): all changed.

ahahahah and sometimes i'll look back and think of those days.

people come and go in our lives

still on the same journey, but it can never be the same again, i guess.

i really miss those days ): ay, all gone and it'll never come back.

hahahahhaah i guess it shall only forever remain in the memoirs <3

keep praying, cos miracles do happen :D






grah oh crap.

contemplating.

grah grah grah. should i go and sleep now??!!

beng kui.

anyways. i do need to get rid of this insanely sleeping hour thingo. ._. grah. i am sleepy. but but but what if i cant wake up. grah. i still need to to do my grandmother. my grandmother!! rarr rarr za za wa ka ka. okay "My Grandmother" is, a poem.

well done.

i have alot of thing things to say. but but but, no time. O:

should i go and sleep??!!!!

booooo.

okay bye bye (:

a post full of funny noises.

HAHAHAHA

well done.

see? somehow we all just managed to survive another crazy day.

ayee talking to lejing and evelyn about all the stress really set me thinking.

think think think.

abracadabra.

grah blah zaa baa zang dang clang tang.

gr im blogging senseless stuff nowadays.

and one fine day i shall might will maybe could should delete this blog.

hohoho. merry christmas.

aar im going mad, sad to say.

maths test today. dot dot dot. it was uh. i dont know. but anyways i was feeling very giddy and i wanted to puke. ._. cos it was in the LT and somehow bending over for a long time over a teeny weeny itsy bitsy table that has no space and all your stationery rolls off that tiny space. whoa. aiya. anyways will nao3 chong1 xue3. and i was kindof sliding off my chair. hahahhaahahah grah. that 50 minutes of pure mental torture and insanity.

next battle coming up- bio test.

evelyn showed the last term paper. crap laaa. it's tough, really tough.

moose.

lol i was thinking on my way home why was i feeling hungrrrrrry. then somehow i realised that i hadnt eaten much the whole day. dang.

zeeee boo yoo zooo moooo gooo roooo loooooo hoooooo tooooo.

neah neah.


okay fine.

i shall stop all the strange noises.






tag replies!!! finally. :D

>> huimin- hohoho i shall just reply all your tags in one reply laaaaa! cos i realised you tag alot. hahahha good good. i know you have a crush on meeeee. zang dang tang rang. THE APPLE WAS NICE! <333 hahahaha xie xie ni hen duo! ii lurrb euu worxzxz. ew..... ANYWAYS. and hohoho. my new hair. dang. actually in sec one i used to have short hair. seriously. hahahhaha i pose for you tmr! neah neah ><

>> michelle- another avid tagger!!!!!!!! whee ha ha. yes yes. i am soooooooooooo gan dong about the apple please. like hello. you all early morning when i was still half asleep then suddenly come over giggle giggle and the next thing i know you all give me apple. dang. HAHAHAHAHAH oh wellies!!!!!!! the apple was seriously nice heh. and hoho michikoo. that day i didnt go for cca cuz i had to go support the badminton team (: you missed me rightttt. :DD and yep yep my hairrrr O: hahahah ohthewells. i think i might cut again. cos it's abit the too longggg. HAHHAHAAH :DD

>> SASA<3- HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOO CARISSSSSSSSSSSAAAAAAAAA THE LONNNNDONNNNNNNNNN. :DDDD

>> xinyun- hahhahahaha when i am replying this now, you're at boarding school! how is it! how is it! my daddy wanted me to go, but i refused. hohoho.

>> :Dcharis!- hohoho! yo man. okayy will relink soon. soon. when i have time! (:

>> jo- HOHO! eeyer i miss you alot!!!! :[ neh mind laaaaa. my hair is always beautiful! long or short!! hahhahaha so ego. anyways! hows life??? coping? busy anot :DDD haahhaha i bet you're belly belly fit now right! (((: will try to catch you when you come back to visit! <333 hahahah suddenly reminded of campfire, JOHNNY! x)

>> evelyn(:- boo you la! you deprived childhood person! emus are NOT extinct. okay i have decided! you yi tian wo men yi qi go to the zoo hao bu hao. :DD or i shall get you an emu as a christmas present. and you will realise that..... EMUS ARE NOT EXTINCT! hahahah goose. ><

>> anonymous- hhaahhaha yeah! emus are definitely not extinct ((: 've seen them before in the zoo! :D who are you? [i think i know but i think i dont. ._.]

>> chinwen- hello chin kek. hahahahahahahah so goose! well done lorh you. ehh but then again, when was the last time i went to the zoo huh. emus were all the while not extinct la you noodle head! you and evelyn ahhh. both same one luh. your two loose connections can click very well. >< hahahaha whee! <3





oh well done. finished replying tags (: thank you berry much everybodaye :D

this post was full of funny noises. ohwells.

hen hao (: i go do gadgets proposal alr. zai jian :DDDDDDDDDD



PS: SAVE THE EARTH!!!!!!!!!! it was really saddening to watch the documentary about the dying earth and it's all because of humans. really, please. every single sheet of paper you recycle, instead of crushing and throwing away, does help. please everybody. it's really really terrible to think about how the earth will be like if all this continues. STOP BEING SO SELFISH HUMANS. YOU ARE DIGGING YOUR OWN GRAVE. IM NOT KIDDING. grah grah. this is sad. ): and yes, i have decided to give up shark's fins. it's plain stupid. eating expensive things for absolutely no health benefits. and fyi. 8000 sharks are killed every hour. catch, slash, dump. that's what's gonna continue if you dont say stop. make a stand, let them know that you are against such inhumane actions. really. when the buying stops, the killing stops. every. single. person. matters. like. YOU.

the irony of life.

HOHO. WELL DONE.

cut my hair. and it's pretty screwed. oh the wells. aw man.

anyways we went to watch the badminton com yst. ayee i shant say much. but nybt! ni men jin li le! and yep yep (: wo yong yuan zhi chi ni men!

and really, life is just an irony.

ironically ironic irony.

hoho looking forward to sab :DD

ehh wait. have to survive math and sci test first. O:

i want to go cycling!! (: go out! anywhere!

batch outing!

class outing!

HAHAHHAAH we can go to the ZOO. why? to prove to people [eg. evelyn tan/sarah loke/kek chinwen] that EMUS ARE NOT EXTINCT. ._. they are in the singapore zoo for goodness' sake!!! o_O

hoho i love onglejing my daughter! (:

awman. 've been wondering and thinking of how life will be when 212 is not one class anymore )': hoho no, i dont plan to take trip! ohthewells. it's still too early to say. but but but! i will miss 212 laaaa. :((((((((((((

ayee we must all zhen xi our ri zi right? right. but yeah. again, the irony of life that we treasure and regret things only after they're gone.

Lord, please. let my relatives come to know you one day. soon.

ayee. the irony of life

like getting injured when you have something important coming up.

like when you want to take the bus, it doesnt come. when you dont plan to take it, alot of buses come.

like when you dont really study, you end up doing well, by sheer luck??? then when you really study very very hard, you end up scraping it.

like....


blah.

and the list of how-very-stupid-and-hair-tearing-things can go on.

but. what to do?

life's like that.

accept it, and live happily :D

i've decided that trying to compare with others and brooding over things in the past are just plain stupid. thinking about it, what can you do? change facts? uh uh. the most important thing is to try our very very best in all that we do. 100%. and everyone's 100% is different. so dont be sad or whatsoever cos it aint gonna help. do your part, and God will do the rest. learning to trust in Him! (:

life is a cycle. round and round. alamak. giddy already ._.

hoho. but all our friends and family are the giddy pills! ((:

yayyness.

alrights byebye.

[DISCLAIMER- dont be too shocked when you see my hair on monday hoho thank you berry much.]

<3

a random note to add oil!

come on printer! JIA YOU ((:

whoosh finally finished the proposal.

grah history test tmr. i dont wannnnnnnnnnnt. ><

aaaaaaaaaaaaargh havent studied please!

urgh but i slept just now so i shall go study now.

GO LEE XIAO EN :DDD

ps: the sac is a nice nice place!

pss: hoho sorry havent replied so many tags!!! michelle, huimin, chinwen and a lot of people. anyways, YOU ARE LOVED KAY (:

-MUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!


grah i need more than 24 hours! someone donate your time to me please? <3

HELP.

oh crap. i could just flip and pok and bao zha from the coughing.

O:












{WORLD PEACE.}

a brainless post in the midst of crazy coughing.

URGH.

it's so sickening to be sick.

=/

grah grah grah. here i am rotting away at home, having uncontrollable coughing fits. cough and cough and cough somemore.

boo laaaaa i miss everyone )):

crap. i think im gonna miss out alot at school today O:

ohwellies (: thank you everybodee who sent all those get well msges! i will, must, have to, GET WELL.

SHOO AWAY COUGH! poopey doopey doo.

alrights. i shall not post anymore cos the coughing is really getting onto nerves. RARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR ._.

hohum jia you everyone (: sad days, shoo away! happy days, come and play!!! :DDD


whoa im such a great rhymer. =DDD

wait.

rhymer???

what is that.

whoa. im a great word inventer too.

:DDDDDDDDD


hahhahhaah i think i've coughed my brain away too.

o.O

SICK. )x

cough

and cough

and cough.

rahh )x

STOP COUGHING LA.

my throat is hurting like crazy now and it's really irritating when you cannot talk. yesss, irritating.

ohwellies hahahahaaha if any of you were wondering about om...

5th ((:

hohoho yeah nah. personally, i feel that losing to sc by that 1point wasnt that bad. even tho we were THAT close to the trophy.

that one point?

why not think of that hundred and thirty six points we scored!!

that trophy?

the time and process i've spent with you guys is what NOTHING can compare. priceless.

that number 4 placing?

deep down inside, we are already CHAMPIONS (:

all that effort, sweat, crazy craziness??

it has paid off.

all that laughing, highness, gayness, madness?

i'll never forget the insanity dudettes!!!

all that love, bond...

forever etched in my heart. the nicest days of my sec2 life <3

HAHAHAHAH and my qin ai de men.... heh heh. yi hou then say heh! :DDDDDDD

CONGRATS TO CHINWEN'S TEAM, LE JING'S TEAM, SENIOR'S TEAM ((((((((:

nanyang, we ARE improving. way to go!!!!!!!

grah. still cant stop coughing.

grrrrrrrrrr. when results were announced, i wanted to just stand up and SCREEEEEEEEAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM. but then, the spirit is willing, but the throat is weak.

._.

boo. im not going to school tmr, sorry people. dont miss me.

cos the doc says so. O:

and there is still that mount everest of homework. !!!









crap. so many things happened. and i've no idea what.






ohwellies! (:


thee happy family! (:
daughter, wifey (who always gets abused by husband), and the horrigible husbanddddddd! (((((((:





LOVE :D


cough. go awayyyyyyyyyyyy.

i NEED my voice back soon.

please luh, on saturday it was a sexy voice, now it's ah peh no voice voice!

hahahahaah teo ying, my bf! gooooooooooooooose you!!!


GET WELL SOON MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (((:

titleless.

ohman.

it's always like that when i open blogger.

got alot of things to say, but then suddenly got nothing to say.

._.

ohwells. i shall bury them deep inside (:

hahahhaaha

is this really me?

ehh why people say im emo and troubled!!! hhaahahaha and my poems are MORBID. o.O isit!!! awman. hahahaha relak la. lejing. leexiaoen is still here (: mei you change. hopefully, deep within :D hahahahah im still nice nice! and you are my guai daughter yong yuan kay! <3

field trip today (: hoho. was quite cool eh. like WHOA MAN. learnt alot. maybe too much until cant absorb alr, but ohwells. and im so cleverrrr please, cause i bought alot of foooooooooooodddddddd.

awman. im eating alot nowadays. eh wait, actually maybe not alot, but just maybe at very wrong timings. ._.

ohwellies!

hahahaha field trip pictures shall post another day (: when it's free-er!

because YES.

TOMORROW'S THE DAY.

and so is saturday!

agree with mr tan. we'll just have to go in, try our best, let others see our max. come out, and have no regrets. really, results dont bother me anymore. cos it's this entire experience that i've gained from, learnt so much so much. thanks guys, ni men shi zui hao de TEAM :DDD we've gotten this far, the future's road is unseen, but we'll walk TOGETHER. win together, lose together! (: forever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever, and i could go on forever.

stress stress stress stress stress! we all have to face it. everyone's going through it, so yeah. just keep trying. fall down, climb up again! and im thankful for people who love, people who care, people who understand, people who smile... parents, da and ma. teachers, all of you. friends, all of you! and every single itsy bitsy. cos it never fails to cheer me up ((: LOVE!

hahahha i love huggggggggggs :DD

powerful flying hugs! <3


and to everybodee who are sick/injured/tired/stressed/sad/emo.. cheer up and get well soon! really really. love makes the world go roundddd :D




treasure things before they are gone ):

yepp yepp (:
















i need to change. soon. now. yes.

tired x[

grrr cbox is screwwwwwwwwwed.

COUNTDOWN2DAYS.

hohoho merry christmas.


goose. brain's dead. sorraye.

a day's blabbers

CIP was nice! (:

awman. i miss lisa ):


the really sweet girl (:


love love! <3

hoho and we did spontaneous with mr tan. it is good, but it is scary. AIYA. also dont know what to say. but AIYA.

dont want to post alr.

actually this was suppposed to be a happy post, but >l

ayeeee ohwellies!

ohman and today my ankle conked up a leetle bit.

kay. RELAX please.

just that during langarts, when we were sitting down, and i was goofing around with evelyn tan the number 20 (inside joke) then suddenly it cracked three times when i turned it. ._.

crack crack crack.

later on a bit bit pain, but hahahaha im fine! still can jump and hop and run! :DDD

hen hao. da jia hao (:

WEIYIIIII PLEASE DONT OVERSTRESS YOUR ANKLE ALR. ANKLE SHOCK STILL WANT TO PLAY!!! BISH YOU LA! kuai kuai hao qi lai, then can walk fast fast(:

hoho, but i still dont get what you and png talk about one. >< im a slow, innocent, and a bit deaf person.

fun fun fun fun fun! i want to go and CYCLE. NOWWWWWWWW. grah. my bike's ran out of air >< goose.

and yes, i have the sudden urge to go to the beach now too. seashells (: awman.

IM WAITING FOR JUNE HOLS.

aiya goose.

today is tuesday.

countdown THREE DAYS.

can die.

and today i was just telling chinwen, what is the point of this life??

what would happen if i vanished from this earth tomorrow.

okay relax. i wont.

ohwells, it's all planned out alr. so yeah, i'll just try my best to live this life.

and we all should! :D

hen hao (:

received this email(:

thought it was quite meaningful and interesting :D



Johnny Hart [Feb 18th,1931 -- April 7th 2007]

/edit- ps: click on image to enlarge.

words can hurt.

a lot.

a very very long post.

ayeeee wanted to post yst. but was just too sick and tired and dead to post ><

ohwellies!


hoho. so many things to talk about!

kay fine. kek chin wen stop scolding me bout slping late. i WILL and AM going to adjust to a normal human being's sleeping clock yeah!

[kay fine. confessions of my wednesday night/thursday morning sleeping time-
go home
eat dinner
sleep frm 7:30 - 10:30
wake up
shower
do work
go back to sleep at 4:30am
6:15am wake up.

dui bu qi laaaaaaaaa. will try to sleep at better timings next time! PROMISE ((: ]

hoho because also xinyun said that 11pm-1am is the time when your body repairs cells and makes some thing things that makes you grow tallerrrrrrr! and xiaoen wants to grow taaaalllllll :DDD

goose man. thurs was om cohort performance. ayee. just read chinwen's blog, she didnt see cos her grp had to go present to teacher. >< but dont be sad m'dear!!! smileeee. i can say my lines for you (: it was fine i guess. audience liked it (hopefully??!! from comments yeah :D) but but but. WHY. aw man. yeah kindof made sense but i was really disheartened. ): tried so hard for all that, all the efforts. then... suddenly bang bang. gooooooose. now what? we'll just have to CHANGE IT and TRY EVEN HARDER. dont give up, da jia men. afterall, the greater significance is the process. well, at least to me, it is. i love you om maties!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3 :DDD

don't pray pray ah.

eh wait.

no singlish.

._.



yupps and then after that impromptu found out that i could go cca afterall. ayeee. very long story please!

kay you want to hear?

sure?

hen hao. shall try explaining. x)

so right, all the people who auditioned for the emcee thing thing and got in were split up into grp 1/2/3

yeah im in group 1. (:

then then then. grp 2&3 had their training thing thing last 2 thurs. and there were 20 selected psls who went also. and so yours truly went for the training.

then then then. go already rightt. but for the next i dont know how long there is a training for group 1 psls. ._. miss teo msged and said that i'll have to miss field trip to go for training cos it's alr been paid for.

aw man. it's becoming grandmotherly. T.T

AIYO. so to cut it short. (no patience laaa!)

went to find miss teng (no no no, not miss gloria teng. miss SANDRA teng) (: and then she said there were some mis-communications thing thing and then fortunately/unfortunately, my name was NOT on the list for group1 training.

hohoho merry christmas everybodaye.

which meant that i was going for cca!!! at this juncture, happy rightt?

ehh i think im clever cos i half-expected something like that to happen and brought my yellow tee and boots.

spot anth missing?

right. beret.

okay wait.

hat.

alamak.

ayeeeee. but later on, zhaoqi was super resourceful and i borrowed soo chin's hat!!! ohmygoodness, i was very very thankful. really. thank you!!! tho i dont think you'll see this, but yeah. <3

and gooose luh. i had to BUNNNNN my hair. it's been a few thousand years since i bun-ded my hair. and i had absolutely NO IDEA how to. BOO.

and that's when fantabulous batchmates step in!!! hohoho thanks xinyi (whom i shall mention again later on in this post) and zhaoqi! oh and soochin's hair net which i didnt use.

why didnt i use soochin's harinet?

at first, i tried, then it was too small. or so i thought it was. so i rannn down to popular to get a hairnet. ran back to class. took out the plastic.

and realised it was the same size as hers. o_O

well done.

wow the day just crazy crazy. rushing. saying bye bye to recess and lunch. chionging bio paul's wheel of reasoning cos i did the entire wrongly and saved it in my com. ._. oh but mrs tan is niceee. om om and om. gahh.

okayyy ANYWAYS!!!!!! (yes the post has not ended. it's only beginning.)

HOHOOHO!!!!!!! cca was footdrill and song session!

sec2 and sec3 batch was seriously quite sad cos so many people were missing. ): but ohthewells.

number1. a die die must mention. JUNE LEE XIN YI IS THE BEST. everybodaye. you should have seen her time. steady. hahahah she is stronggggg! whoosh. cos like everybody in my batch who was present was sick :x except her. so most of the time, until the last part when fcs are like, "you dont time alr la", yeah she was timing. *clapp clapp!*

number2. new commands! new commands! cool, learnt alot from the session. batchies! mei guan xi (: wo men yi qi meet up then yi qi xue xi and we'll all ace back to our prev footdrill standards (: musnt let meiting downn. :/

number3. hoho yes. speaking of meiting reminded me! WE ARE GOOD. besides, we've one yr less experience! >< so aw. you-wont-bully-all-these-adorable-and-already-trying-their-best-juniors wont you??? ((:

number4. shant mention here.

number5. im proud of myself xie xie da jia men. water break that time then june was saying 15mins to song session. so we went back to march. after sometime, i was beginning to grogg out abit. twice meiting came over and asked if i was fine. yeah i was laaa. just that, ayee. dont know. lack of sleep/food or what. but cheng xia qu!!! so cheng cheng cheng ((: cos i clinged on to the hope of "15 more mins." and haha yeah. had the experience of marching without boots! >< actually did it help eh? cos really cannot hear please. so ohwellies. whoa we did attracted some attention. footdrill ended and when we went to the canteen did i find out that it actually dragged over for 45mins >< [was wondering why 15mins was so long laa goose.] but yeah. im havent si diao and that's good (: [eh sorry la, make you all dan xin. cos prev night really boh pian had to stay up and in school on thurs really really no time to eat. heh 3mouths of beehoon can do wonders! because im fit and healthy (: ]

number6. hahahahahaha suddenly thought of what evelyn told me. arrangement of people according to height? no problem. from tall to tallest! so cute right! hahahaah cheryl's previous coach. :D

number7. cca without you all really was super sad ): boo.

ohwellies! ((:

yayy stop at 7 cos 7 is my favourite number (:

rainbows will appear! rainbows do appear! :D


was reading blog archives just now. couldnt help but smile at some things, and feel sad at some parts too. everything feels like yst. things change, people change. sometimes it's for the better, sometimes it's not so good. but in the end, there'll be silver linings. 100% true for me do far (:



today's Good Firday. constant reminder that someone actually died for me. for you. for everybody. if say now we've to DIE for someone. say someone of low low status and unworthy. maybe a murderer. we sacrifice ourselves for the murderer to be free. and this doesnt mean that he/she stops the killings.

the Lord died for all of us.

well He did nothing wrong. pure and blameless. we are the ones who sinned. and yet He, the King above a million kings, humbled himself, came to earth and died.

Crucified
Laid behind a stone
You lived to die
Rejected and alone
Like a rose
Trampled on the ground
You took the fall
And thought of me
Above all

and yes, we trample upon. are we worthy?

no.

but He still died for you and me. and His love is never ceasing.

my constant comforting thought. :)



okay this was a very very long post!!! the blogging bug's crawling back again. want to post so much moooore, but i forgot alr, and i shant. cos i shall go and sleeeeeeppp! XIAOEN IS A GOOD GIRL, WELL DONE :DDD *beams*

hohoho. yayys (:

come on everybodaye. JIA YOU! :DDD

tomorrow! ><

HOHO TMRW'S THE DAY.

O:

kay fine, actually it isnt the real one. ._.

goooose. but still.

om! om!

come on everybodaye! [:

now it's a matter of nanyang vs other schools.

so hohoho!

merry christmas.

--"

sorreeee just woke up and im feeling random!

aw man. most prob gonna sleep late again tonight laaaaa. ><

too many things to do,
so little time left.

boo man.

i want to write many many letters to many many people!!!

but but,

no time. ._.

goooooooose.

PRIORITIES :D

aw man, i feel evil cos im not replying tags. :l sorraye everybodaye ): i know im badddddddd. okay but still, xie xie ni men hen duo yeah.

yoyoyo

hohoho

PCK say, dont pray pray.

JIA YOU TEAM! :D

aw man, am i missing guides tmrw??!! gooooooose why now then suddenly tell me x[ please, of all days, during footdrill session?!?! DDDD:

aw man. why do i keep saying aw man.

kay fine. everybodaye, bu guan ni shi shui, yao try your best and jia you jia you yeah [:

yi qi nu li!!! xD

hoho. hen hao!

must continue debate with elizabeth sooon about red paint on skirts. =.=

go Go GO (:

ramblings.

it's good to be alive!

dont you think so?

well i think so.

fine.

ohwells.



































ramblings to myself. dont bother reading.



grah, that contradictory feeling. :/


go away you bad bad bugggggg. i MUST change this strange mindset. it's not what i think. or is it? boo la.



kay fine. there are still many who dont yeah, and friends arnd who loveee. so yeah.


and she smiles to herself. or at least she tries to.



:DDDDDDDD

hold on to hope! (:

suddenly felt like listening to this song (:

Don't lose your way
With each passing day
You've come so far
Don't throw it away
Live believing
Dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story
Faith, hope & glory
Hold to the truth in your heart

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I

Souls in the wind
Must learn how to bend
Seek out a star
Hold on to the end
Valley, mountain
There is a fountain
Washes our tears all away
Words are swaying
Someone is praying
Please let us come home to stay

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I

When we are out there in the dark
We'll dream about the sun
In the dark we'll feel the light
Warm our hearts, everyone

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly
The clouds roll by
For you and I


If we hold on together.