Name: Shuhua
Birthdate: 22 Oct
Horoscope: Libra
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Today, didnt noe my business fundamentals teacher is on mc, went to sch as usual ... to find noone in the class. Omg.. u noe how scary i felt at that point of time or not? Her lessons suppose to start at 8.15am... i'm still not familiar wif the sch yet, so i had to ask around and ... when i finally got to the right classroom, its empty =.=" I was goin to be late summore, and my mind begins to think, "dont tell me they change the classroom hor!"
~_~" So suay, if i didnt lose my hp yesterday, i would be informed abt today's matter le. Kao, so sianz... spent 2 hours in sch canteen doing nothing... wanted to sleep at the canteen de but.. haiz... Actually take a short nap in accounts lesson. I was like half asleep throughout the lesson lo! The minute she say ok break time, i immediately rest my head on the table... -_-" Buay tahan le...
Lucky still got pple like Grace, joanne-san, xinhui sitting beside me... i almost couldnt catch up wif the lesson sia... coz i'm realli sleepy... cannot tahan le.. hai hao.. still got them, can ask them abt the accounts questions. Strange, i managed to keep up wif the lesson today, even though i'm half awake... wahaha
Anyway, i've make a gift using adobe photoshop for Da jie last night... make a small birthday gift 2 days earlier for minzee, using adobe photoshop too. =D
See see my products: ^^
For minzee:
For da jie:
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| Shasha @ 11:26 AM |
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Waah.. tired tired... juz came back home from westmall singtel shop. My day juz didnt start quite right...Almost late for class again. After lessons, went to meet mei at jurong entertainment. Missed 3 buses , (i guess i was daydreaming? XD) in the end, i decided to get a taxi there... (coz i'm so eager to meet her, tot i was late, then we both mentioned our stomach is growling... ^^")
Haiz.. throughout the journey, the taxi driver was like scolding knn, cb.. but not that loud la... he keep complaining to me about the road lanes 7 traffic blah blah... -_-" ZZzz I wasnt realli paying attention to his whinings anyway. Hes most likely a buddhist, or should i say confirm? =/ He had 2 small god statues infront & he was listening to the buddhist scriptures tape.
Ok! Thought his whinings is bad enough, juz as i went out of the taxi... i sense something is wrong ! Arrgh, i touched my pocket, searched through my whole bag.. to find my handphone is missing !!! T_T Immediately i turned back, the taxi i juz broad, is still there ! Saw the driver holding a thing like a hp, i didnt care much wats he doing le, i rushed back to the same taxi, and opened the door, asking him whether he saw my hp on the seat ma? However, he replied nono, acting very weirdly summore... i didnt really suspect him much and continue lookin at the back seat... check the WHOLE back seat but found nothing -_-....
He even act act and help me check the back seat... kao... i turn to look for his particulars instead le, but couldnt find his particulars O_O" My god... thats when i find him real fishy, coz he was quite nervous, irritated, wanted to shoo me off as fast as possible. Yea, he did, theres 2 passengers coming, wantin to take taxi... zzzz I couldnt have drop it anywhere, i was lookin at my phone when i was sitting in the taxi. -_- I'm very sure, that he took my phone after i went out of the taxi!
Haiz... too late le, i should have written down his vehicle number -_-" How dumb of me, i was too concentrated on lookin for my phone that i forgot to jot down his car number.. diaoz. -_-" Anyway his taxi is from "Silver Cab" company. Silver colour de taxi. No worries silver cab drivers, next time i wont use ur service le... one horrid incident is enough. -_- Dishonest taxi drivers... -_- especially tis one... pls go die... even if u become a monk , ur sins will still be there! Coz watever it is.. my impression of u is SPOLIT. =) Now, i'll juz let the heaven punish u for what u have done... I'm beginning to understand y ur car is full of holy stuffs.. (To wash away ur sins eh?? ) Dont pple understand? if u still continuing doin bad stuffs like tis or worst, rob, steal, rape... no matter how many holy bibles/scriptures will not erase off ur sins. -_-
To those baddies: So free to read/listen holy bibles/scriptures after commiting crimes eh? Y Dun u stop committing those sins, and go donate/help the poor,unfortunate instead.... -_-"
Hahaa.. before that i also scared myself to death, i tot i lost my ic too =X It was only when i check my house's photocopy machine then i found it -_-" Hehee.. anyway, i got a new hp now =D~ |
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| Shasha @ 1:00 PM |
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Lolz dunnoe y, suddenly everything came to me at once, today ish juz so tired. Cant concentrate well on POA lesson, immediately went to have a lil nap once the teacher say a few mins break. So confusing... >.<
After school, i try to rush back home, to put my sch bag, change my clothes, coz gotta meet up wif my biaomei (we watching Batman, the beginning) lolz... a bit lame but i find it ok la, some parts of the show is quite funny too. Ahh, i juz realised i din get to eat any proper meal at all tis whole day?? Breakfast nothing, skipped lunch, dinner- popcorns,pepsi & 2 chessy hotdogs. Lolz....
Haiz now so tired... already 1am le !! (Sorry mei, cant maple much juz now, sorri for bein wet blanket la, juz not my day, go in maple hardly 10 mins, mum naggin/scoldin me liao) And I havent do the office applications assignments yet! Sigh... time seems to fly~ Now rushing the homework.. Gosh!-_- *stomach growling* T-T
*looks at tml schedule* Omg another busy day >.> Sobz sobz... |
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| Shasha @ 2:59 PM |
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| wahaha i did sumthin stupid |
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Haiz.. today veri sianz... first day of sch, 3 pple gave us addresses.. i sit until butt very pain sia... LOlz... my eyes were closing too... but it will be an ugly sight to fell asleep in assembly on the first day of sch =X
Dunnoe y, i felt so sad man, today lunch break, 1 hour... i keep standin around , staring blankly at passerbys, lookin at my phone as tho i'm some lost kitten.. -.- I neber felt so lost and lonely be4... everythin ish so new to me. My tears almost come out sia... Sianz... managed to buy a set of my sch u... but sux ley.. maroon blouse + navy blue long pants. OMG! How ugly can it get? I wanted white blouse and black skirt de... but both... out of stock.. dun have around my size de... ZZZ (wats wif the tuckshop?)
OK... i was damn eager to get outta of tis sch ... 2.30pm.. i watched the clock closely.. yesh we're suppose to release at 3 but.. well thats gd! My timetable sux man...
Everyday, morning 8am muz reach sch le, excpet for tues, 10am. All lessons end at 4pm or even 4.30pm SIA! Except for fri, 12 pm jiu released le. Sux ley... -_-" Now i also feel very confused, should i concentrate on my ite life, or concentrate on my o lvl stuffs? o_O?
Anyway, i met up wif mei after sch, we went to eat KFC. Lolz be4 that, i did a stupid thing... -_-" I din noe bus 173 can take me directly to the clementi bus interchange sia -.- I tot near the interchange oni. I went to press the bell quickly when i see my destination approaching... to my horror, the bus turn left instead of straight... and u noe... its the bus interchange liao. I was like "OMG!" and i slapped my forehead. No wonder the 2 ite girls standin near the door keep lookin at me. =_=" So embrasses sia...they muz be thinkin "Wth is tis girl thinkin? its the interchange -.-") lol... MEi was laughin like mad after she heard me sayin that. -_____-" Chou si le la... ~_~
Hopin tml will be a better day.... |
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| Shasha @ 2:59 PM |
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The dark side of me is slowly coming out... i couldnt resist the darkness... i feel like i have been drawn nearer to it...
No idea y, i suddenly lose my cool easily nowadays... i feel very fed up. Shitty life.... i cant do wat i like?? Sianz... i find maple now also kinda sianz liao.... shitty n00bs.... ~_~ keep beggin for mesos, beggin for heal, rudeness, bloody ksers....
and theres 1 today... chao wo train him, come on, i very close to u ah? I dun even noe u lor, of coz i neber say those out la, i was tryin to be kind & polite to him... Anyway, i'm juz there to hunt diamond ores to repay mei ma, (coz she gave me a refined diamond T^T)later he mentioned he will pay me a lvl 25 triangular shield & a dagger (which happen to be wat mei wanted) So i told him fine, i help u, the dagger u can keep for urself, i dun wan it. (I tot tis is like killin 2 birds in 1 stone... so i agree lo)
Later train train a bit, he suddenly ask me wan a red lutia ma? I was huh???I ask him how u got it de, then he slowly tell me his story. Apparently he seems to trust me that i will not report him. He had scammed a high lvl mage be4, got hack be4... blah blah.... Then later keep askin wan the red lutia ma? Even say to me, if u wan, u muz help me train another lvl.. I hear liao so angry sia....think i wat?? So free the whole day to train u ah?? I'm not so cheap ok, if ur my frenz i will surely help u de.. think he might as well dun play, gif his pass to someone else & stop mapling >.> Summore, i dont feel so gd liao, tis type of pple not worth to help de, i also sensed he will not keep his word. I rather go make a dark lutia myself than take ur "dirty stuff"... (Hope he get lost, i dun wan to see him again, i wont report him or wat, juz dun wish to see tis person again)
There was also tis newbie keep beggin me for mesos, i gave him the amt he asked, (hopin to shake him off) he neber even say ty but even got the cheek to come back and ask me for more mesos. Kanasai! Next time i juz pretend i afk le...
Kindness doesnt repays... juz kind to that person, they step over to ur head liao...I also very very understand how jie feels when pple keep beggin her for heal ... Yea indeed, they are very irritating... =) |
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| Shasha @ 10:00 AM |
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Heard frm qing that xiaoglue & storm got into a fight again... haiz. Hopin to go ossy today or latest tml... coz my sch is starting soon... haiz
Storm has a shadow of 2 person... he reminds me of Genxhero/Kiyosh in gms (an ex ms buddy of mine)Genxhero/kiyosh got deleted frm my buddylist becoz he keep sayin my best frenz's sis, Feye bad words behind her back. -_- Hes abt 14-15yrs old. We 3 used to train together de, hes was quite gd. I was still using my cleric back then & would heal him while he did most of the fighting .. (hes a warrior). He also gave me quite a few diamond ores for my sauna quest, opal ores, even helped feye & me to defame using his "defame army" to bad pple be4. Yet dunnoe y, suddenly one day, i juz find him too hao lian le, coz he always like to show off "I got tis, umbrella etc, those rare rare items" then also like to show off his lvl to me'feye, (hes a chiongster lai de) that was the same day he said bad stuffs abt feye... so i cut off all ties wif him. We never chat/train together again...
The other shadow is "him". Lucky storm stop calling me darling le... i was kinda lil sensitive to that word... u see jie,mei, coz "he" used to call me that >.>
Now i kind of miss a few gd buddies in gms de. We dun realli tok to each other as much as the conversations i had wif the buddies i had now in msea. One thing that touched my heart is, there was once a sin ksing me in wild boars land. Keep ksing me, alot of times, i ren until cannot ren liao, then i finally confront that sin, he even argued wif me that "tis is how a sin trains, y come here kill when u cant kill"
I'm of coz pissed, come on lvl 38 cleric ley...i cant kill a boar?? then i come here for wat? Ks me still wan to argue wif me so much ... =_= I began to complain in my buddychat...there was abt 4 of them on9 during that time... after they heard my complains, they immediately reply: i'll go over to ur place, wru?, all of them wanted to help him ks that sin sia... Then worst still, that sin even said "Mages sux" when one of my buddy who is already there, ksing him. (we were ksing him together, shes also a mage XD) Haha, i wrote that on my buddychat, coz so qiao, my on9 buddies happened to be mages XD And they actually stop their training, come all the way to wildboars land to help me sia! *sobz* I dun even noe them in real life lor, i noe ksing war is kinda childish la but how mani of u would actualli go until that extend to help a stranger??
OMG! Arrgggh i'm so angry... i mean like... i'm juz bloggin oni... my mum suddenly wakes up, stand at her bedroom door, scoldin me, sayin me "NI wu yao ke jiu liao"
Very diaoz lor! Its not like i'm playin maple now... i'm BLOGGIN !!! I cant even have a piece of PEACE to do my personal bloggin??? Which person on earth will blog the same time everyday de??? Siao right?? Of coz, u blog when u feel like it right? Damn... mood spoilt.... y cant adults understand such things as "ONline diary???" See me usin com means that "play" liao. I dun care her la, she was scoldin me, sayin "wo bu xiang jiang ni le" then i say dun say dun say la ">.> I'm still kinda moody ok... I prefer to blog at middle of night, coz everyone is sleepin, got more privacy u see...
Oh my gawd! I wan a laptop!!! So i can play maple, do personal stuffs, bloggin... in my OWn room... zzz Usin com in living room is like so no privacy like that...-_- Too bad my room dun hav enuff space to put my desktop com =x |
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| Shasha @ 7:00 PM |
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| sianz....missing those moments.... |
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Oh man.. i'm feeling more and more tired each day by day... maple too much? Maybe? My mum of coz not happy wif me mapling until very late at night. She will nag and scold me to sleep.... lolz.. (i noe she means well =) )
Sianz... y am i so weak? Ok not so weak but i can feel myself weaker now... like i'm not as fit as when i was in sec 3-4. Guess maybe its becoz lack of excerise ba, last time got np training, keep doin hours of drills in the hot sun, do PT (physical training/torture) haha... damn last time my squadmates and i was like complaining when will those torture ends... then now i'm like missing those moments >.< (i'm mad??) I will never forget the first training camp i had in sec 1. Doing abt 50 pushups wif my female squadmates in our bunk, as a punishment for not waking up after my sir blew the fire drill whistle....(The floor was wet by our tears & sweat) it was indeed unforgettable...
And theres happy moments like, my batch (yea me!) get to join the campcraft competition which was held once in every 2 yrs, i was one of the 5 choosen ones for .22 revolver shootin competition, we (me included again! woot XD)are the first batch to wear "Uniform #1" (that white long sleeve uniform u get to see on national day) in our npcc history !! Remembering the smiley excited faces when we get to show off our drills/1st U & be the guard of honour for our sc national day. >.< *Ish very proud of my squad* =)
Woot... haiz... memories.. i noe, life will never be the same again like our sec sch life, i'm missing those moments... my sec sch life... realli bad T^T I guess its time to move on... my ite sch life startin soon... (next mon) Wif no sch u to wear on the first day! Hahaa... wonder how it would start out... wahahaa |
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| Shasha @ 4:54 PM |
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| Go die pls dun let me see u ever again..... |
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You made me cry...
You tore me apart..
You left me in tears..
You've shattered my heart..
Perhaps we weren't meant to be..
It still doesn't help..
now that i know..
Because for some reason..
my heart won't let go..
I've tried more than once..
to get over you..
but you make it so hard..
with some things you do..
I thought love was joy..
but i've got nothing to gain..
just sorrows..,tears..
and a little more pain..
The day the pain started ..
reality came too..
It was the day i realized ..
......I'LL NEVER BE WITH YOU....... |
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| Shasha @ 12:22 PM |
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Omg, one of my gd frenz, junxuan asked me whether i wan to go sentosa tml? Its geok luan birthday tml (sun)& they are celebratin her birthday there... Damn i feel like goin... then on the other hand dun feel so... coz... jey not there, michelle not there, aliyah mayb? Then the pple goin there is like... i'm not so close to de... Sgh... i realli hate it... i always feel so guilty turnin down jx's offer. Haiz...
Sianzzz... then my mum also said wat tml early morning muz go shop wif her liao.. (WTF! I cant play maple again?? Grrrr) Hate it !! I dun like goin to shop one... not becoz i hate the work... its becoz i hate the environment, the pple there.... (referin to some customers living there... of coz not u jie lolz) Sick ! =_= Dun like it... at all...
Hmm recently get addicted to kelly clarkson's behind the hazel eyes .. love the song, love the lyrics.. coz it suits my mood pretty well =) heh... |
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| Shasha @ 4:25 PM |
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Haha... damn i spent too much time on maple but then, its maple that ables me to make so many frenz. >.< My goal for maplesea is: Misha to be at least 40+ on 17th june. Hehe... for quite a few reasons...
Heh... realli happi to meet pple like mei,jie,storm, da/xiao glue, gandhi & sasuke. Especially glue, gandhi, sasuke, lamers sia i tell u. Can realli brighten up ur day not matter how dark or day is. =) Oh well, i skipped my night class again =X Using that time to do shumi b2 & shane's jumpin quest.... dont think i wanna repeat them again... they almost killed me -_-" Theres 1 gd thing i like abt tis jumpin quest is... it makes u Think! It really helps for a lazy person like me, I really need to exercise my brain more often... XP
Sigh... juz as i was thinkin of forming a guild together wif them like a happy family, a few conflicts begin to appear among us. >.> Haiz long story ... i'm really shocked tat da glue show that kind of reaction 2 days ago.. its really scary at that point of time... they were busy suaning/ksing stuffs and such but i juz ignore them la & busy chattin wif my mei lolz. Then storm startin to dislike xiaoglue too... haiz...hopefully we can still be united together. =/
And him... y do i even care abt him? My mind tells me to delete him, but my heart cant.... ='( Sometimes i feel hes like a bit purposely like tat, i dunnoe how to explain it... yea mayb that girl would suits him more.... ~_~ |
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| Shasha @ 5:35 PM |
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I'm not supposed to think about u,
I'm not supposed to care abt u,
I'm not supposed to live my life wishing u were there,
i'm not supposed to wonder where u are or wat u do,
Sorry i cant help myself doing that...
Ur coldness had hurt me lots,
but u dunnoe...
Let those memories leave me forever... |
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| Shasha @ 6:13 PM |
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Time sure flies... its june already. =( Sigh... i'm trying so hard to erase him off my memories & treat him like a ordinary friend but its so damn hard... the messages he gave me, i'm still keeping them.. for wat? I should have deleted them all... its painful ='( All the things we have done, all the things he gave me, all the things he said, were juz a dream.
Sigh.. but i think i'm slowly adapting to the changes ^-^ Haiz.. now i'm hungry... I feel like changin my blogskin but on the other hand i cant bear to change. Does my blogskin looks depressing? Dunnoe y, now i look at it, i will feel sad sad de... =/
OOoo Inuyashu show is on right now! *zooms to the sofa* XD |
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| Shasha @ 2:11 PM |
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Lame!!!! Lameee!!!!! Stupid scccch ! Grrr... i'm so angry right now... wasted 2 trips of bus fare .... -____-" Y they only open 2 days (30-31 may) to sell theif uniform?? And y dun they sell uniform on the same day when we pay for our first term of sch fees. ZZz... Other pple keep asking me i bought my sch u le ma? I also wonderin how come my sch is the oni one that sells so late.
The paper says it opens from 09 30 to 16 00 hours. I reached there at 4pm... the students working at the shop has already closed the counter -_-" (ok water muz hav gotten into my brains, i'm so lazy) Anyway...there was also notices putting outside the shop stating that "s,m,L sizes pe shirts not available" then i checked the store, lol the blouses all left 4XL,XL (all damn big de) LOL!! My brain is thinkin y do i got admitted to such stupid old sch.... zzzzzzz
Arrgh before that, i actually have plans and wanted to leave my house at 2pm but then my mother keep calling me not to go there so early blah blah, wan me to go there around 2plus, coz she wanted to fetch me frm there after i bought the stuffs, then u guessed it, she will drive me to shop. THanks to her, of coz i wont be lying around my house and wait for the time to fly. I played maple happily, great... then kind of forgotten abt the time...
NOw, tis is so great! I got no sch uniform to wear on the first day of sch!^o^ And summore the paper started, all students muz be in sch u on the 20th june... hohoho Hmm the most i quit sch lor... i neber realli like that shitty sch anyway...
Dunnoe y, i got a big ulcer one the right side of my mouth, i keep drinking water but its not goin away, can feel my body is gettin heatier ... arrgh i feel so irritated now! NOTHING is goin right in my life!! WAts goin ON!!?? Wats wif me??? I feel so down day by day... the only thing that can cheer me up is by playin maple... |
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| Shasha @ 8:11 AM |
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