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:: *Profile* ::

Name: Shuhua
Birthdate: 22 Oct
Horoscope: Libra



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Saving up:

damn it, am i breaking down soon?
Saturday, July 24, 2010
I damn scare i fail FYP. Seriously.

I feel so freaking stressed up, everyday less than 5 hours of sleep. Always thinking abt my project whenever i go, thinking of ways to save it.


Thinking of ways to improve it. I DUn wan a freaking C nor D for this FYP. -.-



But? Yet she couldnt even bother wif it. wth. I dun even see the effort in her. She is just doing for the sake of doing ! Dun she realise by only concentrating on her individual work wont make her pass ? The project is 50% ley! I dunno wad is on her mind.


While people is busy doing the project during commontests, trying to meet deadline, dere she is neglecting everythin and chiong for her own test study. WTH, i'm saying the truth. She got freaking good grade for her test and i still remember clearly hw she push her work to others and how i need to FREAKING clean up her mess.



This presentation, she can ACT BLUR and missed out doing 2 freaking main things (which are the main criterias for the presentation??) WTH, its like only my group the one NOT presenting this 2 stuffs. Everyone was wondering wad happen, how can we miss that. YES how can I! I'm too careless. I couldnt forgive myself for trusting her. Because of that, even the tutors start giving us a different look. They think slacker group. WTH, tats not true!



A playful, lazy girl like me dun even dare to touch any freaking games, not even my favourite mangas or anime.
Because of my irregular sleeping, or maybe perhaps i even think of my project while eating... i dont even have the appetite to eat. Sometimes i would suddenly get gastric pain but i would just endure it. Heck, I dont care abt my own body and health anymore.




This FYP project really matters alot to me. Although theres peer evaluation i doubt it helps much.
I used to be so kind and give chances to her. Even when she first make me as a scapegoat (i mentioned before in previous post, abt hw she make me take up her fault), I TRY TO LET IT GO! I didnt pursue the matter, but again and again, she now step on my kindess. She even do the same thing to my other friends.



I guess... not now. She make me become like this. Its not worth it anymore. No problem. I wont forget how she ill treat one of my groupmate, how she try to make use of us, how she try to take advantage of my kindness.



Prepare to receive ur "rewards" later.


I wont let a person who only watch mangas and play facebook game without doing project in my group to pass or pass well.





Hope i survive.
Shasha @ 1:53 AM