clara chan. 19. trying to figure things out.
Friday, January 12, 2007
just a simple wish
Time files and I have officially entered 2007. goodbye 2006, an amazing year because I found friends how helped me through almost everything. You know who you are and I love you, always.
Countdown was let’s just say it's insane. Shopping with my bro in the morning was damn funny. He spent a whopping 180 bucks in less then an hour at topmen and gap! That is worse then me can! And the best part? He didn’t fork out a single cent, my parents did. Cause he was using the credit card my parents gave him. How cool is that? Met jess and Elaine for lunch and shopping! Was great! Then met up with lynette and shop more. And then darkness falls…
Liesl called and the world seemed to come tumbling straight down on me. I won’t go into details here but yea it sucked. And then Cheryl came and started crying and went missing! It sucks lah. Cause it’s new year’s eve! I’m supposed to be having fun and not be worried over my friend running away and not picking up my class and my bro and them arguing and whatever shit. It was the second year in a row that my new year’s eve was ruin thanks to some guy whom I shall not name neither will I ever want to talk to. She is going to kill me for this but it really did hurt a lot. I was crying and all and thank god for my friend’s who stayed with me and talked to me. Even though miss lynette thought it was quite funny to see me get angry, I really need to thank her for everything! Anyway the night was became better after a while except that Cheryl still refuses to talk to my brother. Haiz, things will never go back to the way they were and I hate it. She is my best friend, he is my brother and liesl is my buddy. Why oh why. The end pf the night was amazing, met up with yew liang his friends and xinyi and her friends and you get the picture. It was just absolutely stunning. I love it. I hope the way things turned for the better symbolizes that 2007 will be good for me.
Orientation 2007 saintallume! Yahoo! Was ogl with joyce for og 1! Coolness! Haha
Joyce was missing for a while and I had to look after them by myself. They were so stone and quiet. Now I know how elsa felt when 29 was stoning too! I jumped and screamed and be hyper and they just looked at me! How embarrassing! I was hoping that they would warm up and be like 29 was. Space odyssey was fun! I was station masters with pear! It was sooo funny cause they were trying all kinds of methods to win the game while pear and I were simply exhausted.
Day 2! I woke up hoping that they would be like 29, all of a sudden enthu and all. But I was wrong. They were still stone! I think I had his incredibly black face on lah and I’m very sorry to joyce and og 1 who had to bear with me and m face for the whole day! I really wanted them to be close, to be one. Because I know how it is like to have only your og mates and no one else. I wanted tem to treasure that. Ws station master with jannah! Haha we played with squid! And the squid ink burst and stained my arms! GROSS! Then my og came! Woohoo! But then again I was disappointed because they seemed so quiet and I like a tad bored. I was sad. Even though I seemed mad, I was really upset with myself. Cause I felt that it was my fault that the og was not bonded together, it was my fault for the way it was. I remember going to bed that night hoping and praying that tomorrow, day 3 would have the miracle that I was hoping for.
Day 3 came and the miracle came! Yay! I love them so much lah. I wasn’t around most of the time because I’m in both cip and finale coms and had to run around doing stuff. But at the end of the night, I saw what I was hoping for, og bonding. They had fun and went out together after that. I really saw who they were as people and how brilliant they are. I remember being so stressed that by the end of the nigh I was close to tears. They saw it and started talking to me to make me feel better. Thank you! I don’t know what to say but I realized that I have been to evil and too harsh. And that they are truly amazing. I love them to bits now, just like how i love my 29.
Kenneth asked me when I looked at og 1 do I think of og 29. the answers yes. I do. And the truth is I think of og 29 a lot. A hell lot. I love them to bits and they are the most amazing people that I have ever met and I don’t know how I would have survived my first year in sa without them. They are everything to me, everything. Even though we have withered down to just that few of us, it doesn’t matter, because I know, that those memories I shared with the rest will stay in my heart forever. I hope and pray for more outings and for this friendship to last. That’s my wish.
11:18 pm
