Everything's Falling Apart

I can forget, I can.
What I can forget, I cannot remember.
What I cannot remember, cannot exist.

Remind me of what I could forget.
I think I'm beginning to like this life.

Boy , I Miss You . Girl , I Need You
Wednesday, February 04, 2009

Had a full dinner wif my Senior aka Mentor..
Well..
My full would mean my entire self is FULL!!
My stomach, heart, mind, body and soul..

Stomach of course no better comment could ever deny the gooey taste of desert and right up to the main course of Sirloin Steak at Madjacks!

For heart, i didnt know its easy to read frm my face that i do not let go of someone still..Thought its all in a matter of putting it in a silhouette of me..Like i said and toast to it, JANICE..UR'RE GOOD!!! Even my friends/buddies don't see that..

Okay..that boils down to friends and buddies..i've no doubt thinking that i know i can still grow up seeing you guys..consider it, u guys are my childhood buds! Give you guys some credit here aights?
Naming: (My J'sss) Janice, Jacqeline, Joash, Justin
Naming: (My P'sss) Pete, PinXuan, PeeJay
Naming: (My N'sss) Norman, Nev, Nash, N
Naming: (My S'sss) Shawn, SewHock(weird saying your chinese name Viv)
Okay the rest is the solo clans.
Daniel.
Zachary.
Angeline.
Okay..i think i really list ALL you out entire clique!
The 17 Amazing Tennis Peeps!

For my friends, sometimes, i just don't understand when i can be my really real self with you guys. Not knowing, your crazy level is on par as me cause it's just gonna be a nuisance if i just go all out.
Some others wants to be the "funny person" but just 'thinks' they are funny..Honestly, I suffer to listen to your jokes aight?? Or maybe not jokes..Some talks which are meaningless just want to add some fun spicy-ness in it..Oh gosh! I rather just walk out man..
Apart frm these bunch-of-people-trying-their-best-to-be-funny, of course those peeps that crack my stomach each time by the look of them i can aready laugh..will definitely never fail to make me be my real self..
You guys deserve the credit too aight?
I try to go by alphabetical order aights?
Naming:
Ally (My best Year 1 BUDDY)
Benedict (My Giant)
Chippies (Explain later)
Dianah (My Dugong, My Bonang Instructor, My TSO, My Partner in Crime)
Edieusdi (PowerPac Friend lah this 1!!! Never fail to make me laugh in class!!!)
Fiq (This Sweet Talker nv fail to make me smile in SMSes)
G (No such person that fit my bill!!! hahaha!)
Haziq (This little Bro of Mine!! Each time i see him sure up to nonsense)
Iskandar (My Favourite Cousin)
Jannah (My one semester friend..but seems forever..)
KLMNOPQR (No such person that fit my bill!!! hahaha!)
S? Contemplating to write la..haha! you guys know who lah uh..More soon..
TUVWXYZ (No such person that fit my bill!!! hahaha!)

Oh well Chippies..
They are the best I must say..My time in WindSymp last year was just Amazing especially in Taiwan!!!They are none other than..
Nafnaf.aka.My Bitch!!!
Patpat.aka.My "Partner"!!!
Yani.aka.Forever Slow and Blur Girl!!!
Ziqi.aka.LibrarianApprentice!!!
Zoe.aka.My One Golden EGG girl!!!
They are just amazing lah..Still thinking to miss HK or not??hmm..contemplating!

Oh well for S...
There's more to just words to describe how proud I am to get to know this Princess. Maybe we could just be friends that comes and goes after Poly, but all those moments it'll be cherish and forever kept in my heart and mind.
Had such a long talk with my mentor and I got stumb awhile when a question was pose to me. "How come I don't see you asking her to see at least 1 of your passion sport event?"
Oh well..I seriously have got no answer to that..But just to answer, she's busy :)..

Okays.I gotta shower and just go for a jog and shower again. why jog at midnite u think?? hmm..some know..but easy said..it just runs in the blood..and theres deep meaning to the jog..

Wow..seems long since i posted such a long posting.
See yall!

Boy , I Miss You . Girl , I Need You
Tuesday, January 06, 2009

Try hard to understand.

At least he can be a grown-up about this.
He knows that hurting you would hurt me — and so he never would.
You don’t seem to care about that at all!

Sue lost~

Boy , I Miss You . Girl , I Need You
Thursday, January 01, 2009

Impianku
Didicazli feat Sleeq

Pernahkah terlintas di hati
Selama ini, ku selindung diri
Sebalik irama kasih
Alunan naluri ku

Di hadapan mu
Ku membisu mengubat rindu
Mungkin silap ku
Rahsiakan cinta

Di dalam sejuta
Ku temu, diri mu
Yang terindah impianku,
Namun lamunan ku
Yang terhenti
Bila ku menyedari ,
Hadirnya aku antara beribu.

Ku lukiskan niat hati
Bersama kekata madah ku ini
Ingin ku utuskan
Kepada mu, sayang

Tak ingin ku rahsia lagi
Kasih yang membara di hati
Walau lidah ku kelu
Ku nyatakan pada mu
Aku cinta kan mu

Di dalam sejuta
Ku temu, diri mu
Yang terindah impianku
Namun lamunanku
Yang terhenti
Bila ku menyedari
Hadirnya aku antara beribu.

[Aliff.]
Sering aku hanya terpaku
Bila kamu dihadapan ku
Dan sering bayangan
Senyuman mu kan menjelma
Di dalam lena ku
Ternyata kamu lah terindah
Insan impianku
Ketahuilah, kasih, tiada siapa
Lagi di hatiku, di hatiku.

Di dalam sejuta
Ku temu, diri mu
Yang terindah impianku

Jika kau termampu
Terima ku
Akan ku abadikan
Sepenuh cinta ku
Menyayangi mu.

Okay, for the benefit of the non malays out there.
Here's a translated version.

Impianku - My Dream

Has it ever come to mind
That all this while, I’ve been in denial
Behind the rhythm of each heartbeat
My instinct calls out to me

In front of you
I only keep silent, nursing my longing
Maybe it was my mistake
To keep my feelings a secret

Among a thousand
I have found only you
Are as perfect as what I’d dreamt
But I’ll put a stop to my fantasies
When I finally realise
I’ll have to exist among that thousand.

I paint out my intentions
Together with my compliments
Which I would love to dedicate
To you, my dear

I don’t want to hide it anymore
All the passion that was stoked in my heart
Even though I’m rendered speechless
I must confess to you
I love you

Among a thousand
I have found only you
Are as perfect as what I’d dreamt
But I’ll put a stop to my fantasies
When I finally realise
I’ll have to exist among that thousand.

[Aliff.]
Many a-time I’m unable to move
When you are in front of me
And many a-time the image
Of your smile will appear
Even in my deepest sleep
It’s plain to see you’re that absolute
Girl of my dreams
Know that, darling, there is nobody else
In my heart , in my heart

Among a thousand
I have found only you
Are as perfect as what I’d dreamt

And if you are willing
To accept me
I will eternalise all my love
Just to love you.

ps. to you. Treasure her aights? I give you my word. I won't contact you anymore.
Trying my best to erase everything of you.
Even before u told me, i already knew. :)

Boy , I Miss You . Girl , I Need You
Thursday, January 01, 2009

Send your own ElfYourself eCards

Boy , I Miss You . Girl , I Need You
Thursday, December 25, 2008

wah!
really thx my frens!
one by one busy!
power la u all!
nvm lah..

Janice!
U the best! So Honest!
"Sue, u knoe y ur frens all dont wan to go and give u support? Cux u injured and tough to say the least that u will win dear.."

Seriously!! Thx Janice!
Really wake me up!

and all the while i believe them!
Nice one la..
I also thought of believing my point cux its way too early for ppl to cum and give me their support!
hahaha!
who am i to lie?
I noe I suck when I'm injured!

No mood la!

Boy , I Miss You . Girl , I Need You
Sunday, December 21, 2008

Make It Work - Ne-Yo

Make It Work
NeYo

Ooh, uh, ooh

Yeh, yeh

You understand me

At least you say you do

Lately

That's enough for me

Looking for perfect

Surrounded by artificial

You're the closest thing

To real I've seen

Sure Everyone Has their problems

That's a given

Yours are The easiest to tolerate

This wasn't

What we was wanting

How we're living

But let's take

This good enough

And turn it to great

Baby understand

This can only be

As good As we both make it

Guess sometimes

It's gonna hurt (Yes sometimes It's gonna hurt)

We can be as happy

As we want to be girl

But we gotta make it work

We gotta make it work

Ay, oh, ay, oh, oh
We gotta make it work
Ay, oh, ay, oh, oh
We gotta make it work
Ay, oh, ay, oh, oh
We gotta make it work
Ay, oh, ay, oh, oh

Sometimes I love you

More Than you'll ever know

Other times

You get on my nerves (Hey)

That's just reality

No, it can't always be

Kisses, hugs

And beautiful words

You was looking

For your prince, ooh

What you found (Wat u found)

Is a pauper

With potential

And no I'm nowhere

Near perfect, no

But I'm around (But I'm around)

Girl Time and patience Is essential

Baby realize

This can only be
As good As we both make it
Guess sometimes
It's gonna hurt (Yes sometimes It's gonna hurt)
We can be as happy
As we want to be girl
But we gotta make it work

We gotta make it work

Ay, oh, ay, oh, oh

We gotta make it work

Ay, oh, ay, oh, oh

We gotta make it work

Ay, oh, ay, oh, oh

We gotta make it work

Ay, oh, ay, oh, oh

Thick and thin (Ooh)

The bad outweighs

The good sometimes

That doesn't mean

We're 'spose To give it up

My problems are yours

And yours are mine

This can only be

As good As we both make it

Guess sometimes

It's gonna hurt (Yes sometimes It's gonna hurt)

We can be as happy

As we want to be girl

But we gotta make it work
We gotta make it work

Ay, oh, ay, oh, oh
We gotta make it work
Ay, oh, ay, oh, oh
We gotta make it work
Ay, oh, ay, oh, oh
We gotta make it work
Ay, oh, ay, oh, oh

Enjoy!

Boy , I Miss You . Girl , I Need You
Friday, December 19, 2008

Chilling during holidays.

Even though I dislocate my shoulder, going out for a morning jog wif him beats the pain. Jog for an hour, chill at the fitness corner, had breakfast, rest/sleep, noon was out again.

That hair took him an hour to get it settle!!

urgh!

Holidays r worthwhile is its being Enjoyed with your loved ones...

Honestly, WE are both TIRED!!

Morning go jogging.

Noon go AMK Hub for xmas gift searching.

This bus ride was to J8 also in search of pressies.

my new summer love~

Taking this chance to wish Syaheerah Islam All The Best for her Finals!

Boy , I Miss You . Girl , I Need You
Friday, December 19, 2008

believe it or not!!

first time i cry while eating medication!

hahahaha!!

Sue Loser la u!

its damn bitter i tell u..

even drink coke after that doesnt help..

anyway, i'll just smile!

that's all~

Boy , I Miss You . Girl , I Need You
Friday, December 19, 2008

hmm..
dun really have my lucky last nite..
but still trying!!!

oh ya!
before i forget..
im wishing my dearest baby Jake happy birthday!
Janice..I'll kidnap him 1 day!

grins****

Boy , I Miss You . Girl , I Need You
Wednesday, December 17, 2008