floorball's fun! and so is archery!! (:

floorball is fun!! yays.

played floorball with yfers at church yst! the guys are good. seriously. i really didnt know that there's so much to floorball! yes. really learnt a lot. thank you people, for teaching me!!! =) floorball is fun as a game, but highly highly competitive as a sport... super fast game. very exciting though!! sighs, but i might not be able to make it down every sunday... see how.. sorry sorry. depends on my parents.. yeas. but i'll definitely try to make it!! great workout man. and i need to improve on my skills. alot. yes. floorball rocks anyways. ((:

today, we had an archery session!!! wow. archery is cool. but i cant shoot for nuts. the arrow either rebounded back at an astonishing distance, or it went over the board, at an astonishing distance too! hahas. but it was fun! if there was some "most creative archery competition".. i think i might win!!! :)

hehs. the badly tattered paper board that we used. as you can see.... we werent very good ya?? (:

hehs. yeas.

lalallalalalala!!!!!!!!!!

quizzes...... ((:

ok, cos amanda tagged me! i have to do A LOT of quizzes... here goes.

Who sits next to you? zi ai and chuxi!! (:

Who's on your left? lim zi ai... the crazy girl who distracts me during lessons with all her jay chou and lee hom stuff. =)) but i still love her!!!

Who are your bestfriends in class? hmm... sorry, but i dont have best friends, only good good friends... and that's too many to name.

Who's the....Most shy? shy?? erm, i dunno. definitely not me though!

Cutest guy? guy?? sorry, im from a girls school.

Cutest girl? no. i will not name anyone. it's an insult. cute = ugly but adorable.

Prettiest girl? evelyn tan! she is chio chio chio. yes, but she is evil! hahas. :)

Most annoying? hmm. pamela i guess?? she steals my shoes and throws them down the stairs!!! rarrr.... hahas, joking pam!

Brightest of all? without a doubt, JODY LIM JIA YING. she's a genius!!!

Funniest? everyone's crazy crazy... but i think im most amused by zhuo ya. =))

If you could live one of your friend's life,who would it be? hmmm... i'd still want to be myself!

Your favourite teacher? eh... this is difficult! eeeek. i shall not say anything la. i love all my teachers!!! <3

Favourite subject? eh..... chemistry?? or maybe chinese.. (:

Who's your class chairperson? How's he/she? haha. im the class chair.. thank you very much. i think im too forgetful... hehs.

Who's the class treasurer? How's he/she? Cherie!! she's like me also... forgetful. but she puts her best in everything she does!!

Your class teacher is... Miss Ong Lee Hua :))

Your class... one twelve oh six!!!!!!!! 112 rocks my socks. (=

Does someone in your class loves/likes you? we all love one another!!!!!!!

Do you have someone you love in your class? i love everyone!!!!!!

Do you love your class? 101%! a definite, YES.

Tag 5 people to do this:
1. never mind,
2. i shall
3. not
4. sabo
5. anyone!!


















another quiz... lalala.

layer one: on the outside
name: xiaoen
birthdate: 26th sept 93
current status: broke.
eye colour: black
zodiac sign: chicken

layer two: on the inside
heritage: chinese. (cantonese! :))
your fears: that non-believers around me will pass away. (esp my grandma)
your weaknesses: forgetful. talk too much. being too kind.

layer three: yesterday, today, tomorrow
first thought upon waking up: church!! =)
bedtime: 10pm - 2am
most missed memory: those pri school days... being with cheryl, ariel and everyone else... when things werent so complicated then.

layer four: your pick
mac or KFC: mac bugers, apple pie, mcflurry, mcnuggets + kfc cheese fries, chicken, mashed potato.
single or group dates: depends on whom im going out with.
adidas or nike: eh... i cant tell the difference. both are just as good! =)
lipton tea or nestea: lipton tea.
cappucino or coffee: sorry. to me, coffee is smelly and bitter. i dont drink coffee!

layer five: do you?
smoke: an abosolute, definite... NO.
curse: rarely. still, it's bad. sorry.
take a shower: no, i bathe. for like 15 mins.
have a crush: i dont know.
think you've been in love: yes.
believe in myself: no. i believe in my Lord!!
think you're a health freak: no. my health plans always fail!!! :(

layer six: in the past month
drank alcohol: no!
gone to the mall: yes!
been on stage: yupps. (:
eaten sushi: nope...
been dumped: no.
gone skating: i cant skate!!!
dyed your hair: no.

layer seven: have you ever?
played a stripping game: NO.
changed who you were to fit in: sad to say, yes.

layer eight: getting old age
you are hoping to get married at: it's up to God. but seriously, i hope to marry young. hahas. :)
I LOVE: God. 112. Zion YFers! my family.
I FEEL: wierd.
I HATE: nothing.. not supposed to hate!
I HIDE: my inner most thoughts and feelings.
I MISS: the past days.
I NEED: sorry, too many things that i need to do and change.

NOW. list five people to do this quiz:
1 - again,
2 - i'm not
3 - going to
4 - sabo
5 - anyone!!















replies to tags!! (:
>> amanda - hehs. crispy mushrooms!! let's go try next time if we can find it!! =) and yes dear, i've done the quizzes! well, i only got tagged for two! ((: and i went to your blog already!! left tags there too! cheer up okaes? i'll be here for you always!! <3

>> zi hui - im gonna arrange the links soon! just a while more... :)

>> charles - sigh. guides is eating up my holidays!! boo hoo. yes, cycling again soon! hahas. floorball rocks yea. :D

>> iris - good to hear that! okk, will link you soon after i rennovate the blog!! :))

lalalala

time flies.

it really does.

first day of school, it feels like yesterday... such a distant memory, yet it is fresh.

remember the first day of school, everyone was so quiet. the classroom was silent. strangers, who didnt know each other....

now we are a bunch of crazy people who bond really really well. we understand each other. we care for each other. we love each other!!! whee. one twelve is really really nice. (:

thank you classmates for all the crazy and bubbly fun and laughter we shared! thank you for all the comforting words and hugs that you showered when i was feelin down! thank you, for being YOU.

love 112 to bits!!! <3

we have all grown up.. sometimes, i wished that time would stop. i wish that things will just stay the way that they are, beautiful. cuz it just seems that as we grow older, there will be more back-stabbing and you'll just never know who are truly genuine... i wish that things can always stay the same! =)

mdm mak is leaving... wish her all the best! WOW. i dint know she could speak canto. (:

arrrg. i shall stop writing... i cant think.

tmr's match! jia you. (:

oh deary deary dear....

firstly, pamela dear said she FRACTURED HER ARM. so, she cant play... evelyn came up with a brilliant idea that pam will become team manager and jody will play on court.

AND NOW. celine said that she INJURED HER FOOT. and she cant play too!! boo hoo! :'(

i guess we'll just hafta play doubly hard! and make sure that we are careful, and not get injured or anything. seriously, i hope that nothing serious will happen.. 110 and 112 are still good friends, despite the previous incident... let's all just play fair ya? PLAY WITH LOVE. (: and we'll have to make sure that everyone drinks water and does not over-exert! cuz now we only have ONE reserve... and there are two matches one after another.. !! just gotta try our best, go out there and play our hearts out. the 112 spirit... win or lose, no regrets! cuz we are together always!!!! =))

yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!













twelvers all the way! ROCK ON. <3

i love 112 to bits and pieces!!! =)

hahas. games in class was pretty fun today!! (:

sometimes, i really wonder if our class is bonded. it's like we are not really gelled, but then we are quite bonded. contradicting. when we are having class activities, sometimes, ppl just do their own stuff. it's the same with class meetings and discussions... i can yell my entire throat out and sometimes i'd just feel tt im hollering to myself. sigh. but then again. other classes are like that too. maybe even worse. oh wells. i love 112 all the same! (:

112 rocks my socks. (:

sucha grey grey day.

sad. sadder. saddest. saddening. sadderly. saddishly. sad. boo hoo. sob sob. sigh.







arr. i need to CHEER UP. smile. smile. smile!!

i want a hug. :'(

it's a sunny yellow banana day! (=

hehs. today was such a wonderful wonderful day!!! :D

at first, daddy wanted to bring me to bishan park to go cycling! but in the end, my mom suddenly realised that it is deepavali and she doesnt have to teach! so three of us all went to vivo city!! (:

vivo is pretty cool, it's very wide. and yea, the shop layouts there are very very nice. you name it, they got it (most prob). hahas. anyways, the main readon why my dad wanted to bring my mom and i there is because he said that there are nice MUSHROOMS to see. daddy said that there were a lot, a lot of different kinds of mushrooms there, and he said we must see it... mummy thought that it was a mushroom farm or something. it turned out that it was actually just a section of mushrooms in the SUPERMARKET. and daddy excitedly showed us the different types of mushrooms... my mom and i were like, "errrrrrr.... -_-" yes, my dad is hilarious, funny and so cute. hahas. daddy is CUTE.

the MUSHROOMS (: which cutsey daddy was so excited about.

the view from the top was simply beautiful, but it was a lil bit hazy.. still, i could see the merlion!!! i love the merlion a lot. hehs. there was this shallow pool thingy, ok, it wasnt meant to be a pool i think. and some children were like swimming in it! ooooh! and i love love love the playground!!! it is super cool! not a single bit like those you see at the hdb flats. the playground was high class. :D very very interesting designs. i was so tempted to go and play! my mom told me go and try out the stuff, but i was too pai seh. cuz everyone on the playground were small children and their daddies and mommies. it's good to be a parent huh, you can use your kids as an excuse to play on the playground!!! whee. it's good to be a kid too! i dont want to grow up!! :'(

view from vivo (: see the cable cars?

view of sentosa from vivo!! i love the merlion! =)

mummy and daddy :D

daddy and i! i believe i can fly....whee! ((:

mr hippo by the pool. X)

this thingo at the playground! you just sit in it and turn and turn! so fun! =))

the place was very interesting, i could easily get lost. one minute you are in vivo, another minute, you are in harbourfront centre, without even knowing it! some shops werent open yet, but the place was packed with people, young and old. practically everyone. there was a lot of buzz, vivo organised quite a lot of people to add on to the atmosphere and publicise the place. there were also some people who were stationed to help people who got lost. hahas. interesting indeed. the food court was nice! it was vintage style. with a lot of ornaments and the old, kampong styly layout was definitely an eye-opener. the only thing was, it was super duper whooper crowded. i was squished. in the end, we had to go to harbourfront centre to eat at pasta mania, which my parents dint really like, they would rather go to the bus interchange to eat char kueh teow... oh wells, i liked my pasta! :D

i really pity harbourfront centre, vivo's opening must have affected their business. then again, not really. cuz there were definitely people like my parents and i who did not enjoy the crowds, and went over to eat and shop. =) oh wells, it's a win-win thing. hahas.

in vivo. pretty cool huh. :)

oh! and yf was so fun today! water games. was wet and smelly. the soap brand? 999 soap. hahas. oh wells, had a really great time of bonding and playing, got to know quite a few new people too! :D hmmm, might be new comers coming soon, introduced by my dad. yes, it's a good thing. yf is growing! hahas. cant wait for nxt week to come! combined @ bishan, games + barbeque. hehs. yf is such a warm and fuzzy place. we are God's family. =)

i love bananas!

~do not despise a banana.~ (hahas. only 112vers will know what im talking bout.)

random.

it's good to be alive!

tuesday. october seventeen two thousand and six.

im feelin sad and happy and sad and happy. aiyoo.

so today, it was lang arts and maths results. i have absolutely no idea how much i got for la cuz i totally FORGOT my marks. my memory is failing me. =( but i dint do well. and i just scraped my maths. hais. im just well, speechless. *screams* an unsightly report book at year ends... sigh.

but. i think God has really always been by my side. cuz He really kept me safe and sound. as in, i dint fail anything, it was all borderline passes. so i think it is a warning to start studying.

it was wierd, i just suddenly felt like bursting to tears in the hall today.

i might do badly for my eoys, but i mustnt fare badly bout my walk with God! commitments!

anyways, i went to zi ai's house after school to do the montage thingy. we slacked and we did work and we digressed and we did work. oh yes, i also ate ALOT at her house. (10 sushi, 2 packs of ribena, 1/2 pack chips, 3/4 apple, 1/4 mooncake...) hahas. somehow, time just zoomed past and in the end i went home at 8 plus.. zi ai's mummy is really nice!! =) yepps. we managed to finish the montage too! im so proud of ourselves. muhahaha. and currently, only both of us know what photos are in the video.... 112vers, it will be a nice surprise! promise. (:

aiyoo. aiyoo. aiyoo yoo!!

thank you teacher kar wei! (: heh heh.

whoopee! hahas. i FINALLY managed to add links to this blog! thanks to kar wei... after scrutinizing all the funny words and symbols on the template... which took me a long time to digest. i hereby declare Oh Kar Wei as "Sir fix-the-blog, who is also quite patient with retards". *applauds!* :D

um, the bad news is... i just realised that only the links that kar wei put up are working... those that i added are NOT. gasp. i think the computer doesnt like me.
okAY, im just a peanut at stuff like that...
so.. to my darlin' amanda, i apologise. i shall try to fix the link soon yea?
teacher kar wei, I NEED HELP.
(:



i got back my history results today!!!! and yes, i PASSED. heh heh. yea. i just scraped pass. thank you God, for answering my prayers. tmr is maths and lang arts!!! arrrr. arrrr. arrrr.

yadayadyaayada. and then today i had to go to the dentist's. surprisingly, she was very very nice. yes, i remember my pri sch's dentist. i shudder at the thought. gasp. and i need BRACES. ouch! *sob*

alamak. i can't post anymore!!! i need to go. yea.

bye bye!

ps. I CAN CYCLE!!!!! ~whee~

hahas. there's nothing much to brag bout actually. but im just si happy! woots! :D

im so happy happy happy! wheee!

ahahahaha! i have not posted for quite some time... i have so many things to say!!!!!!! whee! (:

firstly... im proud to announce..........

*drum roll*

i can cycle!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahas. it isnt exactly um, a very exciting thing. but, I CAN CYCLE!!!!!!!! gasp. after trying for the past 13 years of my life, i finally succeeded. :D yea man. ahem. i want to thank... charles, for pausing gazillion times to wait for me, cuz i was seriously lagging behind... (c'mon, i still beginner!) ariel, for stopping to wait for me also. one day im gonna cycle better than you jie jie! :) um, and alica and job were there too! alicia says i cycle like her... as in, wobble wobble... hahas. we wanted to go to the playground, so charles suggested taking the SHORTCUT. apparently everyone else just cycled up and down that bumpy slope(or whatever it is) and then i was at the back, trying my very best to get up the slope!!! and then i kept crashing to the side.... and then i was so sad!!! at first job was kinda waiting for me in front, in the end i think i was so slow that he just went ahead first... har har... that was how slow i was... when i FINALLY reached the top, i was thinking of how to get down the slope, cos im ahem, not very good at braking. (i use my foot to stop.) oh wells. hahas. but i got 'rescued' in the end! uncle charles came over to help. i think i was quite a sorry sight. and in the end, he just carried the bike and ran to the playground. "it's faster like this." hahas.
at the playground! no one can beat alicia on the swings! whoopee. it was fun anyways. the slide was super duper smooth! :D and then we made a burial ground for an ant. which was still alive. oh wells. so we made this pretty looking thingy and we just piled sand on top of the ant, added leaves and the 'crown of thorns' on top! and then we sang hymns. ok, not really. oh man. it was just really really funny! and um, slightly retarded. hahas.
oooh! next time you get snapple, make sure you read the 'interesting' facts underneath the bottle cap! (: yea. "a human eats an average of 8 spiders while sleeping in his/her lifetime." OH NO. i think i need to tape up my mouth when i sleep. :O

on our way to yf, we were comparing our foot and arm lengths. we concluded that it is impossible that im able to wear 10 inch heels. this is the _____________ theory. whatever it's called?!?! hais. nvm. =) and then the bus came! and we RAN. and who said he couldnt run? but ran the fastest? hahas. i was, as usual, lagging at the back. nvm, that's not the point! (:

anyways, we reached church late, but not too late. yea. so i set my commitments: 1. to read at least 5 chapters of the Bible everyday. 2. to limit my com hrs and to do my maths! yaddayaddayay. i shall work hard to fufill that. =D

ahahaha! i dont know what to say now! im supposed to be on the bed, SLEEPING. alamak. tmr is history and sci results!!!! *screams* oh no oh no.....!!!!!!! whatever lah, cannot do anything bout it also. hmmmmm. oh oh oh! yea, i got back my chi and geog results on friday... i passed!!!!! whoopee! i passed! i passed! tee hee. =) ya, i dont set too high expectations...

im so happy... shalalalala.... hmmm, shld i go and watch goong? goong is making my friends crazy. yes, im talking to you le le, chux!!! ahahahaha.




replies to tags! (:

>>charles: aahahahaha!!! cycling was so fun!!! organize another one soon yea? i'll be first to sign up! oh yea, thanks for teaching me how to cycle!!

>>joey: teehee. dun hafta rush to reply the letter, cuz you shld be quite busy with upcoming exams ah? and i finally managed to be able to catch the ball! yes, looking forward to cap's ball again nxt wk! =)

>>amanda: hello my dotter! hmmm, i shall try putting up the links soon ok? i seriously dont know what you are saying, all the url and html code... blah blah. arrrr.

>>karwei: hahas! okaes, you shall teach me how to put up the links! oh and do you know how to change the cursor? i tried copy the code over, but it ended up screwing up the entire blog.... :l

>>gillie: hahas. i went to your blog too! whoopee! i love your skin! (not YOUR skin, it's your BLOGSKIN :))

>>chux: dadadada... okaes, let's go vivo together one day!! and we'd better not tell mei bout the children's playground, she'll go mad bout it.... hahas. vivo! vivo! me want to go! and shop till i drop. (that is, if i have the $$......)

HELP.

currently, i have so so so so many things to say, but i have no no no no no time to write them down. nor do i think i will be able to type out everything. because my school is having many many many many activities and i seem to be i/c of everything!!! arrr... i need to get help in sch tmr!!!!! help!!!!! oh wells. :l

today, i had to reach school at 8:30am for some psl thingy. when everyone was still dreaming in lala land, the sec 1 PSLs had to go to school!!! and we had to stay there till almost 5:30pm!!! poof! eight and a half hours just flew past!! but i must say i did learn quite a lot from the workshops and stuff. and i got to know a lot of people!!! hahas. and my group started to bond so well that we were talking random stuff when the speaker was speaking. "I'm hungry." by Janelle, in the middle of a workshop debrief, is a classic example of a randomly random thing to say. ok. anyway. the sessions were really really long, fortunately for the 2 meal breaks between, and mrs lee's sweets! the food was superb! hahas. tt was the positive comment i put down on the feedback form... (:

enough of the school stuff. anyways, i will be getting back my GEOGRAPHY AND CHINESE PAPER TOMORROW. *screams in horror* *takes a deep breath* *forces a smile* IT'S OKAY! cuz the sun will still be shining, the world will still be spinning, the trees will still be growing, the flowers will still be blooming.... blah blah blah.

oh forget it. i shall stop posting. i have 1001 things undone. rush rush rush!!!!!!!!!!

things to do:
# family day @ west coast- 2 hr telematch (planning and proposal) due on 18th oct. discuss with class what food to eat. prepare activities for class bonding and interaction with form teacher.
# year end school closure- prepare 3 min presentation (photo montage) to show class appreciation to teachers, schoolmates, classmates, friends etc. due TMR lunch. (must ask for extension frm mrs lee!!!)
# year end school closure- prepare a speech to show what the class can do for the school. due TMR.
# choral night- prepare item, discuss and decide what to sell to raise funds (asap!) , go for rehersal!
# walkathon on 28th!

OH NO. and i have to stay in school tmr till 6pm for the rehersal!!!!!!!!! aaaaaaaarrrrrr.






current mood: very very very very confused. i feel like thrashing the computer.





ps. im still looking for someone to teach me how to change the cursor, add a counter, add links.... blah blah blah. and im still looking for someone to go and watch WTC with me!!!!

finally! im so so so happy!!!!

screeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaam!!!! :D

finally. finally. finally.

maaammmiiee!! it's OVER!!!!!

the world is beautiful! the air is fresh! the birds are singing! the flowers are blooming! the trees are growing! im breathin'! im singin'! im flyin'! hahas. and i suddenly think of the high school musical song. oh wells.

lalalalala!!!!!!!!! (:

high school musical was nice. just watched it on youtube. i love the songs. =)





so.... today, the maths paper was just crap. i think i will scrape it. but oh wells, i tried my best! hahas. i guess i always carry this positive (or is it indifferent?) attitude towards school stuff and academics. somehow, i just think that they are really ranked quite low in my list. true, academic results do play a major part for your future, more or less. but i definitely think there are more important things than that! i dunno. ya, but i still mustnt fail anything; otherwise, there goes the scolarship, and here comes the daylight robbing school fees. hais. my mom is just very happy if i pass everything. she also feels that results are not priority. but she also wants me to be able to cope in school. which means that i will have to complete my stacks of assessment books everyday (which was untouched since the day i bought it). HAIS.

anyways. enough of school!!!

after the exams was fun fun fun!!!!!!! lejing they all last min dint go for movie, cuz they had 3rd lang afterwards, and the movie time wasnt right. poor things. it's a good thing that i quit jap. even tho sometimes i do regret it a lil..... pros and cons.

heh heh. but i still went out! with zi ai, ingrid, and yu zhen to PS. the bus was packed with ny ppl. and we were making quite a lot of noise. those ppl sitting down were giving some pretty unhappy faces. aiyo, what to do? we are too happy mah.... need to vent it all out! =)) and then i found out that singapore is actually quite big. cuz i saw a lot of places that i've never seen before... hahas. singapore. big??? nvm.

orchard road wasnt very packed, not like what i expected anyway. we were quite fortunate, cuz when we went, there wasnt many ppl at the queue. it was quite empty basically. then we bought the tickets. very very happy. then, we went to mos burger. and i think the stuff there are really expensive. and my beef rice burger had a lot of fats. ewww. but, it made my belly happy. :D

then it was time for the movie!!!!!!!!!! it was so so so so so so so so so so nice. i recommend this show! was laughing till i almost exploded. and then towards the end it was like really really touching. the stunts were SUPEREB. the baby!!!!! i love the baby!!! hahas. i just love babies and toddlers and little children and children. babies are so fortunate. they are always under the protection of daddy and mummy, and they dun have to worry bout anything.... just eat and sleep and eat and sleep. that's life. (: i wouldnt mind watching the movie again... anyone wants to treat me??? hahas. and there was this auntie sitting next to me who gave me all her popcorn, cos she said she dint like the salty one. neither did ingrid and i, so it ended up in zi ai and yu zhen's stomachs. glug glug glug. yupps. i think i will go and watch world trade centre soon. but i need to get people to go with me! anyone? i can treat you to a cheese hotdog! :)

rob-B-hood! go and watch!

the baby!!!!!!!!! =)

the baby!!!!!!!!!! the baby!!!!!!!

after that we went to take prints, and i just did not understand the japenese words. and the rest were like, "but you learnt jap!!!" and i stress, LEARNT. it's PAST TENSE. ok. out of point. the machine just chose for us anyway. and i still had no idea what it was all about.

oh! and then after that zi ai treated us to ice cream!!!!!!!! they were darn good. what to expect? $3.20 per cup. of course, we shared la. two cups. and ingrid and i kept the spoon! and zi ai and i were having a spoon round and round the pillar. like bollywood. har har.

the two sinful cups which costed $3.20 ea. (the good thing: they are 94% fat free!!:))

double chocolate!!! it is.... beyond words can express. =)

ingrido with her spoonful of ice cream...... =D

after zi ai left (with her pretty mummy!), the three of us headed to carefour (caar-foo!). pronounce it properly. say it after me. CAREFOUR. it's not care+4, my dear yu zhen. (: yupps, they sell practically everything! we ended up looking at all the cds anyway, and they were cheap! are they really originals?? nvm. i was so so so tempted to buy stuff, but i already spent a bomb.... so, another time perhaps. or i shall go to tabitha and ingrid and zi ai's houses to watch shows!!!!! yea yea!! i love the hols!!!!!!

ok, i guess it's enough. i just remembered that i havent bathed!!!!! OH NO.

it's a wonderful, wonderful day!!!

im so not looking forward to friday's chinese and geog results.... sad.

but, who cares?

cuz i have a God who loves me no matter what!

amusingly amusing signs

i wonder if these are just 'innovative' measures taken, or they are just a wastage of money spent on materials to make the signs, or the photos were digitally edited. whatever it is, i had a good chuckle out of it... so here it is. the amusingly amusing signs... :D


woof woof bark??!!!



um. yea, there will be a breakthrough in the medical field soon...



ya. please hold on to the pole to prevent yourself from falling. i stress, HOLD ON. (nothing else! :))



common sense. use your brain. and be careful of getting your hand stuck in the machine!



spare a thought for the animals!!! pretty please. (:



ummm... yea. we have to constantly remind ourselves to put God before everything, and not think that we can get away with things easily....



it's a win-win situation... LELONG LELONG!!!!!!! =)

tenjewberrymuds. this is super super funny. you gotta read it!!! :D

for those of you wondering what i meant by 'tenjewberrymuds', here it is.

To get the full effect, this should be read aloud. You will understand what 'tenjewberrymuds' means by the end of the conversation.

This has been nominated for the best email of 2005. The following is a telephone exchange between a hotel guest and room-service, at a hotel in Asia, which was recorded and published in the Far East Economic Review:

Room Service (RS): "Morrin. Roon sirbees."

Guest (G): "Sorry, I thought I dialed room-service."

RS: "Rye..Roon sirbees..morrin! Jewish to oddor sunteen??"

G:"Uh..yes..I'd like some bacon and eggs."

RS: "Ow July den?"

G: "What??"

RS: "Ow July den?...pryed, boyud, poochd?"

G : "Oh, the eggs! How do I like them? Sorry, scrambled please."

RS: "Ow July dee baykem? Crease?"

G: "Crisp will be fine."

RS : "Hokay. An Sahn toes?"

G: "What?"

RS:"An toes. July Sahn toes?"

G: "I don't think so."

RS: "No? Judo wan sahn toes??"

G: "I feel really bad about this, but I don't know what 'judo wan sahn toes' means."

RS: "Toes! toes!...Why jew don juan toes? Ow bow Anglish moppin we bodder?"

G: "English muffin!! I've got it! You were saying 'Toast. ' Fine. Yes, an English muffin will be fine."

RS: "We bodder?"

G: "No...just put the bodder on the side."

RS: "Wad?"

G: "I mean butter...just put it on the side."

RS: "Copy?"

G: "Excuse me?"

RS: "Copy...tea...meel?"

G: "Yes. Coffee, please, and that's all."

RS: "One Minnie. Scramah egg, crease baykem, Anglish moppin we bodder on sigh and copy ........rye??"

G: "Whatever you say."

RS: "Tenjewberrymuds."

G : "You're very welcome."

eeek! i need help.

slack slack slack... arrrrr!

lalalala.

i tried to change the cursor to a text cursor!!! but it all scrwed up. ='( oh, and can someone teach me how to insert the links to other ppl's blogs in the java??? or whatsoever it is. im quite a retard at stuff like this... :l tenjewberrymuds. (:

slack slack slack.

i have been slacking and slacking for the

past 4+4=8hours!!! 8 hours just poofed

past. and i did absolutely NOTHING. my

maths is UNTOUCHED.

die.

the thing is, im still waiting for my wei xiao pasta ep 13 to come out!!!!!! and it's not uploaded yet!! :'(

will just keep waiting... and i shall start on my maths soon. otherwise im so dead.




maths maths maths!!!!




me no like maths. o_O

2 more days!!!!!!!!! =))

countdown 2 more days!!

just 2 more days! and it will be sayonara to exams!!! woots! :D

im so happy.. shalalalala... hahas. (:

2 days... is tt a good thing or a bad thing? cuz i have not started doing any work for the maths paper on wednesday... haiz. weekends just poofed past. I SHALL START STUDYING. yes. i hope. :P

anyways, the haze index went down finally!!! yes. thank God. but the situation still isnt very good over at indonesia. must continue praying yes!

God really does answers prayers, that's such an assurance. it's like, when i feel really stressed out and depressed, the presence of the Lord beside me is such a great comfort! so i know im not alone when im in the midst of the terrible terrible examinations! =)

sunday's message at YW by uncle jeffery was good. maximising your potential. yea. how can i contribute to the ministry? pray tt i'll find an answer soon. cuz it's kinda meaningless to go about in school putting all your talents and qualities to good use and not doing anything in church.

it's kinda wierd ya, tt i am so so chattery and talkative in school, but i am pretty quiet in yf and church. dunno. i just havent really 'opened up' i guess. it's like, i see everyone talking and chit-chatting arnd, then im just hanging around listening to what ppl are talking abt, then i just leave early or smth. it's wierd. not the typical noisy me. and this shouldnt be the way, cuz i should be more comfortable with my bro and sis in Christ. the others (sec 1 church girlfriends) have seemed to stop going for yf. which isnt a very good thing. nvm. i must really learn to communicate more with ppl at yf. but sometimes im just kinda shy. (im shy??!!) why am i just not like my usual self at yf? saddening. just gotta keep praying. but with ariel coming for yf, it's much better. and hope that she will either 1) convince her mom to allow her to come to zion so tt she will not not like her church. 2) see that her church is not as bad as she thinks. yes, have to leave it to God.
the good news is, im beginning to feel less awkard at yf now, got to know new people, and of course, there are those who really go the extra mile to warm people up! and here, i'd like to say a big THANK YOU to joey for her letter. it definitely made my day! i guess this should truly be the yf spirit. where people dont feel left out and stuff. otherwise, people will not want to come back. and that will be bad.
im seiously praying for some people, that they may see God one day, and understand that He is the one and only, and not to depend on worldly pleasures (like boyfriends, girlfriends and money...) im actually really hoping that they will one day return to church and really be born again.
we all have to pray without ceasing, that people around us, who have not come to know Christ, will one day see the light and accept Him and repent. sometimes, we just get too carried away with things that little prayers for others' salvation slip off our minds. these prayers are actually very, very important. Christian life should not just be about going to church every week, knowing more intellectually about God... we are in the midst of the race, on our way to heaven. yet our non-christian friends are not even at the starting line. do we just continue running and leave them to fall into hell? what will we then say when we meet God at the finish line?
i sometimes wonder, am i really living my life how God wants me to? the sad truth is. no. time and time again, i tell myself to be a living testimony. yet i just forget. in fact, i think some of my non-chiristian friends have more self-discipline than me! hmmm. i need to change!

keep praying.

God will make a way. (:

oh yea, just a link to share with everyone. esp christian friends. but the movie is actually more about a life story of a girl.
http://www.stacistory.com/movie.htm
do spare 12 mins to take a look at the clip. (: i was really touched by it. teared the first time i saw it.

yupps. tt's all fer now!!! =))

the blurred weather and my blurred feelings.

finally. this stressful week is OVER. yays. (:

exams Exams EXAMS.... pfft. :l
i guess the most horrible paper was history. hais. im 80-90% sure that i am going to fail it. IM SO SAD. :'( geog was pretty bad too. which means that my humanities will either be flunked or borderline. boo hoo.

fortunately science was ok today. but i think i made a lot of mistakes. oh wells. i did my best! (:

cuz....
always look on the bright side of life... du du du du du...

the wei xiao pasta songs just kept playing in my head. during exams and when im studying... play play play. so irritating. OH NO! i need to kick the show outta my brain. it's taking up too much memory space. oh, but im so looking forward to the next episode!! hahas. im contradicting what i just said earlier.... (:

final paper on wednesday!!! KILLER MATHS. i must add oil, add petrol, add kerosene... blah blah blah.

oh wells. i guess it's enough of exams.

soon it will be time for fun fun fun!!! slacking slacking slacking!!!

BUT, my mom just told me that i will have to FINISH ALL MY ASSESSMENT BOOKS before i am allowed to go anywhere!!!!!!!! my holidays are GONE. :'(
i MUST jia you! =)))))

im just so looking forward for the year ends to come!!! :D yay!

who cares bout results?
ok, maybe i do care a LITTLE bit bout the results. cos my fate for 2007 depends on it.
*cross fingers*






omg. the haze is getting from bad to worse! the haze index was 80, then it became 130!!! it's scary. the world is definitely coming to an end. sigh. it's like, living in singapore seems to be pretty safe, but now the natural disasters are getting closer and closer to us... arrrr. it's good i have insurance. (:

the world's coming to an end, but are we prepared for it?? are we ready to face God on judgement day? i have no idea. just gotta keep praying.

i keep smelling the smoke and seeing the haze. it feels like my specs are spoilt, cuz everything is really very very blur. feeling a lil sick now. *aaaaa-ch-oooo!*

hazy hazy. misty misty. smoky smoky. blurry blurry. IM SO SAD. :'(

cant imagine what those ppl in malaysia and indonesia are going through right now...
ok. i shall stop complaining. "count your blessings, name them one by one...."

pray that God will take care of the weather, that everyone will not fall sick.
+you just gotta leave it to the Creator+ =)


slightly blurry. this pic was taken on 9 oct. not the actual day la. (:


im trying to figure out my personality. i think i have quite a high tolerance level. i seldom yell at people. if you do something against me, i'll most probably just swallow it down, and get over it. i wont scold or anything, most prob i will just DAO you, and give you a freezing shoulder. but i cant stay mad for long. after all, it's very tiring to angry..... very very tiring. and i guess that's why people seem to always bully me. im fine with it, but sometimes people just go overboard, and i end up feeling very hurt. hais. but i guess that's just me. the way i am. just gotta live with it. (:

great, just heard that the 11 am haze index went down by two points. it's now 128. a little bit, but better than nothing! =))

kaes. it's time to go and do my maths!!! i need to finish 4 CHAPTERS today. *breathe breathe breathe.* yES!


aw man. should i go for yf later? sigh. the others have stopped going. hais.




toodles! (:

school photos!!! (: (remember the days....)

6courage '05...... a fading memory.
























112 '06...... lame loud lOVE.




primary school has faded away... it's time to wake up. stand up. grow up.

cherish your primary school days. my friends.

time flies. it's over. my preicious childhood days. but they will be a wonderful memory! (:

slowly, the ugly side of the world is being exposed... im learning, day by day. how to get used to it. and how to let God take control of my life. to guard against the evil world. so strange.

this is so lame.

aiyo. this lame thing is amanda tan tell me to do one. i got FORCED. and it's so lame. -_-"


Skin colour:
is it the blogskin or MY skin?

Hair colour:
white (due to overwhelming stress)

Eye colour:
black.

Clothes colour:
my uniform is WhitE (like angels:))

Wardrobe colour:
huh?

7 memorable things this/last month:
- yf outreach
- pathetic eoys
- wei xiao pasta
- birthday (:
- spending a lot, a lot of money
- e-learning (aka. the slacking 3 days)
- going to j8 with crazy ppl

6 people you talk face to face this week:
- amanda tan
- tabitha
- celine
- zi ai
- teo ying
- GOD (He's beside me.)

5 things you bought recently:
- new skirt @ $13.90
- foolscap paper @ $3.20
- uniball signo dark blue pen @ $1.90
- a click 5 album for phoebe ng @ $18.90
- a meal at pasta mania @ $6.90 (which was a total waste of money cos the food wasnt nice)

4 ppl you saw today:
- amanda tan
- kimberly
- celine
- the bus driver (who waited for me!! :))

3 things on your mind now:
- why am i still blogging now when i have a science paper tmr?!?!
- should i go and join wilson, jeremy and ariel for lunch now?
- i should stop hating myself.

tag four people to do this:
- zhuo ya
- kar wei
- le jing
- ariel

the history paper that almost made me cry.

i am going to fail my history. postive.

im not kidding lor. BUT, i shall not brood over it anymore! it's over anywaes.

"always look on the bright side of life! doo doo du du du...."

i think i am an optimist. or rather, i dont really express my inner feelings to others. but oh wells, staying cheerful cheers others up! (:

a true and comforting hug really makes people feel a lot better.

i was SO DEPRESSED after history paper today. then june came over. she was also very sad. so i gave her a hug and she gave me a hug. and then i cheered up a bit. (fyi. when you hug someone, the body produces a chemical called endorphin, which can relief pain and sadness. i think.)

AND. just being there for a friend can mean a great deal too.
amanda, cheer up ya?
God loves you and so do i!!! <3
*BIG HUG* :D

AND. i hereby declare macdonalds UNHEALTHY. the amount of oil used is gross. :l

AND. i have science tomorrow.

AND. i am so scared.

AND. i am so sad.

BUT. i am so looking forward to the hols!!!

BUT. i think i will have a lot of school activities.

AND. i still havent decieded whether to go for guides camp or yf camp.

BUT. i know that i will have to make a decision anyway.

AND. i would have to sacrifice some stuff.

AND. i would be so sad.

BUT. that's ok.

SO. i shall think about happier stuff.

SO. i shall dream about my holiday plans!

AND. i am so looking forward to the next episode of wei xiao pasta!

SO. i am feeling a lot happier now!

BUT. i have to go and do my work now.

SO. i am so sorry.

BUT. i will post again soon.

AND. to everyone, alll the best for exams!

AND. God bless.

second of october two thousand and six. monday. the sky is very hazy. haze index is 73.

i seriously think im gonna fail my lang arts and geog.


well, maybe i will scrape pass it. but my compo was just so totally out of point. hais. nvm. it's over anyway. geog was not difficult, but my brain was half-dead, so i couldnt write much down.

so much for studying like crazy. :l

dint get to sleep at all last night. studied till abt 12.30.

i got hungry. so i headed for the kitchen and grabbed two packs of butter crackers. the first pack was fine, but the secong pack was all broken and crumbled into smaller pieces and bits. i was eating peacefully, then i suddenly noticed that the biscuits looked like the EARTH'S CRUST. yes. PLATE TECTONICS. those that cause the volcanoes and earthquakes. so i starting munching and saying out the facts... blah blah blah. with bits of biscuits flying outta my mouth. :O

then i went to bed at around 1. my mind was just buzzing with loads of stuff. i was thinking, thinking, thinking. (the future great philosopher??!!:)) also dunno what i was thinking abt. the next thing i knew, my alarm clock was ringing. -_-

so i was looking like a panda bear in the morning. o_O

tried to sleep in the car. but i too thinking, making plans about what i should do if i fail my EOYs. i finally decided that i would transfer to cresant girls' if i fail. ariel's there anyways, and that school sounds fun. apart from the morning jogs!!!

went to pasta mania in the afternoon. the pasta looked wonderful, but i wasnt in the mood too eat. too depressed bout xams. :( but i still ended up ordering alot. stupid amanda tan POURED pepper into my soup! she dint sprinkle. she POURED. hmph. she later got her retribution anyways. the rest POURED almost the entire can of cheese powder onto her pizza. it was a gruesome sight. but claire still wanted to take a picture of it. ?!?! retardedly reatarded retardedness. tab's family was there too. and i think uncle and auntie were quite disgusted by our behaviour. BAD CHILDREN.


just finished studying chinese. i realised how much i have slackened. and i realised how much i have broken chen lao shi's heart. i will jia you from now onwards. really really. i promise. everyone reading this now shall be my witnesses!!! ok!

yaya. tt's all for now. i need to go and study my history!!! or else i will fail my humanities.

~(a comforting and true hug from a friend to a friend can mean a great deal. it can heal a sad and broken heart. it is warm and fuzzy.)~ thanks for the comforting huggies, my bestest girlfriends!!! :) love ya!!!!!!

tata!



God loves me and you! <3

me. now. dunno. confused. yet God is by my side.

tomorrow is THE DAY.

im afraid, yet im not afraid. (:





i was feeling really alone just now, cuz everyone else just seems so prepared and confident bout tmr's papers...

and i was feeling real sad.
















Then i thought about God's promises to us that we are never ever alone. He is always by our side! isnt that amazing?

so tmr, when i am sitting on the table, holding my pen, facing the paper, feeling scared and lonely and alone. i will fear. but i will have a sense of comfort in my God!













im kinda ashamed that i feel close to God only when i face trials and obstacles.

usually, all the daily routines just tie me down that i cant take my mind away from stuff. i even find it hard to pray. ! sigh.

i NEED to change.



and I WILL.













yf camp will definitely be a spiritual renewal, but i dont think i can go. cuz i have guides camp also. :l have been praying, for an answer, which one to go... and stuff. God seems to be telling me an answer, but i just cant understand it.













i dunno.













very confused now.

sorry.


























need to go and study. and i need to take my mind away from things that are bugging me right now. my mind is buzzing and whirling and swishing and zooming.




help.






im going nuts.













but i know that God is with me! and that He loves me!




that's a comforting thought! (:

i suddenly felt like deleting this blog. but later on decided not to. oh wells. shall keep it like this for the time being.

today is sunday. 1st october. childrens' day. time now is 5:33 pm.

i was feeling real depressed just now. wilson told me to CHEER UP. and i felt slightly better.
BUT. im feeling all moody again. sigh. :'(

really cant stand myself. i've been slacking, when i kept reminding myself to study. im just so obsessed with other stuff that i get carried away. all my friends finish studying already loh. and im still stuck at rivers. believe it? RIVERS. the very first chapter. im dead.

i better start making plans about what to do should i get retained. oh shucks.













help me. :l













to all those out there, feeling confused and sad and anguish like me.

God will make a way.
When there seems to be no way.
He's beside you.

that's quite a comforting thought, at least. (:













JIA YOU BA!!!!
and happy childrens' day!

cuz we are all God's little children! :D