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Friday, February 16, 2007

times like this, i'd rather have the j3 dancers with us.
STOP CONTAMINATING OUR SPACE MAN.

urgh. annoyances.

aside from that-which-i-shall-not-speak-of, cny concert was lovely. ok la let's be realistic. dikir barat by the mcs was fantabulous ("baik nadira!" haha we were so high). screaming our heads off for people we knew was tremendous fun. taking photos was addictive, treat from ms lai was totally cool. atot is much love.

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update!
the boy's due to serve the nation right after A's. how sad right.

zaki's song choices are so weird. and deadly.
our syf piece = monochrome, telephone chords, hard/stiff = ?!?!?

basically, basically.

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Thursday, February 15, 2007

you're everything i could wish for, and then some.

i love you. more than yesterday, less than tomorrow.

whoever's listening,i've never been so happy with my life before. ever. i've got the greatest friends and the perfect man by my side. i could never ask for anything more. i think it's safe to say that i'm finally complete. God, if you let this happiness, this perfection stay with me forever, i promise i'll be a good girl.
love, me.

"you're one in six million and two"

11th. valentine's.

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Saturday, February 10, 2007

according to D. Keirsey, i can be a history teacher.
according to J. Butt, i can be a US president.

haha. personality tests.

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playing speed racer with the sister is much fun. she pretends to be the pessenger, making funny sound effects and distracts me until my car swerves off the cliff. hah and im supposed to finish up on my tutorials.

cram jamming with baya (and the 298 other people) tomorrow. i just hope i dont get squashed between smelly people. and i'll pray that nobody farts/burps/sneezes when we're all packed like sardines in the train. baya, remember to smell Very Nice so we can diffuse any smelly-ness in the train. (:

lunched with the boy today. it's amazing how he makes me feel so..... happy everytime i see him.

This could be nothing,
But I'm willing to give it a try.

wednesday. heh.

...but i'm hoping you'd be there somehow.

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Wednesday, February 07, 2007

sometimes i just feel like putting my foot down (literally) and quit. enough of aches, sweat, blood and tears. enough of putting on a show. enough of being told that we're just not there yet. enough of the comparisons. enough of the failures. enough of falling.

and those are the exact same reasons why i bite my lip, endure the pain, turn a deaf ear on what people say and pick myself up when i fall. because i have to prove to myself that i can. even though i know, the only way i can, is by pretending.

sometimes i just want to dance normally. like how i used to. maybe soiree's a good idea after all.

ps: zaki had better put all our names through for syf. we've lost too much blood/skin/time/sweat/energy to be told that we just weren't good enough.

pps: i have accepted my obsessive compulsive-ness. i touch things out of curiosity.

so there.

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Monday, February 05, 2007

C3-1:

"We kick like
ballerinas
we look like
Keira
we talk like
Shakespeare
we think like
Wordworth
we walk like
Gisele
HAHAHA"

i love atot.

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i think i've shed more skin than a snake or whatever that sheds skin. and i'm only talking about one of my toes.

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Saturday, February 03, 2007

yishun primary people. i hadn't seen them in more than 6 years. half of them, i couldn't recognise. somehow they've changed but they're still the same. i've been wondering how i would've turned out if we'd stayed in yishun. so far i haven't gone past primary school. i'm quite glad we moved.

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Saturday, January 27, 2007

i've seen the light.

for some weird reason, little toddlers actually like me. i was at a friend's place yesterday and this kid comes up to me and gives me a hug. so i sat him on my lap and we had a conversation that went along the lines of me fiddling with my camera, taking photos and asking him who i just captured in the picture, and him pointing at the image and screaming/laughing his little toes off. and we sat like that for close to 45 mins. and i actually had a great time.

lubna, you of all people should be proud of me. hah.

2 hours with zaki + 10 sets of 8 of choreography = aches + pains

april. it will all end by april.

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