I never have thought of myself as a blogger. Personally, I hate to write, but it seems like it can be a very good way to express and organize your thoughts. This is obviously my first post, and I suppose that I should have a good reason for starting on this particular date. Unfortunately, I don't.
The last few months have been the worst of my life. If it weren't for supportive immediate family, I would have nothing. I've been in two psychiatric hospitals and suffered from severe suicidal ideation. It's been almost two months since my last hospitalization, and I really feel no better than when I was first admitted.
I am depressed, tired, and ambitionless. Today I decided to go to bed at around 8:30 PM. I felt so alone and wished that I had a friend to call, so that I could talk to someone. It sucks not having any friends, and I feel like I am letting my life slip past me.
I have nothing else to say now, but hopefully in the coming posts, I can talk about my problems in more detail.
