in Australia...

it's Australia Day..

it is something like our National Day...

only without parades & sing-alongs...

here...

they have jet plane shows in the early morning, barbie (BBQ) & at night...

as per usually...

fireworks...

in Brisbane...

there is always fireworks at the Brisbane River...

especially on special days...



*i can even here the fireworks from my apartment

sweaty sticky situation

i don't like it...

but..

who am i to judge & give opinions..?






to fake a smile..

or..

to tell the truth..??

japanese oral exam

sensee: o namae wa nan desu ka.
me: seri desu

sensee: seri san, nan nen sei desu ka.
me: san nen sei desu.

sensee: senkoo wa nan desu ka
me: seibutsu kagako desu.

sensee: soo desu ka? mainichi, nan jikan gurai nihon go o benkyooshimasu ka.
me: taitee, 2 jikan goro desu. tokidoki, 3 jikan goro benkyooshimasu.

sensee: doko de benkyoo shimasu ka
me: uchi de benkyoo shimasu.

sensee: kuiinzurando toshokan de... blablabla... shimasu ka *speaking super fast
me: err... sumimasen.. err... *mind went blank... err... *panicked

sensee: *looked straight into my nervous face
me: mm...motto... yukkuri...ittekudasai...

sensee: kuiinzurando toshokan de blablablaaaa.... o shimasu ka *speaking as fast as the 1st time
me: errr... *giggled... sumimasen... moo ichido onegaishimasu... *embarrassed

sensee: kuiinzurando toshokan de blablabla.... benyoo o shimasu ka
me: *confused and dont really understand the mid part... iie, benyoo o shimasen... *giggled

sensee: nan de daigaku ni kimashita ka.
me: arui de daigaku ni kimashita.

sensee: donokurai kakarimashita ka.
me: watashi no uchi wa chikai kara, 10pun goro kakarimashita.

sensee: sery san no, uchi wa doko desu ka.
me: manors ga arimasu

sensee: *confused...
me: erm... Sir Fred Schonell ga arimasu..

sensee: moo ichido.. *gave me the confuse look..
me: ermm.. *giggled.. Sir Fred Schonell Drive ga arimasu...

*actually, i dont even know the name of the street that i'm living at..

sensee no. 2: *giggled
me: *smiled

sensee: sery san, arubaito o shimasu ka
me: iie, arubaito o shimasen

sensee: supoostu wa nani ga suki desu ka
me: jogingu ga suki desu. mainichi o shimasu. taitee, yoogata o shimasu.

sensee: soo desu ka. omoshiroi desu ka
me: hai, totemo omoshiroi desu.

sensee: doko de jogingu o shimasu
me: kooen de shimasu.

sensee: nan jikan jogingu o shimasu
me: erm, san jikan goro shimasu
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*when the "interrogation" was over
i wanted to say "thank you", which is "arigato gozaimasu"
but what came out from my mouth was "onegai shimasu"..
which means.. "please"..

sensee & sensee no. 2: *laughed.. and understood my intention
me: *paiseh already...

sensee & sensee no. 2: arigato gozaimsu...
me: *left the room...
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now....

which is 3 hours after the oral...

still paiseh...

heh..

untrusty instinct

the weird thing is that...

i thought...

erm..

no, no...

maybe not just thought larh eh..

but i used to believe that she and i could "click"..

then..

after a few months of living under the same roof..

i realized that i shouldnt have trusted my instinct..

war

i wonder...

why does war exist?

why start it at the fisrt place?

how does it benefit the human population?

what can we do to help those innocent ones?

what did the victims of those nasty bombs do to deserve death and pain?

why can't we settle things/issues in a peaceful manner?

when is it going to come to a halt?

will it ever going to stop?

is praying and hoping for world peace sufficient?

there is always one war after another...




da nak Qiamat eh????

self reminder

"If you are patient in one moment of anger, you will escape a hundred days of sorrow"

~Chinese Proverb

run baby run

healthy "juice" is leaking from my tiny glands...

i LOIKE.

what i deserve...

remember the stupid careless mistakes?


oh well..


i received the mid year exam papers earlier this morning..



and..



and..




erm...




i lost the 6 marks...
(plus 5 more marks from other qns)




it may sound pretty much like a small digit...




but i think...



it is BIG, FAT & UGLY...



unfortunately...



i have no one else to blame but myself...




but still, i am grateful that God managed to pass me...
THANK YOU

deserted

someone feels like she is being abandon in a remote area..

somewhere far...

far...

farrrr..

away...

so far that no one could hear her screams...

at queens street

the weather was great..



the sale was superb...



prices are low...



can hardly control myself...



it was syiok...



i wannna do it again...



next time...



and...



going alone wasn't so bad...



=))

independent

going there alone...

am i that lonely...

tomorrow...

tagged by white angel

1.What have you been doing recently?
>revising my japanese, completing all the assignments, homework & what not...


2.Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
>nope...not UNTIL recently when it died on me


3.What happened at 10am today?
>errrmm... i did my assignment.. (i know i am a nerd)


4.When did you last cry?
>yesterday


5.Believe in fate/destiny?
>yepz


6.What do you want in your life now?
>do well in exams & obtain a high gpa
>proceed to honors
>following that, obtain a master (if possible..insya'allah)
>be a good muslim, friend, daughter & hopefully girlF & wife. HEH.
>have a nice bodeyyy. HURHUR


7.Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
>i dont need both...since i have tudung on..


8.What's your favourite thing to do on the bed?
>sex!!! HAHA.. ya right.. well, when i'm on the bed, all i want to do is sleep..


9.What bottoms are you wearing now?
>mango black jeans


10.What's the nicest things in your inbox?
>night & morning wishes from Nadzrie. HEH


11.Do you tend to make the relationship complicated?
>why should i???


12.Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
>i dont like sharing my stuff regardless of how cheap or expensive they are. same goes to borrowing stuff from others... HOHO!


13.What was the last movie you caught?
>Curious case of Benjamin Button


14.What are you proud of?
>nothing. there is nothing to be proud of..BUT i am grateful for all the things that i have & the people that surrounds me *wide smile

15.What does the oldest text msg in your inbox say?
>private larh.. cannot tell u..BOO!


16.What was the last song you sang out loud?
>Humans by The Killers


17.Do you have any nicknames?
>Ibu calls me "girl"


18.What does the newest text say?
>i can't read my text messages... like i mentioned above, my cell has died on me


19.What time did you go to bed last night?
>midnight


20.Are you currently happy?
>not really.. just SO-SO..


21.Who gives you the best advise?
>Ayah..
>Ibu
>Nadzrie


22.Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
>YES! i loike doing that..


23.Who did you talk on the phone last night?
>does video call count? if ya.. my whole family who is back in S'pore..


24.Is something bugging you now?
>Definitely...YES


25.Who was the last person to make you laugh?
>Ibu



errrm..

and soo..

i am suppose to list names of people who are suppose to do this quiz thingy..

BUT i will not. HEH

but..

if you r damn freaking bored..

by all means...

=)

ok bye..

i want to study again

HOHOHO!

stupid mistakes

how careless can i be..

this is not the 1st time BUT the 3rd time..

DAMN.

stupid mistakes.. careless mistakes.. what ever you are..i will only realized u at the end of every test.

HAISH.

happy 2009!

1st new year in Brisbane...

it was an experience.

went to South Bank yesterday to catch The Curious Case of Benjamin Buttons.

afterwards, met up some babes & had dinner.

following that, we just walked around, catch up etc etc..

as we walked..
i saw couples fighting, canoodling & what not. old & young swimming in the the man-made beach. teenagers dancing like there's no tomorrow.

unfortunately today, on my 1st night of 2009, the only fan that we have in the whole apartment broke down. to make it worse, it is 34 degrees today. as a result, i have to sleep in the hall...

seriously, missing THE room back home

HAISH....