself feel happy right. so it's quite bad. (happiness bubbles from your own heart!)
and you feel quite bad, cos like... she got the capability (gift) to talk to everyone and make everyone better bah. but she will just spend the time with me. (cos i love you what!) like she can go chat-chat with her one thousand friends or something. (i wish i had one thousand friends, but i dont O: ) like, you feel somewhat selfish for having xiaoen for yourself for the whole recess. (aaaaaahhhh nooooo O: ) i dunno. makes her sound like an object, hmph. (she's a human body with flesh, heart, soul and feelings also :D)
it's just that she is a very nice person. (thank you again :)) and sometimes you wonder if you are worthy enough to deserve her friendship. (O: O: O: this is totally ridiculous, my friend. stop entertaining such nonsensical thoughts) i think it puts a lot of stress on her, saying that she got the capability to make everyone happy. so perhaps the whole class is like there, and she has the capability to talk to everyone and make them smile.
ahhh. i think i am going insane. (i agree partially. cos you're already pretty insane O: but yeahh, two insane nutheads just seem to be able to click well with each other :D) i shall stop. (my maths ws is still got that bit of blank. how leh, xiaoen, how?) (unfortunately, you've asked the wrong person. my maths worksheet is very sad ._.)
THE END :D
an excerpt from miss tyq's blog:
RECESS
so like was doing maths with xiaoen. then we went down to eat together. and met qingying and chreynn. i think it's always nice to eat with ppl, in the canteen. cos usu. (i took 10 seconds before i figured out what usu. meant ._.) you will just be like finish work. okay, go down and buy food. then you feel very alone cos you have nowhere to eat.
like everytime when xiaoen spends her time with me like that, i will feel quite bad. i dunno why. (i dont know why too O: ) like you can feel that 20% of the reason of why she is being with you is basically because she wanted to accompany you or something. but she will just be like, i need to do maths and eat too mah, so will do together lorh. (alamak! but really whattttt!!)
but she is a nice person. cos somehow, it's always better with her around. (thank you :D) dunno. but u feel quite bad cos it's like... growing dependence on her presence. (was abit shocked when i read this) cos when she is around, your mood just feel better. and if she's not... you just stone down there... like... that's quite relying on her to make yourself feel happy right. so it's quite bad. (happiness bubbles from your own heart!)
and you feel quite bad, cos like... she got the capability (gift) to talk to everyone and make everyone better bah. but she will just spend the time with me. (cos i love you what!) like she can go chat-chat with her one thousand friends or something. (i wish i had one thousand friends, but i dont O: ) like, you feel somewhat selfish for having xiaoen for yourself for the whole recess. (aaaaaahhhh nooooo O: ) i dunno. makes her sound like an object, hmph. (she's a human body with flesh, heart, soul and feelings also :D)
it's just that she is a very nice person. (thank you again :)) and sometimes you wonder if you are worthy enough to deserve her friendship. (O: O: O: this is totally ridiculous, my friend. stop entertaining such nonsensical thoughts) i think it puts a lot of stress on her, saying that she got the capability to make everyone happy. so perhaps the whole class is like there, and she has the capability to talk to everyone and make them smile.
ahhh. i think i am going insane. (i agree partially. cos you're already pretty insane O: but yeahh, two insane nutheads just seem to be able to click well with each other :D) i shall stop. (my maths ws is still got that bit of blank. how leh, xiaoen, how?) (unfortunately, you've asked the wrong person. my maths worksheet is very sad ._.)
THE END :D
Monday, April 14, 2008
<3
had an eventful time after school today. was supposed to do chem car, but ended up going downstairs to tear down the Tree of Love. then evelyn and i started discussing fund-raising details for grad night. which, was efficient but inefficient. (sorry for pang-sehing, qing, yenmy, caijing, cherynn O: )
hahah shucks it's super unlike me to type out mundane details of the day's events. influenced by yanquan ._. heh but i think it's nice thinking about what happened in the day and reflecting :D what's worth being happy about and what's worth learning from. and it'll be really nice to open up my blog when im mighty eighty years old and recollecting how life was when i was fifteen.
thank you yanquan (: im sorry for making you cry/tear/laugh/go bonkers during our heart to heart talk! [x just wanna let you know that i loved talking to you as much as you loved talking to me! :D i feel a whole mile closer to you (; thank you for being... you. i dont know how to articulate some of my teeny thoughts/feelings, but i just feel that we have so much in common. nobody's perfect, by the way. no matter how perfect some people seem, nobody is. im glad i bring a tinge of colour into your life, but er, just wanna let you know that i do have weaknesses. alot of weaknesses. and i know them very clearly. but hmm, im trying to learn and change. bit by bit. and the most important thing is that im just happy being me. and im happy you're you too! so you should be happy you're you! let's remember to give thanks for the many little blessings in our lives! like friends :D do you remember the question you asked me when evelyn and cheryl were buying their spicy-looking noodles? heh, not sure if you do, but anyways. i thought about it and i disagree with my reply. every friendship is different and unique, it's incomparable. it's just.. so different you know. thank God for every single one of you! and i'll always be a ear, an arm, a shoulder, a lightbulb, a rainbow, a sun, a star, a whatever, for you! <3
thank You God for blessing me with a gift to speak, to listen, to share and to love. may You use me in others' lives to share Your unspeakable love and joy, to let them see, just a teeny bit, how amazing Your love is! thank You that You'll always be there for me, no matter where i am, no matter when it is, no matter how horrible things are.
shall end this post here (: feeling especially energetic and recharged right now, i've no idea why. guess it's more of a mental uplift! waiting for your post :D
some other random stuff;
1. i did maths class discussion ws 8.2 instead of maths ws 8.1, how clever can i get
2. my left jaw hurts like crap. i cant remember if i knocked into anything.
3. im feeling quite dejected about physics
4. it's very difficult to raise $2000
5. the arena (nanyang vs fairfield) was pretty cool
6. my foolscap paper is running out
7. i owe people letters, but i really have no mood/ nothing to write
okay i shall stop at 7! seven is my favourite number :D hahahah it's the SEVENday for netballers tmrw ahahahah!
ohman i just remembered smth, can i add in number 8! ._.
8. i have 2.4km on thursday, and im serious when i say i think im gonna fail ): howwwww.
okay the end :D IH essay! I LOVE IH! LOVE IT! LOVE IT! LOVE IT! :D
oh, but honestly honestly, geography is my current favourite subject! i hope i'll become a teacher who inspires in the future too :D hahah sidenote: jiayou to mummy, who is on the verge of going bonkers with her class of screaming, crazy, lazy kids. plus a slightly sane-er one at home :D
okay really really the end :D AH YES, I SEE YOUR EDITED POST! :D shall go read now (:
good morning, world! :D
hahah shucks it's super unlike me to type out mundane details of the day's events. influenced by yanquan ._. heh but i think it's nice thinking about what happened in the day and reflecting :D what's worth being happy about and what's worth learning from. and it'll be really nice to open up my blog when im mighty eighty years old and recollecting how life was when i was fifteen.
thank you yanquan (: im sorry for making you cry/tear/laugh/go bonkers during our heart to heart talk! [x just wanna let you know that i loved talking to you as much as you loved talking to me! :D i feel a whole mile closer to you (; thank you for being... you. i dont know how to articulate some of my teeny thoughts/feelings, but i just feel that we have so much in common. nobody's perfect, by the way. no matter how perfect some people seem, nobody is. im glad i bring a tinge of colour into your life, but er, just wanna let you know that i do have weaknesses. alot of weaknesses. and i know them very clearly. but hmm, im trying to learn and change. bit by bit. and the most important thing is that im just happy being me. and im happy you're you too! so you should be happy you're you! let's remember to give thanks for the many little blessings in our lives! like friends :D do you remember the question you asked me when evelyn and cheryl were buying their spicy-looking noodles? heh, not sure if you do, but anyways. i thought about it and i disagree with my reply. every friendship is different and unique, it's incomparable. it's just.. so different you know. thank God for every single one of you! and i'll always be a ear, an arm, a shoulder, a lightbulb, a rainbow, a sun, a star, a whatever, for you! <3
thank You God for blessing me with a gift to speak, to listen, to share and to love. may You use me in others' lives to share Your unspeakable love and joy, to let them see, just a teeny bit, how amazing Your love is! thank You that You'll always be there for me, no matter where i am, no matter when it is, no matter how horrible things are.
shall end this post here (: feeling especially energetic and recharged right now, i've no idea why. guess it's more of a mental uplift! waiting for your post :D
some other random stuff;
1. i did maths class discussion ws 8.2 instead of maths ws 8.1, how clever can i get
2. my left jaw hurts like crap. i cant remember if i knocked into anything.
3. im feeling quite dejected about physics
4. it's very difficult to raise $2000
5. the arena (nanyang vs fairfield) was pretty cool
6. my foolscap paper is running out
7. i owe people letters, but i really have no mood/ nothing to write
okay i shall stop at 7! seven is my favourite number :D hahahah it's the SEVENday for netballers tmrw ahahahah!
ohman i just remembered smth, can i add in number 8! ._.
8. i have 2.4km on thursday, and im serious when i say i think im gonna fail ): howwwww.
okay the end :D IH essay! I LOVE IH! LOVE IT! LOVE IT! LOVE IT! :D
oh, but honestly honestly, geography is my current favourite subject! i hope i'll become a teacher who inspires in the future too :D hahah sidenote: jiayou to mummy, who is on the verge of going bonkers with her class of screaming, crazy, lazy kids. plus a slightly sane-er one at home :D
okay really really the end :D AH YES, I SEE YOUR EDITED POST! :D shall go read now (:
good morning, world! :D
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Empower me! :D
stuff for the week:
1. chemistry practical assessment
2. IH essay test
3. napfa 2.4
4. enrolment ceremony
5. rgs campfire
stuff to complete:
1. maths ws 8.1 [tuesday]
2. maths raft assignment
3. maths euler problem 1
4. physics assignment 3.3
5. physics assignment 3.4
6. geog source-based assignment [friday]
stuff at hand:
1. chemistry e-car
2. la sia- send letter to school asap
3. proposals for ltc'08
4. fund-raising proposal for grad nite '08
daily stuff:
1. quiet time
2. some form of exercise
3. maths revision
4. practise piano
5. read chinese
Nobody knows how weak I am,
better than You
Nobody sees all of my needs better than You
And nobody has the power to change me
To what i was born to be
Jesus, be strong in my weakness,
Empower me!
Empower me,
like a rushing river flowing to the sea
Lord,send Your Holy Spirit flowing out through me
Till I'm living as Your child,
Victorious and free
Send the power of Your love,
Empower me
Nobody's eyes see through my soul,
better than Yours
Nobody's love can make me whole
No love but Yours
And nobody has the power
To lift me to reach eternity
Jesus break through all my defences,
Empower me!
1. chemistry practical assessment
2. IH essay test
3. napfa 2.4
4. enrolment ceremony
5. rgs campfire
stuff to complete:
1. maths ws 8.1 [tuesday]
2. maths raft assignment
3. maths euler problem 1
4. physics assignment 3.3
5. physics assignment 3.4
6. geog source-based assignment [friday]
stuff at hand:
1. chemistry e-car
2. la sia- send letter to school asap
3. proposals for ltc'08
4. fund-raising proposal for grad nite '08
daily stuff:
1. quiet time
2. some form of exercise
3. maths revision
4. practise piano
5. read chinese
Nobody knows how weak I am,
better than You
Nobody sees all of my needs better than You
And nobody has the power to change me
To what i was born to be
Jesus, be strong in my weakness,
Empower me!
Empower me,
like a rushing river flowing to the sea
Lord,send Your Holy Spirit flowing out through me
Till I'm living as Your child,
Victorious and free
Send the power of Your love,
Empower me
Nobody's eyes see through my soul,
better than Yours
Nobody's love can make me whole
No love but Yours
And nobody has the power
To lift me to reach eternity
Jesus break through all my defences,
Empower me!
Friday, April 11, 2008
<3
Xiaoen;
Thank you, for everything.
Those words on the bus were, I dont know it made a lot of sense to me after you alighted. I thought over it, like many many times, and I guess I'll just do it. Do my best. But I really hope you wont get disappointed over the result in the end :/ I know I will disappoint you, but yeah. Sorry, in advance.
I really dont know how to, bao da ni lah. Like, the phone call yesterday, the bus ride today. & Many other stuff. I bought you a balloon but it burst :O (But you feel my love right!) Anyway, yeah, you've pulled me through from the darkest storm, well this year, and let me see the rainbow after that :) You went through the night with me, and let me see the first ray of sunshine. Thank you <3
I know just a simple, thank you might not be enough, considering what you did for me. You said thank you to me for pei-ing you to go around collectin donation, haha, I'm like supposed to be the one saying thank you for accompanying me thoroughout lunch, yeah.
So yeah I'm ending here, haha a post for you, on your blog :)
You promised to post on mine okay! I'll hold you to it xD
사랑해요 <3
Thank you, for everything.
Those words on the bus were, I dont know it made a lot of sense to me after you alighted. I thought over it, like many many times, and I guess I'll just do it. Do my best. But I really hope you wont get disappointed over the result in the end :/ I know I will disappoint you, but yeah. Sorry, in advance.
I really dont know how to, bao da ni lah. Like, the phone call yesterday, the bus ride today. & Many other stuff. I bought you a balloon but it burst :O (But you feel my love right!) Anyway, yeah, you've pulled me through from the darkest storm, well this year, and let me see the rainbow after that :) You went through the night with me, and let me see the first ray of sunshine. Thank you <3
I know just a simple, thank you might not be enough, considering what you did for me. You said thank you to me for pei-ing you to go around collectin donation, haha, I'm like supposed to be the one saying thank you for accompanying me thoroughout lunch, yeah.
So yeah I'm ending here, haha a post for you, on your blog :)
You promised to post on mine okay! I'll hold you to it xD
사랑해요 <3
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
Monday, April 07, 2008
Sunday, April 06, 2008
hello.
i was going to post, but i just received sms from evelyn and samantha, about some more kindness week stuff. and there's psl funfair booth proposal yet to be touched.
so there, byebye (:
dear God, please refill my oil tank and fix my headlamps so that i may be recharged and rarring to go in the right direction! beep beep! :D
i need to do something constructive with my life. :D
edit: on a lighter note, marshmallows help to destress! except when you find 2 ants crawling in the pack and you wonder how many you've popped in your mouth unknowingly cos you didnt bother to look O: ants are good for health! (self-comfort.)
i was going to post, but i just received sms from evelyn and samantha, about some more kindness week stuff. and there's psl funfair booth proposal yet to be touched.
so there, byebye (:
dear God, please refill my oil tank and fix my headlamps so that i may be recharged and rarring to go in the right direction! beep beep! :D
i need to do something constructive with my life. :D
edit: on a lighter note, marshmallows help to destress! except when you find 2 ants crawling in the pack and you wonder how many you've popped in your mouth unknowingly cos you didnt bother to look O: ants are good for health! (self-comfort.)
Friday, April 04, 2008
give thanks
thank you God, for sustaining and helping me (:
Give thanks with a grateful heart,
Give thanks to the Holy One,
Give thanks because He's given
Jesus Christ His Son.
And now let the weak say "I am strong."
Let the poor say "I am rich."
Because of what the Lord has done
for us
Give thanks.
Give thanks is the first song im currently learning how to play accompaniment on the piano! haha fyi, im picking up piano again, after 5 years of losing touch. partly because of nyaa, but partly cos i hope to serve in church (hopefully, hopefully)
Lord, help me to manage my time well! and help me stay focused!
i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me :D
is that Your voice i hear, calling in the distance?
or is it just myself, trying to escape from chains?
reveal Yourself to me, Lord. may i be more and more like You each day (:
help me to be a living testimony,
to learn to control my language (as pointed out by siyan) (ie, stop using bad words :/)
that others may see You in me,
that they may one day, be convicted in their hearts,
that You are the One and Only Way (:
i'll be a sunbeam for You! :D
give thanks.
Give thanks with a grateful heart,
Give thanks to the Holy One,
Give thanks because He's given
Jesus Christ His Son.
And now let the weak say "I am strong."
Let the poor say "I am rich."
Because of what the Lord has done
for us
Give thanks.
Give thanks is the first song im currently learning how to play accompaniment on the piano! haha fyi, im picking up piano again, after 5 years of losing touch. partly because of nyaa, but partly cos i hope to serve in church (hopefully, hopefully)
Lord, help me to manage my time well! and help me stay focused!
i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me :D
is that Your voice i hear, calling in the distance?
or is it just myself, trying to escape from chains?
reveal Yourself to me, Lord. may i be more and more like You each day (:
help me to be a living testimony,
to learn to control my language (as pointed out by siyan) (ie, stop using bad words :/)
that others may see You in me,
that they may one day, be convicted in their hearts,
that You are the One and Only Way (:
i'll be a sunbeam for You! :D
give thanks.
Wednesday, April 02, 2008
HAH (:
okay im okay already :D
after reading yanquan's warm, fuzzy post! (:
yay thankyou bear <3
hahaha im amazed with my supersonic mood-swinging system too. just like a baby O: crying one moment, happy the next.
it's a good thing, anyway :D
/edit. omg. this happy post overwrote the one full of tears and emo stuff. hahah who cares to retype since im alot happier already (:
after reading yanquan's warm, fuzzy post! (:
yay thankyou bear <3
hahaha im amazed with my supersonic mood-swinging system too. just like a baby O: crying one moment, happy the next.
it's a good thing, anyway :D
/edit. omg. this happy post overwrote the one full of tears and emo stuff. hahah who cares to retype since im alot happier already (:
i like this post :D
hello blog, im sorry i've neglected you for so long! it's just that, i really didnt feel like blogging.
've been feeling a bit rah-rah recently ._. hahahah i dont know why too, but anyway (: mm, feel like ranting thoughts about some stuff but aye :D
shall post photos (:
random ones-
heh so cute like me. oh it's called shermaine :D
SL invest '08 PASS!ON (: invitation card (:
oh and i finally figured out why PASS!ON sounded so familiar.
1. The BodyShop always labels its stuff "made with PASS!ON"
2. there's this PASS!ON card somewhere i think.
wow the theme seems to shout out very loudly. :D
hahah i just thought this looked really abstract and abit cool :D
OBS (: -
SUISEN + AHMAD :D
sending my grandma, aunt, cousins at the airport :D
grandma and monghun :D
:D
li neng, xiao en, mong hun (:
(hahah shucks why do we all look slightly haggard in this photo O: )
yay i love my cousins! :D probably cos i've always been the only child, so they were really like older sisters i really envied. haha! i rem playing cute stuff (like building houses with blankets and pillows and clothe pegs :D) with mongz when we were little, then i rem being very sad when everyone started growing up. ): hahah she would dao me when i asked her to play O: time flies (: oh you know all our baby photos look really really alike! esp li neng's and mine O: mongz is really clever, im hoping she'll become someone successful and famous then she can buy me a house or smth :D and im secretly wishing li neng will quickly get married haha! (wonder if she'll chance upon sunbeamm.) anyway! yeap i love my cousins (:
LA SIA! :D
the group (: minus yours truly (who was taking the photo [;)
qing has nice legs! [x hyeh.
pardon me if the below suddenly changes the mood :D was typing chunks of thoughts while waiting for the photos to load. (is it only me or does blogger upload photos in a very irritating way?)
being a human is an amazing thing, yet sometimes it's really difficult. and life seems to be an irony. i think irony is a funny thing, it's so ironic, yet so ironic. ah shucks what am i talking about.
it's hard to like someone you really dislike.
Lord, please help me to be like you, to be able to accept others' flaws, like how you never once despised us to Your children; help me remember the story of throwing darts at our enemies; help us remember that we should never think too highly of ourselves, as we are all enshadowed by Your pure, bright light; how humbly You came to this world, to serve and go through so much more pain and trials, than what Man can ever conquer; you suffered, because of Man.
[deleted anemo reflective poem]
anyway (: i think im quite serious about becoming a missionary (: okay i really dont know. considering that i dont even want to go for a four weeks china trip, it's quite ._. i still want to be a teacher, though! :D hahaha, i was telling mom perhaps i should just quit school and do something more meaningful with my life. i dont mind homeschooling, actually! i think it'll be enjoyable (: bindi irwin (steve irwin's little girl) does homeschooling! was reading readers' digest, it's great to have a goal in life :D much less finding and striving towards it from young. for bindi, it's saving the environment and animals, just like her daddy (:
talking about saving the environment, i wish people would just stop being complacent and take things for granted. we take and throw as how we please, but dont you ever stop to think of consequences and others? crumple a piece and poof, it flies into the bin. simple things like, perhaps having a paper bag to put old, random papers (like the primary school foolscap paper i found) and send it for recycling.. if everyone tries to do just that tiny bit. not even alot, but just a little bit.. it'll mean alot. and somehow i was really feeling very ): when i saw pictures of starving children in Africa.. the truth hit me like, BOOM.
i wish i could make a difference. help me God! (: even if it means saving just one starfish :D (have you heard the boy and the starfish story before? :D)
gah, spent an hour here alr, and the LA ppt is stagnant (sorry yanquan) on a lighter note, i'll be taking piano again, but mainly for serving in church (hopefully :)) and CIP for NYAA starts this saturday, great to be able to exercise and help others at the same time. thank God! life will be getting more hectic nonetheless, but i hope i'll be able to keep walking/crawling and not die somewhere along the way. (:
thank you to every single one of yous who tagged! im really really sorry 've not been replying. will try to reply tags that come along now! (cos if i replied those in the past, they're really a looong time ago.) <3!
chins up, SMILE! :D
've been feeling a bit rah-rah recently ._. hahahah i dont know why too, but anyway (: mm, feel like ranting thoughts about some stuff but aye :D
shall post photos (:
random ones-
heh so cute like me. oh it's called shermaine :D
SL invest '08 PASS!ON (: invitation card (:
oh and i finally figured out why PASS!ON sounded so familiar.
1. The BodyShop always labels its stuff "made with PASS!ON"
2. there's this PASS!ON card somewhere i think.
wow the theme seems to shout out very loudly. :D
hahah i just thought this looked really abstract and abit cool :D
OBS (: -
SUISEN + AHMAD :D
sending my grandma, aunt, cousins at the airport :D
grandma and monghun :D
:D
li neng, xiao en, mong hun (:
(hahah shucks why do we all look slightly haggard in this photo O: )
yay i love my cousins! :D probably cos i've always been the only child, so they were really like older sisters i really envied. haha! i rem playing cute stuff (like building houses with blankets and pillows and clothe pegs :D) with mongz when we were little, then i rem being very sad when everyone started growing up. ): hahah she would dao me when i asked her to play O: time flies (: oh you know all our baby photos look really really alike! esp li neng's and mine O: mongz is really clever, im hoping she'll become someone successful and famous then she can buy me a house or smth :D and im secretly wishing li neng will quickly get married haha! (wonder if she'll chance upon sunbeamm.) anyway! yeap i love my cousins (:
LA SIA! :D
the group (: minus yours truly (who was taking the photo [;)
qing has nice legs! [x hyeh.
pardon me if the below suddenly changes the mood :D was typing chunks of thoughts while waiting for the photos to load. (is it only me or does blogger upload photos in a very irritating way?)
being a human is an amazing thing, yet sometimes it's really difficult. and life seems to be an irony. i think irony is a funny thing, it's so ironic, yet so ironic. ah shucks what am i talking about.
it's hard to like someone you really dislike.
Lord, please help me to be like you, to be able to accept others' flaws, like how you never once despised us to Your children; help me remember the story of throwing darts at our enemies; help us remember that we should never think too highly of ourselves, as we are all enshadowed by Your pure, bright light; how humbly You came to this world, to serve and go through so much more pain and trials, than what Man can ever conquer; you suffered, because of Man.
[deleted an
anyway (: i think im quite serious about becoming a missionary (: okay i really dont know. considering that i dont even want to go for a four weeks china trip, it's quite ._. i still want to be a teacher, though! :D hahaha, i was telling mom perhaps i should just quit school and do something more meaningful with my life. i dont mind homeschooling, actually! i think it'll be enjoyable (: bindi irwin (steve irwin's little girl) does homeschooling! was reading readers' digest, it's great to have a goal in life :D much less finding and striving towards it from young. for bindi, it's saving the environment and animals, just like her daddy (:
talking about saving the environment, i wish people would just stop being complacent and take things for granted. we take and throw as how we please, but dont you ever stop to think of consequences and others? crumple a piece and poof, it flies into the bin. simple things like, perhaps having a paper bag to put old, random papers (like the primary school foolscap paper i found) and send it for recycling.. if everyone tries to do just that tiny bit. not even alot, but just a little bit.. it'll mean alot. and somehow i was really feeling very ): when i saw pictures of starving children in Africa.. the truth hit me like, BOOM.
i wish i could make a difference. help me God! (: even if it means saving just one starfish :D (have you heard the boy and the starfish story before? :D)
gah, spent an hour here alr, and the LA ppt is stagnant (sorry yanquan) on a lighter note, i'll be taking piano again, but mainly for serving in church (hopefully :)) and CIP for NYAA starts this saturday, great to be able to exercise and help others at the same time. thank God! life will be getting more hectic nonetheless, but i hope i'll be able to keep walking/crawling and not die somewhere along the way. (:
thank you to every single one of yous who tagged! im really really sorry 've not been replying. will try to reply tags that come along now! (cos if i replied those in the past, they're really a looong time ago.) <3!
chins up, SMILE! :D
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