been pretty busy the last 3 weeks. Work ended two weeks ago. had fun and angry times during the working days. But always satisfied with the knowledge I gained. ^_^ Life ain't easy. but I had fun.

Last week I went for NDP rehearsal. Very nice to watch just 4 days before the actual one. Though no good bags, I had fun =) Then I watch the last trilogy of Bourne. Damn cool. hee...

But last night something cast upon me. A guy confess to me. He does not has any girlfriend before. He likes me since Feb. And I quite like him coz I feel comfortqable talking to him. Since Suay lun incident, I hardly wanna talk to guys. Hardly. I dunno why. In university, I am no longer that Sophia I was in JC. Hardly talk about myself to them. So this sudden confession was like a magnet that was brought towards a compass. I cannot function properly for one whole night. Totally lost in thoughts. He has too many resemblence as The guy I like for 3 years. But they both definitely have difference talent.

I lost all direction of my thoughts. I do not wanna hurt this friendship I just built and I also dun wanna give any hope. I know I am not deeply in love or stuff. But his statement, " i'll wait" just weighs down on my shoulder so heavily as a burden. Gosh!

What should I say to him? Yun suggest I wait and let time pass.(I actually thought of that too) John say tell him, "No strings attached". (i thought that was kinda cool but I will hurt him as his first gf) Haiz... Hope he had never told me at all.