may today be a good day.
God by my side always.
tues, 29 aug 06, 12:59am
nites! <3
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
im bored.
ok. so this blog was officially created on tuesday, august 29 2006, @ 12 am......
im bored bored bored
so i was basically slacking for the past 5 hours.
went back to kcp today
ms theresa's last gb meeting with the company... sad.
there was drill's test. so phoebe and i went to help out.
i almost exploded and puked blood and died on the spot.
*INHALES>>>*
was i like that when i was in pri 3/4?
i dun think so....
oh well. :D
and they are going to go for drill competition nxt year.... goodness me
i think i will go and help out!!! and scold them (fine, it's called being STRICT.)
in guides, footdrills are strict, yet not strict...
very well, enough of footdrills.
im beginning to feel the pressure of being in nanyang, well, but it's not say VERY stressful lah, but i just feel... wierd. nvm.
tension is building up, there's hmwrk, project, reports....
i know teachers think of innovative ways, but... it's kindof TOO enthusiastic?!?!
i dunno.
well, at least there are hols next week!!! woo hoo!!! time to take a breather. (i dint know that they were so soon. :))
i have so many words to say now, yet, i just cant say them.....
they are just thoughts that are so deep inside, too deep for me to reach it too.
i guess only God know it all.
i suddenly feel like singing.... >>>
nvm.
i shall save my voice, lest i wake my mummy up.
hahas. ppl say i sound like stef sun when she sings... oh well. i'll take that as a compliment.
oh crap. i just remembered. guides talentime tmr.
my grp has done NOTHING.
NOTHING.
kaes.
hopefully a miracle will appear tmr. ~**********~
I believe strongly in prayers. they just work. so beautifully. so magically.
God loves us.
i always wonder why.
i sin, i just feel that im a lousy person, a soul that is beyond hope.
yet, HE chooses to forgive.
me. you. everyone in this world.
why do we slam the door of our hearts upon His face?
it must hurt the Lord to bear all this pain (physically and spiritually)
I AM GOING TO LIVE MY LIFE AS GOD WANTS ME TO.
that was what i was supposed to do right?
i will try. as hard as i can. and i noe that God will help me. (:
in yf, they always talk about sharing the gospel.
i have failed in that.
failed.
so terribly.
i really cannot imagine my relatives and my best buddies, friends and everyone perishing in hell.
i cant imagine.
sometimes, im not even sure of my own salvation.
i hope that i will find an answer one day. soon.
that's all for now.
it's been a long long day. i feel spiritually refreshed.
God bless all. :)
ps: i changed RED specs today! :D hahas.
byeee... this is a very very long post.
a good beginning to my blog.
hopefully i will post regularly.
byeee!
im bored bored bored
so i was basically slacking for the past 5 hours.
went back to kcp today
ms theresa's last gb meeting with the company... sad.
there was drill's test. so phoebe and i went to help out.
i almost exploded and puked blood and died on the spot.
*INHALES>>>*
was i like that when i was in pri 3/4?
i dun think so....
oh well. :D
and they are going to go for drill competition nxt year.... goodness me
i think i will go and help out!!! and scold them (fine, it's called being STRICT.)
in guides, footdrills are strict, yet not strict...
very well, enough of footdrills.
im beginning to feel the pressure of being in nanyang, well, but it's not say VERY stressful lah, but i just feel... wierd. nvm.
tension is building up, there's hmwrk, project, reports....
i know teachers think of innovative ways, but... it's kindof TOO enthusiastic?!?!
i dunno.
well, at least there are hols next week!!! woo hoo!!! time to take a breather. (i dint know that they were so soon. :))
i have so many words to say now, yet, i just cant say them.....
they are just thoughts that are so deep inside, too deep for me to reach it too.
i guess only God know it all.
i suddenly feel like singing.... >>>
nvm.
i shall save my voice, lest i wake my mummy up.
hahas. ppl say i sound like stef sun when she sings... oh well. i'll take that as a compliment.
oh crap. i just remembered. guides talentime tmr.
my grp has done NOTHING.
NOTHING.
kaes.
hopefully a miracle will appear tmr. ~**********~
I believe strongly in prayers. they just work. so beautifully. so magically.
God loves us.
i always wonder why.
i sin, i just feel that im a lousy person, a soul that is beyond hope.
yet, HE chooses to forgive.
me. you. everyone in this world.
why do we slam the door of our hearts upon His face?
it must hurt the Lord to bear all this pain (physically and spiritually)
I AM GOING TO LIVE MY LIFE AS GOD WANTS ME TO.
that was what i was supposed to do right?
i will try. as hard as i can. and i noe that God will help me. (:
in yf, they always talk about sharing the gospel.
i have failed in that.
failed.
so terribly.
i really cannot imagine my relatives and my best buddies, friends and everyone perishing in hell.
i cant imagine.
sometimes, im not even sure of my own salvation.
i hope that i will find an answer one day. soon.
that's all for now.
it's been a long long day. i feel spiritually refreshed.
God bless all. :)
ps: i changed RED specs today! :D hahas.
byeee... this is a very very long post.
a good beginning to my blog.
hopefully i will post regularly.
byeee!
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