Feeling tired. 

tired from everything. 

I wish he could be more present when he is home. 

His phone would stop ringing and he shift his focus to us. Not chores, games but us. 

I feel I need him more but I dont want to be too needy cos he could finally get some alone time. He is tired from work etc. 

Not sure what it'll be like when the lil one comes along. 

the one who sees my worst now is Ms A. I ridiculously broke down after not being able to get a car for 40mins and she offerred hugs and pat me. comforting me not to cry. 

my sweet angel. 

the missing baby chair

on Tuesday earlier this week.

it's jus myself and the girl.

Dinner time and I wanted to bring out the high chair.

She told me nooo... she wants baby chair (doing a diamond sign with her fingers)

I cldnt find the baby chair in store.

me: I dont know where Daddy kept it, it isnt in baby store room.
her: *came into the store room* no?
me: nope not here... maybe it's outside....under the console
her: *she found it* THEREEEE!!! hahaha daddy, ____ siao siao. hahahaha. (repeated thrice)

proceeded to point at Drew pic on display. DADDDDY! DI SIAO SIAO!