I think recently I've been very cold towards my loved ones.
Its been overbearing hearing stories, dealing w hypocrites, stepping out from tt mask itself, shutting th world out &just wanna be left alone; but it's been winning many curious concern &helpless questions which made me feel like slapping their faces/kicking their asses off.
But I wanna really apologize for pretending that I didn't care or that I didn't sound interested at any of your plots.
Reason being, I want to know how things could be different if I turn it around, cause its been such a routined &mundane flow caring about evth else except yourself.
I thought I could be more flexible &open-minded -.- but I was just being freaking selfish &more emo. Hahahaha, like lum, yes, but worse.

Labels: CHANGE IS JUST NEARER

Forgive me. ▲▲

Forgive me but I need to be loved too
Forgive me but I can't wait around for you
Forgive me if I found a man who understands.

Its gonna be th end of 08 &09 will be fresh, hot &sweet (c'mon, better be!!).
Ard a month ago, ended our high-pressure black&white piece of papers, but in 2 to 3 weeks time, we have to grip our most anticipating conclusion yet.
How fast time flies.
Th last time I remembered is entering th school, orientation, cheering competition, HMT taxi days, high socks, being chosen as a painstaking day i/c &th most I will never forget is my nervous-love-breakdown.
Now, its still hard to believe we're some old idiots called seniors who don't really own th school LIKE THAT anymore.
Its more awkward than sad, lol.
I'll wrap up &continue soon since its been damn long since I wrote a hearty entry (:
Let's hope farewell tmr goes on well altho my mood seems to be hanging on high ends now.

Labels: Its time that you stop being my everything.

Darling. ▲▲

Farewell's tmr.

Labels: Stone heart.

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Well shopped today for farewell, but I was v happy cause spent ard only 100, not more!
Went to Haji Lane w my darling, had thai food (!!!)(:DDDD), then took lotsa peeeeeeeeektures, &again, talktalktalk.
Oh ya! Met Xin En along Arab st. &Sh look like one vogue socialite ah.
Anw, miss my class abiiiiiiiiiiiiiit, but miss RCmore!!!!!!!!!
Oh P.s. Sorry if I couldn't reply your msges or that you couldn't contact me at certain times when I'm at home because this new phone sucks.
P.p.s. I AM NOT DATING THAT GUY, thanks.
P.p.p.s I'll upload th other peektures tmr.

Labels: I am contented. Get out.