Saturday, June 24, 2006
Thursday, June 22, 2006
ha. i juz spent like 40 bucks on postcards and 15 on posters juz now at popcornpop. =) it was quite an experience going there alone for once and spending close to an hour juz browsing in that little shop to satisfy my movie obsession. =) ha!~ =)
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i juz found someone's blog. someone who started out as a friend yet we both ended up not talking. she saying that i betrayed her. seems like she's attached le. well. i sincerely wish her all the best. =) she seems happy now but i guess she has changed much too. hmmmz.
alright. think i'll go play a bit of game first before dinner. =)
ciaoz!~ =)
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i juz found someone's blog. someone who started out as a friend yet we both ended up not talking. she saying that i betrayed her. seems like she's attached le. well. i sincerely wish her all the best. =) she seems happy now but i guess she has changed much too. hmmmz.
alright. think i'll go play a bit of game first before dinner. =)
ciaoz!~ =)
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
another chapter of my life has closed. after 3 years in poly. everthing is finally over. but i miss school so much!~ =X along with all the friends i've met along the way. come to think about it there are so many things that i miss about poly although at the beginning waiyee and i were not happy in school for the first week or so. but we got over it. =)
1) chilling at jup's and waiting for the time to past by with leigh. drinking milkshakes and eating sandwiches and juz enjoying ourselves.
2) feasting with jas at mensa 2's salad bar. =) all the chicken cutlet and chicken chop that we ate and the mushroon soup and the spaghetti and the lasagne. that was damn good lo.
3) sitting at the stadium with jovi and rotting till it was time for ig events.
4) going swimming with avril (though we only went once. =X)
5) slacking on the 5th floor's sofa area while waiting for ig meetings to begin.
6) the saffron that has unfortunately been converted into cheers. my god. saffron to cheers. =X
7) talking to lydz during lecture. hee!~ =)
8) going k-box. playing pool. eating at bk. slacking at mac at tampines interchange. with nel. sha and jovi.
9) going to the airport with mich. jovi. sha.
10) watching de-lovely with karin.
11) rushing around like crazy doing projects. =)
12) the long bus journey home. =)
13) the many meetings with the ig peepz and the events that we had. although not every one is a 'happy' event. i had much fun being involved. =) especially the chalets that we had. the cycling and the chilling out.
actually there's much more to this list. it's juz that i can't find the words to say what i'm feeling out loud.
everyone has moved on in life i guess. after graduation you hear of people studying or working and all. but it juz so happens that people drift apart too. =X i'm seriously glad for the ig peepz who still tries to organize gatherings and catching up sessions like once every month. and that everyone turns up whether from work or home everyone makes the effort to be there.
when you have 8 different people doing different things and having different committments. it's really nice to know that these 7 significant others are out there still. holding on together with you as one. no matter what happen. and i'm thankful for that.
'if someone doesn't smile at you. be generous and offer your own smile. nobody needs more a smile than the one that can't smile to others.'
working may be much harder than schooling. but i believe that if we hold on. we can make it through. =)
i've come so far. i'm not going to give up now. =X
1) chilling at jup's and waiting for the time to past by with leigh. drinking milkshakes and eating sandwiches and juz enjoying ourselves.
2) feasting with jas at mensa 2's salad bar. =) all the chicken cutlet and chicken chop that we ate and the mushroon soup and the spaghetti and the lasagne. that was damn good lo.
3) sitting at the stadium with jovi and rotting till it was time for ig events.
4) going swimming with avril (though we only went once. =X)
5) slacking on the 5th floor's sofa area while waiting for ig meetings to begin.
6) the saffron that has unfortunately been converted into cheers. my god. saffron to cheers. =X
7) talking to lydz during lecture. hee!~ =)
8) going k-box. playing pool. eating at bk. slacking at mac at tampines interchange. with nel. sha and jovi.
9) going to the airport with mich. jovi. sha.
10) watching de-lovely with karin.
11) rushing around like crazy doing projects. =)
12) the long bus journey home. =)
13) the many meetings with the ig peepz and the events that we had. although not every one is a 'happy' event. i had much fun being involved. =) especially the chalets that we had. the cycling and the chilling out.
actually there's much more to this list. it's juz that i can't find the words to say what i'm feeling out loud.
everyone has moved on in life i guess. after graduation you hear of people studying or working and all. but it juz so happens that people drift apart too. =X i'm seriously glad for the ig peepz who still tries to organize gatherings and catching up sessions like once every month. and that everyone turns up whether from work or home everyone makes the effort to be there.
when you have 8 different people doing different things and having different committments. it's really nice to know that these 7 significant others are out there still. holding on together with you as one. no matter what happen. and i'm thankful for that.
'if someone doesn't smile at you. be generous and offer your own smile. nobody needs more a smile than the one that can't smile to others.'
working may be much harder than schooling. but i believe that if we hold on. we can make it through. =)
i've come so far. i'm not going to give up now. =X
ahhh. finally a break from work. guess what?~ i'm gonna go buy my movie postcards tmr!~ =) yipee!~ the cars are out le. =)
work was alright lahz. i mean. what could b so good about it when you have to hand over shift to someone you can't get along well with and is irresponsible. ah well.
oooh. i was catching the world cup news and guess what?~ my idol is the leading scorer now with 4 goals!~ =) of my tian. and he is cute lehz. number 11 from germany. =) miroslav klose. =)
work was alright lahz. i mean. what could b so good about it when you have to hand over shift to someone you can't get along well with and is irresponsible. ah well.
oooh. i was catching the world cup news and guess what?~ my idol is the leading scorer now with 4 goals!~ =) of my tian. and he is cute lehz. number 11 from germany. =) miroslav klose. =)
my tian. =) hee!~
Sunday, June 18, 2006
my goodness. we might be running MDS in august!~ =) i am so looking froward to it. all the good and the bad that is. =)
then we'll be like JB. PMAL. BL. hahaha. really fun siaz!~ doesn't matter if i don't get transferred out yet. i'll LOVE to stay on for the MDS!~ =) hee!~
MDS!~ =)
tmr's my cousin's wedding. looking forward to taking all the pics too!~ =)
then we'll be like JB. PMAL. BL. hahaha. really fun siaz!~ doesn't matter if i don't get transferred out yet. i'll LOVE to stay on for the MDS!~ =) hee!~
MDS!~ =)
tmr's my cousin's wedding. looking forward to taking all the pics too!~ =)
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
i guess i've done it and is labelled a criminal for whatever hurt i've caused to those around me. those who cares and loves me more than i do myself.
only certain people seem to understand that i had to do what i had to. but not everyone respects my decisions. do you think i want it to end up this way too?~ if i had knew that it was going to end up this way i wouldn't have brought myself to start it too. i never intended for anyone to get hurt but i can't do anything now.
no one knows how badly i took all of it. i'm the one who has to shoulder all the blame and yet still move on. pretending that nothing is wrong with me and that life is perfect for me. i am always the one at fault and that is when everyone turns into a hypocrite and i start to see things differently.
i am a human too for goodness sake. i have feelings too. i may seem strong and willing to go extremes but no one understands my needs and wants as a human. as a manager. as a girl. who is juz of 20 years.
nobody really knows what i want in life. ok. fine. maybe it's that i never allowed others close to my heart where i know i will be hurt and that i will be exposed and vulnerable to all the attacks. with the exception of a cousin whom i've grown closer to. he made me see things in a different light.
'why do angels fly?~ coz they take themselves lightly.'
in a way. he taught me to questioned my actions. to make sure that i know what i am doing and that my family is really very important to me after he shared an incident with me.
i've never trusted emails. but it was through it that i discovered a friend in him. and what a funny twist of fate it was. i never thought that any of my cousins could be someone that i could confide in and share my life. cousins were once to me people who are juz passer-bys with no role in one's life.
i believe i'm stronger than before and this time round. i'm going to be selfish and prevent myself from getting hurt by anyone.
only certain people seem to understand that i had to do what i had to. but not everyone respects my decisions. do you think i want it to end up this way too?~ if i had knew that it was going to end up this way i wouldn't have brought myself to start it too. i never intended for anyone to get hurt but i can't do anything now.
no one knows how badly i took all of it. i'm the one who has to shoulder all the blame and yet still move on. pretending that nothing is wrong with me and that life is perfect for me. i am always the one at fault and that is when everyone turns into a hypocrite and i start to see things differently.
i am a human too for goodness sake. i have feelings too. i may seem strong and willing to go extremes but no one understands my needs and wants as a human. as a manager. as a girl. who is juz of 20 years.
nobody really knows what i want in life. ok. fine. maybe it's that i never allowed others close to my heart where i know i will be hurt and that i will be exposed and vulnerable to all the attacks. with the exception of a cousin whom i've grown closer to. he made me see things in a different light.
'why do angels fly?~ coz they take themselves lightly.'
in a way. he taught me to questioned my actions. to make sure that i know what i am doing and that my family is really very important to me after he shared an incident with me.
i've never trusted emails. but it was through it that i discovered a friend in him. and what a funny twist of fate it was. i never thought that any of my cousins could be someone that i could confide in and share my life. cousins were once to me people who are juz passer-bys with no role in one's life.
i believe i'm stronger than before and this time round. i'm going to be selfish and prevent myself from getting hurt by anyone.
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