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i realised i'm a road hazard...
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Please be patient with me. Thank You.
if anyone dunno e defination of S.T.R.E.S.S., come find me.. one lesson in my class is all u need. one...juz finished with DCI presentation.. gt bombed by tutor n classmates.. its onli tues n i'm tired.. freaking tired.realised that there's 5 papers for common test!5 freaking papers?!?!realli feelin down smtimeseveryday come sch n study in sch a freakin S.T.R.E.S.Sful environmentgo hm.. hm alone cos mum's workin late most of e time.onli thing i look forward to going sch is...break time.. seeing my beloved scotland n other friendly n familiar facesthen back to class..argh!i dun even knoe myself in class.dun feel like toking anymore.do my own stuff..tutorial participation 10%? watever la hurh.i miss t03... ponies.. i miss e laughter n fun we shared in class..missed shouting across e classroom to get back my stuffmissed laughin like mad with dj..i even miss seeing jason's presentationnow?argh!smone juz kill me... anyone.
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ever felt so alone in e whole wide world?
yea.. i did. now.
taking a break..proud of myself todayE-biz plan.70%DCI started.BUT haven start on e biggest project of e yr..IIPGreat! haha.anwayz woke up at 8.45am..lecture at 9am.ha.. slept in lecture..can't blame me.. seats too comfyhad 2.5hr breaklunched at sim with bompipis, terry, na n andywent over to C1 laterz.was with mangoes, mel n their classmatestupid mel..drew a watch on my handaunty frm vinz say its "cute"..wth.anywayz.. guess its back to projects.tk care everyone.ah haha! 3 more days!
i realised that 24hrs/day is not enough for me.Many things to do..Little time!
currently in sch.. doing project.. such a sad case..on a sunday..yest meeting for banner com for korea trip.. heez.. nt bad,, quite constructive.. after that went to central to develope photos..ah haikz!.. then met up with min to pass her e memory card.. she passed me labi boxers.. though er its boxers but its LABI! n bossi n poi bought me labi hp chain n wallet.. thanks le beh! ahaha! labi day.. motivation for me to do project..went over to dre's place for bbq.. at first was busy with mangoes n peifen.. peifen future marche chef le.. tat an ger ger.. haiz.. plant killer.. those tat were there would knoe wat i meant.. after tat bitch around with pals.. haha.. justina is realli da jie da.. no doubtz bout it.. reached hm bout 10 plus.. did banner thingy n completed e-learning.. slept at 2 plus.. argh! mani projects coming.. ..
basically my life revolve around 3 things now. -projects-assignments-drivingworkload from sch is killing me.. i feel that i need to get a life... its e great singapore sales now.. i dun even have time to go shopping! lots of stuff i wanna get but time does not permit me to do so..argh! i'm nt even spending enuff time with my frens.. n guess wat? i realised that i did not visit my ah gong since bAoc.. great.. jus great.. feelin tired easily nowadays.. realli tired.. dun feel like doing anythingz.. smtimes realli drag myself outta bed to sch... freaking tired.. realli stressed too.. many a times i feel that i can't breath... reality check.. 3-4 weeks to common test.. 12 wks to exams.. 14 works to attachment.. 0_0jiayou le beh da jia... we realli need to jiayou...
went for drivin lessons today.. so fun! but e engine keep stalling.. i kinda like my instructor.. hope he'll be e same one...met up with jiayi for dinner after drivin.. haven met up with her for a long long time.. after tat reached hm.. did sm of my stuff... then watched e superstar thingy.. think e critics e judges gave r mostly related to their dressin n looks n not their singing... weird... after tat went prata with bloaty n tigg.. heez..tat's all bout today...trainin's kinda tough for kai.. hope he can cope well ba.. endure.. ok..gotta do e-learnin now..buaiz for now!
Pissed with myself
pissed... with myselfy?keep falling sick recently..for no reason.n each time it gets worse..waste of time n $$..make me cancel my lessonspostpone/cancel my apptsargh!!!went to e loo for a grand total of 9 times todayfreaking tired...waited 2 hrs while visiting e docpractically visited all toilets in clementint smthing to be proud of too..anywayz, juz angry with myself.ignore me.sorri to those whom i promised ti have dinner with..
this is for sat's post.. ah ahah.. woke up at 11 plus.. disturbed poi.. ahahaha.. then went over to mel's place.. omg mel! ur dog is freaking cute! like 1 white fur ball lidat.. anywayz, dre,wenru,peifen,3flowers,eve, an ger ger, fang zi n poi were all there.. went to harbourfont for lunch.. ate pasta.. think all gonna explode esp dre who ate think 6 garlick bread n ALOT of pasta cos sm of us could nt finish n he did nt wanna waste food. walked here n there... that dumb an ger ger tot that there were rabbits in e toilet.. haiz... mangoes keep asking me bout sm stuff.. ahaha.. will tell u all when e time is right k.. oh yea.. dre played a 7-up game at harbourfront.. sm mastercard thingy.. he won 2nd.. pity.. could have trash e aunty who got 1st.. anywayz e host was realli bitchy.. omg.. realli cannot stand here.. sorri i'm dat impatient.. cannot stand gers lidat.. n wayz e rest went off earli.. i went hm as jo was comin over my place.. she turned my room upside down.. omg.. slacked around in my rm.. jo left around 10 plus.. then nini called.. said wanted to go find bloat.. came over to pick me up at my place bout 12.. hang out at bloat's working place till 2 plus.. omg.. reached hm at bout 3am.. n guess wat.. fever still in progress.. argh.. /ignore.. going shoppin later.. gotta strike while e iron is hot.. its SALES.. gotta buy my attachement clothing.. bbl
seriously stressed.. argh.. yest had IES presentation.. i think it was ok.. but acc to e lecturer its nt ok.. watever.. this yr's class is v competitive.. n i mean v.e.r.y. i realli miss my t03 where we help each other with our work.. we even help to keep track of our presentations timing for each other...after presentation yest.. was feelin realli "hot".. n woo.. when i reached hm at nite.. realised i was having fever... 37.9.. weak me..anywayz now in ERP workshop.. realised that we have alot of scarcastic tutors.. shall nt name them here..juz now nelly suddenly bomb us.. said that "smone" told us that our presentation skills suxs.. watever! give us 15 mins to prepare for a 5 min presentation.. stunned.. then commented on our presentation skills..non of which are good comments... later having meeting for korea trip.. but still feelin weird now.."queasy"..is there such a wrd? still feelin "hot".. gimme a pony!to bompipi grp members, scotland peeps: projects n workloads are piling up.. lets all help each other whenever possible... n dun be shy to seek help.. jiayou le beh da jia!POI: 1 more day.. ah haha! but i'm ok!
2nd day of 3rd wk of sch n i'm freaking stressed.. seriously have a v competitive class this sem.. omg man.. politics n stuff.. where r e ponies man.. miss e ponies...anywayz WISP presentation went well yest.. though kept laughing.. ah haha.. went to meet up with IIP's company.. though e company is already well-established, the boss is a ultra super nice fellow.. even allo us to generate ideas for him.. went to sakae sushi with ponies guys + tong.. ate like mad.. cos i was freaking hungry.. n i mean h.u.n.g.r.y.. went hm after tat.. nuthing much to do.. slacked around n did sm work while watchin ID4.. one of my fav movies of all times.... had dinner at 9 plus.. think my hungry dieases is back.. jialat..anywayz, bro passing out parade today.. heard frm mum he knocked his head.. kuku guy..last day le still can knock his head.. i wun be going to tekong to see bro pass out cos beloved sch ends t 5.. n its tutorials n workshops so cannot skip.. 3 more days...
its wk 3.. i'm damn stressed...
jiayou le beh.. da jia.
now in sch.. project.. so sad.. its onli wk 2..anywayz yest had a gathering with SCOs n MCs.. i joined them laterz.. after that we went to arcade to play... damn fun! played e table hockey.. think we r mad..played till damn excited... xinyu was damn mad..play till damn high.. haha.. overall we had fun.. after tat dinner.. then we went to this realli cool cafe to chill.. thomas, thomas' gf, erny, michelle, xinyu, joe n me.. we played truth of dare with jenga.. damn funni.. played till damn high.. e ambience was gd.. e games oso nt bad.. nice place to chill out n hang out with pals.. budden e price abit on e ex side.. heez...went hm with erny.. took a train cos there was a horrible jam at orchard.. reached hm bout 1140pm..surprisingly mum didn't scold.. think she giving up on me le... ahaha..later going ah pong's place to collect ba zhang! ahaha.. yest collected 8 le... more n more.. muahaha!
currently happily bloggin in lim shee chee's class.. he realli seriously look like e minister of defence..mr teo chee hian.. ah haha.. this is nuts..still adapting to my new classmates.. seems that this class is "cream of e crop" as quoted frm mr steven lim aka my advisor.. i'm still nt used to the new environment.. as in my class.. feels to me that i juz can't be myself.. yet..omg man.. i miss t03! esp my ponies.. att ponies:president is dying here... nwayz, had breakfast with kai this morn then came to sch.. haven had breakfast at central for a long time le.. yest stunned me by appearin at my place earli morn.. today nt as stunnin cos i expected it... but still its v sweet.. muahaha.. xing fu de gan jue. tmr scotland peeps gonna catch bear bear again.. think they r a bunch of mad ppl..but nvm i juz love them.. heez..in case anyone is wondering, i'm nt joinin e main com. i wanna commit myself to my studies, driving n other stuff. i miss my kai.to poi: STOP copying me..haha