Sunday, September 25, 2005

poison pen writing is only for the lowest of the low. don't understand?~ read more books then.

why be a parasite and feed off people's tag?~ still don't get it?~ check the dictionary.

why attack my true friends when you are so ashamed to even use your own REAL name?~ scared that they will attack you back?~

why do i need your concern?~ the fuckers don't even KNOW me. even if they do so what?~ BIG DEAL. do you think you really know the REAL me?~ what do you know?~

juz to bitch behind people's back. act innocent. act childish. act pathetic. slut around?~ correct me if i'm wrong.

people who have nothing to hide need not stoop so low as to hide your true identity. reveal yourself if you dare.

I DARE YOU TO.

don't like what you read here? FUCK OFF THEN.

and why am i writing this?~

I WILL NOT TOLERATE ANYONE WHO HITS OUT AT MY FRIENDS ON MY BLOG.

Monday, September 05, 2005

am i really happy any longer?~ the stress of everything is coming down on me. feels like those days when i was in sjcc and ig. but i managed to balance everything out. so i will be able to do it this time too.

"gone were the days when i was carefree and alone.
nothing could bother me back then.
i had a bunch of good friends who stood by me.

now?~
i'm alone still.
but left to fight this battle on my own.

i don't believe i'll lose it though.
i have enough power and destiny in my hands to control it all.

nobody will get me down.
nobody at all."

i'm done with everything and everyone. down but never giving up.

... ...

i'll be praying for that certain miracle to come where we'll be friends again.

till then. all of you out there. do take carez.

-the best medicine to treat enemies would be to treat them as your best bud and enveloped them with the love and care and concern they've never felt before-