went for a lot of good food trips recently. like to sakura buffet. amber at ite clementi. just acia. wild olives. tcc at t3. so that means i have a lot of pics to post. but haven't upload the pics yet. too lazy ba. =D

work wise. smooth for these past 2 days. doing my own things and minding my own business. =D and i guess i'm at the point in time whereby i finally have courage to voice whatever i'm feeling or thinking without promting and without any personal feelings involved. =) but i'm still worried about those issues. =X

looking forward to later today. will be a busy busy week for me. =D later will be out with couzin for dinner. 21st is a special day. 22nd i'm going back to school. 23rd i'm going out with the hgw kakis again. 25th is my 'family' day with mummy and kor kor. hahaha. more good food! =D maybe i can pyscho him to go out for another supper before the 21st. that would round off my month juz nicely. =D

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anyway. i've no freaking idea how come he knows my birthday is coming soon. kept teasing me about it. blearghz. =P so i teased him about his which is also coming soon. =D hahaha. maybe i should juz tell him what i want? =P arrghz. don't know la. making me confused only. =X then while talking that night he asked how come i kept working overnight shifts. izzit coz mama put me or i requested for them? when i told him it was my request. he gave me this look that was hard to decipher. hmmmz. wonder what that means? =) hates it when he's so unpredictable. bleraghz. =P

but i do enjoy being with him no matter how wrong it may be. hmmmz. =X

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i didn't know these things could affect me anymore. but i guess it showed. maybe coz of so many things weighing on my mind. this was the only outlet for me. all along when anything bothered me. he's the last person who will ask about it or even show his concern. but i guess time changes people.

talked to him on the phone for like 4 hours that day. and while talking those stupid tears juz rolled down. and he stopped and asked me why was i crying. i'm not supposed to be seen or heard crying! arrghz. so pissed with myself. =X

he came down to store after i kinda threw a tantrum. coz he said he'll come then the next minute said he was at his house's carpark. it's like. who gave you the right to raise my hopes so high but dash it with the next chance you have?

although he stayed for less than half an hour. it was a comfort to know that he does care when he appeared. and things juz didn't seem as bleak as it was. and for once after so long. i saw him for who he really is.

he's vulnerable too. juz like you and me. and in a time when i should stand up strong and provide support. he's the one providing me with the much needed support and courage to face up to reality.

i juz hope everything will turn out fine. *crossez fingerz*

i hate hk.

i hate call centre.

i heart heart my riders. =D hairezal. fathiin. aziz w. wan. =D

they were the only ones who even bothered helping me out when they saw the orders jamming. and to think of solutions to solve the jamming of orders. hairezal punched out and punched back in when his lesson starts at 0800 later. juz to help with sending orders. fathiin was here for fun. saw the orders jammed and helped with mds runner. aziz w came looking for wan to go jb. ended up helping me to do mds cashier. wan extended till 0230 and he's going jb then class tmr.

tell me how should i not heart them?

i am so freaking bored!!! AAAAHHHH! world. hear me rant! =X

i did all the stocking up at counter and mds counter. i cleared the storeroom and chiller. (freezer is not do-able with the mountains of products.) kitchen and counter front's rubbish's all cleared. i almost finished all my things. except a few closing reports here and there. waiting for the time to pass to close cashsheet. i even ate my breakfast already! i am really bored.

boo. anyone keen on entertaining me? =( i am so falling asleep le lo. sianz. =X

i want food. good food. i am craving for steaks. ice creams. sashimi. sushi. tze char. any takers? =D

i miss working with all my kakis. booie. =(

perhaps tonight won't be so bad coz je24's mds will be diverted to our side. so at least there's something to keep me busy with. i hate being soooo free. maybe i should go start on my post class mdp.

haiz.

a freaking hot sun day afternoon that left me sweating and cursing at why ain't i living in a pool? arrghz.

the only good thing that came out of it? was at t3 yest with beloved. was msging him till like 6am this morning. had good food for the past week or so. =D

hot hot hot. arrghz. looking forward to work later. AIR CON!