Happiness is when you dive in our own backyard and you find what you've wanted to see for a while. 30 mins and 50 shots. <3

And I dread every night when it all starts. For my own sanity if not anything else. I just want to get out of here.

Take me away. Away from it all. 

Coming back from sabbatical is a good thing - work keeps me occupied and makes me feel useful. 

The bad thing about it is I have to hear and bear all the screaming at home.

Why me?

Thankful for the advance in technology - iMessage and FaceTime. I really really wish I could be there with you, for you. But since you don't allow me to.. I'm gonna travel for you and let you live the world (or rather countries) through my eyes! 😘 

Speedy recovery (from the wound) love.. The nerves we'll take time and not pressure it ok! 😘

After almost 11 weeks.. I do hope you finally get to sleep well (and straight - painlessly) today. 😘

ILY. 😘

I know you're sleeping. That's why I didn't wanna text you yet till I reach back the hostel. Coz I know you'll wake and get worried for nothing. 

Just a little shaken by the incident but glad I'm cool about it. ✌🏻

Life is short. So very short. And so unexpected. 

We only have one life. Live without regrets.

It's been a while since I last blogged. 

五姑 passed away last night in a freak accident. Am at the funeral palour now waiting for the body to arrive. And it was just a few more months before she actually retires from the civil service that she has served for over 30 years. 

One of the aunts who was supportive of my dreams. Of my hobbies. 

The auntie who took pain in organizing the yearly meetups and provided food and drinks for all. 

Who started the whatsapp group for the relatives just so we could keep in touch. Where every morning (almost) she'll send us morning greetings without fail. 

五姑 I definitely will miss you. Keep your cheeriness and positivity and calm when you're up there. ❤️

😱 *rendered speechless* 😱

If manslaughter is not a crime. I will gladly kill someone right now. Don't try to stop me. 😡

First time that someone appreciates that I'm independent. Coz it was a 'One thing I like is that I don't need to take care of you coz I know you can take care of yourself.. I just need to pamper you.' *melted* 🤗

And I drove us back just now. And I'm the first in the list that drove us back.. Coz the previous ones all doesn't drive. 😁

10 years down the road. Her birthday wish is for me to play a piece on the piano. 😅

Best part? She knows I have a blog but doesn't want to know the add and trusts that I'll tell her everything. 

Where to find a better half like that? 🤷🏻

http://thoughtcatalog.com/kirsten-corley/2017/02/15-things-to-know-before-dating-a-strong-girl-who-is-used-to-being-alone/

Hahaha.. For knowing me this well. <3

因为感觉对了就跟着它走. <3 

In all the previous relationships and in-betweens. I've never felt this way. If this is how love truly should be. Then I'll gladly have it till the end of our lives. <3 

A better half who knows me well enough that I need my independence and freedom and is willing to let me go when I need to yet there at the end of the day. 

Who doesn't mind that I've such diverse groups of friends and tries to remember all their names without stopping me from making even more. 

Who loves the things I love (except diving - can't swim but love my stories). And intellectually compatible (from the horse's mouth) - so we don't need to struggle to find things to talk about and disagreements are always friendly. :) 

We may have our subtle differences and preferences but doesn't mean we won't try to understand and make things work (not like there's a lot to either.) 

Thankful that I've found someone I can call as the better half. <3 

ILY.

<3

2nd Feb.

<3

She is crazy. Totally literally crazy. Just coz I shared a story. She asked me not to be sad and drove all the way down to give me a hug and went back home. 😱

This must be the craziest thing anyone has done for me. 😱

24th Jan. 2359h. <3

It's just funny how it all is. 

We communicate through fb messenger and iMessage like crazy. And whatsapp is kept professional. 

I think I'm mad to be behaving this way. But I guess I never learn from my mistake do I? 😔

... ... 

But it was/is a beautifully happy smiley morning just because of her despite the rain and traffic jam. 🤗

Coz you just made me smile. 

This kinda feeling. ❤️

两个疯子. Have to wait till 7.30pm then start cracking the brain over a VLH. 😓 Brain almost malfunction. Dinner-ed at almost 9.30pm again and then showered and back to work at almost 11pm. Crazy. 7.30am to 11.40pm doing work for almost 2 weeks straight is totally totally crazy. No wonder I concussed whenever I can. Another 2 months of craziness to go. 💪🏻

http://thoughtcatalog.com/nicole-tarkoff/2017/01/this-is-what-deep-love-feels-like/

Is that what is it is? If yes.. That's kinda scary. Especially knowing it's that fine line between being just friends and more than friends. :( 

But I've to admit it gives me that warm and fuzzy feeling knowing that someone cares while irritating the shit out of me at times. :) 

好久没这种感觉了. <3

不能让她成为习惯

不能让她成为精神支柱

不能让她成为我的所有

1765. ❤️

24 hours awake. 71/2 hours of the last hours texting the same person. This is damn shagged man. No joke!

Enough of Cyrillic and searching for flights online. Just spent like $700+ on bookings. Travel insurance checked today as well. Kamchatka tour deposit checked too. Whew.

Because our dinner was at 9.36pm. 😂 Too busy with work till it was almost 9pm when we left. No prata today coz I had it for breakfast. So she decided on teochew porridge.. Too much food for 2 la! 😆

It has been a while. Falling asleep with a smile on my face. And waking up with another smile on my face. Thank you. <3

Sent my babies off. Decided to self-indulge (again 🙄) before heading off to play with 'my' new toy. 😁 #nofilter #cataloguephotomaybe #metime #weekendescapade #divingwoes #private #work

And seeing the lemon reminded me of you that day at The Cheese Prata Shop. ;P

Staring blankly at the PowerPoint praying for inspiration. Deadline: 6th Jan, 2pm. 😭

就是这种感觉. <3 

Feelings. What do we make of them?

21/2 hours conversation non stop over whatsapp. Seriously!