Name: Shuhua
Birthdate: 22 Oct
Horoscope: Libra
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| haizzzzzz! Beach outing cancelled ! |
| Wednesday, March 30, 2005 |
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Haizzz... stupid sia... have been waiting anxiously for this day (today). So excited about the beach outing, even woke up at 9.30am (which is very early for me :D). Yet, much to my disappointment, yiqin called me early morning and said johara couldnt make it (becoz her parents doesnt allow her to go beach due to the indonesia earthquake).-_- Ok... its not really a big deal... the biggest disappointment is not johara but the weather! =(
Dark clouds can be seen in the sky... (damn =() It did start to drizzle for a while...and i keep hopin and hopin that it will stop raining! Well somehow my wish was granted a little, it didnt rain heavily... but the outing was cancelled anyway. Most of them think its kind of unsuitable to go beach at tis kind of weather. So sux... God seems to be making fun of me huh?? When theres no beach outing, u keep giving sunny weather, then when i planned a beach outing... u purposely make it rain on that day! =( Grr...
Well, Yiqin suggested we go shoppin and have our lunch at far east plaza. hehe... when we reached orchard, we r like ... wth is far east plaza?? Walk for a while and we decided to sit down and rest at a place. Yiqin had treat all of us an ice cream. Heex...then we also ate a few sandwiches (make by aliyah for the beach outing) Haiz... after that, we managed to find far east plaza. I bought a black polo tee. Heh... dunnoe y i suddenly like black clothes. I always wear light coloured or white clothings de. Maybe becoz i'm kinda moody nowadays, then feel like wearing black clothes. Heh... now regret not buying a black and a white sleeveless shirt.
Hah.. i noe la.. thin pple wear sleevless shirt not nice(aliyah and my mum always say that de =/) but oh wat the heck.. i like ley =P! I find myself more lively wearin sleevless shirt then t-shirt. I dunnoe y... maybe next time i will stop wearing sleevless shirt? Depends on my mood ba... Watever it is, i'm goin to far east plaza again next week. >=)
Heh... o.. suddenly remember... we spent our lunch money today taking neoprints lolz. We first used a machine wif japanese language de, heh, all of us dunnoe which button is tis or that so we anyhow pressed. Then when the camera is takin our photos, we also anyhow take..(theres 2 camera, 1 at the bottom, 1 at the top) lolzz.. it was hilarious! We have to keep squattin up n down, up n down...We juz couldnt stop laughin while takin our pictures... xD (lolz.. even the pics turn out bad =X) heh...
Btw, the beach outing is still goin on too... gonna hold it next week, no matter wat! Day havent decided yet, need to find out yiqin's off days. |
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| Shasha @ 12:04 PM |
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*humph* I got a feeling that the beach outing is goin to be cancel n neber be brought up again , if not, its goin to be delayed. -_-
Called Johara juz now, she said cant go, what her parents dun let.. her mother wans her to go work wif her father. (But its her birthday ley?? Hello???!! birthday workin for ur parents?? Wat a nice gift frm ur parents -_-) Sianz la... tis cannot... that cannot... Jeysita n min zee also cannot go. (zzzz) So fed up!
guoxiang sent me a sms sayin... her parents dun let her go changi beach but let her go sembawang park. (Huh?? Sembawang park so dangerous sia.. i didnt noe tat until my mum explain to me abt the condition of that place.. aliyah also mentioned that place no gd too =/)
I dun care le la.... i'm changing the venue to sentosa le!! Yiqin and me are so desperate to go beach now that we even resort to pay for doris, guoxiang, aliyah's admission fees to sentosa. (Not becoz we rich... okie?) Juz that..if we dont do that... tis thing is like neber end~ Then we forever wont have a beach outing... =(
Aiyaz... tml goin to westmall wif yiqin to shop for the outing stuffs le. I already got most of the stuffs ready.. juz wan to go out walk walk.... heh. |
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| Shasha @ 3:59 PM |
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Woot! Finally, my lightning mage is lvl 43 le ! hehee... went shoppin in henesys and lith harbour(maple) wif hm jiejie. Shop until around 3am plus? lolz... Quite fun, then we keep changin our character clothes like fashion show.
The beach outing plan has also been done. I have typed it out in notepad. Hehe... i'm setting the beach outing on this comin tues which is Johara's birthday. Damn.. hope everyone can go ! T_T Gonna send my plan to u girls by msn. Kekeke....
*prays hard.. pls let everythin goes smoothly!! T_T* |
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| Shasha @ 8:14 AM |
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haha.. i have decided... not to retake eng.. since so many of pple advice me not to. =) Sign up for the private o lvl candidate thing le. Wo hui jiayou de ! >=)
Right now... i'm dying to go beach to sun tan, have fun... =( Still organising the outing.. (=x) Gotta draw out a plan tonight when i come back frm my mum's shop. Think the outing will be tis coming wednesday. If not, worst to worst... next mon 4th april lor. Hope noone kena pms on the day i set (=X) If not very cham, cannot play the sea water n such.. muahahaa!! (jeysita... wish that u are able to beach wif us =( take a day off la~ =X )
Eww.. wanted to go indoor stadium wath dunnoe wat easter thing wif guoxiang today de.. but too bad la... my mum spoils it all ~_~ Wan me to go help her... haiz... sianzzzzzz ZZzzz |
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| Shasha @ 9:19 AM |
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| haiz.. in a dilemma.. i'm confused again |
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Since maple is currently down for new patch now, i'm taking tis time to think about my decisions again. This is so troublesome. -_-
Read the ITE letter, statin that i have been offered a place in clementi ITE, then muz either go online or go to the campus to accept the offer within 30 Mar to 1st April, if not my place will be cancelled and offered to another applicant. Haiz...
Then read the ITE booklet, haiz... so unfair. All the gd, nice, interesting courses are located very far away frm my house. -_- (like simei, macpherson ITE) Haiz.. should i appeal for information tecnology in dover ITE again? I've read what the students are trained to learn section and juz realise tis course in ITE is more to installing/maintaining pc, network stuffs. (omg..like,dun realli suits me ley) haha... i've also read abt business-information technology (its also in clementi ITE) , was kinda attracted to the words "create dynamic n interactive webpages" "design and implement an e-commerce project" (*-*) hehe... sumhow when i see those words, my mind keep thinkin of online-shop ! =D
Suddenly i feel that i'm swamped wif lots of important stuffs to decide n act on. Tml is the last day for the o lvl private candidate. I havent sign up yet.. (gosh.. retake eng or not??) Arghh... My head gonna explode. I wan to go beach !!! =( Wanted to go westmall earlier de, but noone accompanyin me. =( Anyway, the skies r damn dark now, its goin to rain heavily. No mood to go out le... |
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| Shasha @ 8:35 AM |
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| WTH??everythin is against me?? |
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GRR! WTH??? Everythin is against me now??? First is my sucky results, then my father, then now maple! -_- Grrr... i'm juz hopin to train my lightning mage to lvl 50, then i'm gonna stop playin maple often le.
Is that so hard? Juz a lvl... only, n maple seems to be against me. Keep making me die everywhere i go. Died once at evil eyes cave, died twice at florina beach (both times at 33% exp), died twice again in monkey forest... (also around 35% -.-) Then juz now at cursed eye,i finally managed to reach 81% happily.... then i think "yes the curse has been broken!" so lucky me.. the next min ... i died -.-" (OMG! Can imagine how "lucky" am i?" Now back to 75%...T_T
Waaah... now muz go the stupid night class liao... shall continue update at night. |
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| Shasha @ 9:54 AM |
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| Went to appeal... for the last min |
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Ah juz came back from westmall. Doris came to my house today to use my printer. She wanted to register for the o lvl private candidate thing de but sumhow my com... doesnt load the page that requires applet, properly. =/ Grr... qi si wo le. Guess i need to make a trip to my frenz or relative's house to register for the dumb thing.
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Anyway, after doris came to my hse for awhile, i went to ngee ann poly wif guoxiang at around 4plus. (aliyah n fitri was there too) I juz wanted to try appeal for information techology, mobile computing and multimedia computing course. Hu noes i might get it? Was kind of disappointed at first when i see the cut off point for the courses i wan is 18 n 22...but then.. fitri didnt discourage me frm tryin to appeal. She even tells me that not many pple r interested in IT courses.. so i may hav a pretty gd chance of gettin into that course. Worst thing... i can only choose to appeal for 1 course (didnt noe that =/ ) I stare hard at the courses' cut off point board, keep thinking n considerin which 1 of the 3 courses i'm gonna appeal.
In the end, i choose to appeal for information technology. Why? Becoz i somehow got the thinking that the chances of gettin in, is the highest among the 3 courses i wanted. I also think that, the intake for this course is quite big too. Yet, i'm beginning to hav 2nd thoughts now, i didnt really favour IT that much, i really like multimedia more... sigh..
Oh well, guess its up to fate n God's will now. Hopefully i can get into Ngee Ann Poly tis year, so that i will definately save alot of time n money spent. (i got the feelin tat my father is beginning to look down on me le...) Havent talk to my father for a week plus. -_- Stupid sia... tml my night class for sci starts. -_- BORING!! The thought of it .. makes me feel irrited.. grr.. hope i wont get lost tml. Its my first time goin to Unity sec. Boo-hoo, now hopin the directions given to me by jeysita is reliable -_- (God, pls let my appeal for IT in ngee ann poly be successful! T_T) Mixed-feelings in me haizzz... its not that i dont like ITE, i juz dun like the feeling of retaking my o lvl subjects. Its juz so troublesome!
Heh... enough of those o lvl thingy for now. I managed to cheer myself abit juz now by goin to KFC wif gx. Then gif her a small treat as well, since she took the trouble to accompany me to NP. Hehe... after eatin at kfc, we stop by Popular, bought a mini choclate cake cook book. (i hav no idea y i bought that, lolz -_-) *coughs* I always have a thought of opening a big, modern, beautiful, unqiue cafeteria 1 day last time. *coughs* *coughs* Hahaa.. wat a dream ^-^" Haiz... also bought a pair of slippers from OP. Hehe... wanted to go converse shop de but gx scare her dad scold her for comin home late, so i decided to leave it to some other day.
Yet we r still being hold back... becoz of me again. =X Saw the basement selling lots n lots of japanese goods!! Japanese Sake, sweets, ice cream, chocolate, cookies, ahhhh! my food heaven (*-*) Sobz... but i didnt manage to get anythin from there as gx told me the queue at the counter was really long and she cant wait any longer. ='(
Heh... think i'm goin to westmall again tml or fri. I dont care, i'm determined to buy some of the delicious japanese food ! (wahahaa XD) |
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| Shasha @ 1:20 PM |
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| Results... of posting.... |
| Wednesday, March 23, 2005 |
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Gosh... log in into the stupid jae system. As expected...i got into clementi ite, business adminstration. I only put 2 choices last time... 1 clementi ite, another bishan ite, both of the same course.
My friends have been tellin me its quite a gd course but somehow i keep gettin the feeling tat i'm hopin that the course i'm goin into is mobile computing, multimedia or at least information technology now. =( Thats becoz i'm not interested in business, science or engineerin based courses. I'm more interested in arts, design, technology courses.
Heard most of my frenz arent satisfied wif the course they r goin into. Some of them grumbled, some of them juz sigh in silence... so am i making a right choice for myself? I dont wish to spend 3 yrs on a course i'm totally uninterested in... i guess the best way for me now... is perhaps.. the longer route to my diploma cert ba. I also have many pple telling me, its a gd thing i'm a girl, coz i dun have to go NS. Haiz..now i'm quite angry wif myself.. if only i'm more hardworking... if only i didnt slack n heck care my studies last time.. i would have cut short the yrs spend to get my diploma cert now. (gosh..y am i so lazy ... -_-)
Juz read my jie's blog... feel so sad n pity for her. =( Guess... this is life... |
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| Shasha @ 8:20 AM |
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So boring... today i'm so bored that i went to http://web.tickle.com/tests/ (the link is clickable ;) ) website to do some tests...
Did a test on IQ, i was like huh!! 40 qns?? And most of qns requires quite a few moments of thinkin... spend like 1 hour on it? =X Hehe... becoz i didnt really concentrate fully on the test, i keep chattin on msn, keep goin to the kitchen to look for food, went to dig a cup of walls ice cream (yum yum!) Hehe.. over 200+ IQ is considered as genius eh? Gosh.. i'm hopin i have IQ like nara shikamaru in naruto. >.< (Sobzz wat a dream T_T) Too bad la... my results show me i have IQ of 122 oni.. (-___-")
Then did a zodiac love match test (=P i'm too wu liao)... and a test on "what flavour suits u" and my result is ... i'm a playful passion fruit ! ^-^ Cool !
Hehe... anyway, juz changed my blog song to "unstolen jewel" frm a game call chrono cross. OO.. suddenly feel like making blogskin again ^^" (always got the inspiration , but no action is taken x_x) |
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| Shasha @ 2:31 PM |
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~* I wanna watch the sea...
Listen to the sound of the waves...
Feel the cool breeze
And begin my dreams of fantasy*~ |
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| Shasha @ 9:44 AM |
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Stupid angelfire.. think my blog music not workin liao..time to look for a new server that ables to host music. -_- Now mixed feelings in me... i dunnoe y.. i feel like... lookin for a place where i can shout all my troubles out. -_-" The only place i can think of now is... beach.
I havent been to beach for a very very long time. The last time i went, was (2 yrs ago??)wif yiqin. We went there to attend jingmin's birthday party. Quite a big group... some pple went cycling, the rest of us play that dumb monkey game at the shore. I still remember i was still havin my pms but the stupid ivan pulled me all the way to the sea... Gosh! I keep checkin whether the part i'm standin in.. turns red or not ^^"
Then found out that geok luan and dunnoe hu also havin their pms. =X She too, kena pushed into the waters. (muahahaa) Think shes worst... heard it was juz the 2nd or third day of her period i think. (suay ah)
Kinda surprised... he suddenly tell me "wo xiang wo xi huan ni" (meaning i think i like u) in maple juz now. (gosh!)The feeling of that moment.. is so hard to describe. =/ Yesterday, i was kinda mad at him for askin a girl's hp no.. and he did it... when i was there too. -_-" (hua xin sia) Still can say juz ask for her no only neber do anythin. -_- (zzz) =P
hehe anyway now discussing wif guoxiang abt the beach outing. Hopefully everyone would be able to make it ! >.< *prays hard* |
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| Shasha @ 8:44 AM |
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My mum juz unsusbribed frm max online internet without tellin me !!! =( I was so damn bored yesterday... sobz sobz... lucky my brothers managed to buy Naruto volume 7 vcd! hahahaa... something to entertain ourselves for a while. >.<
Now using singnet broadband... -_-" (zzz) finally the stupid singnet installer guy came to my house today. Was watching "The Last Samurai" vcd while waiting for him to arrive. (hahaa...) It was like halfway through the show when he came... so i'm kinda ignoring him when he was asking me questions =x (oops ^^")
Haiz... the deadline for registration for private o candidates is 26 march. I'm still thinkin hard whether i should retake my english or not. Quite a few pple have told me not to retake it since i already got a c5 for it and advice me to concentrate on juz sci & maths. On the other hand, i keep thinkin of my poor high l1r4 points.(totally pathetic-_-) Heard some rumours that, if i retake eng tis yr, its goin to be the new oxford syllabus. (omg)Well , should i retake my eng? *headacheS*
Woot.. my mum juz prepared a grand supper for us.. wheee! Shall continue my update tml ba. Hehee.. =P |
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| Shasha @ 3:56 PM |
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Attend a relative's wedding at malaysia. It was quite a grand wedding dinner and the food served to us, was delicious ! XD I like the desserts most ! Instead of the common almond jelly with longan or the yam paste... we had tan yuan (peanut fillin) wif red bean paste and shanghai pancake. Mmmm... yum yum !
Haiz.. after that... its a long journey back home. Muz keep waiting and queuing for quite a long time at the checkpoints... =/ Phew~ its over now... ^-^ Whee! i love my bed! Home sweet home~ >.< |
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| Shasha @ 3:59 AM |
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Tml my parents took a day off from work ! Yay! Heard that they goin to bring us to Malaysia to visit our relatives there. Honestly, i'm not so keen to see my relatives (i'm more interested to see the pets there =x) lalala....
Hehe... manage to train my lightning mage to lvl 39.. haiz.. how slow... =/ |
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| Shasha @ 5:30 AM |
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Today go out to westmall mos burger wif jx. Ordered that wat weird rice burger... hm... think i wont order it again.. ^^" Then hav a lil chat wif her about the customers we served. Haha...
After that we juz walk round westmall and we shouldnt have went in the converse shop! Ah... bought a pants and a bag... while jx bought a jacket and a bag too.. lolz... then we'll like.. lets go back to that shop when we recieved our next pay =X I saw a shoe i liked it so much~ She too, saw somethin she liked it alot... haha
Jx is more pro is spendin her money.... she juz spent over hundred dollars (omg!) Hehe.. look whos more spendthift now! >=) heh heh... |
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| Shasha @ 9:40 AM |
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Haiz...was about to publish a long post then blogger suddenly log me out -_-"" ......... Haiz, now muz retype the whole thing!
Bad day... i quarrel wif my dad until very bad. For the first time... i actually dare to shout back at him (omg... -_-)Y does he has to be so unreasonable?? Y does he has to scold me and my bros infront of the customers... -_- Y cant he understand? I juz make a mistake... and he make it until a big issue... (think hes tryin to vent his anger??) Hes becoming more like my grandma! OMg...
I was really tired.... i'm still a human.... human do make mistakes right? On the way back home... the words he said... are so damn.... hurtin -_- Makes me feel like a nothin but useless fool to him. Somethin.. which... not a father would say infront of his children. -_- I shall not say anythin abt wat he said. Gosh, after i reach home... gx and jx msg me in msn. Asking me y am i so moody, then while i was typin... my father secretly stand behind me sia (-_-) Tryin to take a peek on wat i wrote eh? Lucky i realise that and immediately minimise the windows. zzz
I guess watever happen... hes always right, i'm always wrong. No matter how hard i tried, i always disappoint him in the end. Sign... (Dad.. sometimes i really hate u! sometimes i wonder , r u really my dad??) Guess i was wrong to throw my tantrum at u today... i'm at wrong ok?
Dad... forgive me... watever happens.. u'll always be the father i respect. |
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| Shasha @ 3:48 PM |
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Haiz... mixed feelings in me... wats wrong wif me tonite? Miss playin ms wif Feye... miss crappin and talkin cock wif her too... we hardly meet online le... haizz...
Now dying to watch the next episodes of Naruto also... T_T Ate sakae sushi wif jx today again... hehe... tis time.. wah really eat more than last time... hehe... ah.. miss eating that japanese ice cream call "Mochi"... really nice ley! Shall end tis post now~
Keep wishing on the same star~* ^-^ |
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| Shasha @ 3:59 PM |
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| watched howl's moving castle ^-^ |
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Whee! Get to watch howl's moving castle today ! ^-^ Its so touching and romantic !! >.< Some parts are also quite funny too... somehow find the story abit like "Spirited Away" =D Just tat tis one has a better ending .... hehe..
The character "Howl" is like "Haku the dragon boy" in spirited away ... then the female lead "sophie" is like "chihiro"... =X I also find Howl quite gd lookin too hahaa... XD (=P)
Yesterday, spent the whole night watching volume 5 and volume 6 naruto vcds wif my bros... ahh... naruto show is so niccceee too... ^-^ Cant wait for the volume 7 to come out... i badly want to see the fight between Gaara & sasuke, the 3rd hokage sama wif that ori.. somethin.. call snake king de.. hehee...
Hehe... anyway... changin the blog song to a gundam seed sound track title "Mizu no akashi" .. now understand y my muimui likes tis song so much le... its so niceeeee!
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| Shasha @ 6:12 PM |
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| Reflections... think think think!! |
| Wednesday, March 02, 2005 |
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Fri is comingggg.... arrgh so little time to think and make decision!! =( I have a few paths to choose... haiz...
Heres my plan ^^: (lalaa =P)
1)Go study at private sch & retake my o lvls
-quite a few of my frenz suggest tis path heehee
-but... the fees are... expensive ^^"
2)Go ITE (business adminstration -_-) first, retake my o lvls..
-if pass my os:
can straight go to poly plus the course i wan
-if fail..:
can only go poly after i graduate frm ITE T_T
3)Choose Nursing course (haizz)
- bright future ! High income...but little interest... =/
4)Go kill myself ^^ (juz jokkin... =P)
I'm most likely to retake Maths, Science, English and combined humanities... hehee.... then now also thinkin which private sch .... my da korkor recommend me tis sch http://www.chec.edu.sg/home.asp haiz.....
Haizzzz.z..... zzzzz what i should i do... which way should i go...??? =( |
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| Shasha @ 8:24 AM |
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| confused... so upset... so disappointed.... |
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Grrr... today is the worst day of the year !!! =( Got o lvl results today... its horrible and terrible !! When all of us saw the screen wrote "abt 54%" like that for normal academic o lvl passers.... we began to lose hope.... my batch did badly tis yr round.... could see the sad faces on my frenz faces... r we gonna go seperate ways??
Juz now went to westmall wif jx and yq...eat sakae sushi buffect... we like keep stuffin ourselves wif food sia... they arent satisfied wif their results either... didnt score well but at least they score much better than me...
This is sure isnt like N lvls.... where everyone is so damn happy wif the results they got... dunnoe y... i feel so damn upset for my class...my frenz...and myself. Abt half of my class failed o lvls... (dramatic eh???)
We'll like queuing up in index number to take our results... when its finally my turn... i took one of the ITE sch booklets on my form teacher, Mr loo's table... dunnoe y.. he stopped me... he told me i dun need that o_O So i went outside the hall and read my results slip quietly... haizz... disappointment... But somehow i didnt cry... weird... maybe becoz... i have expected it ba?
Look at my strongest subject... so shitty!!! Only a C5? Think my prediction did come true... during the english oral... i was like trembling... did a horrible job.. i guess... -_- English is my most confident sub... but... wat a let down... have too high hopes on it le... Guess I was overconfident??
Next... i failed my maths! Omg... where can i go now?? every course needs maths... sobz... i regret spendin so much time on the stupidest sub.. f&n... the setter of that sub go die better la... wan us to do stupid cake experiments, portfolio... even the written paper was more like "Bio" then f&n stuffs... -_- lameeeee.. y didnt i take art in the first place? -_-"
Another mistake... i shouldnt have retake chinese... regret regret.. its a total waste of my time.. should have use those extra time on subs like maths, science... Spend too much time on tis stupid chinese sub...
Y do i keep making wrong decisions??? -_- Feel i'm such a failure.... =( Now.. i have to think very hard.... which way i wanna go?? I dun wanna regret again... i dun wanna make another wrong decision.. i dun wanna regret my whole life .... !! Only have until tis fri to think and make decisions... (Stupid MOE, gif so little time)
arrgh... i juz cried !! -_- now feel much better le.... |
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| Shasha @ 12:21 PM |
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