Didn’t feel so good on Fri, so cleared my 1/2 day leave then. Took meds and rolled in bed watching 沉香如屑. Nua on Sat (till dinner with birdies), Sun was nua whole day. I can count the number of steps I took out of the room 🤭 Cleared all 38 episodes of part 1, caught 1 episode of part 2. A little draggy, but I do enjoy the show. Sighz. ❤️ 

Today was 3 calls, and then slacked. 🤣 Went for a swim, came back, did laundry,

 and cooked my only meal of the day. Now nuaing again on the sofa enjoying my playlist from the Beam, shaking legs and blogging (coz I’m lazy to journal) 😂 Working tmr at JE and then meeting 小乔 for dinner. Then Wed I’m on leave again. Where shall I go? 😏

Hui Lin jio-ed for badminton on Thu at TPY, so yeah, found my racket and looking forward! Just need to plan how to get home after without grabbing. 🤣

Exercising makes me happy and clears thy mind. And makes me sleepy too. Gonna head off to bed then before an early start tmr!   

The 2 male platonic friendships I look forward to for catching up! They either listen to what I have to rant (小乔 more than Pang - but both without complaints 🤭), or that the topics we talk about are everything under the sun. Though just 2 hours catchup (dining time 90 mins this time) with 3 soju (yeah!!!) between us, the no drama, chill vibes just gets to me. 

Love these peeps who are around for 1/3 of my life, with the past 7 years of so of us getting closer! ❤️ 

Thanks Pang for driving us back! ❤️ 

Holding you both to my k and drinks and food session at my place! ❤️ 

A mixed feelings kinda day yest. 

Woke up and did the usual morning routine on the phone, and then I saw your nick appear at IG under ‘…from your contacts, is on Instagram as…’ and I was like ‘Oh! He’s on IG..’ 

Couple of hours later you texted. I read. But I didn’t know how to reply. 

Later that night, a baby bat flew into my place, and after posting, some say it brings luck (which I bought some numbers and 1 of the number jumped today but ended in both starter and consolation 🤭). 

And yes, I replied your text, after 5 years of radio silence. I also don’t know why I did it, but I do know that there is finally no more guilt towards *o when I did, so maybe that’s why I did it. 🤷🏻‍♀️ 

Not looking for anything, it’s been 10 years since we last met, not sure how I’ll react, given how much both of us have grown. Not expecting any explanations or reminiscing of the past, coz what’s past is past, I don’t wanna go back there. Don’t feel like you owe me anything, coz it’s nothing anymore. If the texts comes, I’ll probably take it as that you’re an online friend. How I will respond, I have no idea too. So do pardon me if I ghost on you when I’m at a loss of speech. I’ll respond when I’m ready. I’m also unlikely to text you first. So please don’t get your hopes up. 

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Looking forward to timeout with my 2 drinking kakis tmr at our usual place. Just realized 3 of us have never been there together. Always me with one or the other. Definitely looking forward! ❤️