ha!~ finally!~ movies under the starz was GREAT!~ totally fabulous!~ => i can't wait for the next one!~ => let me run through what happened yesterday...

went school to bring stuff up to the pantry and to do up the sjcc notice board and all... then went over to expo to do some sjcc stuff... met people who knew mr ram and mr tan hsien wei... => so cool!~ after that had lunch cum dinner at sumo house at bedok interchange area... was good... =>

went school to return the books and all to chef and wanted to help out in packing the goodie bags... but turned out that it was all done... slacked for a while(and got jealouz... =<) before getting to the amphitheatre... boo!~ went over and started preparing evrything for the event... but that stupid piece of cloud!~ rained lorz!~ inknow i love rian... but not on the day of the event!~ heng got back-up plan... went over LT 23 to set up... wans't as good but the show was good... 50 first dates... ha!~ am so in love with the show although the ending's a bit abrupt... but the view i had was not good... was right in front of the screen and the characters looked distorted... => the next show...love actually was back at the amphitheatre... wasn't as good... but love the songs being played... especially 'too lost in you' by sugarbabes... => brought back memories... =l

and...

i think i'm falling in love...

yepz... shake your head and open your eyes bigger... i like someone le!~ nice guy... => ha!~ those who knows who i'm talking about... sssh!~ haiz... i won't say that my heart is finally taken... but it's been a long time since i felt so jealous!~ hrmphz!~

ha well... gotta go... this should be the last blog until dcember the 6 or something... => will update again if anything happens...

i will dream forever if it's the only way to keep you here...

good day to all!~ it will be a perfect day!~

yeahz!~ i changed my blogskin le!!!~ => and it's so cool... so user friendly and the html is so much easier for IT-fools like me to understand... => heng it's not xml text... ~*sighz of relief*~

these few days have been quite hectic... with me trying to do a balancing act between everythings that's coming my way... but managed to pig out yesterday by skipping lectures and crashing NP... went to find daddy aka boozey... => went to one of their lectures about xml amnd i was like "huh?~" but never see chin wei and all the people i know... only saw xiangyun... was supposed to go home but in the end ended up at KAP's mac and cold storage... it has been so long since i actually sat down with boozey and rotted... yarz.. we were talking about work... updating each other on our lifes and comparing the service quality and product between the HQ and our store... was such a big difference lorz... ha!~ went cold storage and walked around looking for alcoholic drinks(for me) and sweets(for boozey)... => bought hagen daz ice cream for myself too.. such pampering!~ and a bottle of vanilla coke too... =>

about the crashing at NP... found out that NP people are very different from TP... at TP... i seldom have to be a second hand smoker but at NP... i think i became one... yuckz!~~*coughz*~ the way they dress is very different too... jeans and top... like all standardized one... in TP it was like "wear what you want day"... hahaha... => then they're not as friendly as compared to TP people... or maybe it's juz because i'm from hospi and boozey's in IT... =<>

working wise was alright... decided to stay after all... couldn't put jscc down and disappoint them... i am now officially a workaholic... => proud to admit and proud to be one... => went down store after terry fox run that day... to source for stuff and also to see them... i know they would be down crew that day so i went and kinda helped out... => was so happy... accompanied jeff to jgcc to give them the new prawn products too... for don't know what reason too when they have their own prawn products too... but oh well... we took a bus down but walked back... => managed to talk sensible stuff as compared to our usual bickering selves at work where we would juz start smacking each other... => hahaha...

OM coming down this saturday again and 'sway' enough... i'm covering the shift where he is coming down... supposed to be Pc but ended up at the counter with gerald and don't know who... but well... i love counter too... so heck lahz!~ => sunday working counter too... with brandar and meizhen and jeff(=>)... this is going to be so much fun... =>

this friday suddenly a lot of things cancelled... marketing tutorial... bese lecture and meeting with the chefs... so only left AR lecture(which i don't think i'm going...)... the exhibition at expo and movies under the stars... => what i'm planning to do is skip Ar... go exhibition and then come to school for movies under the stars... => isn't that a better option then MIA from ig?~ => i think it's a goof solution... then next day have to work... so can't go for the bizsportsday thing... but next wednesday is horrible too... got crew leader verification test and meeting with chefs at 7 at night... like... "huh?~" aiyoz...

never mind... shall concentrate on the tea reception later and take one step at a time... =>

take carez peepz... =>

hmmz... just changed my blogskin... but found out that the entry area is damn small... so i'm still searching...

let's see... projects have all been handed up but somehow there remians to be a lot of things to be done... like for the past few days have been having fun in the saffron kitchen with jasmine and the chefs... => got free food mahz jas!~ don't point and laugh... => yes... jasmine's next to me and laughing at the chef part... =>

anyway... i think i'm going to be MIA-ing from ig for a while... coz all the events clash with my time i set aside for other things... like friday... movie under the stars clashes with my sjcc stuff... so i'm trying hard to make up for not going by helping out with the sourcing of the goodie bags... for bizsportsday... i really need to help out at my work... then monday... CYA... i pleaded juz to go for the course so i can't help out...

haiz... there's so much there's been running through my mind yet i can't really say what i've been feeling...

some people are juz so complex... and i'm one of them...

was working just now... was fun... but damn bloody pissed off by nick... what the fuck?!?~ keep pressing the bell... so i just said back to him in a very fucked up tone asking what he wants just say and stop pressing the bloody the bell... and jeff was like... "whoa!~" and tried to make me laugh at him with jamilah... and today's counter service suckz... with brandar so slow at it... last sunday's service was better... with gearald... cally and feeren... so fun!~ haiz... then did a bit of filtering juz now with kenneth... my shi fu... => miss working with chinwei... but sulan auntie was talking to me today... so happy too!~ => and ai jiao auntie came this morning to eat... and nizam is actually very nica too... like what jeff said yesterday... in the morning... the aunties will look after us... in the afternoon... we fend for ourselves... at night... we'll look after the aunties... => it's like i'm finally clicking with them... => and AR suckz... it's a nice subject but the project suckz... am doing it now again... from friday till now... after work and it's AR... i feel so thankful that fiona's helping out... hopefully the grades will come out good... => gotta go... see ya!~ =>

so sick and tired of everything... haven't been sleeping enough and thus falling sick le... =X haven't been taking good care of myself i know but there is no more time le... i'm like rushing around like mad juz to get stuff done it hurts to know that no effort or support from others are given... i went down store yesterday straight after school to get the lanterns done up and it felt so good to be there... at least the people there appreciate my going down...

haiz... don't know if i should still leave store... or even if i should take leave to go malaysia with the cohort... if i leave store... i'll be letting down the whole team... if i stay... i'll juz let one person down... if i go malaysia... i'll be taking a break... but i'll be paying for everything myself... coz i'm the one who's going so i won't ask my parents for a single cent... so that cost me like at least near to 300 singapore bucks?~ if i don't... i'll be able to work for 4 days... so that's like (S$3.09X8)X4=S$98.88... plus the S$300 i'll be saving... so that'll be S$398.88 that i'll be saving... and that will go a long way in paying for my school fees... and once i start working full time... there's a lot places i can go with the amount of money i will be earning...

sighz... really hate making decisions...

i had my milkshake and strawberries le... with steph and claire at the bugis outlet... so cool... first time that i went out with them and the bus we took actually broke down... hahaha... => but we werer juz slacking for a while before leaving for our homes... so long since i slacked... but the last time i slacked was at mensa with jasmine... that felt great too... =>

love working so much... (like what's new rightz?~ =>) and saffron is so fun!~ => but i think i'm stressed out a bit... but not sick yet... => it shows that work is my medication to stress... => hahaha... i sound happy rightz?~ but what the bloody hell?~ i am pissed by today's service saffron... totally pissed off... by a few people at the culinary side too... but i really pei fu those who came today... they are like working so hard... thank god we didn't have a full house today... =>

gotta go... this week is going to be total crap...

ha well... =>

i will survive!~ =>

i think i'm losing my appetite... i don't seem to want to eat anything except mos burger's strawberries and the vanilla milkshake...

that is not good news...

sighz...

can't wait to go to work on saturday... then can see everyone... =>