july was indeed a happening month. of surprises. chillin'. good food. fun. disappointment. laughter. frustrations. all rolled into one.

there were travels from APMEA development team. from the MD and outstanding RMs of hong kong. from god-knows-who-else. coz i juz can't really remember. it's been one event after another. and yeah. it's been keeping me away from uploading my pics on fb. from blogging as well. =)

went for the olympic day run and went out for movie with sister. don. chili. and then there was phuket with mum (which i got so burned that i'm still peeling as of today. 2 weeks from then. =/) juz came back from malacca today with *y. and no. nothing happened. it was very much a i-do-what-i-want-and-you-follow kinda thing. =)

it's been very long since i was able to put down emotions that were not meant to be. and now? i am happier for it all. =) i've stopped thinking about what should have or might have been. of how i feel. of if i ever should msg you again. coz i know better now. =)

have been talking to mum. girl. sister and *d on separate occasions. and i am thankful. thankful for what have become of me and the relationships we shared.

photos will be up later in the blog. it's on fb first. coz i need to go and sleep and prepare for the south africa MD and owner/operator travel tmr!

and august is another packed month with dates after dates. looking forward to meeting gino on wed. and les's baby girl's 1 month celebration on 21st! =D this month no more drinking. and coz ah pang's going ns le. =(

anyways. on a side note. it may not meant much when you commented on my photo. but to me. i hope it means that there's a chance for the friendship?

kk. uploading almost done. so it's almost bedtime! =D tatA world! =D

Girl

Girl! I'm feeling so lost all of a sudden. I heard things that were not meant to be. And although it shouldn't affect me. It did. =/ I'd rather be alone then with them coz no matter what I do it's wrong. My fault. My bad.

Will you be there for me? =/

every turn i make. every corner i wanna get away from. it's filled of memories of you and me.

went out alone the whole of today. coz it is my off day! like finally! =D

so i decided to pay a visit to all the railway stations in singapore while squeezing in lunch. a swim. and wanted to buy my running shoes. but then i realized i may not have enough till monthend so i skipped the shoes-buying. =)

went down to bukit timah rifle range area for some shots of the tracks. wanted to go to the one opposite the rail mall. but the stupid me lost my way la. =/ so hopped to the rifle range one. then went back bukit panjang for a swim. lunch-ed at jack's! =D hahaha. heart heart. and while deciding to go tanjong pagar or bukit timah station. i hopped onto 75 and headed down to tanjong pagar. =) after tanjong pagar. headed up back to bukit timah station. =) and then it was back home for the day.

along the way from tanjong pagar to bukit timah. the route passed by so many places that held memories close to me. no doubt i know i am moving on le. but in a way. those memories are still beautiful to me. so yeah. thanks for those memories!

okie!

now let's see. tmr till fri i'm working morning shift straight. sianz. =/ the only bright spot is that most likely tmr i'll be meeting kelvin kor kor for dinner! =D and then i have to tahan all the way until sat when i'm going out with my beanies for their incentive trip! and then sun is gonna be waaayy fun coz i'll be going out with ah pang. *y. xiao george. alien. shark. chili! harry potter. italian dinner. and drinks drinks! =D hahaha. then mon will be leaving for phuket with mum le! =D all the way till thurs! =D fri i shall rest at home i think. =)

and then there's another trip planned for monthend. supposed to be going alone but i guess since i'm getting a superior room might as well not waste it. so yeah. i'm going with *y. =) and you all don't think too much! there's nothing going on. we're juz very good friends who loves a good gossip now and then! =D

till the next time! tatA! =D

Itch

The itch is still ongoing. But not as bad as the first few days. Still on that medication that's making me super drowsy. So I decided to sleep before doing my PDS tmr morning. =/

Went with *y to see HFC's cafe and songs of the sea yest night. =)

Had a good but not good enough chat with *d also. =) sometimes he really made me thunk back of the past. Of what could have been. Might have been. And that I may not be who I am today if not for *her. Hmmmz. =/

Dengue

When I saw that post about you getting dengue. The first thought that came to my mind was to go and visit you. Like how I used to do. But I know that's not possible anymore. So juz a simple wish that you'll take care and stop saying that you are strong and all. We all know you are. But it doesn't hurt to get a little sympathy does it?

Please take care of yourself. I know I have no right to care or think about you anymore. And most of the time I don't. But today? I juz can't help it. =/

There's been this itch on my body that's been going on for days. Not rashes. Not bites. Juz itch. And I how I wish I could sanitize my whole body like right now. =/ and worse. It itches where my clothes will cover. Not on the exposed surfaces. =/

Went out with alien and shark yest night for food and drinks. And then walked home through the other route. And the memories it brought back.

As I said before. This is my blog and I can tag anyone I want. If you're unhappy about it. Juz click that small cross in the top right hand corner.

I am over you. But that doesn't mean I can't reminiscence the past we shared. It's been a wonderful year or so. And I thank you for all those memories. And guess what? Moving on wasn't as painful as I thought. Coz if you had told me sooner. My heart would have healed and moved on faster.

I miss talking to my sister and mum and *d. =(

went for the great eastern 10km run this morning with adora. mei chun. mickey. ginger. irene and siew kee! =D hahaha. my virgin run! =D ok la. rather i ran 4km non-stop and walked the rest of the 6km. blearghz. =P in 11/2 hour. =D so next time i can do better! =D

but it somehow got me thinking about the yellow ribbon and standard chartered le. hee! yellow ribbon would be like 6km. standard chartered. hmmmz. that one need more time to think ah. =P

and i met shujun at the finishing line! =D

and another pic! this time after the run! =D

managed to catch quite a number of movies too. like pirates. =D

mr popper's penguins with sister and don. =D

transformers with my team! =D but we were stuck in a jam and missed the opening few mins. and we were sitting by the side. maybe i'll go catch it again tmr? =P

and i caught this yest coz i juz felt like catching it. monte carlo. =) and yes. this was not too bad! a feel good kinda movie. =)

a bit too sleepy to continue le la. probably shall nap a while before meeting alien and shark! =D