Almost lost my cool today. 原来还有那么barbaric 的人. To the extent that I let her scream and yell over the phone and into my ear in public. And then I was just plain rude back. 'So?' 'What's your point?' 'Then?' And then she shuts up. 

野蛮人的待遇. Don't say you haven't been warned. 

Respect is earned. Not coz you said it. 

So I decided to fly aeroplane. And booked my slot for a floorball session next month end. This time not with the usual group though. 

Time to start hunting for a floorball stick if I'm gonna stick to playing! :) 

Feeling lazy. 

Debating if I really wanna head out to the meetup or just roll in bed.. It's so far away................ 

Dragons. Horses. Pigs. 

Recently a lot of bump-ins with these people. Hmmmz. 

And my mummy agrees totally with my previous post (somehow or another I got to telling her about it). 

And guess what? She is not against LGBTs either! She was super open about it instead and was happy for the 2 birdies who went and register their marriage in NYC! <3 

The only thing she was curious was 'why is their preference like that? Can explain to me?' O.o 

Hahaha.. I think I tried but failed. So yeahs.. She's ok.. I didn't tell her about my past (anyways that's in the past - I think). And for those friends that I shared who are.. She was ok with it too. Yeah-ness! :) 

And when I was saying that whoever my other half's gonna be. He's to understand and accept that my drinking kakis.. Diving kakis.. And malacca family are all guys too. ;) And she agrees.. Hahaha. I also asked why she isn't she worried when I hang out with the drinking kakis or go for Gus's birthday in Bali with all the guys. She was like '他们不会乱来的..' Yeah.. Coz she knows them all lo.. Not intimately. But by name or face and she trusts them and me. <3 Another load off my shoulders. <3

Ok.. Really time for bed now le.. Zzzzz

I like this statement: 'Even though you are a strong woman. You don't deserve to deal with his emotional baggage.'  

So I spent today sleeping in.. Woke up at 5.15pm just now and caught a show online. Had dinner and now nua-ing on the sofa. 

Random thoughts: maybe I should start practicing sleeping on the sofa? For the train journey next year..? 

Wanted to go for a swim follow by a haircut this morning. 

But the rain woke me up at 7.30am and then I was all like 'nahz.. I can't swim in the rain..' So I lazed back in bed till now. 

Now? I'm debating to go swim still? Or what about my haircut? Maybe swim today cut another day? Or cut today and swim another day? 

Decisions decisions decisions.

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In the meantime. I think it's still nap time. ;) No... I haven't stepped off my bed since this morning's rain. I am a lazy bum. :P

2 of them appeared in my dream. And that we were all going diving. O.o 

Weirdest combi of people in my dream. Woke up happy but a little shocked. Ah well. 

Дерьмо. That was his scent. I'm very sure. That long forgotten scent that lingered. </3

An old photo that popped up today. <3 

That was probably the last time someone I loved gave me flowers - and for no reason at all except coz I wanted it. And it was wrapped prettily too. I remember being really really really happy when I received it. 

*b did give me flowers too. But in a vase/container. Not a bouquet like that. *y got flowers delivered to me when I was at work. 

But somehow. The meaning of those flowers compared to this was different. 

I always know how impractical a bouquet of flowers are. But as impractical as they are.. I do enjoy receiving them from people who are more than just friends. 

Ah well. 

Just random thoughts on a Sunday night. <3

Slept after a overnight catchup session with the 夜宵 kaki at like 7.30am. 

Dreamt about you being my friend again somehow. Hope you're doing well. :) 

Less than 30 mins and 1 pint gone. 

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It's been a slight rollercoaster ride these few weeks. What with going with *qy to KL and then with the sotong squad to Anilao. 

Hanging out with guys really is so much less drama. I refuse to travel and dive with Tracy any longer. And this *h is driving me up the wall with simple mundane stuff that apparently he can't do on his own. Seriously.