StYleF's W0rlD: February 2004

Sunday, February 29, 2004

went out to study with jy today.. yea.. nothing much happened.. except for e part when i went to but dinner... i drop e packet of vegetables.. omg man.. it went like "boom".. i wasn;t realli sure of what happened.. guess the plastic bag juz slipped from my hand.. but both of us were laughin like no one's business... yea.. anyway feelin damn hungry now.. cannot eat yet cos mum is not back.. wth..
HUNGRY!

Friday, February 27, 2004

man..today woke up late... supposed to meet up with wcom grp.. haiz.. sorry boss.. anyway, was feelin kinda irritated.. cos nt all grp members turned up.. guess there was sm miscommunication or smthing.. haiz.. but weird le.. cos i do rem sending an e-mail to all... haiz... sm say they nv recieve..sm say no time.. haiz... no comments sia... anyway did nt complete much... feelin damn hungry now... had nuthing since tat chicken bowl in sch at around 1 plus... alamak.. where is my dinner?? damn damn hungry...
think i'll blog laterz..maybe ba.. i wanna go raid e kitchen.. realli DAMN hungry.

wa... today was a damn tirin day for me.. practically crawl out of bed at like 7... went to meet bloat for breakfast.. n yea.. she's late as usual.. but watever la.. then went to lakeside for sm after sch care thing to do my iac.. wa pony man.. e kids r like damn noisy... we sort of have like 20 to each person.. wa i nearly died man.. its like as if they are 20 yeting.. all of them were like "JIE JIE! HE TAKE MY THINGS..JIE JIE! I WAN GLUE.. JIE JIE! JIE JIE!"... oh man.. pony man... i mean yea i like kids.. they r cute n stuff.. but they can be like wa.. damn damn noisy.. n all callin for ur attention.. omg! nearly died.. n moreover.. i have tat ger.. tat ultra irritating high pitched ger... her voice i think its like negative 2 hrtz... n oh yea.. i realise tat their sch work is kinda hard.. "water spangle" wat in e world is tat? then have like mani mani words which i nv see b4 n stuff.. n their chinese e rearrangin sentences part.. omg man..yea.. but overall it was ok lar.. but still i'll choose yeyang n yehan.. haha they r like so much cuter though smtimes they can be v noisy.. but anyway its like er i'm done with iac.. so yea.. done..
tmr gotta meet up to do project... sianz.. nini told me tat adidas is havin ware house sale! alamak! i wanna go.. but er sch work comes first i guess... yea.. told her to help me look out for stuff..haha.. maybe can go after project...but carry lappy toppy.. bad idea.. hmm see how first ba..
think i better go packk e study table... its like erm buried under tons of stuff..yea.. v v messy.. hahaz.. bb bloggie

Thursday, February 26, 2004

hihi bloggie.. actually suppose to sleep now.. but then er.. feel like bloggin so here i am.. hmm anyway went to feast with nini n bear today.. both of them were late.. so i juz sat at e bus stop n read my econs nts... oh yea.. rem i saw sm funeral.. think its sm big shot.. cos still gt police to escort n stuff.. n e cars followin e casket van were all big shot cars.. mercs bmw n stuff.. everyone was like lookin.. kk enuff.. yea.. feast at sm steamboat thingy.. think its yaki yuki or yuki yaki.. watever la.. hmm, e food nt bad.. but still i prefer seoul garden..but e bad thing bout tat place is tat e leg space is damn cram! think can fight with lido..haha.. after tat walked around orchard.. could nt resist my fav yakun toast.. so bought that.. yea after tat buffet.. still can eat.. no wonder ah pong jie say tat my stomach is bottomless pit..haha..
anyway, ah pong jie said tat she'll be comin np!!! yea!!! haha.. though she'll be at e engineerin side.. but still same sch as her quite cool ma.. can meet her almost everyday n bitch around.. hahaz..
hmm anyway think my progress in my revision is kinda slow.. time to speed up..yea... macro left 2 more chaps.. er bca see how first.. n my all time fav poa!! haha, almost forgot. i bought a new file for my poa notes.. quite cute.. maybe can act as a "motivator" for me to study poa.. heez..
kk gotta go.. meetin bloaty e fish for breakfast tmr n gt iac... pray tat e kids r nt little terrors..heez
bb bloggie

Tuesday, February 24, 2004

hmmm. today finally managed to see sm light in my poa.. thanks to mike.. er yea.. went to study with jiayi.. er at sm mac near ernest place.. yea.. nt a bad place.. though kinda cold.. yea... studied for macro today... think today i achieved quite alot.. *claps*..wahaha.. yea.. went to jurong pt for dinner.. saw jack neo n gang doin sm recordin there.. yea.. saw weiting n her bf oso...hmm, chatted with jy.. then we took e mrt hm.. oh yea.. at clement, there was this mac signboard on e floor.. think blown by e wind or watever.. jy was crazy.. keep wantin to go pick it up or smthing.. gigglin like crazy.. think e both of us r mad.. in e end we nv pick it up or smthing la.. i;m nt a gd citizen.. heez.. anyway think tmr gonna feast with mr bear n nini..yea threesome again..

Monday, February 23, 2004

went to sch today.. er actually did nt achieve much.. but managed to study abit of poa la.. then er played LOTR game of Jman's lappy... quite fun..heez.. maybe can get e game from him..haha.. met up with bin for dinner... she passed me sm stuff.. yea... had mee pok at jp.. er actually now still feel abit hungry.. think i'll go have supper then maybe go study.. havin study session with jiayi tmr.. hope tat it'll be fruitful..

Sunday, February 22, 2004

hmm, lets see.. woke up bout 12 plus today.. actually wanted to slp more.. muahah.. but pa was hammerin n drillin n knockin away in e nxt room.. so noisy! ah dui.. how to sleep.. haha.. anyway slacked around whole day after lunch.... packed my rm a little.. gotta give away my sec 4 bks.. tking up space... but then dun feel like givin them away cos all my hard work inside.. but then.. bo pian...anyway, painted sm egg crates for e iac.. supposed to go to this after sch care n teach sm kids art n craft.. yea.. art n craft.. my "best" subject after maths.. muahaha..
hmm read mr bear's blog.. he had a nitemare.. omg.. n it involves me.. bad bad bad.. i;m so innocent... anyway its a weird dream la.. haha.. i told mr bear he miss me too much liaoz.. okok think i'm going crazy.. anyway tests comin soon... better start to study..

Saturday, February 21, 2004

woke up bout 12 plus today... er actually wanted go play bball with mr bear but in e end nv.. slacked around e house whole day.. no life as usual.. watched la pi n more la pi... haha.. no one at hm so i onli gt la pi to acc me.. then suddenly felt like playing pool, so called nini n mr bear... haha.. met up with them for a game of pool.. think i broke e record today.. dunno e white ball went in how many times.. haha.. after pool went for dinner/supper with bear n nini.. omg ate alot.. er.. carrot cake, oyster omelette(sp), noodles, satay.. our table was like almost full.. wahaha.. nvm lidat can gain weight.. mua haha..
feel like watchin e movie " along came polly"... think find sm peeps to watch with me.. buit study week le.. suppose to STUDY.. not play.. but as if i care.. hopefully i'll see more light for poa tmr... n hopefully jolene will nt attempt to strangle me tmr.. hehez..
now my frenster i suddenly gt quite alot of msgs.. er yea.. dunno y.. gotta check them out,,
tt bloggie

woke up bout 11 plus today..reached sch bout 2 for e BCA review thing.. gotta wait though.. kenneth didn't come.. dunno wat happened to him.. could nt realli contact him.. dunno wat happened.. anyway bca did not turn out as bad as i thought.. waited bout 1 hr plus for ernest n boss to submit bmgt report... went to ah gong's house.. kinda long nv go.. feelin kinda bad.. n think my hainanese now realli sux.. stammer my way thru.. haiz... bad bad.. too long nv tok to ah gong tat's y lidat.... anyway, went for dinner with my cousins.. ah hui ge treat.. heez, feel kinda bad but since he insist.. why not.. went arcade later.. go play e drum thing.. haha damn funny...anyhow whack oso can pass...
hmm anyway think i better start to pull up my socks.. time to study.. but first! beauty sleep first..mua haha..
okok think i'm crazy...

Thursday, February 19, 2004

yea... had my eyes checked... wahaha.. degree nv increase.. anyway, changed specs... cos mine almost 2 yrs liaoz.... change a totally new frame.. wanted frameless one but then my degree too high.. e optician say nt nice, cos my lenses gonna be v thick... so in e end choose some new onez... heez.. anyway hope i wun screw up my BCA review....
*prayin*

boring day today.. poa tutorial in e morn.. think e teacher went abit crazy.. damn furni... but though i understand his "jokes", but i dunno wat is going for poa.. mua haha.. after tat rushed to SIM for lunch..sorta gobbled down cos onli 1 hr break.. cos after break is Remy's lecture... this guy was late and had to do push ups... poor guy... there was this video shown during lecture...damn boring.... almost fell alsleep.. controllin myself.. then ernest was like crappin..as usual..keep linkin me with sm one..haiz.. went to atrium to do bmgt report after lecture.. michale tong was there... wa.. his poa pro sia.. haha.. i told him i was gonna date him for poa tuition..wahaha.. left sch bout 5 plus...
hmm, later meeting mum in central... gotta change my lens... hopefully my degree will nt increase *praying*.. if nt, specs oso gotta change liaoz.. maybe can change those framless type...lidat i'll look v "si wen"...wahaha.. think i'll blog again tonite.. hopefully..since cls starts late tmr..

Wednesday, February 18, 2004

hmmm, now chattin with mr bear.. hahaz.. anyway, sch was boring today.. gay day..wat can u expect...yawin e whole day.. sort of woke up late but was onli 15 mins late for CATS cls.. as if mr gay cares...yea.. was kinda irritated my fiona today..she n her negative 2 hertz laughther n squeaky voice.. n omg her skirt.. was like so SHORT.. watever...then met up with nini, while waiting for her, sm guy asked me to help him do sm survey thingy.. yea.. was on some like bank interest thingy.. nt v sure wat they tokin bout though.. e trick is to juz keep noddin ur head.. in e end they wanted to knoe my age... i told them 17+, they was like stunned?!?! i oso stunned.. e guy went like"OMG! so young! i tot u were 20 pls or smthing" such a big reaction.. wth.. do i look tat old?!?! hmpf! watever la.. anyway we went sakae to eat.. as usual stuffed overselves with food.. we were like muz make our $$ worth.. so keep eating.. haha.. think i ate quite alot.. maybe can gain weight hmm?? keep n tok cock n laugh.. v busi haha.. reached hm bout 5 plus.. feelin damn tired so buanged.. feelin tired easily these few days.. haha.. die liaoz la
hmmm tests comin up..jia you jia you jia you
(",)

Tuesday, February 17, 2004

Y You cause a lot of trouble
E You are a very exciting person
T You have an attitude, a big one
I You are always smiling and making others smile.
N You like to work, but you always want a break.
G You have excellent ways of viewing people.

hehe...found this on an e-mail... so juz paste it here...
hmmm, passed my macro test.. tot i was going to flunk it badly.. as for writtencom, haiz.. linz n vanitha supposed to be in my grp for e mins n meetin did nt come.. so i was grped with gene n gc.. gc was e chairperson..guessed he was nt prepared.. so in e end, onli like me n gene tokin.. omg.. so dumb.. we like ask each other questions.. 2 persons havin meetin.. so dumb! anyway think i did badly for tis la.. sianz 1/2
after sch, sitted around atrium n tok cock with boss, ernest, dj, wendy n kenneth.. we were like all so bored so decided to go bowlin at bikit panjang.. quite fun.. laughin alot.. n there was these 2 guys so pro.. curler balls.. wow..*claps*
think i ate alot today...laksa,ice cream, chicken wings, noodles, n more noodles.. wow.. watever la..

Monday, February 16, 2004

wa...finally done with bmgt presentation..haha..think my grp did quite well.. cos we were able to answer most of e questions tat ms tan bombed us with...haha i knoe self praise is no praise.. dun care..watever.. cos i realli slogged my guts out for this project.. e ppt i do until..wa... sianz man.. boss n ernest oso.. wow... realised tat boss have "hidden talent"..she can find alot of pics.. wa.. bombed my lappy toppy with pics..
hmmm, finally see sm light in my poa.. thanks to jolene.. but then.. onli candlelight.. need her help more... n she changed her name in my hp to "babe"..can;t stand her... sickenin ger.. but still we r best of pals.. after V days, realise tat i miss my sec sch days... esp in sec 4.. saw so many of my cls peeps on tat day.. so happi.. yea though its like V day, but to me its more of like friendship.. though we haven see each other for quite sm time.. guess we still have that special bond between us... yea.. hope we can have a gatherin of smthing smtime soon.. realli miss 4/2..
guess i better stop.. gotta prepare for MAcro test tmr... n still gt wcom tutorial...haven read thru all e rubbish...tat blog..

Saturday, February 14, 2004

woohoo! happy V day bloggie!
haha.. went to JJ love fiesta today... saw SO many peeps... so happi... vicky, bin, min, wan yang, saurav.... so many many n oh yea i saw Melvin! ahhh... he become so handsome... omg... but still as sweet as ever... haha.. took a pic together... *blushin*... hehez.. anyway alot of stuff goin on at jj n ALOT of ppl... ate man mani things.. recieved roses from marni peeps...hehez..so sweet..kinda happi cos v long nv see sm of them liaoz.. omg man.. sm changed so much.. all become so handsome n pretty... left jj bout 5 plus 6... went to nearby coffeeshop n slacked around... chatted bout lots of things.. all laughin like mad.. think we attracted alot of unness attention... haha.. but still who cares.. haven seen them for so long.. miss them...hehe... after dinner went to jo's place.. she's supposed to teach me poa but then no mood.. so bascially juz slacked n took lots of crazy pictures... hahaz..
heez in conclusion, today was a great day!

Friday, February 13, 2004

finished BCA presentation... kinda screwed up... sort of black out out there...mumbling to myself... haiz... dun wanna elaborate.. went to walk round sch atrium after lesson...many many things bout valentines' day..roses, bears, chocs n many many things...kinda exciting.. although like none of my business.. but still kinda exciting..hahaz...
now trying to study for upcomin macro test but juz no mood... so in e end..ended up blogging..:P think later gotta settle my own dinner...again...sianz 1/2.. feel like eatin at west coast.. lazy...sianz... no life..

Thursday, February 12, 2004

woke up kinda lte today...but managed to reach sort of on time... poa tutorial.. dun understand a single sh**... think exam realli die liaoz.. went for econs lecture..manage to catch sm balls from e lecturer.... but many tests comin up.. n e projects r nt done yet... bmgt 2nd assigment is already out n i'm nt even done with 1..pony me.. think will blog again tonite if i have time.. gonna buang now... sleepy..

finally done with my CATS project... find e stupid jan aka fiona of T02 v irritatin..keep insultin my artifact!smmore her irritatin voice!! omg! give me a pony..
anyway,1 presentation down n many more to go...kinda nervous for this fri's BCA.. cos i feel like sm sorta slacker.. nv realli do much except for e ppt part..cos i realli dunno bout access... e access part is all done by jason n da jie..if e teacher askes me any questions, think i'm gonna be dead man..attempted to do my POA tutorial juz now.. man.. realli die liaoz.. dun even know how to start..moreover my SOS line alsleep...but thankfully havin tution this sat... yea i know.. havin poa on V day.. so romantic right..

Tuesday, February 10, 2004

finally back again.... been busy with projects n stuff.. didn't attend lecture, went to play pool with em cls peeps... keep laughin non stop..played tag team..kinda furni... boss teamed up with barney while me with eugene.. keep missin the shots.. think gene almost fainted... laugh like no one's business... after pool, went back to sch to do BCA project... with da jie's help..FINALLY managed to finish the BCA project.... 1 down, many more to go...
btw, saw mark zee workin out e in e gym..damn handsome..hahaz... see until i forgot to submit e !deas thing to chi ba boom..oh noz...

Monday, February 09, 2004

back again... juz down bro called e police...cos there is tis kid pointin laser pointer into our house.. een goin on for quite sm time.. still point into my rm!so bro called e neighbourhood police post.. no big deal..guess they juz went up to e house n give a warnin..also dun wanna kick up a big fuss for nuthing..
anyway, finally done with my econs notes n packed my rm a LITLE..guess its gonna be messy by end of tis week again..feelin stressed now... with e upcomin presentations... CATS on wed...BCA on fri...omg! pls give me a pony..moreover e access i realli dun knoe a single s***..
*panicking*

Sunday, February 08, 2004

having headaches these fews days n feelin tired easily, bad bad signs... nt a gd time to fall sick when i have so marni marni things to do.. omg! pls give me a pony. anyway, woke up bout 11 plus today, attempted to catch up on my sch work..haiz.. poa as usual dunno wat is going on.. seriously need help man. then bmgt managed to finished 1 tutorial with marni blanks n e other tutorial, nt v sure... then did sm of my econs notes..managed to do up to unemployment..hope to finish by tonite? *praying*
my room is in a big mess...yea..again. papers, books, magazines, notes all over e place... like sm pig style lidat... think i better do sm packin..haiz..
24 hrs a day is nt enuff for me.

Friday, February 06, 2004

juz came back from diana's place... e steamboat wasn't as bad as i think.. actually i did nt tok much, juz sat down n stuffed myself with e food..feelin kinda bad n akward.. but then, considerin e how they treated me e other time, think tis is e best i could give? heard frm their conversation, think joyce having a guy going after her, diana oso.. then e guys they all oso having sm ger on their minds... as usual, feel v v out of place. so juz stuffed myself with e food..givin myself an excuse nt to tok...
feelin stressed.. all e projects pillin up n i realised tat i do not know alot of my work...access, poa, business mgt.. omg man... dunno wat to do sia.. having serious cases of headaches these few dyas...have nt been havin these kinda headaches since e O's.. omg.. needa pony.. tmr still gt sm family thingy on.waste my time, so many things to do..so little time
haiz.

Thursday, February 05, 2004

so many things to complete, so little time. smone pls gimme a pony

Wednesday, February 04, 2004

damn boring..now waiting for boss n ernest to finish their IS classes... usin boss's lappy toppy to blog now.. juz finished copying e econs' tutorial.. still gt bout 1 more hour to go before they r done..sianz man..meeting for written com n business mgt projects.. think got lots n lots to do.. e business mgt needa write a report i think.. dunno got any format or anything..haiz.. v v blur.. anyway dun think i'll be comin to sch for econs lecture since no poa tutorial..heez.. think going back to ntss with nini.. see hw first.. bought sm kueh for her yes.. her fav kind, juz kinda pass by e shop n rem that she simply loves this kinda of stuff so juz buy..hmm, feelin kinda hungry now. juz now did not realli eat lunch..food seems so far away from me.. now at blk 51.. so far frm everything.. n there is this idiot smokin..hopes he get caught..hahaz.. so bad.. hmm, think i better go check mel or smthing.. maybe blog laterz tonite..

Tuesday, February 03, 2004

hmmm, finally can blog.. keep on error juz now.. didn;t go to sch today, went for checkup today, think sorta waste my time.. wait damn long.. so many babies crying, children screamin..so noisy! ah dui.. anyway, e doc said that maybe after 1 or 2 yrs more, i dun needa go liaoz!!! woo hoo!! after 14yrs of see him, sianz man.. every yr e same old thing.... anyway, now my arms n legs r full of red bumps.. thanzs to e amazing race.. many mosquitoes bites all over.. smmore i think these mos r highly trained.. e bumps r so big n red! omg.. think muz wear long pants to cover up man.. as if nt ebough scars on my legs.. still wanna add on tm my arms.. can't realli help scratchin... feelin kinda stressed now.. workload is pillin up n up n up.. many projects dealines to meet, many tutorials to do. n smmore needa to catch up on wat i have missed.. bad bad.. smmore think my poa..SOS!!! help!!!
anyway, meetin bloat for breakfast tmr..v long nv see her.. kinda miss her..heez.. lookin forward.. n oh yea.. going to e bodyworks ex with nini on sat..heez

Monday, February 02, 2004

Too many of us stayed walled
Because we are too afraid to care too much,
For fear that the other person
Does not care as much, at all.

Have u ever denied ur feelings for someone
Because ur fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
Or have u cast aside ur feelings
Because u thought things were impossible?

Why keep them to yourself... when u know you won't wanna have them?
Why let them miss other chances...when they can have them?

If you really don't love someone....let them go...hurt them NOW... not
later...
for a longer relationship builds stronger emotions...

A good relationship isn't a game you play or an ego trip you take.
It is about love and two people.

Loving someone can give us the greatest joy we can ever know and it can hurt more than we can believe too.
When it does not
really hurt when that person did something disappointing to you, but really
hurts when you see that
person in pain and sadness,
then you know you truly love that person.

Loving someone means you should be ready to experience heartache and
happiness at the same time.
That's the reward and that's the risk.
Unless we are willing to experience it, we will never really know what it's like to
love and be loved.
Sharing love is probably the most valuable and meaningful
experience a person can ever have.
And there's a difference between being in
love with someone and loving someone.
It's the difference between a love
that's fickle,wild and short-lived and one
that's tender and passionate,nurturing and lasts a long time.
The first is easy. The second, the one that really matters to all of us,takes work because it's about
keeping a relationship.

Loving someone takes efforts. We have to be able to communicate with each other.
Nobody can read anyone else's mind. We always presume that our partner knows what we think and feel. Maybe in time we might be able to predict or sense each other's thoughts but it's never perfect and takes time to develop.
Getting the chance to love and be loved by someone is blessed.
Respect him/her for who he/she is, and not what you want him/her to be.
Everyone is pretty and special in his/her own special way.
No one is perfect. It is true love which closes the gap of
imperfectness to form a smooth surface of acceptance for each other.
True love sees and accepts a person for who he/she is.
It is also true love which makes a person change for the better.
The power of true love to a person is undeniable.
A relationship needs commitments too.
What is love
without commitments from each other anyway?
It's like principles and values.
Everyone has them but they only mean as much as we are willing to stand for them.
The same goes for our commitments to relationships, and the
person we love.

"Love is like an antique vase. It's hard to
find, hard to net, but easy to
break." Every day everywhere, people fall in
love ... but just how many of
these relationships are self-sacrificing love,
and not just relationships
which are formed only for the intense! feeling
of falling in love? I know
hundreds of friends who say the magical words "I
love you"... but more often
than not, the truth is just I am IN love with
you. There is a difference
between being in love with someone and loving
someone. If a person says
he/she is in love with you, he/she means that
he/she likes you for who you
are now and he/she fell in love with you because
of the present you. This
kind of love is temporary and lasts only as long
as the fairytale lasts.
When fairy godmother comes in at midnight to
whirl us back to reality, we
see the heartache of such a relationship...
where both were only IN love
with each other. But if a person says he/she
loves you, he/she means that
he/she loves you unconditionally for who you are
now, who you were in the
past and who you might be in the future. When
he/she says he/she loves you
and really means it,you have to ask yourself if
you love him/her too or if
you're in love with the idea of being in love.
It is very hard to see the
difference through logical thinking. Let your
heart guide u. May you be
blessed on your soul-searching journey = for
your soul mate.

ARE YOU REALLY IN LOVE? ASK YOURSELF!
Is this true love? Do I really love him/her? Or
izzit just another
infatuation? R U willing to give? Even though
you may not get back the same
amount you gave? R U cheating yourself? Thinking
that you really love
him/her and not just taking him/her as a
substitute for your
ex-boyfriend/girlfriend?

Friends, let today be the day....... you truly
understand love....... If
after reading this and answering all the
questions,you are very sure that
you love him/her,tell him/her that. Let him/her
know how much you love
him/her and that you are willing to take the
risks of being hurt by him/her
in the course of the development of your
relationship with him/her. This is
a love that's sacrificial,

R u ready for it? If you accept someone's
philosophy that is simply their
rationalisation to justify their failure, you
accept their failures!"

**The greatest regrets in our lives are the
risks we did not take.** If you
think something will make you happy, go for it.
**Remember that we pass this
way only once.**

YoU cAn'T mAkE sOmEoNe LoVe YoU, aLl YoU cAn Do
Is Be SoMeOnE wHo CaN bE
lOvEd, ThE rEsT iS uP tO tHe PeRsOn To ReAlIzE
yOuR wOrTh~

Listen For Love

> > > >> There are times when we are timid and
shy about expressing the love we feel. For fear
of embarrassing the other person, or ourselves,
we hesitate to say the actual words "I love
you."
> > > >>So we try to communicate the idea in
other words.
> >We say 'take care' or 'don't drive too fast'
or 'be good.' But really, these are just other
ways of saying 'I love you,' 'you are important
to me,' 'I care what happens to you,' 'I don't
want you to get hurt.'

> > > >> We are sometimes very strange people.
The only thing we want to say, and the one thing
that we should say, is the one thing we don't
say. And yet, because the feeling is so real,
and the need to say it is so strong, we are
driven to use other words and signs to say what
we really mean. And many times the meaning never
gets communicated at all and the other person is
left feeling unloved and unwanted.

> > > >> Therefore, we have to LISTEN FOR LOVE
in the words that people are saying to us.
Sometimes the explicit words are necessary, but
more often, the manner of saying things is even
more important. A joyous insult carries more
affection and love within the sentiments which
are expressed insincerely.

> > > >> An impulsive hug says I LOVE YOU even
though the words might be saying very different.
Any expression of a person's concern for another
says I love you. Sometimes the expression is
clumsy, sometimes even cruel. Sometimes we must
look and listen very intently for the love that
contains. But it is often there, beneath the
surface.

> > > >> A mother may nag her son constantly
about his grades or cleaning his room. The son
may hear only the nagging, but if he listens
carefully, he will hear the love underneath the
nagging. His mother wants him to do well, to be
successful. Her concern and love for her son
unfortunately emerge in her nagging. But it is
love all the same.

> > > >> A daughter comes home way past her
curfew, and her father confronts her with angry
words. The daughter may
> >hear only the anger, but if she listen
carefully, she will hear the love under the
anger. "I was worried about you," the father is
saying.
> > > >>'Because I care about you and I love
you. You are important to me.'

> > > >> We say I love you in many ways - with
birthday gifts, and little notes, with smiles
and sometimes with tears.
> >Sometimes we show our love by just keeping
quiet and not saying a word,at other times by
speaking out, even brusquely. We show our love
sometimes by impulsiveness. Many times we have
to show our love by forgiving someone who has
not listened to the love we have tried to
express.

> > > >> The problem in listening for love is
that we don't always understand the language of
love which the other
> >person is using. A girl may use tears or
emotions to say what she wants to say, and her
boyfriend may not understand her because he
expects her to be talking his language.

> > > >> Thus, we have to force ourselves to
really listen for love.

> > > >> The problem with our world is that
people rarely listen to each other. They hear
the words, but they don't listen to the actions
that accompany the words or the expression on
the face. Or people listen only for rejection or
misunderstanding.
> >They do not see the love that is there just
beneath the surface, even if the words are
angry. We have to listen for love in those
around us.

> > > >> If we listen intently we will discover
that we are a lot more loved than we realize.
Listen for love and we will find that the world
is a very loving place, after all.
> > > >>
> > > >> LOVE is a happy thing.
> > > >> It makes us laugh.
> > > >> It makes us sing.
> > > >> It makes us sad.
> > > >> It makes us cry.
> > > >> It makes us seek the reason why.
> > > >> It makes us take.
> > > >> It makes us give.
> > > >> Above all else it makes us LIVE.

> > > >> It is not the presence or absence of
people that makes the difference because a
person need not be lonely even if he is alone.
> > > >>Sometimes it is good to be alone. But
that does not make us lonely.
> > > >>It is not a matter of being present WITH
someone.
> >It is a matter of being present TO someone.

> > > >> So remember ... If you love someone,
tell them.
> >Remember always to say what you mean. Never
be afraid to express yourself. Takethis
opportunity to tell someone what they mean to
you. Seize the day and have no regrets.

> > > >> Most importantly, stay close to your
friends and family, for they have helped make
you the person that you are today and are what
it's all about anyway.

> > > >> The difference between expressing love
and having regrets is that the regrets may stay
around.

Sunday, February 01, 2004

juz came bac frm e Amazing Race.. realli amazing man..damn tired now.. e race was realli to e xtreme.. went all over e places, most of which i nv go b4 or dun even knoe they exist.. anyway, i guess it was worth my time though we did not win or anything... had sm xperience..heez.. shot a pistol, climb sm dunno wat hill in ubin, cycle like crazy, went to cemetry, town area where we gotta sueeze thru e CROWD n oso e one i dislike most e house of shadows at boat quay.. tat was supposed to be sm sorta of huanted house where those ppl put on sickenin maskes n frighten innocent ppl like me.. haha, i was hiding behind kenneth all e time.. think i pulled his shirt until e collar got out of shape.. he wasn't scared at all n still tok to e "ghost" or watever u call it..rem he said smthing like" hello! Dun mind can u scare her?" omg! nearly wanted to strangle him..anyway tat part i think i screamed alot..did nt realli see much of tat place cos i kept my head down all e time.. but overall, think tis event was realli well planned.. e clues, taskes n everything.. Three cheers for BA Com! hahaz.. kk think i better go buang now cos tmr still gt project n stuff..
tata..

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