I Am Back !!

I know !! I know !! Its been so long.. I have no reason to give. But leaving behind everything, I am back once again :)

One of the main reason of me writing a post today is, I just happened to see my stats and I recognised that I have got so many visits in the recent days. I wonder thats because of signing up with so many beauty blogs out there and.. people.. I've been missing it for so long. In the first place, I've never ever thought that there is such a big chunk of people who blog exclusively about beauty products, makeup and stuffs like that. It just amazes me. I've been into makeup blogs only for the past couple of months and I've already started to make some good friends. That's really a nice surprise and I am loving it. So for people who take the effort to hop into my blog, both the new and the regular ones I didn't want to disappoint you all anymore. And here I come.

Apart from that, all is well at my side. Life is busy yet beautiful. I hope that I'll show my presence in the little space of mine and will not publish yet another post saying that I am back !! See you all.

Years have passed...

Years have passed...

It did. You made us go through yet another year without your existense. What am I thinking ??

May be, everything has a reason. May be, you wanted to stay with us as close as you want. May be, there is no control on everything. May be, the truth is the harsh reality. May be, this is how it has to happen. And there are so many may be's and yet Mom and me couldn't find one reason that satisfies us.

You being physically absent is'nt easy for any one of us, though the thought of you being present somewhere next to us makes the living. Hope you had seen all the joys I went through this year and as always, you are the first I share it with. I believe, the good coincidences happens by your wishes and I am hoping that it happens again and again for us. Dad, We miss you and I am sure we will miss you forever.

Trip to NY

I wanted to share some pics of our NY trip. You see.. I am not gonna share the posing pics here. Just some poster pics with whats on my mind stuff.. So here they are..

Hudson River at Sunset... Got to take a pic of it, since the first thing that comes to my mind about it is the flight getting landed up in the river.. Oh no !! I cant even imagine it. Think of the people who experienced it and moreover in the month of Jan.. Unimaginable..

Here is the next one. Took it from Empire State Building and can you guess what's more interesting there? Have a good look at the pic and think about it..

Think..

Think..

Think..

Think..


Think..

Think..

Ok.. Ok.. Its the liberty statue. If you could see it more carefully, again (I know :D ), you could see two islands. From the right, the first one is the Ellis Island and the second is the Liberty Island. Alright, here is the big picture :)

Now, I dont want to disappoint you all. Here are some living beings. Me and sash having a very serious conversation. She had her own doubts about the place..and ofcourse, with the Manhattan background.

Thats it for now !!

Its My Birthday Today

Its my birthday today and I am feeling so happy as I have never felt in my previous birthdays. May be for the reason that I am celebrating it with my hubby this year :)

Also many of my friends took time to wish for me :) below are their wishes from orkut scrapping :). Again special thanks to all of them who phoned me to give their wishes. Hope I get many more success with so many of good hearts around me :) thanks a lot guys for your wishes.

Vivek:
hi sukanya.. many many happy returns of the day :)

Immortal:
Hi Madam lolHappy B'dayGod Bless

Anuranjani:
Happy B'day Have a gr8 day!

A Proud:
Many more happy returns of the day :)

Ganesh:
hey wish u a happy Birthday.....have a great year ahead..

Swetha:
happy happy bday!!!! take care!!

Munish kumar:
Many more happy returns of the day !!!

Yeah ......it's:
hey wish u many more happy returns of the day !!!!!!!!!!

Rejoice:
Many more happy returns of the day:-)

Kruthika:
Happy Birthday ! Have a blast !

Neeraja:
Hey!! Happy Birthday!!! Have a wonderful year!! Wat spl today?

iRFAn kHAn -->:
hy how can i forget ur bday ...... hope ur enjoyin it to the fullest ....

♪♥♪ SArAnyA ♪♥♪:
me veti as usualyyyyyyyyyy.....

iRFAn kHAn -->:
many more happy returns of the day .....

DHB... on a:
thank u..

♪♥♪ SArAnyA ♪♥♪:
happy bday sisoooooooooooooooooo

Archana:
happy birthday akka :) - achu n family

Gayathri:
Hey many more happy returns of the day! How are you celebrating it today?

Saurabh™:
Wishing U Many Many Happy Returns of the DayHappy Birthday :)When r u comin to India?

Amudha:
Happy Birth day.......

Muthu:
Wish U a Many More Happy Returns of the DAY.

preethi:
happy bday :)Sow whats special?

DHB... on a:
Many more happy returns of the day!

Anbazhagan:
Hi AkkaMany more happy returns of the day!"When you fill your hear with Love, your are the Miracle!"May you be blessed with eternal Happiness !!!!!

swapna:
by the way advance wishes to uHappy B day****

Rajam:
Hi Suganya, Many more happy returns of the day!!!

Sankar^ I'm too:
Wish you a very Happy Birthday...

mukundan:
Happy bday

Godwin:
Happy birthday suganya......have loads of fun!!

Jahangir:
hi Wish You Many More Happy Returns of the Day..

A Person Who Makes Me Feel Important

Yeah. And the answer is, my friend. I cannot say that she is my soul mate or a very very close friend. I know her for the past few years only but most of the times she makes me special may be for the reason she atleast remembers me. I got to know a new way of knowing what a friendship is.

In my life, till the point I met her, there was'nt an opportunity for me in knowing a good friend. And I mean a good friend. A real meaning as a friend. A friend who does'nt expect anything from me. Almost nothing, oh! no!, there is a thing! Yes, its always a good news from my side.

I have met many friends in my life, though, they all did not find a special place in my life. Many friends come and most of them leave but I know for sure, she is not of that kind which does'nt mean that I talk to her everyday or moreover to put it correctly, we talk very rarely.


She is not of a kind who knows everything about me and the same from my side. I know a little thing about her, which she herself might not have found yet. Its the right attitude she shows to everyone. And its not only for me. Its for everyone. Yeah, may be I am like everyone else for her. But for me, she proved on what a person should be.

Alright, I hope I am just praising too much for what she is doing. :) Just want to write about her since I write about so many other things, Why not her? Now comes the question, Who is she? Well, for the people who dont know me, its one of my friend. And for the others who know me, keep guessing :) I have not shared my thoughts about this lady with anyone until I write this post, indeed even with the lady herself. Yes. But there are so many people who are playing the same kind of role in my life, Or atleast they think so. Hence, I dont wanna reveal the name of that particular lady and make others jealous on her. So let it be a sweet little secret within me.

Random Thoughts

I have been thinking on this for a very long time, Since then I have read a book, dont exactly remember the author or even the title of the book. However, the subject revolves around me. Its about the random thoughts as into the matter of anything and everything in a day.
The author states that, every human being whether they like it or not, have random thoughts. And the author advices to jot down those thoughts of our inner mind in a paper. This has to be done everyday. May be we cant do it everytime but atleast whenever possible. This helps us to know about ourself, our inner thoughts, our true wants, our needs and everything. Sometime people end up with an expectation based on our surroundings or something else which might not be a real expectation or want. What we needed in real might be in our inner sole which we might have not even recognised. Jotting down the random thoughts might help us. Random thoughts may also be a trash. May be we can write some non-sense which is meaningless for us. However, after the 100 non-sense points we might end up with a 101th want of us, expecatation of us, meaning of our life, or may be anything else which is more than our own life itself. So its upto the person who takes the subject. May be they can write the 100 non-sense points and can find the betterment of their living or can have the option of leading the life not knowing its purpose. Options are within us. We have to take the decision.
"Its you who has to decide, Else some one else decides on you"
Be Wise..
Hope it reaches you guys in good thoughts..

I Am Back From New Home

Hi All,
First of all I would like to apologise for not keeping up with the commitment I have given to you all i.e., the weekly updates. Only reason being my relocation. I have relocated to Wisconsin because of the change in my hubby's project. Got the internet connection only 2 days back, so here I am.
Hope I get the same support from you all as I used to get. Thanks :-)

Cold War With My Husband

Yes.. Happens for us too..
My hubby was working from home yesterday and he was using the laptop from the morning. I got hold of it for a little time only. And the cold war was not really because of this. He was having his own work pressure and I was tensed on how to pass my time. Finally for some little time he opened the Youtube to watch some songs. And everything got into places after then. We were spending almost an hour watching some random songs and suddenly it happened.
System got stuck except that some weird noice was coming out of the system. We could not even switch off the system. Tried to take the battery cable, Pressed Ctrl+Alt+Delete for almost a dozen times, pressed the power button for so many times.. but nothing happens. Only that , the weird noice was making him even more frustrating. Finally it got swiched off bringing some relief for me but definitely not for him. We decided to switch on the system after we come back from our evening walk. I decided to get some veggies for the next day preparations.
While walking, we obviously discussed about the laptop problem. He was telling me that it happened because of the unwanted downloads i make. And was trying to put the entire blame on me. Adding to that, he told that the system got slow because of the fact that i had installed dot net with some supporting softwares. And he was showing his anger on me and I gave him back with what I can, ofcourse verbally :0 ( People.. u can imagine that).
So we were coming back home with stiff faces. No laughs.. No giggles.. Its been an unusual silence. Thoughts were running.. infact spinning on both of our minds. I was telling myself that it was'nt my fault and he would have been thinking that this female is responsible for the laptop issue. Thoughts were...
ME: Its not only me who uses the laptop , its also him.
HIM: Its she who uses it most of the time.
ME: If I use it most of the time, does'nt mean that I was the only one responsible.
HIM: Why the hell it got stuck up.
ME: Why the hell the veggies are too heavy. Why cant he carry them.
HIM: How can I submit my daily report now. Because of her.
ME: Its not my fault.
HIM: Was I harsh to her?
ME: Its good that I gave him back.
HIM: Have to try opening it after going home.
We reached home. He tried opening the laptop and it did'nt open and added more spice to his emotions. I asked him whether it opened, he replied back with a simple NO. Asked him what to do, reply came as Don't know.
ME: I have to try my hand in opening it.
HIM: Have to uninstall all the unwanted files once it opens.
ME: If it does'nt open, how will he be able to work tomorrow.
HIM: Has to open in some time.
ME: Well.. nothing for me.. have to start cooking.
By this time, the laptop opened and showed some warm air to us. He started opening his official files and was checking whether everything is fine with the system. And again opened the Youtube videos. By the time, I was busy in cooking.
This happens to be a simple issue for us. But in between these thoughts, I was also having a second voice inside me instructing something else. And same for him.
ME: Can I cook Onion fry for him tonight?
HIM: Have to help her in preparing dinner tonight. She was bearing with me from the morning.
ME: He is getting angry so easily, have to reduce salt in the food.
HIM: Have to cool her somehow. Have to find a way.
ME: Was he really angry? or just a work tension? Have to give him some juice.
HIM: How can I make her happy?
ME: Have to buy him a new pair of sneakers. This one looks dirty.
HIM: Can I call my Mom so that she can feel bit relaxed talking to her? Yes.. thats a good idea.
ME: God.. Please make this dish eatable.. ( Onion Fry :-))
HIM: She will be fine with me. I know her.
ME: Does'nt have anything in his heart.
:-()
Everything became normal by night :-)
Just wanted to add a romantic poem heard long before...
As we stand together,
in a world of our own,
beneath the star-glittered night sky,
i'll be in your arms , wishing we could do this forever.

See you all in next post

MY DADDY

Daddy,
I want you to see me,
I want you to talk to me,
I want you to make fun of me,
I want you to hug me,
I want you to spend for me,
I want the days back, the days of joy for me,
Daddy,
U taught me to laugh, made me applaud
U shared me your shoulder, made me feel better
U showed me your love, which no one else can give
U made me see this world, with the attitude of gold
Now the world without you, makes me feel blue

Suganya Sampath

My Trip to Disney Land

Yes.. We went to Disney Land last week.. It was a long-awaited wish of me.. When i was a child, i use to see the Disney Land shows and photos in "Sunday Cartoon Show" telecasted by Doordharshan. And, they use to sponsor the winning child of the quiz competition conducted by them to visit the DL. I use to dream of winning the quiz and flying to Disney.

To narrate the whole experience.. i would say that its a huge area filled with josh and fun mainly to the interest of childrens.. Although , it also makes many and many grown-ups becoming childrens .. which includes me and my hubby.

We parked our car and picked a road-train(..kind of) to reach the ticket counter. By the time my hubby was in line to buy the tickets , i went ahead of the counter area and was having a broad look of the n-acred land(i really donno how many acres it would be ...) out of unknown curiosity. My hubby came with the tickets.. without waiting for another minute, we passed the entrance checking.

The whole place was divided as "California Themes" (to our right) and "Adventure Parks"(to our left). We went ahead to the adventure parks. We were grandly welcomed with music by a big band. Passing that, we saw couple of shops selling pictures, chocos, T's, Toys.. of Mickeys, Donalds, Poohs and so on...

Moving ahead, we enjoyed many rides... Flying Elephant, Mad Tea Party, Jungle Cruise, and so on.. Since it was a holiday, the crowd was unusually high and every ride has a long line to be followed.. so, we dint have much time to go to all the ride. However we managed to cover atleast half of them

We thought of taking a break for some time and he went to get lunch for us. By that time, I managed to find a shady place to take some rest and started choosing among the rest of the rides which we can go post-lunch. While I was sitting in the dining area and was thinking bout the rides.. I watched many groups enjoying their visit to the place. Among them, a small and happy (hopefully.. ) family took my initial interest. It has a mom and dad, and 3 kids. The first two kids were looking at the Disney maps and were deciding on which ride to go first. The little kid was enjoying the fruit pulp which was spooned to its mouth by the mom when she and the dad had a break during their discussion ( only God knows wat it was all about ). And now, a loud oooouuuuuaahhhhh sound from my right side took my interest and it was a group of school childrens having fun among themselves. Next to them, there was a Senior couples sitting together and waiting for their son's family to come back from a ride. Now..., my hubby is back with the burgers and coke. By the time we finish it, the senior couple's son and his wife with their kid has come and the kid was telling about its excitement in the ride (ofcourse in ahhmarican accent`)

We quickly moved from the dining area and started going to the rest of the rides that we planned to go. Since, it was a very sunny day and also the crowd was too high, we dint go to all the rides as we planned. We had a couple of small breaks in between the rides and again I was in the process of watching groups that interests me..And, as the time goes on.. we were roaming here and there and were talking bout the people and many other things that took our attention.

By evening , we were totally exhausted and went to our last ride with the rest of the energy we had. It was a car ride and I drove it.

Now with no heart, we decided to leave the place. When we were walking back to the car paking area, we saw the parade of the cartoon characters. Took the car and with loads of fun-filled memories, we left the place. I stepped inside my home with forcefull pulling back of my memories from the Magic of Cartoons, its fantacies... and started preparing the coffee and was thinking about the dinner I can prepare for that night..