Self Changed 2

For once i do not feel like watching that cartoon movie anymore. Last time, I used to love it a lot because I thought there was some hidden feeling me. However, it is false; the feeling is actually all gone, just that I wish it to be there sometimes, sometimes. It seems like I still wish to live in memories~ I do not want to wake up although I have already woke up :)

Somehow, when I feel the guys is having good feeling towards me yet i do not have, I will escape from him *currently. If it was last time, I would still talk to the guy see if there is any possibilities. Nowww, erm not really~ Perhaps I am not so into these now, so I hardly think of the possibilities in between; flirting back seems like a waste of time if I know the guy does not suit me at all.

Besides that, I will not be so socialize and approach others; last time, I LOVE to go around meet and talk to people regardless of male or female. Now, I will go talk to girls *some; guys, I rarely hardly go and approach. Most of the cases are guys talk to me first and stuff. Just weird, but I dunno why ~ @@

Christmas Eve 2011

I kinda love this year christmas eve cause I can meet my old friends; although it is not a lot, it is still worth anyway (; we do not count friends in quantity but quality!! *wink

Peeps of the day are :

EDWIN, Ngai foong, Bei, Gie, and Lai Chin

Then, we had our lunch at Time Square BBQ Plaza

Edwin gave a psychology talk LOL

He will fly to US soon

After that, we proceeded to Pavilion for desserts and movie. Sadly, the movie time all tak ngam tat day :'( nvm, we had more time for chit chat. That was more than anything (;

Btw, I wanna say something. Edwin's hair is real weird, he looks real unclish in that hair -.- Miss the smart smart him last time HAHA It's all about his choice ~~ :)

Fonomarae 2011

It happens once in 4 year. Remember the i went fonomarae in form 1; now, already graduate from high school already =.= That's why I feel so old in the camp especially during introducing session. All of them are 14, 16, or what.... meeeee :'( it's okay, 18 is a sweet and legal age :D

Kinda happy as I was chosen as one of the colour parties. (girl that represent central region) With a KK girl (Jia Qie) and Penang girl (dunno name) :x Officers somemore. Although we all lack of practise, luckily we still managed to get everything settled!! Thank God!

Day 2

Enriched Group will have workshop today

my workshop : Skin Care and Fashion

We learnt how to wash face in proper way, how to be beautiful, how to sit and walk properly, how to be a lady, and HOW TO BE YOURSELF :D

Wash face mask KEKE with Joyce *honey

Day 3

Outdoor activities (team building and rafting)

Fonomarae Fun Nite

Both Ofiicers and girls from 2nd KL GB do a great job! Thanks aunty mary, o.sook ming, chaplain joyce, and ex-capt abby purposely come all the way to KKB to support us. Although we din win the competition, but everything is worth :D *seriously

TEAM SPIRIT!!!!

Day 4

time to back :D

Thanks captain for giving us a christmas present each - the PINK shirt; we all wear together gather YEAH~~

The GB Singapore

Love Capt Sally, she is a real joker :D It's so lucky to be her girls; anyway, my capt is awesome too (; I miss capt Aileen too, she is sweet and pretty!

Guess what, Pastor Tryphena is the speaker in the camp!! you will never get bored in her talk because

1. her talk is about SEX

2. the way is talk is real interesting

(;

She says she is waiting for us to accept Jesus; hmmm, we are still waiting and wondering the way too. Give us time pastor :D

Coming fonomarae I will not join in with the name of YL Lim Onn Gie anymore; it will be AW/ WO Lim Onn Gie......... hmmm~~~ I shows the growth in me throughout the years in GB.

Self Changed~

I just feel there is some changes in me. Currently I think I am not so friendly to people, I hardly take the step to know others; instead, I wait for others to come and know me. (Especially in KK trip) Perhaps there are 26 males and only 4 females. In that trip, I am like unfriendly and cool girl, din approach guys and talked to me; Just waited them to talk to me.

Then in fonomarae, I feel myself so old. T.T I only talk to officers and some Young Leaders in the camp. I do not like people who act close to me. Just weird~~ i wasnt like that last time.

Mun hoe says perhaps i wanna act cool so I have more "nu ren wei" = lady like to attract people. LOL, im just 18 la, what lady like la~~ only sho po look la :p

Kota Kinabalu Day 4

We had tour around Sabah at the last day :)
sabah is reaaaaaallly HOT, i think hotter than KL

Group photo with all the hikerssss :D
really glad to meet you guys, see ya in Gunung Tahan next year~~

This video is made by one of my friends regarding the memories in our trip :D

https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=2885139655965&set=t.1268098543&type=3

Kota Kinabalu Day 3

Breakfast in the morning~~ yummy~~ :p

Then we started our climb to the PEAK~~~ although it was only 2.7km, but it spent about 2 hours ++ to reach to the peak; I reached there at 4 am + with Ezrul. Thanks Ezrul for taking care of me throughout the climb and giving me warm, but~~ hmm nothing la

We sat there for approximately one hour for the sunrise :)

5.45am

6.03am

After taking picturessss, we all came down from the peak, but we still took a lot of picturess in between the path

WE MADE IT~~

We were already above the cloud at 6.5km; can you imagine the view at the top (;

Actually there was really nothing at the peak, it was pieces of huge rockssssss

And it was quite steep; We wondered how can we made it LOL

I had knee pain when coming down the mountain; after lunch, we all went to HOT SPRING to "rendam kaki" :D

We had our seafood dinner in Sabah too :D It was reallllllllllllly cheap!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now only I know, the Sabah people drive LIKE A BOSS; the bus driver drives faster than my brother XS I cant even text on the bus, I only feel like vomitting plus my ass hardly touch my seat one ~ seriously~

Besides, I also can feel the difference between my age guys and guys who are 20+, especially when we play truth or dare at night. It is actually a dare game instead. They are sooooo daring~~ I dun wan to mention what I kena already :x

Kota Kinabalu Day 2

Woke up early in the morning; breakfast; ready to go up the mountain

the first part was 6km; erm not that hard, but it was all about stairs stairs stairs and stairs

See, stairssssssss (after 4km)

Stairsssss (first few km)

We reached 5.5km already~~~ 0.5km somemore :D

Luckily we went up fast; it rained after we reached the restaurant, lucky us~~ And we were proud that we only took 3 hours to climb the 6km part B-D

Since we reached earlier, we went in hotel and nap first before coming out for the buffet dinner. That night,I was helping people to dry up their clothes and stuffs cause theirs were all wet. I also got to know people from johor and singapore too; at that moment, I felt I am shooo young cause all of them are 20++

The same night, I got eyes burnt, legs muscle burnt, and palms burnt~~ thanks to my counter pain and the freaking cold weather. My hands was totally freeze when I tried to wash my face. However at night, I still can walk around with my short pants LOL

All of us tried to sleep as early as we can cause we gotta wake up at 1am + for breakfast and start to climb at 2am+. There came the challenges~~~ X)

Kota Kinabalu Day 1

Nothing much happen on Day 1 to KK

I was in the first flight, and we gotta wait for others flight people to come along

hence, we waited in KK Airport ffrom 10.30 to 3.30pm *just slept in airport

By the way, this is my second time of taking flight in my life time LOL

Look at God's creation~~

After waited for everyone, we went to hotel and check in, then we went to pasar to but stuff, but the pasar is all about fruit. And this fruit is really special, it tastes like both cempedak and nangka. Furthermore, the fruit seller allowed us to eat everything for FREE leh~~ :p

There we back to hotel again for dinner

Look at the awesome buffet dinner :D SOOOO DELICIOUS~~

At night we all gathered at one room and had fun playing cards. HAHA, they all said I really have poker face :p But at 11pm, all of us went zz ad, cause we needed to wake up at 8am next morning to start our climbing to MOUNT KINABALU ~~~ Weeeee~~~

this was the path that we were going to challenge :D

Here I Come~

Finally, it is the time to go Mount Kinabalu
haha, can't wait for it... lots of things to pack, i need to pack for fonomarae also
LOL,

look at what is happening in my room ;p

It's over~~

Finally, the exam is over~~ it is party time now !! :D yesterday went to watch breaking dawn with Thomas See, that guy -.- speechless~~~ too "polluted" and too much imagination; beh tahan him :p

We went shopping and karaoke at night wooohooo; it was my first time sang till no voice~~ literally voice changed; i was shoooo man HAHA. We back very late about 11pm.

Hehe, that is only the first day of my holiday; oh ya, if i pass all subject, which means i graduate from foundation and proceed to DEGREE :D yeah~~ *but please dun cal me senior @ shi jie LOL. Im flying to KK soon, 2 days later; then kubu bahru, then primary gathering, secondary gathering, xmas; im still planning for more gatheringsssss :D wish to go genting and sunway so much this time, idk why LOL ; just wish :)

田馥甄 - 影子的影子

突然希望我们可当对方的影子

War

I am having a war for 1 month ++

1st week : moral assignment (done)

2nd week: statistics assignment, report and slides (done)

3rd week : law research paper (done)

4th week : economic research, report, and slides, presentation (done)

5th week : FINALS *haven study yet at all (done)

6th week : Fly to KK, then go fonomarae

6th week is still okay compare to previous one, but still gotta prepare all the stuffssssssssss
I cant imagine my luggage for KK lol :p but Im sure i'll enjoy it a lot

Fonomarae ah, aiya, haven find a way to get the lawyer costume, how leh???

I wanna relax bit leh, but i feel it wastes time; sei lo~~~ got psychology prob jor!!!
oh crap, I hvn apply for scholarship and degree stuff :x

Pray pray pray~~~~

Why Sorry??

Once upon a time, I hated the word SORRY so much
I was so sick of that word, I did not wish to hear it at all

This word can use to show your politeness but not your sincerity

Sorry won't take away the pain

Sorry won't make me forget the things you've done wrong

Sorry won't erase the pain

Sorry won't undo the heartache

Sorry won't stop out the countless number of teardrops shed

Sorry can't possibly change anything now

Prove that you feel sorry for your fault by action

The word sorry ain't a word to allow you to shirk the responsibility

Things are not going to change anyway~

My Last Awards Day

This could be my last awards day. I am glad that I got my pioneer green triangle, I wish to get red triangle too, but... hmm~~~ I am happy that I got all the braids finally :) Oh ya, I still haven get my button badgesss, cant wait for it :D I miss my haversack; coz GBM has changed the system where awards are transferred to the "thingy" and the way to differentiate YL from others is through the braids. Haizzz, haversack is much "yeng-er" lor~~~ why change le... Luckily I wont wear that for a long time :p :x

And I was so shock that, actually I've become a YL for 3 years ad; time passes so fast!!! Once upon a time, I was a cute little unknown innocent senior. Now~~~~ future~~~ *wa, dun wan to think more already, it makes me feel I am shooooo old eyes closed

Haversack that accompanied me for 3 yrs; my awards ♥ especially the triangle ones ; my braidssss ♥

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My family and I went genting yesterday LOL
I dunno what to do besides sleeping in hotel and playing bowling; then I go window shoppping and trying all the clothes KEKEKE :p

A Night To Remember

The HELP Annual Ball falls on 11/11/11
and my table is no 11 too ♥

Before the prom, we still have classes and exams -.- Then we need to rush back home bath and pack; follow by makeup and hairdo. After that, we still stuck in the jam for almost 2 hours.

Here we are, the Holiday Villa in Subang Jaya :D Thanks kayne for sending us there and Wai Nam for protecting us. 3 of us shout crazily when we finally reach there!!! :D

Nam accompany both of us makeup and hairdo. LOL, he just act as our body guard from home to saloon to car park till in the ball room. I tot my makeup is real heavy, but when I reach there, I realize it needs to be like that due to the lightning. Credits to tracy jie jie ♥

Pretty ladies and handsome men of the day :)

We have a chance to take pictures with all the lecturers.

(Middle pic) the man with red shirt is my tourism lecturer.

(Right pic) the white dress lady is my psy lecturer and two of them are my group mates, danielle and sammi.

Tell u secretly, my psy lecturer is my idol; she is real young, pretty, and smart! Although she is smart, but she is not book worm; she is a swimmer and ex-member of BB. I wish to be like her

♥

Thomas See
I feel real proud when he get the "Best Dressed" award for male, because I accompany him shopping and choose costume for him; this proves that my taste not bad XD He should be proud too as so far he is the only guy that I accompany to shopping, wait for him changing clothes, and give comments; normally is guy accompany me. LOL

Garth Yap

He seems to be my boyfren that day as he serves me food and stuff; I help him take care and adjust his clothes. Then we keep calling the other, dear~ Like he asks me "Dear, you want fish or not ah? Dear you full or not ah?" People on my table laugh crazily XD This is college life HAHA

Wilfred Tan

I never knew he is in the same college and same course with me until that day I met him in church and chatted. The first time I saw him I tot he is 30+ XD *hope he din see this We fight and fool crazily that night!!! Beh tahan him (no eyes see him HAHA) He acts super duper extreme gay~~

When going the end of the prom, they invite couples to dance romantic dance ♥sweet ♥ ; I wish I have a partner at that moment :) After that, we have dance floor woohoo~~

THE END OF THE PROM
-i'll remember this forever-