guess what's the big event that's going to affect my life and sleeping pattern for the next 1 month??? here's the not so subtle hint. *beamz*

and then there's the team i've supported since knowing them 8 years ago. GERMANY GERMANY GERMANY!!! =D

and lahm taking over ballack as captain! =D

klose (the one on top) taking over skipper position! double joy! =D

and 3 of my fav players for the german team captured below! =D

and so i shall look forward to the start of the world cup and germany's first game's on 13 june! wahahaha. let's pray they get to the finals! *crossez fingerz*

brought the CLs out to KAP for a visit to see and learn from their best practices and then to cathy to watch shrek 3! =D

that's my trainee vincent with the flaming red hair! =P

so far life has been pretty uneventful. tons of follow up to do and things to complete. more since PPA is on 4 June. what a date! =X then there's all those misc things to clear coz of month end.

there's also so many people i wanna meet next month. tmr i'm meeting the girls. then there's meeting xiao qiang. meeting lover. meeting my poly clique. and then there's always *w. and all those spontaneous meetups with the rest.

then karin's going to aussie for 2 months. and then i'm going japan!!! hahaha. 7d5n central japan tour. time to pamper myself!

but till then. i'm going to hang in here and try meeting more friends while squeezing in more sleep too. tired tired! =(

and i can finally heave a sigh of huge relief. it seems like all burden has fallen from my shoulder. the thing i was most worried about did not come true. not at all. so even though it's hurting a bit. i'm thoroughly relieved. i am so glad to be able to put my mind at ease and have a good night's rest after 2 weeks of major worry and keeping it to myself.

'IT'S ALL OVER!!!' =D

thank god. now to focus on my tasks at hand... =P

i think it's time for me to be alone for a while.

was itching to get away for a short holiday and so i booked the trip on tuesday and left on saturday with karin to malacca! =D

it's been many times (or at least 4 excluding this time!) that i'm ambarking on a trip to the malacca even though making several promises to myself not to repeat the cities/places i travel to. but ah well. since it was S$60 in all for accomodation (with breakfast) and transport. why not? =)

it's time to unwind myself for a bit! =D

my first meal in malaysia after 2 months! mac's breakfast at larkin! =D

and malacca here we come! =D

an afternoon of rain did not dampen the spirits of the locals and tourists on a saturday afternoon! =D

the famous chicken rice balls! =D

coconut on a rainy day! =D

my craving? satisfied! =D

nice crunchy vege! =D

balls and balls of rice! =D

2 siblings selling muai zi and din din tang...

a shot at the river...

of christ church! =D

our hotel! =D

this is for *w.

nando's at mahkota parade! =D

one for tom! =D

mild spicy chicken with peri fries and peri corn! =D my first nando's chicken!

caesar dressing with salad! overwhelming amount of dressing man!

rows and rows of freshly baked pineapple tarts!

trays and trays of yummy dim sum!

us at geographer cafe along jonker street... have always walked passed it and this is the first time i'm having a drink here! =D ambience was good for stoning and chilling out with live singer. =)

and for once i ordered the beer for myself. =D

karin's cocktail. think it's called the geographer cocktail if i'm not mistaken. =)

finger food! =D

since i couldn't go south africa this year. thou shall buy the magazine instead! =D

breakfast at bamboo hut bistro. have always looked forward to their big breakfast. =P

and not missing out mac's porridge! =D

going back malacca brought back a lot of memories. a lot of promises. a lot of hope. now that it's all gone. it's time to move on.

and it's always at this time of the night where i get the most emotional and starts thinking the most.

maybe it's the playlist i'm listening to. maybe it's coz i'm doing several things at a time. schedule. facebooking. blogging. replying tags. keeping myself entertained while a thousand and one things run through my mind in all random orders.

it seems juz like yesteryear that i was in jscc. at cl3. and of meeting and having the honour to get to know most of the people i worked with. perhaps it's true that my life is revolving around work now. i don't miss school. only the canteen food. but i guess this is what happens when you spend more than 12 hours at work almost every day.

that i was out with the guas at sentosa and having fun.

that i was working and sweating and cursing and swearing at all the mds orders coming into the hub.

that i lost the friendship i had with *her. no. she's not related to mac. but i'm juz being random here alright? =)

that i cried after being shouted at by a customer over the phone.

that i moved on in life after *him.

that i went on my first overseas trip to cameron and kl with jovi.

that i met *w and started complicating things up.

... ...

why izzit always at times that i'm alone that i start getting so much time on my hands to do the things i've always wanted yet not satisfying myself at all? i've always thought i'm independent and need no concern and love from others. i guess i am wrong.

'missing the times i spent with you.

every moment. every minute. every day.

i think about those times everyday. every night.

i used to think i was able to let go.

i used to think i let go.

but i guess now thinking back it's otherwise.

you never fought to have me by your side.

yet you never strayed too far away from me.

and you were always supporting me through each relationship.

each step of my journey to who i am today.

you were always there.

whether to listen to my stories and laugh together.

or even to wipe away those tears and tell me tomorrow will be a better day.

you accompanied me to see the doctor when i wasn't feeling well.

brought me wcp coz i juz wanted to feel the sea breeze.

took the bus with me to go jb juz coz i wanted to go.

it seemed like ages since we last met up.

but when i count back. it's been like almost 1 week only?

so when can i see you again?'

a few updates:

have met up with karin. jovi and nicholas in what seems like forever. okokok. so partly it's my fault for being so busy as well. =X but yeah. met for waraku then to ai qing hai at marina. going back to ai qing hai certainly brought back a lot of memories. it has been years since i last stepped in and sat down and enjoyed the singing. a tad ex. but in the company of good friends. what more can one ask for? =D

and then there's my new ipod nano in red that arrived at my place juz a few days ago! hahaha. love love!

okie. now looking forward to the trip this weekend. but karin juz hurt her ankle and on her way to tths now. hmmmz. let's hope she didn't fracture anything! *crossez fingerz*