When I read this quote the first person that came I mind was *w. No doubt it's been years since we last kept in touch. But he did make me very happy for that few months. 

More recently I've been wondering. If not for Mac. Would I have met as many people who touched my life in one way or another? Or that I'm who I am today? 

Thankful to those that came into my life at one point or another. And that with every transition of stores/promotion. My circle of friends got smaller. Not that it's a bad thing. But probably so coz I've learnt to friend zone. This small circle of friends have became so small that they seem like family more than friends now. 

Was talking to a friend whom I once worked with earlier in the day. And I realized how time flew and how far I've come.

It's never easy to make certain (hasty!) decisions. But once I've made up my mind I don't wanna change anymore. 

我累了.

I know I've said it many times. That sometimes I feel that I'm saying juz for the sake of saying. But this time? It's different. 

我彻底地放弃了.

My passion has died off. My heart is cold. There's nothing else that can keep me here any longer. Sad isn't it? Especially this's my first job and I've been here 10 years. 

When you have to brace yourself for the avalanche that's fast approaching first thing in the morning. When by sharing examples gets the rest of your colleagues in trouble. When that very phrase you said made me so much wanted to put down that clicker and juz walk out that door. 

That my friend. Is when you've proven you've overstepped the find line between intergrity and respect. And the only reason why I hold on still? It's because of my people. 

And I know if that minute I step out of the door. It's considered insubordination. But that's not all. Coz I know there will be more who will step out with me. 

We're tired of all these pin pointing and shouting and blaming. I know we may be immatured and not thinking for our future. But we don't need you to come and control our work and freedom. You are not my mummy and even if you are it doesn't give you that right to control me the way I live my life.

My freedom is of travel. Of meeting my friends. Yes. I am mindful especially when I know my people are working hard on the ground and I'm out having fun. But they respect my life as I do theirs. 

So please. Stop thinking of what's 'good' for the people and start thinking about what the people 'need'.

All we want is fair treatment. Not equal. 

All we want is understanding. Not assumptions.

So instead of harping on the fact that you cannot understand the millennium generation. Don't. Instead talk to us and put your damn bloody fucking pride down.

Talk to us like adults to adults. 

Talk to us coz you trust us.

Talk to us coz you truly want to understand us.

Don't talk to us like we're 3 year old kids.

Don't assume you know every fucking detail coz you don't.

Don't stereotype us juz coz you didn't take the bloody fucking effort to get to know us.

If I do speak for my generation. We are not hard to understand. We are not difficult to manage. But again. You my dear friend. You have juz made an ass out of yourself by proving how big a gap you are away from us.  

Well done.

Yest after meeting went to NUS to work coz they were badly down and no one could help. 

Then met *h for dinner/supper at 11pm for cheese prata. As we were walking along towards the shop from NUS.. Saw this sign and was tickeled by it much. 

Belum makan! =D 

As usual. Our goreng goreng.. But he forgot to order the white one this time. =P

And as usual being the hungry us.. We added on 2 more kosong prata. 

And for once we both ordered cold drinks and not related to tea. Mine logan drink and his was green tea.

Who says Valentine's Day muz be celebrated with the other half? 

Happy belated V day all! And thanks to the awesome friend who had 'dinper' with me. <3

I remember that SCDF show with Qi Yu Wu that was filmed here. 

Suddenly feeling emo as the cool breeze blows... The CBD area is really charming at night.. <3

But I have made the choice. And it will be revealed soon enough.

In the meantime. Since you so much like to micromanage and control me. Then I'll give you results worthy of your leadership style. I let you run my PMO. I juz take salary and enjoy life. 

So it was no surprise that shark. *h and I went to mum's place for dinner yest evening. 

It was a great catch up session. And mum's 3 kids came and join us in listening and gossiping. Hahaha. Damn tempted to take a photo with everyone in but didn't. =/ 

Whatever it may be. I'm super thankful for my this 'family'. Always there supporting and encouraging me. Thank you loves! <3

And juz now the mother of *h wanted to drop him off somewhere near AMK. But he said he was going home. Then the mother brought me into the picture again. Sometimes I really can't understand the adults. 

Can't a guy and a girl be juz platonic friends? Hmmmz. 

http://www.artparasites.com/opinion/5-reasons-never-date-artist-1398

Hahaha. Laugh die me. *h posted this on his fb..