2 months in cck4 and i think i'm starting to grow more nasty le. oh no! why? coz my darlings simply never comms down the things that are done. bloody hell. and can't even run omo!

how i pray hard that my wish for the change will come true. if it does come true i would never wanna go back to my hell le. coz i would be very very very happy. the happiest devil follower around! =D

*crossez my fingerz and prayz that my wish comes true*

so far so good. i think i left a good impression on va. so that's a good thing. so far i need to work more on the follow up completion of tasks and stuff. so yeah. trying to work on it. but when i have unproductive people around who seems to think they will die when they run omo. that's a different story. i should encourage them to go over to cl3 or even jscc. maybe then they will appreciate cck4 for the store that it is. ha! some people seems to have it so easy! =X

been missing couzin much much. think's he's busy with work and all. but guess what's the good thing? he has a facebook account! like finally! hahaha. =D

now i'm debating whether i should tell my boss that i wanna go for class. i feel like lehz. but it's a year long commitment of wednesdays. hmmmz. still considering. i wonder if she'll let me go?

damn. i'm like lack of sleep but yet wanna do so many stuff like clearing my rubbish and all. hmmmz. let's see how it all goes ba!

good luck to me and i pray that the sales will go up for the last 2 days of the month! =D

i wanna go back to the hole that others call hell. coz that's where i truly grew and learned and became who i am today. i miss my hell. i miss certain individuals who taught me all i knew there. how i wish the devil could come over to me since there is no chance of me going back ever again. ="(

why couldn't she be the one to leave my hell and juz let me continue staying on in there? now i have to pray that the angel in heaven gives way to the devil from hell. ="(

guess what?

i don't bloody give a damn about my fucking brother. why? coz he juz bashed my head and tried to strangled me. you wanna see the marks and bruises?

so what if he topped his primary school? so what if if he went to RI and then now in RJC? so what if he is bigger in built and talks more loudly than me? why should i give a damn about him when his attitude is the equivalent of a bastard who has no manners and thinks he is GOD? why should i give a damn? juz coz we came out from the same womb and have the same surname? go and kiss my ass.

i swear. from now till the day he apologizes or changes his attitude. i will not talk to him. i am now a single child. full stop. he's a someone? more like an irritating fly that keeps buzzing around. where is the fly swapper when i need one?

brother? what fucking god-damned brother do i have?