Friday, 11 April 2014
I feel the calling from within my heart.
It's time to start writing again.
It's time to start writing again.
4/11/2014 10:52:00 pm
Sunday, 30 October 2011
After two whole days of lazing around, surrounded by people who love me, I finally feel better :) I've decided to look ahead to the future; after all, no amount of moping and self-pity will change the past. It's time for a brighter day!
10/30/2011 04:20:00 pm
Saturday, 29 October 2011
The presentation was an utter and complete disaster, and I cringe whenever I look back at it. I couldn't answer almost all questions, and the examiners had to keep prompting me (even then I gave wrong answers, what the hell!) Worst presentation I ever had in my entire life!!!!!! FML
10/29/2011 01:30:00 am
Saturday, 22 October 2011
I feel so miserable.
I've lost track of the number of times I've procrastinated; trying frantically to revise but my mind keeps wandering; having to skip all social gatherings; and always, always, always not having enough time for ANYTHING. When did my life become this pathetic? Fear gnaws my bones, fear at the thought of graduating and needing to work - more responsibilities for me, a person who just isn't up for the task. A person whom the world can do without.
I've lost track of the number of times I've procrastinated; trying frantically to revise but my mind keeps wandering; having to skip all social gatherings; and always, always, always not having enough time for ANYTHING. When did my life become this pathetic? Fear gnaws my bones, fear at the thought of graduating and needing to work - more responsibilities for me, a person who just isn't up for the task. A person whom the world can do without.
10/22/2011 06:49:00 pm
Tuesday, 11 October 2011
Ice left this world today. I was preparing to feed her as usual when I noticed she wasn't breathing and had no eye movement. That was when I knew she had gone. In the beginning, I kept hoping against hope that I was wrong, that she was still alive. I shook the pail gently and stroked her tail - she hated me doing that and would always swim out of my hand. But now she lay perfectly still, her face a frozen mask, resting in a place beyond my reach; a place where there would be no more pain. Although my heart was miserable, I was grateful that she would suffer no longer. I know lots of people (my dad included!) are raising their eyebrows at a person grieving over a tiny goldfish, but they don't understand the attachment that comes with looking after a pet day and night and ensuring its comfort.
Rest In Peace, my dear Ice. Say hi to Scales for me. I'll never forget you both. :*)
Rest In Peace, my dear Ice. Say hi to Scales for me. I'll never forget you both. :*)
10/11/2011 11:37:00 pm
