Would be lying that I’m feeling nothing after that 4 hours of HTHT after everyone has gone home. I’m not confused (not really), but just a lot of thoughts running through the mind. But ok la. 

YOU. YOU STOP BEING SORRY. 👿

I’m glad it happened actually, and like you said, they’re feelings pent up for years and it was a release on that night. I know nothing is gonna change for me, except maybe that we should have more frequent 3 pax gathering on top of the bigger group ones. The friendships stay, we all know how far we have come - 13 and 12 years each. 

For the fact that you guys are the only guy friends I’ll ever be open to. Or what I call my best men. 🤭 We will never end up as partners/better halves, but that doesn’t mean I will stop feeling the way I do. 🤷🏻‍♀️

Ok la, time to let this messed up brain go sleep le. After that HTHT, I only had 2 hours sleep before working long hours. 

Thank you 小乔 for bringing the sensitive topic up, and more so that we’ve all let it out now. ❤️