I live up to my group's name. Stalker. Hahaha. So *a is married. TatA to a short found crush! =) 

Super bad day at work. Almost gave up and break down straight. In the end went out and then met *c for a while to shop for a present. And then randomly texted *a. 

Took him some time and a few attempts. But I guessed it worked. We still have not make attempts to meet or exchange numbers. And I guess I'm happier this way. 

Thank you *c and *a. 

Idrawmystrengthfromyou <3

A bit high and drunk on 2 pints of Thactchers. Was out with a group of fun people too. But cannot tag. Illegal gathering.

... ... 

Sunday we didn't text at all. And today it was back to normal le. <3 

Sometimes. All you need is to relax and slow down. 

Waves gently rolling onto the shore. Sound of balls hitting each other on the pool table. Movie playing in the background. Soft chatter around the deck. Me swinging on the hammock listening to all these lullaby.

This is life. Beautiful beautiful life. <3

第一次那么紧张. 第一次那么放不下.

Still outside and heading out still. And he juz spot checked on me. Hahaha. I don't know if I should be happy or irritated. =P

Hahaha. One almost cui person talking to an almost brain dead person in the middle of the night. I will miss his routine msgs when I go home next week. </3

Loooong day. And it's gonna be a loooong week. Thankful for another rubbish to keep me company. =) 

Hahaha. An unexpected msg. 

And I did juz that yest. Not coz there was no loyalty. But coz the world doesn't revolve around them and them only. 

I've also decided that no matter how paranoid my thinking may be. There are still good people out there. Not all are out for the same thing.

This may be one of the routines I may be able to fall in love with. *a: thank you..