Name: Shuhua
Birthdate: 22 Oct
Horoscope: Libra
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| WaD THE TU....*censored* Fan wo men fei ji !!! |
| Monday, December 19, 2005 |
| hohoho! Christmas is coming! & Happy birthday QING |
| Sunday, December 18, 2005 |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY QING! *throws confetti*
Sudd, i throwin off some of my pain... i'm chatting wif gx now on msn and i'm gettin more and more excited abt my 1 week holiday! YESH! My bREAK! Its coming!!! FinaLLY!!! XD
I wanna celebrate christmas wif my closed ones! T-T
Hehehe... gonna exchange presents wif xinhui,eve & joanne on fri, then.. dunnoe when can celebrate christmas wif the rest...
LOLz i'm greedy, i wanna meet celebrate christmas 1 day wif dajie,qing,rinko,senko & my two monkeys bro.... then also wan a day to celebrate wif aliyah,gx,yq,doris & mz... hehehehe =X
Theres so mani things i wanna do during the break... i wanna go out shop shop too! Qing, yea reserve a day for us to go shop for new yr clothes =P |
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| Shasha @ 5:00 PM |
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| Where did my inspiration go?? |
| Tuesday, December 13, 2005 |
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EWWW!! Sudd... i dont have the "ling gan" to do the borders of the proposal cover. I keep redoing and redoing... arrggHhh... i dont have the mood to do it... guess i'm still unstable ~_~
Sorry joanne, if i cant finish it on time... i realli no mood to do... arrgh! >.> |
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| Shasha @ 7:52 PM |
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| tio sabo...(qinggg wru! i wan to pinch ur cheeK!) |
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RULES OF THE GAME:
1. Post five weird/random stuff about yourself.
2. at the end of your post, list the names of 5 people who you want next to do this and leave a comment "you are tagged" in their bloG and tell them to read your blog for rules.5 things?
1. I'm weird
2. I'm really weird...
3. Did i juz say i'm weird? I'm weird =/
4. I'm really weird wor!! Dont come near me!
5. Ok.. lastly... i'm still weird o_o
(joking joking...juz tryin to cheer myself up ~_~)
1. Yea, first is same as qing. My computer is my lifeee... i have my fav adobe photoshop, maplestory game, my msn, my cute cute pics found frm the net, my friends photos (and mine =x), my artwork, my music... aHHhh... *hugs com* T_T My laogong!!
2. I can be one of the laziest person on EARTH! (or venus? o.O) but can also be quite hardworking when i have the determination & feel like working =P
3. Hehe.. i can have crushes on a few guys at the same time (=X oops, keep tis a secret =P), however, when it comes to love, i will love only one guy... (currently still tryin to shake "him" off my mind >.< omg y i say tis here -_-")
4. Actually, i'm quite an emotional and sensitive person even though i may appear cold and heartless sometimes...
5. I love to sleep and eat mei shi (gd food)!! I <3 DESSERTS!!
Ppl i want to sabo: (lalalala~ too bad cannot sabo qing liao)
1. D-a-j-i-e (coz she havent put tis up yet =P)
2. Rinjie (hoho merry christmas!)
3. Aliyah (wakakakaka!)
4. Yiqin (damn she never update her blog de =.=")
5. Joanne =D
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| Shasha @ 7:13 PM |
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| Sunday, December 11, 2005 |
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How can you see into my eyes
like open doors
Leading you down into my core
where I've become so numb
Without a soul
my spirit's sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
I can't wake up
Wake me up inside
Save me
Call my name and save me from the dark
Wake me up
Bid my blood to run
I can't wake up
Before I come undone
Save me
Save me from the nothing I've become
Bring me to life
I've been living a lie
There's nothing inside
Bring me to life
Without a thought
Without a voice
Without a soul
Don't let me die here
There must be something wrong
Bring me to life... |
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| Shasha @ 6:33 PM |
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| Time to say out some of my true feelings.... i shant hide them anymore... |
| Saturday, December 10, 2005 |
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(Rambles start: dajie,qing,gx,doris can ignore tis post)
Sometimes i find my group memebers very strange. Strange in the sense that, when i tell them an idea, they either never listen, or they disagree. So, since i'm the one typing some of the documents, i just type watever they want me to... (since my opinion is ignored), later, after the document is printed out or mailed, they realised got this mistake which i had pointed earlier... (lolz??)
Then they will come and push the blame on typist(which is me). Yet, i had to control my temper, whenever i got blame unnecessary, preventing myself for flaring up on them becoz they are my friends afterall. I dont think its nice to throw temper on ur friends.... correct?
So sometimes i also sianz ler, watever u all want go ahead ba, i juz keep quiet le. Like the matter on the certificate which is suppose to be given to the guest speaker, i suggested "framed it up" or a plague(spelling) to be presented to them, (as it will look much nicer) yet someone told me laminate the cert, can already, i say fine, ok, if u are afraid of the cost, then might as well go roll the cert and tie it wif a ribbon. (which will be like a graduation >.>) Yet in the end, when we told the teacher abt it, of coz he suggested my old idea (framed it up).
Not tryin to boast myself down here, but i feel tat some of my thinking is similiar to wad teacher wanted. There was once our teacher ask the whole class a question, something which goes like "if u are a businessman, u gonna meet one of ur clients, would u choose lunch or dinner?" & "y is tis a better choice for the businessman to meet and talk abt their plans?"
My answer is the abt the same as teacher, which is dinner is better because, if u choose lunch, pple have to eat quickly as they still have to go back to their work later on, plus, by the time they finish the food, they would be full le, where got mood to listen to ur business plan? Yet, i didnt told him my ans, i got the ans he wanted, it was because i wasnt confident abt my ans... and another qns on the coca-cola thing... i got it right again but i didnt say loud enough for the teacher to hear. (sheesh, i hate tis flaw of mine -_-)
I think it was partly my fault ba, i didnt voice out some of my opinions clearly which mayb falls deaf on others' ears.
Actually, i was pissed wif her (dont nid me to say out the name, u noe who u are) on thurs. I dunnoe wad she told the teacher abt me but, all i noe is i couldnt arrive to meet them for the meeting wif teacher on time. (i'm not superlady ok?) I had wanted to tell her tis on tat day de but was unable to due to some other matters. I think she juz told the teacher tat her house to my house is juz a bridge NIA! Wth, go count the distance la! u forgot theres still another bridge and park for me to walk through? Then, when i reach my house, i dont nid to change back to my sch U and wat about the distance frm my house to the next bus stop i nid to walk? What abt the waitin for the bus time? The travelling time? Did u juz tell the teacher tat i can teleport to sch within a few mins?
I dont understand y u pple can complain abt the timing tat takes u frm the bus stop to my hse but dunnoe how to tell the teacher abt the duration? If yes, y the teacher tell me did the bridge collapse which cause me to turn up late? I dont noe y i got the feelin tat i like i had got stabbed by the back? -_-"
I dont noe if ur intentionally, or ur not gd wif words.... i hope wad u did, its not on purpose... Ok, enough of those.... (end of rambles)
Watever it is, i'm still glad that my group is still going strong after tis project had been given out to us. We dont have any dispute like some other groups over the theme we wanted. Plus, we are only a four-man team, yet we had already done halfway through the project (the deadline is 23 dec 2005), we even shown our progress and some of our proposal to our teacher le. Hehe... and of coz our teacher is very shock, other groups have 5-6pple in their team and they are only at the startin part.
I also want to thank evelyn sia... for treating me sandwhiches on tat day when i rushed to sch for the meeting. She actually knew i wont have the time to eat breakfast and i was really very touched when she sudd take out 2 tuna sandwhiches she juz bought for me! OMG T_T Not only that, she actually treat me popiah yesterday (she overheard my conversation wif qing abt not having enough money for lunch...thus i couldnt meet up wif qing for lunch yest) Sobz... so sweet of her right? >.< I wont forget her kindness de... will definately repay her kind acts. =) |
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| Shasha @ 7:40 PM |
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| Wednesday, December 07, 2005 |
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sigh...let me do a quick blogging before i leave my house. I'm goin over to joanne's house, gonna pia the project wif her,evelyn and xh. So you wont see me online tonight coz i'm stayin over at her hse wif evelyn for a day.
Haiz..anyway,nvm about that previous post.. its ok. Dont worry too much abt me, i'm alright... i juz tend to do stupid things when i'm moody... =(
Juz wanna let off the feelings in me... yup.
Sometimes i wish my web publish teacher would get a mc, cancel class or let us off 1 hour earlier... =P Becoz, my maid had went back to her hometown...and now i always had to rush back home to cook dinner and by the time i finish cooking, its already 8 plus. My poor brothers T_T lol... gotta wait for their food for so long... =X |
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| Shasha @ 7:05 PM |
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| i'm sufferin frm major depression >.> |
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Took tis test...
My rate of depression
My results:
You may be suffering from major depression
I dont look like someone sufferin from tis huh? I guess i hide my deepest feelings really well huh. Sheeesssh... y am i writing tis here? oh man...
Ohh... so? ok now wad? Go see doctor? Na... she dont understands me, y she dont... y cant she understands a freaking bit?! Am i so hard to understand? I find her gettin more and more unreasonable nowadays...
Yes yes... selfish... ty, since u like to say i always like to think abt myself... thanks... i'll shall head tis way... i guess tis is wad u like to see....
Bet u dont even noe y i died if i were to commit suicide now... >.> |
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| Shasha @ 12:10 AM |
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Our deadline is tis fri ley!!!! T_T